 It didn't all realize how aggressive these were when I bought it. I wish it was just cute and sweet. They're reusable like 50 times too. I think, well, I don't. Happy Monday morning. I got the girls to the gym. It's pull up day, Liz. Have you done this yet? Oh, it is, it is. Now to cold plunge. This is, it honestly feels a little bit warm out now. Hi, y'all. Before we get into the rest of this vlog, I wanted to share a Princess Polly haul. I have gotten some of the best pieces, guys. Like, look, the sweater alone is unbelievable. Like the quality is crazy. It's a sweater dress. I mean, it's so good. Like, I'm obsessed. I got a bunch of pieces for winter. I've been getting so into winter style. I just thrive in fall and winter style to begin with. So thank you to Princess Polly for sponsoring today's video. Their shipping is amazing. It ships within three to six business days in the U.S. And all orders over $50. They also offer after pay and shop pay to all U.S. customers. And you guys can use code 20KENZIE for 20% off. This sweater is so good. The quality is unreal. Just wearing it with some cowboy boots. I'm so picky when it comes to sweater dresses. I feel like I like the concept of them but I don't actually, like, love the dress. And this is amazing. Like, I just love this, even pairing with a pair of tights, some heels, like, oh. So cute, like red tights, red heels. I love this dress. It's like the perfect holiday dress. Like, so cute. Again, I'd probably wear it with tights. It's really good, especially if you're going somewhere that's kind of warm because it's obviously short. I wouldn't wear it abroad with this, but. This outfit is perfect for any fun, like, holiday partying. Especially, like, a Santa bar crawl if it's, like, warm enough where you live. Like, this is super fun. I think I'm gonna end up, I would wear it to the Santa bar crawl but I think it's gonna be too cold here. I'm gonna end up wearing it. It's, like, one of my Christmas parties that I throw and host. Like, how cute is this fit? And it's just, like, something you need to keep in your closet forever because you can use it for so many random different things. This is another, like, great holiday dress. It's super cute. This one's, like, sexier. Atlas, as you can see. But I just think it's super cute. I also like that it's, like, roost everywhere. It just makes it more comfortable. Out of anything in this haul, this is my favorite. It is the perfect fit for a holiday party. I'm going to get so much wear out of this. I'm also gonna shoot my next campaign for friend of mine because I love it so much. So there's these bow detailings and there's some of my hips as well. I'll show you the pants fit. I'm wearing black heels right now. But it's just so good. It, like, really snatches you in. It's super thick material. It's super comfortable. Like, I wish that they had, like, I need more things like this. Like, this is amazing. But it's so cute, guys. I love anything with a bow on it these days, as you guys know. Oh my God, I, like, love this. It is so cute. It's like, I have a must in your closet. This is, like, a must in your closet this winter. It's so good. I also got this top, which I feel like it's just a nice, like, wardrobe staple, nice way to spice up an outfit with this little detailing. I love anything in this fabric from versus Polly. I have two dresses. You want to see them back there, the blue and the brown dress over there in this material. And I just think it's so flattering. It's so comfortable. I love how this again is backless. Wow, again, another banger, guys. This top is so flattering. I really wanted, like, a plain, basic, solid, red, long sleeve for the holiday season. And this is the one. Okay, this top is so fun. I have to, like, adjust it properly, but it is so cute. So I would wear, like, a lacy bralette under this, or this is just, like, a basic top in your wardrobe that you'll wear over and over and over again. Okay, last but not least, this lacy maxi skirt. I think this is gonna be super cute as, like, a monochromatic look. That's what I picture. Even if I have the cream coat, cream sweater, cream heels, I just think it's so fun. And also, I really like the way it fits. And these are so comfortable. So anyways, I got so many things from them that I love. Y'all can use my code 20Kenzie for 20% off, site-wide. So that is it. I hope you guys enjoyed this haul. Let me know if y'all want more Princess Poly hauls. I love doing them. So let's get into the video. Hi guys, good morning. Welcome back to another vlog. Macy and I are finally taste testing. Her gift that she got me last week, you guys saw. Got to watch the last vlog. Oh yeah, I birthed the mugs. I didn't. Good call. So I got normal, like, French vanilla creamer. That's perfect. I literally haven't had that in years. Oh, it's so good. I had it yesterday. I grew up on that. Like, it's all I ever had. Yeah. And I thought I would fall asleep immediately. But you thought you were gonna fall asleep. Yeah. But Macy's been dying to try. I didn't even get, like, sugar-free. Don't forget that. Okay. Sorry. I got it. We should tell them about your hinge updates. Oh, guys, I... Okay, Liz was over the