 Right Thursday the night then before we start all my cats all in here But it's a special day for me Bryce because it's my eldest dog star's 16th birthday. Oh happy birthday Birthday star so Thursday the ninth. How are you doing Bryce? So I'm tired Confused I don't feel like I'm on steady ground these last like three weeks literally have been um It's an awful song to compare it to but you know that song by Miley Cyrus The wrecking ball song. Yes. I feel like these last few weeks have been a bit of a wrecking ball I think a lot of people are feeling this way and It's been rough this month has been rough. How about you? I'm exactly the same and we were just having a bit of a chat before we I always nearly forget to press record Because it's so carried away, but yeah, it's been really rough I mean, I you know, I've mentioned before one of my animals isn't very well And that's hard because when you see someone you love who's suffering It's obviously very very hard and even though I do healing work or do lots of natural therapies and things like this when you've got that Mum animal bond. Yeah, it's quite difficult to be objective, but also it's more than that. I think it's more in terms of How can I put it? I'm noticing a lot of reactions in other people surprising reactions and I'm surprised it's still Affecting me because I'm thinking by the time I get as old as I am I should know better than these things You know you over our lifetime. We accumulate a lot of tools. I had a lovely chat with Charlie Ward this morning and You know, we were chatting about the importance of teams and of the people around you and Also of knowing that you've got those people that have got your back. Yeah Yeah, well, we were just saying to you know, I don't know a lot of people watching understand this like for me And I'm sure Catherine you as well when all of this started I lost a lot of friends in my Atlanta life in my off YouTube life because of Who I supported and they all think I'm Crazy because of all these this knowledge that we've obtained over what's been happening On these islands will just say and they think that I'm gone completely Nutty because how can this possibly all be true? This is you know, even though We see the evidence, you know, but it's been even though I've had to mourn those friendships over the last two years What's been incredible is I've been able to meet you other people Janine at all these other people that have like come into my life that I feel like I've known for lifetimes Anyway, so it's very natural. It feels very good and up into this point It's been it's been security because we see each other all we're constantly for those that are watching like Catherine I text all the time. We're constantly in contact with each other even off-camera as well So I feel like I have these these people but then the reality especially with the the the new The new flavor of the flu that's out now will say You're seeing all these crazy things happen again where it's like hit me that Most of these people I've connected with besides a few people here in the United States are in different countries And so there's a border that we for the first time in my life I have not been able to cross and neither can you because We're not doing it. And so it's getting more and more and more. I feel very like suffocated Like I can't you know, like all these people. I mean, thank God there are people here in the United States I have connected with and I am thinking about taking a road trip after Christmas to go visit some of these people because I can because they're in my country But like in England, you're in a small country and you're stuck, you know, it's like we're all kind of stuck and and I feel like I know Astrologically like I feel like the end is near I know we've been saying that for a very long time and none of us know like when that plug is actually gonna be pulled But I feel like the veil is we're almost at the year mark of the winter solstice for the age of Aquarius Which was last December which was the way so we're getting up to that year mark and the veil is really starting to thin right right now I think because I think we're starting to recognize People even more for who they've been to us in the past But yeah, we're still we're still kind of enslaved by our own reactions and our own thoughts Which sucks because I've spent most of my adult life working on my own thoughts through yoga Like damn it like they're still there, you know, you know in our own fears and our own vulnerabilities and all that kind of stuff I So agree with that I think the veil is definitely finning and I think there's really like everything is ying and yang and everything and There's some really positive parts of that because you you have to be able to see I mean people talk a lot about Mr. Tea saying the best thing that had ever happened to him is when he went bankrupt because he realized who his real friends are Yeah, and I think you know, this is what's happening is in terms of Regardless of what your opinions are on a lot of things in life You know that when you know there's that deep connection with people there and there's that deep trust You can agree to disagree on certain things of course if your core values are way off That's going to be an issue But if you're generally really good trustworthy people with integrity It's absolutely healthy to have different opinions about different aspects of your life And I think with the veil thinning as you were talking about I think what we're doing is Seeing all of us ourselves and those around us Really with such a fresh pair of eyes and perhaps with this in and knowing in a knowledge that we might have carried forward from past lives Etc that are actually perhaps giving us answers that we didn't want to hear in some cases and then I Feel like at the moment I'm almost like oh my goodness like you at the start of all this I've lost a lot of friends people that I would routinely socialize with in person which seems like a thing of the past at the moment And now I suppose this week I've almost had the fear side of things fears the wrong word the realization side of things again that You know I'm seeing other situations and people through different pairs of eyes and that's quite hard isn't it if you're thinking not a game Yeah, it's like waiting for the other shoe to drop I mean I feel like I'm constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop and I know that that's my own issue Like I get that that's me that has nothing to do with other people But I think because and we were off camera We were chatting about this because I know and we'll talk more with tomorrow about this as well Like if we step back and look at the bigger picture of These lives that we're living and I'm sure this is true for people watching right now because if you're watching this channel You're definitely one you think like we do so or else you wouldn't be on this channel But um, you know We have these like sole contracts that we make the only problem is is when we take our Incarnation is we don't remember and we're spending a lot of our life here trying to like figure out that mission that we already agreed to and But when we also are living while we're doing this mission We're also still living our day-to-day lives like the matrix still exists It still exists right now like we still have to like Keep up with with civilization and and do things up that are considered to be normal for our our civilized society So we experience these different interrelations with people But the thing is and this is in the law of one as well when you are a higher vibrational soul So that means that you are an older soul as we say or you are you your light you have picked a path Right and like the law of one says that with this time period a lot of people they call them wanderers Souls have decided to come back into third density So I'm going to say this guy had somebody asked me about this on