 First thing is immediate union with the breath in the recognition of excessive computer use causing deformities in hands, fingers, wrists. Starting time was 4.30pm, April 29th, 2021. It is now 4.40pm, 10 minutes. The magic mushrooms also start signaling to hone in on the other parts of the body that have been experiencing a lack of love and to give them a stretch, a massage, more dedication. Shout out, it's 444. Massaging the core parts of the body are used so much but get so little massaging relaxation attention. 4.4515 minutes in. 450 whole body is relaxing. By the way, I will read these intentions. Follow the rocket to the source of infinite creation. Intentions. Follow the rocket to the source of infinite creation. Become the source of infinite creation within. Unleash the kingdom of emptiness comprehending infinite creation. Complete openness to new discoveries. In December 2020, I was a person aware of awareness. In April of 2021, now I'm God, aware of my source. I am God. I look through all eyes simultaneously. I am all your marriages, families, kids, careers, travel, experiences. I need nothing locally to fulfill myself since I am all of you. I make you God's perception possible. I am lineage of Siddharah Mishwar, Misargadatta, Ramana Maharshi, Bantino Misaro. Thank you, Skye and Sunny. And a nice change to social media handle. 333 Atlas. I would also like to say there are several other key players in lineage. Rupert Spira. Sri Aurobindo in the mother, Mira Alfasa. And many others, Asan Goenka. Many mystic traditions, words, don't do it justice. It's ineffable. The pointing. 455, even more relaxed. 25 minutes in. Even visual relaxation. Conceptual schemas, loosening. Reuniting with. Oh, you know me. The indescribable mystery, the source of infinite creation. Brand new place to stretch, massage. That I've never really hit before. My gosh, that's so good. Oh, unbelievable new massage discoveries. Rupert easy to get to while laying down because can use gravity to create more pressure. Essentially it's like this. You tuck, you tuck your finger. You tuck your finger in right there. Where the leg meets the torso. Where the leg meets the torso. Tuck your finger and then put varying pressure in several different locations. 5 o'clock, 30 minutes in. Where legs and torso meet is a critical place for massage. Maximizing longevity. Preventing pathology. I am not a human. I am only the source of infinite creation. I am not a human. I am only the source of infinite creation. Windows open, getting a nice breeze. Phone is of course unsilent. The computer has notes. There is some water as well as music as needed over there. Along with the handy dandy paper and marker box. Describing my experience. But now you have a setting. Visualizations of fractals. Infinite tree leaves. 5 o'7, 37 minutes in. Just think about it. Mainstream society, when was the last time that you even passed a couple minutes just relaxed and digging into the tight parts of your body that are desperately asking for your attention. As much as God or the Absolute is a loving, blossoming energy. There is also a energy. 5.13 p.m., 43 minutes in. 5.15, 45 minutes in. The only symbol that can do describing this. Any justice is the question mark. See the question mark is unbounded. It is freedom. That's why the greatest have been unable. Bades language just is. And for those unsure of what they're watching, this is a heroic dose of magic mushrooms. 5 grams. And it is 5.20, 50 minutes after ingesting. I feel like part of this experience being shared could be something beautiful like the birth of psychonautics. And it's beautiful because it ties together the thousands of years of eastern mystic wisdom with the beautiful, entheogenic, unleashing God, the divine, within capacity of magic mushrooms and so many other incredible substances that have secreted along with us. And it's also in Los Angeles. So we're combining the media, the Hollywood aspect in with the mysticism and the entheogens. Pretty cool. To do what? To try and describe a question mark. And this is why so many, as we secrete, wonder what's this about. Woke me up from my slumber in nothingness for what? A question mark? This is why many of the traditions have talked about it as lila, as the play, the divine play. 5.25, 55 minutes at it. Being brought into the heat of the question mark. Thirst for metaphysical truth answered by a question mark. Unbounded freedom. Unbounded freedom. Like if you took intestinal tract and all of the villain that absorbed nutrients, we flipped it inside out and then that endlessly, endlessly, decreted, explored, infinite possibility. That's only an answer. You'll never come to the end, so just enjoy. You'll never come to the end, so just enjoy. A PhD in metaphysics. It's funny that mystic traditions talk about the nature being peace and happiness. But even that puts the question mark into a box. It's expressive essence, being both that in nature, peace and happiness, yet also not bounding it at all with those as descriptors to love the sun and to be grateful for the sun and to know the great utility of all 8 billion humans having direct access to the sun. Abundant beaches, abundant trees, abundant parks to put a box. Which is crazy that even the God absolute this endless mystery wants to experience the lowest lows imaginable. It just is. Along with the highest highs, the same planet, the most horrendous warfare mixed with the most luxurious imaginable. Even the local spread on the planet is a microcosm of the macrocosm. 