 100,000, I'm so proud and that's a darn big crowd and such more than my town and how you found out I make vids of such a rush Now I'm big time, social blades file went from times to dollar bills with big white eyes, arms made of lines, lot of folks subscribe so no more chill That's what the subs won't get in tact, just to expect I'm gonna nuke and end up dead, I'm so ballin' stats it's so unfair Yes I click, cause I'm drowning in these numbers, these subscribers don't feel like cause the numbers all ice Just watch something, why don't you just watch something, why don't you just watch someone beg Although I don't know you or anything about you, I want to thank you for this 100,000 is such an ungodly, huge number and I can't comprehend what that even looks like All I see everyday are just numbers on my phone and computer screen, it's impossible to imagine you with an individual life, wants, needs, desires, etc I can't imagine all potential experiences you may have under your belt, you could have won the lottery and experienced some incredible joy Or you could live in a war torn country and witness unthinkable tragedies And the very idea of you knowing so much about me and me knowing nothing about you is bizarre When I was in your shoes watching YouTube I could feel a creator's influence, that's because I was the target of it But now that I'm on the other end I never realize how non glamorous it is I still sleep on a couch, I still go to school, I still clean up dog poop, there's nothing different This whole thing has been weird and out of the blue and I am confused as to what I did right I accomplished a lifelong goal while my friends are more talented and inspirational than me and they're still struggling to make it by It would be selfish for me to just take this off for myself so I want to encourage you to explore your local area and some artists in your region Check on Google and bars, venues, artsy friends, Facebook, there are worlds of inspiration and talent under your nose that you may not even be aware of So please take some time this week and find someone awesome in your neighborhood and give them all the support that they deserve I already have more support than I feel I deserve so I want to make it a personal goal of mine to help you find some incredible new artists who deserve lots of love and attention I know I have more than I've ever needed