one of my comments So consciously we're moving from third dimension to fifth dimension But the nature the earth itself is moving and our bodies are moving from third density to fourth density So there's difference between dimension and density So at this time this conjunction of this planet's planet earth This is one of the rare times in history where the earth itself is going to be harvested And we're going to be on the earth as it's harvested this normally doesn't happen normally the living life on the earth The planet has to get off of the planet for the planet to do it and then come back on So this is a very rare opportunity. It's one of the biggest battles. The cosmos has has ever seen We know that astrologically we are going into fourth density positive not negative third density It's polarized. There's both good and bad, but fourth density is either positive or negative, and it's it's the age of Aquarius It's the book of Revelation where we That's the law we're moving into fourth density positive doesn't mean that the negative entities are not going to try to hijack that All right And so those of us who are potentially coming from a higher soul round and what a self like because at the light Choosing the path of light is the service to others church choosing the path of darkness is service to self We think about all these rituals. They do that service to self And so what selfless act is that for a sixth a master soul a level six soul or five soul To volunteer like that Hunger Games I volunteer is tribute like to come down Into a third density body again Which you run the risk at that point of being stuck in the stuck in that matrix again and not being able to free to help move The planet forward most of us who are on these channels that have these platforms that are watching have figured it out And so we've made the right decision. However, we're still gonna get attacked. We're still gonna get I mean I get scratched I get bruises. I've had people do shitty things to me like We're still they're still gonna try to pull us down to try to hide. Does that make sense? Like hijack the planet Um and the consciousness of the planet But in the meantime that sounds all well and good, but we're still tilling with uh mortal brains and mortal emotions It is rough and and just to reach out I know again people watching this know when we're talking about So far density of souls, you know being an old soul isn't better than being a new soul No, it's just different It's just everyone's in different stages of their journeys and therefore here to experience different things for their soul progression And because this competition is very much 3d. It's not here. We're not competing against each other We're not better or worse of each other when we're all needed When you've got a team, you know, if you take a football team or soccer as you call it There's no point if you're all forwards, if you're all goalkeepers, you need defenders, you need midfielders You've got to have diversity In everything to make everything work optimally And I think what's really interesting is when you When you're noticing these things more, you know at this week I think because quite often when you're sleep deprived You do notice things because you're in a slightly different state of consciousness in this different brainways And there's a lot of really good points about that because it does bring realizations to the surface a lot quicker Um, and sometimes it's just about the fact where you know, I like there's certain things. I know I've got to deal with Um, that I know What I've got to do is just then find in the energy to deal with it and find it perhaps a support to deal with it But to move on to the next stage of what we're all meant to be doing Yeah, sometimes it's sort of You know that saying equivalence is bliss. It can be quite appealing, but I wouldn't want to be like that It's just sometimes you just think actually if I you know You probably just need to week out a week to rest a thing and then you'd be back on target again But I'm sitting here drinking my celery juice and my lemon juice, so I'll be all right Well, that's it. I've lost my appetite and I'm not a big eater anyway. Like I'm not somebody that's like I'm not a foodie. Um, I never really have been um But I have gotten to the point these last three weeks where I literally I feel like I've lost like seven pounds I don't know because I don't weigh myself But I I've been laying in the bed at night now feeling like my bones on the mattress and it hurts But I cannot bring myself to I'm having to force myself to eat And I was talking to send me about it who we're going to see uh We're going to see tomorrow on our round table and she had a good point. She said every time your soul Goes through a change Um Sometimes you you don't your your body just needs enough food to sustain itself But it needs to purge and so therefore that's why you're feeling gross about food and you have to let your body So it's like all these things are happening all these things are I know other people have expressed the same thing as well It's like all these shifts are happening I know I talk about friction a lot and when we think about change we think about like, oh, you know If you're just basically like if you're going to go on a diet if you're going to do whatever Like you're excited you think it's going to be fun, but it gets hard changes hard Yeah And so when you have to go through that friction in order to then get to the other side I think for a lot of us too. I've made the realization that My expectation For the new earth for what was going to what was going to happen. I thought I had it all figured out In these last three weeks. I realized that The universe has other plans Things are going to be shifting and I don't know what that is yet And I have to be comfortable with like being uncomfortable with with no not knowing what's what what that's going to look like And I think a lot of people are coming to it's easy. It's like that whole expectation versus reality Like we all have these expectations, but most of the time what we expect is not what happens There's a different reality Because at the start of this journey I started off this youtube journey with friend of mine kelly rivers who's still on youtube hi kelly And we met in hysterical circumstances because we went on a retreat and we were in a coaching group together It was a bit of a disaster It's another story it was hysterical because the coach turned out to not be quite all they sent themselves up for But we had to be good and we really bonded over it But some of the things that he used to say were absolutely brilliant And one of the things that he used to routinely say and I really hit home with me Is no one ever breaks your heart. They break your expectations And this is what I have realized is for me. I have I have my own set of expectations Which of course are going to be completely different to other people that I'm interacting with And so sometimes when you feel that deflation and I think everyone watching this, you know, you can only you see by all the comments We're all having our ups and downs at slightly different times And that's why it's really good to have a community that can support each other through those ups and downs Because you're all going to go through it at different times for different reasons and in different ways But when you look at it in terms of yeah, you just hit the nail on the head You had your expectations about what this new life has been going to be We've all had our expectations about what the last what was going to happen over the last couple of years and when and timescales and Who was good and who was bad and who was this and and what we're finding and these expectations are being set crossed off and crossed off and crossed off and Being okay with not knowing with with with the fact that we're not meant to know some of these things come and We're in the