other night. She's like so... Like, if you guys listen to the podcast, she's so good at dating, all that stuff. And why am I not working? She redid Macy's hinge. I got distracted, like, good thing. She redid my hinge because I was like, I just deleted my profile. Like, I'm so over it. Like, I was getting such weirdos because all my close friends on Instagram, I just kept, like, roasting these guys. And I felt like my algorithm got to the point where I was like, okay, we'll give you weird. But I redid my profile, and it's basically, like, all a joke, except it's like cute photos and everything. Like, I can show you if you want to see. Like, you know, we just have, like, a little cute photo, all this stuff. But all the answers are a joke. Like I said, dating me is so fun. It's crazy. Typical Sunday watching so much football. I'm actually obsessed with the NFL. It's so crazy. I'm obsessed. So, I've gotten really funny messages. Like, literally, I wasn't having any conversations on hinge before this, and that's why I deleted it. I was like, not working. I'm getting such funny people, so. No, it's been incredible. Tell them about the Dallas Cowboys cheerleader. This guy messages, and he's like, I hear the best Dallas Cowboys cheerleader. Funny, because I'm actually starting, the starting quarterback for the team. I was like, oh my God, Dak Prescott didn't fill me in on this. And he goes, his mom comes to every game. We've been waiting for him to tell her before coach makes the announcement. And I just said, oh no, that's gonna be so awk for him. And I said, we should carpool to work sometime. Stop, that's actually so good. So, he's like a hit on hinge right now. I'm a hit. It might, like, here's the thing with hinge. It's like the excitement lasts for, like, a week, and it just, like, dips down. I was actually like responding to people for like maybe a week and like having conversations. And then I was like, I don't wanna do this anymore. So, anyways, BRB. Guys, it smells so good. Well, Macy has a call in a minute, so she's not, yeah, like you guys saw me completely disassociate and like look at my phone. But actually, that's like what it's like to be friends with you. Yeah, I just- Like, we'll be in the middle of a conversation and there's something on your phone and you're just like. Yeah, it's like. My job doesn't shut off, okay? I'm just the boss, babe. That's all there is to it, okay? By the way, this vest is from Free Evil Movement. I'll link it. Everyone always asks about it. I love that one. Here's the thing, it was pricey and it was one of those things that, I think it was mismatched or something. I didn't realize how expensive it was until I got to the register. I thought it was cheaper. And I was like, well, I can't go back now. And I'm glad because I wear it so much. I have free people with the jacket in that material. And I wear it every single day for three years. It's literally my only jacket. Like, it's amazing. This is like the best fashion in the morning on walks. Like, I always wear it over hoodies and stuff. I think I actually like to buy that from you before we go to class. Cool. Yep. Before we go to class. Oops, okay, it's 11.45. I'm gonna call. Hi. Wait. It's amazing. Really? Yes. So excited. Okay, guys, it is much later in the day. Macy and I have been having a really nice co-working day outside. We're really good co-workers and we're also collaborating. So, guys, I have something to say. Okay. I have always wanted to say, like I'm working on a secret project and we're working on a secret project. Yeah. Let us know if you can guess it in the comments below. It's like you can guess, but you also can't at all. Yeah. Like it's gonna be, it's honestly. It'd be exactly what you wanted, but didn't think would happen. Yeah. And I'm like, it's like you're hanging out with us. Yes. But we're not there. There's so many of us. No, like really? And we're gonna be more dying to hang out with us. We wanted widespread chaos. Yeah, this, that was, yes. Yes. We need to add one of those. We need to put chaos in something. Like, would it be a good ad? Like, we get thousands of DMs being like, how could we be a friend if we didn't see it? Kaira Sabina wedding. Kaira Sabina, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. We like Macy. We have a cheaper option. You could have Macy, not that many people said that. Thousands. Like, I think she got like three DMs. Like, maybe. Oh my God, okay, this is really good. Anyways, it feels so nice out right now. My mom's coming over today, actually pretty soon, and we're gonna, she, I have my raised garden bed coming. I'm getting a truck next week so I can start working out all my other stuff around the house. But whenever my mom comes, I just need help with like organizing. We're not actually like four. She always says that, like she'll get here when she gets here. But I need to, have you at my mom? No. Oh my God, that's, no, yeah, you had to pop up. Yeah, I have. Um, so we're gonna, I need to go through like certain closets and figure out what I need organizationalized there. Also, like my manicure, I got from Glybzgall, like literally three weeks ago, is the best manicure I've ever gotten in my