 I know you say you're working to make your mama proud and I know a lot of people, a lot of men are usually mama's boys, so that's what you're doing now but back then when your mama car was being shut up and the reason why I'm asking all of these type of questions because you have young kids out here who are not thinking about mom, who's not thinking about sister, who's not thinking about the dangers of the life. Back then you weren't thinking about that. Why not? Oh I was thinking about that but it's a big difference. My parents didn't know what we were doing. They didn't catch on. That was by the end it was too late. They didn't know nothing about us sneaking out the back window. It was a revolving door. We was 14, 15, 16, 17. It was better going to jail when you got your own bed sometimes it crowded but everything always did. See I wasn't just a gangbanger. I've always, we didn't have the things to do identity theft, sale dope, credit cards, a whole fluctuation of things that you can do to hustle. You had to basically go and take it and get it. So everything I did, I did in the sense that I'm taking this to give my mama a better life. See a lot of people, I don't rob jewelry stores, gave everybody fur rings and watches, fur coats, all this. But I didn't think of it as hurting my mama because I'm only thinking it's hurting me at that age. So you're right. At that aspect 14, 15, 16 year old I knew I was a basketball player ranked number one but it was the choices I made at that time. So in hindsight I feel that the time that I did going to jail it should have been more worth it to be with my mom. But see the look in her eyes, to her as her only son and a lot of men marred mom past and every day. He's talking and he's reminded of her and he keeps her legacy going on. So it's something that you know is hurtful and we just try to make our parents proud. At least I do. I know because that's what I always ask because even like in Texas you heard about the shooter with a Mothrie and Mothrie God, did you hear that one? Yes, I'm not going to make sure you heard that. No, because a lot of times when things happen with beef, even with celebrities or just anybody have beef, I always wonder, you keep pushing this beef, keep pushing this beef with this other person, but you're not thinking about you have a wife or a baby mom or a mother that if they don't come get you, they're going to come get them and you're putting them in danger too. So here you have in an argument whether for clout because that's what a lot of people are doing nowadays, just for the ratings, the views, all of that. Why don't you think about them? Because after you're dead and gone, you're leaving them in a situation because I guarantee you, not like your mom, your mom put insurance on you. Not everybody think ahead like that, put insurance on a person when they're doing something like that. You know what I mean to make sure that I'm safe, I'm secure, I can take care of these kids. Why don't they think about that? Well, the street's the only thing stronger than a man's pride. It's a mother's love. A man will swallow every type of pill that is to stay alive, but they won't swallow their pride. Well, so many men have lost their pride or lost their life to where all they had to do was step back. But they chose to go through conflict resolution at its most disdain, which usually ends up in a death. And I hate that because in my, the older I get, and this is what I'll always say on this platform, because you don't ever know who is listening. It's always how you perceive something, because a lot of these arguments is always caused by you say something, and you may not even mean it in a bad way, but I perceive it in a bad way. So I'm reacting, and it caused, and you don't like the way how I reacted. You're not saying to me, well, how did you mean it by, you know, and resolve it in a decent way? That's how miscommunication happens every day, even in relationships or friendships or whatever, where, and we've had somebody on our show who he he was good friends with another gentleman. And then one got shot. And because the other one never reached out to him, but he didn't even know that he had gotten shot. So he was mad at him, because he didn't reach out to him. But he didn't even know that he had gotten shot. And he wasn't talking to him just because of that. Till one day, eventually he reached out and he's like, but I didn't know, you know, but something simple like that, and you're mad at somebody, pick up the phone and call just because somebody don't call you, pick up the phone and call and say, Hey, did you hear about XYZ or you know, and that's how it should be on the internet. A lot of guys had a personal disputes on the internet.