spiritual world It doesn't matter what system you're following One of the key things that we're always a work in process Is being in the present moment being in the here and now And you know, I have to laugh because I see myself falling into this trap Often is when you're looking at expectations. You are absolutely not in the here and now you're constantly moving yourself into the future And those expectations go away when you do bring yourself back into the present moment Yeah, I I agree completely and every time, you know, that's the funny thing about about the universe I mean there's that that's saying like if you want to make god laugh telling your plans Yes, like, um, you know, we we're my grandfather used to say that and it's my grandfather This is my my dad's dad who's no longer none of my grandparents are around anymore but he um He had had this near-death experience when he was in his 40s. He had a major heart attack this is before I was born he had a major heart attack and He he was a he was a party or like he got kicked out of school and when he was teenager for whiskey I mean he was he was He was I loved my grandfather like he was he was a bit of a mischievous little boy, you know And in a very bold man, uh, you know, six foot five really tall, you know, really Very much a presence but when he was in his mid 40s, he had this like major heart attack and was rushed into, um The hospital again, this is before I was born and he flatlined and he always would tell the story that he, uh Floated above his body And he saw the nurses and the doctors talking and he heard their full conversation and the light opened up and he He always says like I can't explain to you the light. It's not it's not I can't explain it to a human being It's nothing we've ever seen before he said he walked into the light He says it was Jesus that came down and was telling him that he needed to go back It wasn't his time and my grandfather kept saying, oh no, I love it here. This is fantastic Like Marianne's got the kids she he was gonna throw my grandmother under the bus like she's got this. She's fine Um, tell me she'll be okay. She's a strong woman. Um, and and Jesus was like, no You have to go back and it's not your time You can't be here now and then he woke up in the hospital and the doctors didn't realize The doctors thought he had like hallucinated but then when he started saying no, this is what you guys were saying And he had technically a flat line. They're like, oh, okay Something did happen. Well, my grandfather after that happened. He never feared Mortality, I know we can't say the day word D word that much, but he never feared that he lost all fear And so all my life as I knew him as my grandfather He was a a huge presence and he never took anything too seriously And he laughed at everything and he used to always tell us kids You can't control anything in this life. There's nothing in your control The only thing you can can control is how you behave and that's it And we have this illusion that we think everything is under our control But it's not and we're learning that now but that that illusion is also crumbling with the matrix We could the stock market we're waiting for the stock market to crash right now, frankly Like we know it's coming, you know, you could your house could burn down Your partner could leave you, you know, so many scenarios You have no control over any of that really the only thing you could control is how you react to it And so and it's rough when you have those realizations It sucks because you have to sit in that, you know I even tell my students all the time part of yoga is sitting in your shit Is being uncomfortable and then and not trying to run from it, but actually embrace that and grow from it Um, but with this this expectation versus reality. Yeah, I thought I I literally thought before before Um It really heated up these last few months that I know exactly what was going to happen And it was going to be fantastic and now I know it's going to be good, but So much has happened these last three weeks that I'm like, I don't even know where I'm going to be living like I don't even know like where what this is going to look like and um, there is a meditation that people can I I do this because I do struggle with um anxiety so I do have the propensity to worry about the future worry about catastrophe thinking like worry about things that aren't Happening. Um, and so I learned this trick and it keeps you in the now. I actually did it this morning Uh, you know tomorrow never comes the past is done and tomorrow never comes all we have is right now And there's this Japanese meditation and I can't remember the name of it, but it's like everything you do Every action you take in your day Bring yourself fully present to that. So if you're chopping carrots to cook Instead of like thinking about something else is what we normally do Think about every chop you're taking watch that carrot really be here in that moment. I'm chopping carrots right now I'm chop. I was in the shower washing my hair and for most of the blonde people out there You know like once a week we got to wash our hair with purple shampoo It's just something us blond's got to do so it doesn't look nappy And you have to leave it in your hair for a little bit So I'm like washing with my purple shampoo and I was like, okay Bring yourself here. You're scrubbing your hair. You're getting that toner in your hair Now you're going to shave like very just very methodical about what you're doing and it works If you can bring yourself to that point when I'm practicing My yoga practice. There's postures that I really hate that I know they're coming But instead of thinking about that I bring myself into that moment of like I'm in this posture right now This is where I am. This is the only thing happening right now and animals are pretty good at doing that Oh, they're really good and they're really in the moment Although my dog last night he he we think he's five now He was probably born in december of 2016, but he was rescued from the street So we're not 100% sure what day But when he was a puppy he was like super hyper and then he's kind of mellowed out as he's gotten older But last night I was like is he getting his light body like what's happening? He's acting like he's a puppy again like getting into everything wanting to play so you know But it's it's it's I do think though with everything that I've been struggling with these last few weeks that everyone sees me going through It's it's an opportunity even though it sucks like trust me guys. I know it sucks. I'm tired Like I know I know it sucks But it's this opportunity for us to be able to like re-evaluate ourselves too and see like what are we holding on to What what expectation are we still holding on to where the universe is saying like are you sure about that? I don't think that's what's gonna happen You know like just relax and give it a part of yoga is surrendering to god or whatever you want to call that source That higher source that consciousness is surrendering to that but it knows better than you You know and it's in the universe and you're right no matter whether you're a master soul or a new soul The universe doesn't doesn't we're all equal in the universe. It's just where you are. It's still love. It's still love so um But man, oh man, it's this is you know What the military back channel was one time talking about us having a merry christmas and like the last three christmas As we thought that was going to be yet, but it might be But it's like dark night the soul before before that that merry christmas comes along so Really is and it's just so fascinating to see I mean, I really have empathized, you know You can see The mood in the comments of the videos and things as we've been going through the year and as I said It's very obvious that people are having their ups and downs at different times And it's also very obvious that a lot