life. Code Kinsey for money off. Guys, I just got the most insane PR package. I don't even know who this is from yet. This huge trunk. It was this massive box inside my door. Okay. So this is from Gatherings by Sheraton. Your ticket to a world of new weekly experiences that aim to ignite wonderfulness and connect to communities around the world. Oh, it's a club. It's a club with Reese's book club. Okay. So here's my package from Reese's book club. So cool. These are my favorite kind of glasses. They're perfect. I like them for literally everything. We have some coasters. We have this cheese board that has like knives already, which is awesome. Obviously some books that were Reese's picks. That's like the, if I had like a Kinsey's book club stamp on books, I would die. Leatherology bookmarks are so nice. The book club homesick candle. That's a good gift for a reader. I'm sure they engrave these too. Single serve lattes. I haven't tried those. They have an electric or a wine corkscrew. It's just, oh my God. I'm like so happy. This is a dream package. Big news. I've decided on a tree topper. So we're going to try this up. So Christmassy. Perfect tree topper. This is so soft. It's literally a $35 pullover from H&M. It is so soft. Guys, my mom came over last night and we ended up staying up talking until like 1130. And then I couldn't early 11. And then I started reading. I'm in the middle of Iron Flame. So then I was reading that. And then I started reading. And then I started reading. I'm in the middle of Iron Flame. So then I was reading that, which is taking me forever to get through. Listen, I love this series as much as the next person, but it needs to be a hundred pages. Sorry, I feel like I'm really negative right now. I'm just really tired. But I just feel like I'm literally at like 30% I think. I don't even know what I'm saying yet. I feel like it's taking forever. Which in normal human books would probably be 100%, honestly. So it's seven right now. Macy's on her way. We're going to go on a nice little walk this morning. Today's friend's giving. So this is a hosting day in my life. I'm only taking a couple things now. So it's way less work than normal and I've already prepped. I feel like for some reason when I wear black leggings, I feel like it always looks weird with my shoes. Does that make sense? Like I know it just looks the same as anything else, but I don't know. Like maybe the leggings go down too far and they need to go up more. I don't know. Quick call time though, because I made an order from Beachy. I usually haven't code, which I think is like Julia 30 or something like that. But I ordered some stuff from Beachy. I don't have a ton of stuff from them. I haven't seen cute stuff. So I wanted to try it out. This sweater and I got a size medium. I wish I would have gotten it in a size small because it's supposed to be like fitted, but I think I'm gonna wear this tonight. Has little like pearl detail. D what? Detailing. I know technically this would be a Christmas look, but this in jeans I think is my friend's giving look. Even though brown is like my favorite thing, maybe because it's not like I don't love brown. I also got this skirt, which I thought this would be cute with like a champagne top, tights and black heels. I love that vibe. I couldn't tell if I like hated this skirt or if I really liked it. And I feel like I like it and I think it's good for holidays. I'm always like, God, I wish I had like a nice skirt. Then I got this skirt, which literally looks like my limited two bags growing up, but I'm obsessed. I love like sequin-y vibes like this, especially like wearing this with like a sweater, like where you dress it down more. I just think it's so much fun. Hopefully I have enough stuff to wear all these too. Like I'm just manifesting a lot of like Christmas things. Oh, you know what? I guess I have girls in the go live show too. So when the girls are in town, it's like, we'll go do stuff. So I don't know. I mean, not like crazy, but I don't know guys. I'm just trying to think that loud. Now I think I should wear brown because you're gonna be wearing a lot of red. Coffee, by the way, is so good. This creamer, I regret. It makes me like fall asleep. Kind of defeats the purpose. It's so cute. Wow. Totally. I am in my friendsgiving prep outfit. I've just been running around, running errands. I still have to take home to an appointment in, oh, you know what? I mean, 10 minutes and I have to leave. But before I do that, I'm going to, I want to set a talk trend where you tape a phone up here, but I want to do it friendsgiving-wise. Oh my gosh, so loud. You don't understand. So I'm just testing this out. I set up my firewood holder as well, which is great and I've just been prepping for friendsgiving. I have a lot less to do today than I normally do because I'm not cooking everything. I got a ham from Honey Bay Tam because I don't feel like anyone likes turkey anyways and why not? We've got six people coming tonight, which is nice because most of the time when I do, like, dinner parties, I just invite 20 people. They'll be in it. I haven't used two tables and it just doesn't feel as intimate because we're all split up so I