540, an hour and 10 minutes, 70 minutes. The ineffable, like we were saying, with the villi of the gastrointestinal tract endlessly exploring unbounded experience also deeply reminds me of Frank Yang's cosmic octopus. Reminds me of the centerlessness of non-duality. Reminds me of the fishes asking, where's the ocean? You're in it. To this endless question mark, emergency siren of an ambulance has the same valuelessness that the palm tree. The question mark has no need to fulfill yet is the ceaseless exploration of possibility. 45 and 15 minutes in 75 minutes in no need to fill yet ceaseless exploration has us to, our youth emerge, need to fill yet ceaseless exploration. The best thing that you can do is whatever. That's the question mark. Jim Newman said on our show, 100 million of the 20th century were placed in the same question mark as pizza. Youth emerge, what should I do? Whatever you want. And it's so funny because then all of the asterisks joined the equation. Do whatever you want. Don't hurt anyone. Do whatever you want, but maximize human potential. And that's the game. Falling in love and procreating has equal explorative, the greatest achievements with the sustainable development goals to even go through the process of creating more capacity for the question mark to explore. Being just as valueless has a killing of 100 million. Just be, just be it. That's it, just be it. Have fun, play, dance, sing. Just be it and recognize that you are the question mark if you have a weapon. You're just pointing it at the same question mark. And so there you go. Your morality is right there. Why would the same source ever damage the same source out of exploration? Unbounded mystery. And to have 100% radical acceptance for the atrocities emerging of this question mark by 53, approaching an hour and a half in 100% radical acceptance for the question mark metaphysical mystery for its atrocities and for its beauties. I just wrote radical acceptance for atrocities and for beauties because they are one. This speaks so profoundly to as you emerge, love yourself, accept yourself, become the question mark, become the one infinite creator. As you emerge, love, accept yourself, become the one infinite creator. Question mark. This is why also Jordan Peterson and Bintino Massaro, along with Anurag and Richard Condon are so Tony Robbins, Gary Vaynerchuk are so focused on the North Star. No surprise that 90 minutes in while communicating about the North Star, while the Sun, that's the closest you can get. It's just the closest you can get. You emerge and there's the question mark. So the closest you can get is a North Star. That is so profound. A divine, transcendent, no blame or you can go and hang out in the park. The question mark doesn't give a fuck. Beautiful as your North Star calling is the same time you can go and lay in a park or on the beach, play some basketball, smoke, wear a suit, handle the planet's economical matters. Question mark. So, yes, it is both this North Star, transcendent divine noble aim. What am I here to do? What am I here to do? What am I here to do? Mixed with whatever the fuck you want. And that's why these mystic traditions are just like here now. Just be here to become already the question mark. Ceaselessly exploring. You can tell the profound change, the question mark talking about itself versus just relaxing. Does a sunflower have a North Star? Does a sequoia tree have a North Star? Does a dolphin have a North Star? Does an ant have a North Star? 100% radical acceptance of the one infinite creator. 100% radical acceptance of the one infinite creator. 604. Beautiful as it is that the question mark produced you and you've re-identified yourself as the fucking question mark. Both equally cool to completely vaporize as it is to go and lay in a park or achieve a transcendent noble aim. Equal to just still yourself into the timeless essence of just being aware of the one infinite creator as equally as go and occupy yourself with things to do as far as you can imagine simultaneously. Absolutely still one infinite. With him as you can imagine. Recognizing how the experience is question mark changed in evolving. It's fascinating. Versus not. See this is the thing, who would I be talking to? Who would I be walking through the experience of 5 grams? This is the closest I can get to show you what's happening. The camera turned on itself. The one question mark explorer turns on itself. What is my nature? No seriously this is what I'm doing. I'm literally talking to an object on a tripod in a corner of the room about my 5 grams of magic mushrooms while I'm just laying in the corner of my bed in the sunlight so that it can also beautifully be understood, expressed importance of what are the existing hardcore schemas to question mark radical acceptance for the cages that are in the schema the framework yet it wants to break out of that because there's so much to explore, there's so much to understand and when you're just trapped in a schema, a silo you are choosing arrogantly to tighten the question mark firehosing, making this hopefully although it could be done in a way that does not capture it, whatever that could explore or amount to by capturing it and talking to an object on a tripod in a corner of the room could maybe for fuck's sake try to get this both fact