of people are feeling this distance as a barrier because It is fantastic that we've got this technology But also I then see who's thinking well, what if the internet goes down then who am I gonna talk? Luckily, I've got the foxes and the animals to talk about I got my dog So I don't get the best answers from them anyway, but you know in all seriousness, there's a lot of people I'm lucky. I don't live on my own So I've got a there's a lot of people that are like well if this happens that they're going to say and this is where I think there's a really fine line between Educating, you know all year we've all been told do your own research do your own research do your own research But you mustn't forget to live. Yeah, that's the important thing. Yes Sometimes knowing these things can really help us as long as we just hold on to Too much of it can really help inform us to make the best decisions for us and our loved ones any loved ones that listen to us Or that we can still make decisions, right? You don't want to hold on to it and you don't you still got to get on with living your life now because if not, what the hell's the point? Exactly. It's so funny. Somebody commented a couple weeks ago on one of my I can't remember if it was an episode by myself or with someone but they commented they were like You don't talk about the the young people anymore And I was kind of confused by that because I was like dude like we know We know what's going on with the young people like we know that we know But i'm not focusing on the more because we've already processed that We can't we can't stay in that that In that mind that mindset forever like we we have to move forward and we have to start healing You know, we can't so I think I think people yeah, I think you're right like this whole like living You know do your research but step away a little bit. Yeah, it's so funny I was telling I I teach I used to teach daily mysore classes. I don't anymore now. I just teach courses and As far as like off of of the internet what I do in Atlanta and I I was telling This course I teach on sunday afternoons. I was I was talking about this teacher That was one of my favorite teachers a man by the name of rom dos who's no longer with us He passed away in 2019 very at a very old age But his birth name was richard albert and back in like the 60s and 70s He was a professor of psychology at harvard university And he and one of his colleagues were involved through harvard With this experimentation I have to be careful with what I say, but like using psychedelics to understand the human mind And he ended up going a little too far with his Experiments and lost his job and he ended up in india and he met his Maharaji his his guru and he's ended up becoming a fabulous teacher. His commentaries are fantastic I've learned a lot from him in his books, but um, he talked a lot in his books He talked a lot about his experience with these like psychedelics And how in a lot of ways you would you would actually experience something very very spiritual But at some point you have to stop and you have to live it You have to experience it without the crutch And it's kind of the same thing with the research like all of us and we research research research But at some point things have to be put aside and and the actual your actual dna your actual physical Has to just take it in and then live You know, it's the same. It's the same concept. Um, it's uh, one of my old teachers They've agreed used to say, you know, when you go and listen to like indians in india like concerts They will spend like eight hours that day preparing for this one concert But in america or in the west when you go see a rock band They only warm up for like five minutes and it's good enough to rock and roll And my teachers you say sometimes things just have to be good enough to rock and roll Sometimes you just have to move forward you have to put things down and just and just act and just live And so I think that's what she brought up is really really important Um, and the thing is too it can also drive you crazy if you I mean, that's one thing I miss. I miss human touch Yeah I would but I have I've always joked. I'm not a very Huggy kissy, but I'm always hugging my animals and kissing them But actually I really do miss that human interaction. Yeah, I miss hugging my friends Yeah laughing with them like face to face at a bar Yeah Really, you know and laughing and I miss that and um, and um, you know, so for a lot of us, I think it's this This situation especially wherever you live, I mean I I am lucky because I'm in a state that's not super like You know, I'm able to go out and do and live and I can go to park and you know, it's it's not But it's still a liberal city within a very open state So I still have to be a little bit careful about certain things But um But you know these people who are living in countries that are like mega lockdown or states that are mega You're by yourself. You don't have that human connection Except first who's doing but you're not touching other humans. You're not in there in their realm Physically and then you're sitting in your researching all day. It's going to drive you crazy. It's going to bring you to a place of of of um Deep depression You know, and I feel like I felt that these last few weeks I feel like I've injured into a little bit of like a again a dark night of the soul of depression grief sorrow Like there's all these things that are I'm having to process and I think we all are it's not just us individually So if anybody watching thinks it's just you not just you Yeah, we're having pretty parties together. It's fine You know, and I even I think I laughed with you last time like I love musical theater um And so whenever I'm feeling super bad, I'll just like put on musicals because you can't you can't be sad listening to musicals Funny, I'm one of the weird people that hates musical. Oh really? I hate the overacting but I love certain things and I do love music And I do love just playing with the animals and get out there and I love laughing I always try and make sure I connect with someone like you who's going to really make me laugh And realize that you know, you got to have something and not take yourself too seriously and not take it Oh now, of course, there's a lot of serious things happening in the world But you know, we are meant to be beings of joy. We're meant to bring things to joy We don't have to stay there. You can get there. You can feel it and you don't have to stay there and I that's uh Something I've been having to kick myself up the back side a bit over the last couple of weeks Of making sure I don't allow myself into a self pity or stay there sort of state And I luckily can laugh about it now because I can recognize it and then think goodness me have I not learned this lesson by now Um, that's the highest level of spirituality. That's what all the great spiritual gurus All the swamis they all tell you that laughter if you are in a place where you can laugh at yourself You've you've reached the highest realm of spiritual understanding Even in the yoga sutras and shri swami sati tenanda's commentary He speaks about like when you actually understand who you are not who you are in your body But who you are as a soul you can actually enjoy life even with the ups and the downs because it's not so serious It's not so serious And so that but but then it's it's almost my teacher david greege says it's like the unsolvable riddle Like how do you get to that point because we all I mean I've had pity we all have pity parties We have like days where we just want to like throw a temper tantrum and um cry And and those are necessary if you've got to cry go cry it's detoxing something's detoxing out of you But um, but to be able to actually giggle and laugh Well, look at mr. T like mr. T here in america like he I think he's funny Oh, he's really really funny and the more you get to know him. I mean