feel like people come to my house and I don't even get to talk to them. And then we're doing the firewood afterwards so I'm sure that will help. This is going to look so cute. Okay, so I'm in the middle of cooking. I love the brand host. It's spelled like H-A-U-S-T-E for dinner planning or dinner party guides because they do a guide and it tells you what time to start what, blah, blah, blah. But the part about it that sucks is just wanting your food to be warm but not needing to do other things. So anyways, so I think I'm just going to cook everything, leave it out, not put the toppings on, then warm it up again right before and then put the toppings on because I have to make the other stuff. I don't know, but I got a new knife for our place so I needed to vlog. Everything that I have in my kitchen that I love is our place. The knife, all of those liquid and spoons. This cutting board. I have so many things. I also have no clothing. I just have a backpack, but I just stuff for tonight. That hand is our place. It is by far my favorite kitchen. But honestly, in my community or brand, like it's one of them. Just love all their stuff. I've paid for all of them. They sent me a pan in some bowls like three years ago and I bought everything since. I just love their stuff and it replaces everything else. The Always Pan? I'll link them below, guys. The Always Pan? It's the only pan that I use. I own like a whole other set. I don't even touch them. It's like. She wasn't. But she probably was the main site. A little bit, yeah. We're making the Thanksgiving Spirce. It's actually so good. This is what I was making at the bar. Couldn't I give an A? Amazing. And I'm doing mental math. Oh, I thought that said 35 ounces. 3.5 times 8. 24, no. 3 times 8 is 20. You're close. 3 times 8 is 20. Did you guys see that? 25 and a half. Yeah, 3 times 8 is 24. 24. So 25 and a half. Okay. That was really a lot. Something about this. It was too much. It was too much. Oh wait, I actually said all that and I don't know what I'm doing. Yeah, well you just kind of went for it. Well. Well, 20. It's two cups. It's two and a half cups. Okay, well, let's just start with this. 3 and a half. 3 and a half. 3 and 1.5 ounces. Yeah. We're going to do the mental math over here. It's like really a lot. For garnish, it's okay. I've already made a mental list of everything. I forgot. I have rosemary. I have 5, 7 and 6. Perfect. That's all we need. Okay. You actually have to, like, hear from the rest of the viewers. Can I tell this? I know. I think this would be like my whole base house. I'm not going to use this. Okay. That's crazy. Hi guys, welcome to the Vibes. Yay! This is a chocolate or a TikTok, as usual. Just always checking in on our fans. Hey! Making sure they're taking care of. One thing I want to do. Hello. Well, hello. I saw how white I looked in that. Hey. No, you know what? Good morning, guys. Macy is the one who made us do a 730 workout right now and she's standing in front of my car shaking her head because she's so mad. She's the one who made me move to the 730. So it was having a great morning. Made some coffee. Two types of people, you know? Just kidding. Macy's actually a morning person. But she's actually talking to me as my person but she's always on the road. Real quick, here's my outfit. Going to the ranch. I'll link everything below and then I also have my friend in my hat. I feel like a marshmallow. I look like a marshmallow. It's actually really cold. I think it was 40 degrees out, like an hour ago. So Macy, Leslie and I, which Leslie is Macy's best friend, I love her. I'm taking them to the ranch and we're gonna go ride horses. This is crazy. Just doing more. We got out of the bathroom and she just had the slide out. What's your goal for today? Just to kind of like, well, to be completely transparent, it's 1 p.m. on a Wednesday and I am working. So just to kind of unplug. She's on her lunch break. Yeah, like everyone has like different definitions of what that looks like for them. This is mine. But like my goal is just to kind of like get back to my roots. Oh, you're from California. From Los Angeles. Just kind of find peace. Guys, update. Oh, I literally look like a marshmallow. Like that is not okay. Like not okay, literally. I'm looking a little wind blown for sure. So fun. It was so fun. So much pretend. Okay, like normally when I get like, we have different trail ride vibes. Macy's is making a reality TV show and mine is finding inner peace. We were, That is my inner peace. Giggling on the board. Yeah, it was really funny. We were being annoying. No, you guys are not being annoying. You're being funny. And Jeff was like actually like laughing at your jokes. We were being super inappropriate back there too. We just kept saying piss and shit and like. Oh my God. Oh my God, my hair is so tangled. Wait, who's a brush? I have a brush. I don't, I don't. Wait, is you guys liked it like you would go back? No, like that was the, I never wanted to end. Yeah, it was really funny. Like having like a chill ranch hand. Yeah, he's really chill. B-O-W-E-N. Yes. I'm making a coffee. We are so tired, but I think it's already like 4.35 and tonight's the Wednesday before