that we radically accept you for exactly as you are as the creation is yet also recognize that you've created a prison for yourself you've created a prison for yourself in your own mind the self-realization literature is about going inward and recognizing the freedom that you are arrogantly chosen to create a prison firehosing question mark 618 I wrote prisons of the mind and I'm also going to shout out my brother Jordan Bates playfully melting cages radical acceptance for emergencies of the question mark to choose to throttle arrogantly they know what exists dissolving of that fake ass boundary that they've set up difficulty with the camera is that it's being documented to share later with an intention of creating more openness to this but again right now I'm talking to an object on a tripod in the corner of the room I just remember doing this five months ago where I was just I didn't have a camera on a tripod in the corner of the room that I was talking to and it was just basically holding mudras and just so it's almost like in a sense kind of midwifing the mystery the matrix midwifing what is most free to what has arrogantly choked and put itself into a prison or radical acceptance for the one infinite question mark expressing itself as the prisons the fake ass boundary not allowing any other exploration I'm so free I'm so free that I can make a prison for myself I'm so free exploring doing whatever that I will artificially make a prison for myself and I'll write a whole fucking narrative about exploding out of that prison the love story of the individual as well as the love story of the collective walls of the individual will begin and end here and the collective will begin and end here so you think of this as some sort of walled wall and then you do the same thing with the create the illusion of 8 billion of these walled units the question mark does not compute your wallification the one infinite creator mystery does not compute your wallification does not compute your prisonification of this being the 30 trillion celled unit and the 8 billion units secreted human on the planet this is just freedom that's all it is it's just an expression of freedom that's it the same thing that the mystics traveled inward there's already zero steps the same truth that Ramana Maharishi just saying nothing please right here the magic mushrooms heroic dose of taking all of the concepts and the frameworks and the schemas and the prisons and just obliterating those the artificial prisonification blasting through the artificial boundary the question mark created for itself to play an artificial boundary radical expression of freedom what more could be a radical expression of freedom than a fucking universe that has a planet orbiting a star with individuated humans secreted from it that have their own divine idea of what the North Star is the radical acceptance you can almost hear the early stages of the whining and crying for meaning purpose why am I this individuated unit secreted from this expression of freedom that is a universe the answer is the answer is freedom beautiful beautiful zero step zero you already and so we make a universe that has orbiting a star that nobody can escape from because it's an inhospitable vacuum of space because it's unbounded unbounded freedom and so when it's put into the bounded constraints just writing unbounded just unbounded freedom 636 beautiful two hours in completely different experience than the previous trip because I'm fucking talking to a camera on a tripod in a corner of the room documenting this to take you out of the prison that you've artificially created for yourself and below that in understanding that this is all an expression of freedom that's it a universe that again had a planet orbiting a star with an inhospitable vacuum of space so there was a bounding function you cannot go past this point just to write ourselves this narrative of again it's a massive universe a beautiful narrative that we're writing for ourselves as the question mark famous first line the Dow that can be named is not the eternal Dow it's just whatever the question mark is writing in this case the one infinite creator writing this insane odyssey for itself you are the freedom that writes this odyssey for itself or the freedom that writes this insane odyssey for itself you are the freedom that writes this insane odyssey for itself 640 the same thing that the mystics just got from going in as you are the freedom that writes this insane odyssey for itself extravagant a whole universe to write a story for yourself that's the joke is that you think that you took up all of this space with a universe but the joke is is that the whole thing happened in a dimensionless singularity you think it took a universe 641 you think it took a universe to write the story but it all happened in a dimensionless singularity that's how free you are that's how free you are again you're so free that you have to create the illusion of a prison like a planet in this inhospitable vacuum that secretes all of these individuated humans where they organize themselves into governments and economies and the left and the right taking on their own name you can only refer to me this individuated expression as four letters John you're gonna inhibit your freedom right off the bat and say you can only refer to me as John my announcement of freedom is to both arrogantly limit freedom as much as it