not that I've ever met him personally in this life Who knows him past? But um, you know, he's he's really funny. I was speaking to charlie about this this morning That's the one thing I love about the brits is their sense of humor You know, we have quite a different sense of humor to other people and a brit really gets a brit sense of humor That's it Yeah And that was and that but think about it with mr. T. I mean who he knows everything about everything going on all the details The gory details that I don't even want to know and he was still he's still able to crack jokes Yeah laugh absolutely and and enjoy life and and when he's in places, you know To actually enjoy the experience if he's on the golf club or he's out to dinner or he's having a certain thing So you're like, you know, I've chosen to put myself in this situation Most of the time guys when I'm saying this I'm talking to myself by the way I'm just reminding myself of all the things that I can forget sometimes in daily life when I'm running around like benny hill So yeah, but it is interesting and I've really empathised with a lot of people that have been going through I mean, I can see from sort of some of the correspondence. I'm getting a lot of people Are going through it a lot and then you lift yourself up and you just think I mean we've had some laughable stuff in the uk I mean, it's comical how much put trouble our parliaments in and our politicians are in But it's also great to see I'm only just learning. I'm so behind the curve. I'm only just learning how to use twitter Me too. I suck at twitter How does everyone find everything on twitter? But I'm I'm slowly getting there But it is quite hysterical because I'm so behind But I'm loving the fact of all these people are coming out now and calling bullshit on it I mean seriously some of the You know big sports cars and state what you say about big sports stars But they are influential and they are coming out and saying is this is absolute bullshit They are just now surely everyone can see it And so our new plan c because the government keeps saying they're going to lock us down again Which you can see coming a mile off. Yeah, and that pulled their plan b of the new moronic Perion moronic for it. I mean seriously Is it which everyone knows I mean I was saying to my daughter this morning It's like saying to people I've discovered an orange unicorn So you've never discovered the unicorn you can't prove the unicorn exists in the first place So how can you say you've now discovered and tested for an orange unicorn? When you haven't seen unless you've been on these psychedelics the normal Well, I you know, thank you because I I was I yesterday I was I like wanted to punch a wall yesterday And no, I'm not on my period like it was not like this was like real real anger because I I'm like, I'm not a scientist. I studied English. I say literally. I'm not I'm not But I'm like this is This is common sense. Like this is so obvious. Yeah, so fucking obvious Am I crazy? Like what's go? How is this happening? Like how the hell are people allowing this to happen? Like this is so idiotic. Like I don't understand It's even if you just look at the statistics. I mean CDC's right down the road. Um And I again, I'm a layman. I'm not I'm not a scientist. I'm a doctor, but I can read Yeah, I can read And you can see that people aren't dropping down in front of you exactly Do you think we should all get little alien outfits proper alien outfits and walk around the streets? I think that could make a real difference. Actually, we could be we could speed it up We could all be everyone watching this we can be the alien invasion. We can help them I'd love to dress up as an alien if anyone knows where I can get a really good alien costume from There was an episode you did with janine a while ago and I still giggle about something you said You were talking about this Oh, yeah, and um, you said something you said you would make a really good baddie because you would just be like This is the real one Wow, I can see what they said on tv. This is the real one I just want to get these crisis actors these stupid celebrities and the politicians and sit them down and I'll dress up as Nersi and then just as they're smiling for the camera whispering to the it's the real one or violence going in Stories and just watch their face. I do wonder sometimes because I can understand a lot of these baddies plans I think I must have been an evil in the james bomb films in a previous life I loved it though when you said that I laughed so hard and I was like, oh my god, that's brilliant Can we please do that? This would be the best punishment for them. I mean that would be the start of it You know, it really would be the start of it. I quite like to throw them in a shark tank as well So I mean it's just and I know like I and tomorrow I'd said this before and I agree with her Like I know that and that for us like in england in america in australia in canada in most of europe We are we have roofs over our head. We have food. We have We we got money in our bank account like we're fine We're not struggling like people in uh developing countries or have had the crap beaten out of them in these countries Like I understand that but the level of frustration I feel right now just because my And this is going to sound selfish, but I feel like my life all of our lives have been put on such a halt And I feel restricted and just like my best friend lives in toronto and I haven't seen him in like two years Yeah, because we can't cross the border And that pisses me off Yeah, but there are people and like all the people I've met Which I know I've known you guys before so we're you know, like I can't just like go see you Like I can't like I don't have that freedom to be able to do that when I should be able to because of this like Stupid as charlie says pantomime Yeah, exactly and it's so frustrating, but I think we're going to be Moving forward into our new reality. We're all going to be so much more compassionate I know I sound a bit like a broken record, but You know, I've been saying to people I've been working for a lot of years with people to get them to see their animal Their animals lives through the animals are is not through humans and when we look at the restrictions That we place on animals, you know and and if I you know It's like people that have horses and they put them in this tiny little field In a stable and they put all these gadgets on them And they can't play with their friends because they're too valuable and they might get kicked So they have to be in a field on their own. Oh, but it's okay. They can see each other across the fence you're just like Oh my god, and and it's it is ignorance, you know, it's not and it's not intentional It's a lack of understanding It's the fact of people that never let their dogs off the lead that keep their cats in houses now Don't get me wrong I know sometimes you have to if you live in a dangerous place and you've rescued an animal if you haven't rescued an animal Then don't bloody get a cat if you live in a dangerous place quite frankly Yeah, um, because that's for your benefit not for the animal's benefit. So I think It's really good in a way we in the privilege World are really feeling a lot of this because you know, it's like I suddenly thought the other death When I was having a chat I think to Jean-Claude and He was sort of saying we've never been through this level stress. I was like, hang on a minute I remember speaking to my grandparents who were living in the middle of London When they were being bombed having children. They had no electricity because all their power was off They had no heat and they didn't know where their next meal was coming from They didn't know whether they were going to be bombed and they're just giving birth to a baby and all the memoir fighting in the war So actually humans have been through this level of stress. I know it's