Thanksgiving. I'm not going home. So I obviously live in Dallas. I grew up in the suburbs of Dallas My parents don't live in McKinney anymore. So like when I go home and when I go to my parents' house let their new house, which is in McKinney anymore. It's a really long, winded way of saying I don't want to go to like my actual home job bar because I don't Uber 40 minutes and whatever. I feel like I must be so excited for those nights. And it might just be the fact that I live in like my home job basically. Like it is really fun to be home. I feel like I have those guys that grew up here anyways because people just come home and go out of Dallas. I was so good. Like I just love being on the ranch. It gives me like a sense of peace. I've never experienced in my life. My dream is to have land and I want horses and I want chickens and I want goats. That's like my 10 year plan. My hair is still tangly, but like I can't even, I literally, some of my business right now, you know? I just wanted to have a little catch up with y'all. It also might be procrastinating reading iron plan lists. And like I know we've talked about this. I love the series. I love the books, but something about a book that long just overwhelms me. It's basically Thanksgiving break. Like I don't care how old I get. Like it's always gonna be like winter break and Thanksgiving break to me. I want to finish the book by Saturday. That's my goal. I almost saw this yesterday because I had this like moment yesterday. I didn't though because I was busy. And I kind of hate that I'm saying it right now because I feel like it seems cheesy given the time of year because it's Thanksgiving, but really this was like a totally like separate thing. I was just thinking like how grateful I am for my life and for like, I think it's been like a lot more reflective the past month. And I feel like I've just had like a lot of like growth, like emotionally, personal growth, like within myself. And I've just been thinking about like how grateful I am. And they say this all the time. I never want to take anything for granted, but I just have like even just like the best friendships in the world. And like I haven't always had that. Like I've always, I don't know how to describe this, but I've always had good friends. I've always been very lucky with good friends, but I haven't necessarily had like the social life that I wanted or like the group of people in my life that I wanted that like do things together and celebrate and do, you know what I'm saying? I don't know if that makes sense. Like I've always had individual friends that I've loved, but I haven't always had like a group of people around. It's just been like the biggest game changer, especially in your 20s. Like I don't know, I feel like in my earlier 20s, especially when I lived in LA, I just felt very lonely. And I just remember I used to like dread Saturdays because I think I also just had pretty bad anxiety. So like I just always felt like I needed to be home getting stuff done. So I like wouldn't be stressed out. I thought that I was like going to fix my anxiety or something. And also with anxiety, like being on a routine helps you. So like that's why summer is hard for me too, because just the idea of summer, like it's less of a routine even though it's the same thing for me every day pretty much. Yeah, Saturdays I just like always didn't love. And then I'd be like, I don't know what to hang out with. I don't even know what to do. I just like didn't have the friendships and things that I really wanted. I felt very alone and very lonely. And I think I also looking back, I don't think I felt very like aligned with myself. If that makes any sense. I feel like I was like a fish out of water trying to figure it out. Like trying to figure out who I was. And I feel like at that age, everyone feels that way and it's super normal. But I just, I didn't feel like almost like at home with myself. I felt very like, I guess I could just like a fish out of water like feeling very like confused. And just like being back in Texas, it's now three years, three and a half years since I moved back, which is crazy. It's, I mean, it does feel like, it feels like I never even lived in LA. And I'm glad that I moved and I'm glad that I did it. And it's isn't to like shit on LA or like people who like LA. It's, when I was there, I actually really liked it. But I think that's the issue. Like my life there, like I thought I liked it. And then I moved here and I realized that like, oh my God, like I love it here so much more. And I just feel like it's a so much more me, like even just like being able to like go ride horses and the kinds of people here and just like Texas. I don't know, I just feel like it's very mean. I like feels right within my soul, if that makes sense. Like so dramatic, but I feel like I've just really been able to like thrive and really flourish and found the right friendships or like reconnected with the right friendships. And I just feel like I'm in a much better place. But also, this is a total sign now. That's what I was gonna say. I just feel so lucky and grateful. Like even for like my job and being able to like create a brand, like friend of