 Whoever you think is in charge of this universe, whoever, whatever you think is in charge of everything, you do realize it's not their job to meet all of your preferences, right? I'll say it in the first person because I don't want to, I'm not trying to project on you guys. Whoever's in charge of this whole thing and ain't their job to make sure Alan Stein Jr. gets all of his preferences every day. So when you look at it like that, it makes me laugh. How foolish was I to think that the universe should conspire to meet all of my preferences? There's no shortage of things for us to have very valid complaints about or to make excuses about. And almost all of those things are outside of our control. If the way we perform, the way we behave, our attitude, our optimism, if all of that is contingent on what's going on in the outside world, then we are at the mercy of whatever's going on around us. And that's dangerous. That basically means we're just, we're puppets.