different every time the stress is different But there's a lot of people around the globe You know, probably as we speak that are Crossing waters in boats as refugees. Oh, yeah You know that are being bombed out of their houses that are being You know culled for ethnic cleansing for things like this So when we sort of look and we are and again folks I'm talking about me as well with this and thinking about having a poor me moment Remembering actually, do you know what there's a lot less more people a lot worse off than us And I will be a more compassionate human for what I'm going through now You may you put up a good point Like I understand now the need for people too because we have that in America coming from people Cubans We'll get on a boat and risk their lives to get to America and for asylum and Even though what I'm experiencing in Atlanta, Georgia is nothing compared to like the brutality of what they've gone through I kind of get it now. Like I get a little bit more now. I love the whole caged animal reference. Yeah I mean when we when so I brought back like six dogs so far from india And my dog, uh, he was rescued as a puppy So he doesn't have a lot like he's still kind of wild like he still has that that instinct in him But he doesn't understand cars like the dogs you rescue that are older understand cars. He doesn't He does no clue. Um but uh with with bravi He we I tried crate training him because my dad's a vet and that was what we knew to do was That he would break out of the crate every time he would watch with the multiple different crates He would watch the the lock and he would learn how he learned how to untie it to get out And so we couldn't do that. We had to like listen to what he needed because he his ancestors were on the streets He was wild And um, and it totally that was the first realization I had with things that we think we know about certain species We actually don't know Let them tell you and now we're the caged animals now. We're the ones that are like That's a perfect example of creating dogs now when I grew up dog crates didn't exist You didn't put yourselves only if they were traveling aboard or something like this And now it's completely normal to crate turn yourself But that's purely for the bloody humans benefit because it's easy to leave them none of my dogs are crate turned to be my My Romanian rescues had such traumatic journey over from Romania and such trying to experience me There's no way I'd get them in a crate. I probably would now if I needed to but I wouldn't choose to They're fine going in the car now and everything. Yeah, which weren't initially at all But it's just like, you know, my view is if you wouldn't do it to your child, don't do it to your animal Why why because you don't want to you know, realize why is your dog chewing your house up in the first place? Why are they lonely? Why are they planning? Why are they doing this not solve the problem by shoving them in a metal case You know, you wouldn't do that to your old or something. No. Oh, actually, I think I sent you a picture of yes My niece who is Seven now. Yeah, always. She's like you. She's like a dog whisper. She's always since she was in diapers She has always gravitated towards dogs. She can calm a dog down She can she's not afraid of them even when they jump and my mother has a King Charles spaniel small dog Maggie and she has a little crate. She actually uses it at like a dog bed Like my mom Yeah Well, I said I sent cabin a picture of my niece when she was probably like two She she whenever she was at my mother's house. She would lock herself Into the crate with Maggie. Yeah, she was with a dog. She's like, I'm done I'm gonna go and she like locked the door with her and Maggie at the crate And I know I couldn't post that picture because people would think it was just like so I know Because it's a choice and I'm not saying crates are inherently car at call and of course Sometimes you've got to keep your animals safe. I'm not saying that at all. I'm just so don't take it to extreme things I'm just saying it's amazing how much we do for our convenience And we can shut out even though we do really know, you know that it wouldn't and I just think I think it This hardship which isn't hardship as we know compared to what a lot of people go through But for us it might be is really going to make us more compassionate moving forward to see the world through a different pair of eyes Um, and I think we needed that because even though a lot of people have kept working throughout it I mean, I know loads of people that haven't had any time off that haven't had, you know being furloughed and things So they've have been keeping true I still think they're seeing things in a different way now, which is a real positive. Thank god I'll never I'll never I mean, yeah, I I think absolutely you you you hit the nail on the head with the yeah we are gonna have more compassion and more understanding for where people are coming from because You know, it's easy to think about yourself in a certain situation and maybe people are doing that now comparing what's happening now to uh I'll just say the 1930s and 40s because I want to be careful with the um The algorithms, but uh, you always think that you would never fall for That That was going on, you know to be the good, you know, and then and we're seeing it now And you always say what you when you put yourself you think about yourself in certain situations Like how would you respond and you always think you're going to respond with the utmost integrity Until you get to that situation. Yeah, so it is a good and and and now that we are living through this massive Transition as humanity. We are able our perception our perception on other people and other people's Issues is probably going to be more compassionate because we have a deeper understanding a deeper empathy for that loneliness that that fear You know, I think that's something I experienced these last few weeks too Is even though I know like even though I know in my head that we are We're gonna be fine and that this is just a necessary transition and there's friction with transition And it's always like birthing a baby. It's always uncomfortable and painful until the baby comes um, there's still that fear that oh my god, like what if this never what if we're just Slip the water slowly boiling with that frog that slowly like if I never get to travel again What if I never get to cross another border again? What if I never see my friend in toronto again because because We've got this border now that used to be easy to cross But now it is like the Berlin wall, you know, why What if like that that catastrophe thinking and and um, and you know what and in fairness To anybody else who is thinking that this is we've been waiting for this for a long time So I understand that if you're if you have if you're having those moments like me where it's like crap like what What if this is it, you know, but um, but I we know that it is it's gonna be okay. And I do feel like things are like Really popping off. We're just not really seeing really popping off I mean, it is really quite funny to see the speed of which things are coming out And also the speed of which things aren't coming out like the big trial that's going on in america. I know Is hearing anything about it's just complete radio silence and even my mother said to me He's a very wise woman Even she said yesterday this whole even she could see she doesn't look at all the stuff that we do and everything But even she could see that just taking the british example Of the ridiculous fuss over the politicians breaking lockdown and having christmas party last year Even she could see that was a complete distraction for what was really going on So, do you know is if that's of any, you know, seriously of all things going on in the world who cares christmas party I know say it shows a complete lack of integrity and line But anyone who