mine that I love and I was so passionate about. And like we're doing so many fun and cool things and like just like even like being able to like vlog and podcast and do all these things that I'm like genuinely really passionate about for my job, which hasn't like, oh cool. And I just wish that like my younger self, like I could go back to like 21 year old, Kenzie 22, 23 year old Kenzie almost and just be like it gets so much better because my earlier 20s were just a mess and really rough. I don't even know if any of this is making sense. I've just been feeling like very grateful and I never wanna be someone who like doesn't recognize that and does it. I don't honestly, it's not even recognizing it publicly. I wanna like live a life thinking about that because I really am just so lucky. I also did in my earlier 20s deal with a lot of grief. Like we lost my an immediate family member and then my cousin within the span of 18 months and that was very, very difficult. So I think that that also like played a part into it and it has definitely impacted the way obviously that I view life, that holidays go like even with, like, oh my God, I'm like not trying to cry. Like, oh my God, oh my God. Guys, this is like not what I was expecting. I don't know, my mom was like, oh my God, like am I okay? Like my mom was over the other night we're just like talking, we lost a step sibling and I was just talking about like different things and I had a call with someone and I just, I don't know, like, my God, like I'm crying. I recognize that holidays are very hard for people. We lost my step brother in December. So Christmas as we're such a Christmas family, it really has not been the same obviously. Nothing we do honestly is the same. It feels like when you lose a family member especially in your immediate family and then we also lost my step grandpa within four months. Like it was just like a lot of death around at the same time. Like trauma done big, sorry guys. There's a point. I just feel like Christmas has not been the same. I feel like a lot of things just aren't the same because it's like when you lose someone that close to your family, kind of like there's always like an elephant in the room. It's not makes sense. Like that's the only way I would be able to describe like the, I don't know, I don't know how to describe it. My family, my mom, we just have always, like my entire family has always just loved Christmas so much and it's always been such a big thing. So I feel like it's just something like really fight to like still have in love and like obviously as time goes on, it gets better but it's just something like tradition and I don't know. I already came from a broken family like my parents are divorced. Like we were all together. So there's like that element of the holidays and then there's this. So also I just want to say like if the holidays are a hard time for you and you guys are standing here like watching my vlogs where it's like all I talk about, like I get it. I see you like I really, really get it. The way that I cope with it, I think is just by pushing through and like still, like I don't want to lose Christmas. I don't want to like give that stuff up in my life because we've already lost so much. And that makes any sense. But I understand like sometimes it's just too hard and like you've got to do what you've got to do. This catch up has really gone all over the place. Like, oh my God. Another thing that I think, again, I've just been like really self-reflective. I'm also working on my like 2023 podcast episode, like recap of the year and just like things that I've learned. And I don't know if this is an age thing or if it's a grief thing or if it's just like part of like the nature of my job. I just noticed on social media, obviously it's become like a very, very negative place these days. And we were not created to like live in a world and I love social media to be clear. Like we weren't created to live in a world where you can hear this many people's different opinions about yourself or about someone else. We weren't even supposed to like when all, when creation happened, like we didn't even know what was going on in the town next to us, right? Let alone like all over the world, which also definitely has its benefits, obviously. But I more so mean just like the negative stuff that doesn't really like matter as much in the grand scheme of things. I try to at least not be like super critical of other people because I just think like you never know. Like if you don't know someone personally, I also think it's like slightly, there's like slightly embarrassing and don't get me wrong. I do this, we all do this, I get it. But like there's something slightly embarrassing about having like a really strong opinion about someone that like you don't know, you know what I mean? But also it's just like the nature of like life and it happens and like pop culture stuff is fun, like whatever, I get it. But like about like a random person who's done nothing to you. I don't know, with that being said, I'm still gonna have them. Like you know what I mean? Like it's not like I don't, I'm just saying like, I do think about that sometimes about how like it