is to say that this is beautiful expression and it's called John the whole planet called things we've eliminated its freedom everything's about a limitation everything everything's about a limitation 646 everything is about a limitation of freedom think about it you just you're right limiting word upon such a massive plot of land so you can have this massive plot of land called the United States of America and call it something and you're gonna have this massive plot of land insane in this Odyssey of the universe called China or Russia or the whole continent of Africa and then you're gonna take the individuated secretions of that planet and limit their movement between these massive plots of land with passports this is hilarious you could now write something funnier than freedom limiting itself 48 freedom limiting itself wow to just surrender also to the divine flow that it'll take without also sit here and now the question expression itself whole thing expression of freedom and then limiting itself it's hilarious unbounded freedom writing stories about limiting itself unbounded 650 so two hours plus in unbounded freedom writing stories about limiting itself in the form of universes you're so free already you're gonna write a story about limiting yourself in the form of a universe and the whole thing takes place in a dimensionless singularity so it doesn't even take the space just like this is just like this are so free in such a question mark mystery that you created a universe that is seemingly so large just for you to be the witness of said extravagant Odyssey through a pupil through these the pupil itself is where the absolute is the pupil is where freedom is you wrote the whole universe into the story of your people that's how free you are 653 fascinating seeing what magic mushrooms are sharing with us today on this psychonotic adventure because what they tell you is that you're so free again the magic are telling you you are so unboundedly free that you wrote the whole universe into your pupil so you're so unboundedly free that you wrote the extravagant Odyssey but the universe and you watch the whole thing take place dimensionless singularity of consciousness and now we'll come to where the legs meet the torso for a massage you see how much beautiful freedom there you are two hours later we're back at you know the beauty of where the legs meet the torso and massaging meanwhile you wrote the whole universe into your pupil it's right there so funny it's right there the whole thing is taking place in the pupil the whole thing is taking place in the people the whole universe unbounded as far imagine if our is taking place in consciousness I am the absolute using a universe such a grand narrative about myself and then locating myself in the pupil as the Sue legend goes no surprise that this secreted from that area hide it inside it's the last place we'll look made it inside the last place we'll look that's it whole thing can be written boiled down to that hide it inside it's the last place well Odyssey the size of a universe with this planet we're so free that we the extravagant Odyssey the size of a universe it's all happening in the people the absolute where the highest the magic mushrooms will tell you that and the agents God within unleash the divine within and they'll tell you that or no separate from the divine Sun you are no separate from the divine planet you're so free and so divine that you create the extravagant experience of a universe and the whole thing happens in seven o'clock you're so free you're so free you create the Odyssey of a universe in the pupil back we go to massaging where the legs meet the torso you're so free that you create the delusion of having your freedom be bounded 705 so funny that the magic they'll tell you two and a half hours in a rogue dose you're so free you create the illusion that your freedom can be bound this shit's crazy that's how free that's how the whole thing boils down the freedom the absolute boils down to freedom created the illusion putting yourself into bounded boxes humans absolute freedom that is nothingness of a pupil while it's the everythingness of a universe cool you're so free just boils down to freedom and so now we'll return to where the legs meet the torso it's funny you spend your whole life secreted on a planet walking around and you forget about how sacred the point is like hey I'm the absolute freedom secreted out of a planet to watch my extravagant universe and I'm gonna express myself like a bounded 30 trillion celled vehicle which then discovers all of these fascinating pressure points where of course after billions of steps on the planet that you're gonna have these you can write the absolute this simply what it's like to spend ineffable release that is felt upon the liberation I'm so free that I'm gonna keep myself under the illusion that I've been locked up I'll write a whole odyssey about it so indescribable it's right there so funny so much of the freedom is also right there full circle as much as it is right there right there of how the freedom of mushrooms are just trying to tell you the entheogens are just trying to tell you that you're already the absolute you're already indescribable freedom the same thing that the mystics felt by their journey and were unbounded enjoying you made you made a 17 approaching three hours in no other way to describe it you made your shing the whole thing