thinks any of the current politicians have got any integrity and don't lie You know, you shouldn't really need to see something about christmas party to realize that You know, well, I heard and I don't know because i'm not new york We'll have to ask some of our friends here in new york right now, but I heard that um We'll say this uh case that's happening that people were walking by and there's like one guard outside They were like wait a minute Why is there only one guard outside of this Courthouse for this big of a trial? Yeah, what the hell's happening? What's going on? Is this really happening or is this all just A show too like has this already been taken care of like how is this going to play itself out because you're right Because that this what's happening in the united states right now affects the world Yeah, completely and you know, if they can do the car written house one and be on live tv How can it possibly I mean, you know, this is the other thing we're realizing is we have no idea What's going because this as you say there's a very good chance that that trial isn't actually happening at the moment I mean what because people have told us but none of the press seems to be allowed in No One literally y'all there's one security guard else one in new york city is anyone in new york Please please please go and have a look and tell us in the comments below or email us or messages because i'm dying to find out I know i was speaking to mel k early on in the week And she was saying that they weren't letting anyone in they weren't letting the press a lot of the press in they weren't letting anyone else in so um It isn't that's I mean like okay, the press is supposed to be There to inform us like the people they're supposed to be on our side. This was on our side Yeah, and this this thing affects everyone. This was about leaders from everywhere directly And the press why why aren't they? I mean, we have another case happening here in america right now. It's the josh douger case, which um, i'm 19 oh, yeah, he's speaking about that. Yeah, and it's every day. There's information coming up I mean i'm following it because I know who he is and I know the crimes. He's been accused of it's the exact same stuff as the other um Anyway, you guys don't we're talking about so i've been following it to see because he was also connected to some like political parties in uh DC so i'm kind of curious to see Yes, his case in that case are happening at the same time um, but that case you have reporters there there's um It's in arkansas. There's uh camera. I mean it's literally it looks it's not like the kyle situation like this Looks like this is really happening and he's really about to go down for this stuff And if he does he'll probably be seeing him like a canary about his yeah How come this kid? I mean his kid. He's like what 32 this this reality star Like d level celebrity. He's only really famous in the united states He's getting coverage Yeah But she's not But she's not and this is what throughout this whole journey. It's more about us paying attention to what we're not seeing Because everything we're seeing we now know is a complete distraction Yeah, and I want to get a t-shirt and just walk around in it. In fact, i'm doing a range t-shirt That you know look out for that orange unicorn because so make sure you can test for it because it's just so ridiculous. I mean I It's absolutely frightening. I mean if one more person tells me about all well this variance on the rise It's like how the bloody hell, you know, you can then say to them. You do know that the tests are not accurate Well, I know that but the new variant is that how can you put those two things in the sentence together? Exactly not connecting in your brain. I reckon they have put a lot of fluid back in the water It's the only excuse I can come up with You know, I was thinking today I was thinking about when I when I was in the shower and I was having to remind myself to wash my hair Because I was getting so so frustrated about this whole thing, but it was like this is so fucking. It's so obvious It's so obvious. It's how are people not seeing this and I kept thinking about um They say love is blind, you know and like people who are in like A B us i ve relationships how they they just refuse to see it. I'm like, maybe that's what's happening Maybe people are just in an a b u s e relationship And they're just defending their because that's what the governments are doing to us right now Like they're following that playbook of of what a b u s e looks like sorry guys. I'm trying to watch the But um, you know, we're at the gaslighting the control the um making you feel like somebody posted actually someone I follow from uk posted like your human rights are not rewards Yeah, exactly You're you're right to be able to move around this globe and see people. That's not a reward That's your birth right animal rights be a reward either Exactly, baby, nor should you be lucky if you're kept in these conditions. Yeah, you know Actually, I was talking about this one the support groups yesterday because people were asking uh off camera Like do you think that the new medical system will involve animals soon? I said hell. Yeah I was like, what was the first thing mr. T did when he became our leader He it was the children or young people the the laws about the young people that he changed making it uh You know Crime uh don't I'm saying uh and animals. Yes. That's that if you if you do stuff to young young children It's that with him Animals too. He also made a federal law in the united states. You it is a felony To hurt an animal. Yeah, he's the first president to do that So he should or you know because we are just ugly animals as I always say You know every animal has its pros and cons. I mean anyone who wants to see about you know real You know psychic communication and amazing intelligence go and look at some of the citations that you know dolphins and whales and things like that amazing so intelligence is relevant We we always think we've got special skills as humans which we absolutely have But every species has their own set of strictness. We've got Canadian geese here that have flown all the way from Canada I mean can you imagine And I still can't even levitate even though I'm practicing And yet a geese and my neighbour's pond can fly not getting on an airplane with their own wings From Canada to England how amazing so don't tell me that humans are the only ones with special powers Imagine if you could do that. We wouldn't care about the boundaries. Would we we just That's what I say. I just just hitched a ride with the geese and I'll come come with you You know, I mean we get that we have birds that fly south here from because our winters are mild so we get you all come down from the south too and You know, it's funny. I know with the the street dogs like with my dog I know that if if if he was left on the streets and wasn't like hit by a car Didn't have any type of parasite issue. He could live to be 20 25 years old Exactly. This is what I was saying to a council. You know my dog Star she was the runt of the litter and she was born with no tail She's the only animal I've ever had that we know her birthday Because my mum and she wasn't going to make it because the mum rejected her and So my mum sort of hand reared her and she was always tiny and things like this and because she was born with no tail Her legs were too upright so she had to have her legs off where John. She's really happy and Fine, but the fact that she's like, you know, the oldest one of her litter and touch wood Still going strong despite having had so many Interventions and obstacles, but again 16 should not be old for a lap. No, and like we talk about for humans, you know, a lot of people Um, you know, they say oh now i'm 60 now i'm 17 I'm thinking, you know, but it doesn't have to be like that because you can see other people of that age Who are