is kind of embarrassing, but I just have been listening to a lot of like add my lead and stuff and just thinking about like what are ways that I can spend my energy in a better ways? Like how can I utilize my time better? How can I utilize my resources better to do whatever it is? How can I basically just like all we have is our time and our energy, right? Like how can I place my energy in ways that are the most beneficial for everyone involved? I don't know, I just think like being so hateful and like attacking people, like I just see like even girls that I follow on social media like get annihilated on the internet. And I'm like all of the people who are in the comments and especially like certain people that you know it just because they're jealous of them. It's like those people who are in those comments, it's like if you just use half that energy that you do hating them and the commenting online to like then you secretly probably want to be doing what they're doing. If you just use that energy to then become and create your own life for yourself that's more similar or more aligned to what you want, which might have a lot to do with what they have. I just think the world would be a better place. Like I just think like I check myself on this often. Like if I have negative feelings towards someone and they haven't like done anything to me personally, I'm like, okay, like it probably like something within me wants something that they have maybe or I'm like projecting my own insecurities or fears or whatever it is like onto them. The way that we feel about other people oftentimes just like a protection of ourself and that makes any sense. So anyways, I'm just trying to like spend my time in the most beneficial way and like not be a hater if that makes any sense. Like I'm not, I naturally am like a pretty like open optimistic person. I'm not really critical of people. My mom is that way. Like I get it from her, but like I'll fall and I'll like see myself doing it. And I'm like, that is such an ugly like trait and quality and it's also like embarrassing. Like I'm like, I'm literally embarrassed. You know what I mean? Like I don't know. So I'm just thinking about like ways to spend my time in a more positive way in a more impactful way in a more beneficial way. This camera is dying so I'm gonna go right now. I'm just rambling. I don't know if any of that made sense. I hope that it didn't. I love y'all. If you guys are having a hard Thanksgiving like or Christmas like I get it and I'm so sorry. Like it is especially people dealing with grief. Like I am so sorry. There's just, you guys know if you're dealing with this there's just no words that can make it better but just know that I'm so sorry. Like I've spent multiple holidays just throughout the years crying. Not even before, like honestly before that just brings out the worst of people by ourselves honestly. So anyways, love y'all. I'm going to try to read Iron Flight and get back to you guys which I honestly might just scroll Instagram. So it's later. Macy and I are going to Inwood Tavern. I'm just gonna get like a Dr. Pepper or something. I don't know. I don't feel like going out and like doing much but I wanna like be around people for like an hour or so and then go home. You know what I mean? This bomber is the vegan leather bomber from Sennacted. It's amazing. It's on sale right now as I'm talking. It's probably not when you guys are doing this video but I love it. My skims long sleeve, same Abercrombie jeans, my favorite boots and these from Tacobas. I realized that in all my gift guides which by the way are all available right now on my LTK and then I also have an entire solo podcast episode that I think I'm gonna post the video of it to this channel so you guys can kind of see like what it is like to like watch a podcast but also as a gift guide so I feel like it's like similar to a YouTube video. I didn't put any Tacobas on there. I don't know how I didn't do that but like if you're going to give someone Tacobas gift them the Annie's. I will link them below and then my favorite. These are my like classic favorite that you just can't go wrong with and then my like favorite like style wise the Josie I'm obsessed but Annie's you can wear your round. Josie you really don't. Okay, happy Thanksgiving guys. That's been my parents house for Thanksgiving dinner. This is my outfit. I love this outfit so much and then I'm just gonna wear my normal bag because I'm not much, but I'm literally just going to my parents house. Who cares? H&M, Macy's on 34th, Revolve, Abercrombie, Tacobas. Most of this is pretty inexpensive actually. Adina's eating so I'll link everything. I am literally obsessed and then I'm obviously bringing my dinner cards and yeah, we're heading out. I made green bean casserole as you all saw already and I have to go pick up my sister's dog. Hi. See? Yeah. Well, we did. You see? Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. What's that? What's that? Yeah, you can have chicken. You can have both of this. I don't know what I got. Oh. Oh, the kids say won't be. What is your dream way to spend the morning? So excited. Whose little house is it? It's a little bit. Come on up.