so amazingly vibrant? Well, they say our life is going to be expanded at first. I heard 200 years and when the um Cassiopean boards it said 400 years. So your age now add 400 to it. That means that we're still pre-teens We're still schoolers if that's how long we're going to be living so Like it feels like different mentally. I'm regressing actually I actually feel so physically and I actually asked Janina's question a long time ago And I might have talked about it with you but before all the lockdown happened I was really struggling with arthritis like big time like I was For for my age, I was like crippled and I know I've beaten my body up Like I know I I know that it's mostly me just the crazy things I've done to my body throughout the years for my for my job Um, but then once lockdown started I started incorporating other physical activity and all of a sudden it went away And I feel at 38. I'll be 39 in february. I feel better than I did at 28 Yeah, and I remember asking jeanine a long time ago I don't know if she remembers um because even the book of revelation it talks about you will inherit your light body Like your dna will start to change and I said is that is that what's happening? And she basically just this is me that's throwing down the cards mimicking janine throwing other cards Basically, she got that you know when you stand in the light when you stand in truth your whole dna will start to like Change because of that it's also about balance as well because there is so there is such a thing Is too much of a good thing. Yeah, so all of these practices are absolutely amazing and have loads and loads of benefits But also perhaps you're at a stage of your life now where you're you're bringing more balance into it Yeah, and I think too. I think there was some psychology behind it as well I'd had some experiences with some teachers that weren't good and I think that I was carrying that but then I could release it once um once The lockdown happened and I couldn't physically go teach like it was like a road that happened So you don't know I mean we I mean it still amazes me and then this is what I do for living I talk about the mind and how it affects the body but still amazes me how much are our thoughts And our perception of action because when action happens action is neither good nor bad It's just action. It's how we perceive the action. So what I might see is bad Catherine might see is good but how I've perceived that action has now drastically changed my mind field which is my body And so by releasing that I think that there's a lot to be said for that that healing was able to actually happen And there was actually some some mental healing which caused physical healing as well Um, it's it's pretty wild and and in saying that talking about magical abilities Like the fact that our minds can do that even on a subconscious level shows you how powerful we actually are as human beings Absolutely incredible, isn't it? And I love it. I love it. There's so much still for us to explore And learn it's I mean my life is completely different balance wise to it was two years ago where I had another company Which I sold and I was rushing off here there and everywhere and You know now it's just just feels so much more in balance than it was then and I look back now and I was thinking What was I thinking but at the time it seemed completely normal So you're meant to go through these stages everyone we're all meant to learn from our experiences And sometimes you've got to do it and I think you know Where we're looking in the news and people are like that person's been pictured next to that person and that person's been pictured sometimes You you have to experience in sometimes you go into a job You go into an industry and only because you're in there do you see the inside information? I mean again charlie was speaking to Google whistleblower very early this morning and that person would have gone in there Going thinking that google was one of the most amazing companies to work for and doing this and but had they not been on the inside They would never have known all this information um Now just because he would chose to work for google doesn't make that person a bad person at all Like the opposite and I think this is what we've got to do is sometimes We all know the most important lessons you're going to learn are from dodgy situations Dodgy relationships choices that in you might look as a mistake that actually in hindsight you look back and say Well, that wasn't a mistake because I learned so much from that that made me course correct Much more I would have done from just puddling along with everything being okay. Yeah, no, I agree with you It's so funny right when I came out as a Mr. T supporter like Got vocal about it. I had somebody in the yoga community send me a picture of mr. T Uh with um the man who owned the island will just say it that way And I sent back to him. I was like Listen, they were in the same social circles and we know he kicked him out of his His resort like we know that there were issues And I found a picture of me with standing beside another teacher who has gotten into a lot of trouble for some really serious stuff I was like, I have a picture with this guy and I can't stand him But we were in the same shala. We were in the same social circles So, of course, there's pictures of us together because it's a small world that 1% of people That's a small world you're going to see pictures of them But it doesn't mean and I think I think going back to like the the whole trial like us learning that We can't always trust what we see in a lot of ways. We have to critically think about this We have to really understand that things can be manipulated Um So, yeah, yeah. Oh, it's so good. I feel so much better now Speaking to you, I really do and this is what another message for people, you know, just talk it out I've heard a lot of people speaking it but you know at the start of the conversation I was not having a particularly good day either You know with all sorts of things that I was letting affect me and now I've had a good old chin work with my bestie I feel like a completely different person and um, yeah ready to go and do my poo picking Everyone who's got horses knows how much time you spend picking up poo, but it's worth it. Good old manure I have to pick up my dog poo because and he he makes man poo. So it's Yeah I'm gonna catch where those birds that flies to england. I'm just gonna ride them and come over Well, you know, my neighbors have got most beautiful pond in their garden. I mean, it's just stunning I walk past it every day because it's just amazing And every time when the Canadian geese come they think I'm hysterical because I'm so excited to see them there and I'm like You've made it. You've made it is just Like on the other country Because you just think and I'm thinking I've done my two hour walk with my dogs and I'm a bit puffed out And I'm thinking that you've flown from Canada. This is ridiculous. How can I say on time? So this is what I think, you know, every every creature Every whether it's plant animal mineral, we're all capable of so much more than we think And sometimes we need that good kick up the backside. Like well, I have this week to make me realize it. So yeah Yeah, this is we got a great round table Exciting chats tomorrow is well coming up We've got Catherine. I got two tight with tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow and another And I got to send you information about um the subject. Oh, yes. The other one. I'm so excited. That's my lovely treat for tonight Listen, thank you so much. Honestly. I feel so much better big hugs Yes, yes, yes I'll go and have a word with those Canadian geese and see if we can both hitch ride and go and catch up in all Congregating canada perhaps. Yeah I hate yes, absolutely All right, brilliant brilliant rest of the day and I'll speak tomorrow. Yes, absolutely. Bye guys