 This is my new favorite product forever. Look at how dope that is. I don't know if I'm just tripping right now, but my sister got me this for my birthday. She got me the Olaplex Bond Smoother Leaven Repairative Styling Cream, so it's pretty much like a leave-in conditioner. I've never used a product that has made my hair this smooth and like de-frizzy for when I like blow dry it. Like usually when I blow dry it, my hair is still like kind of frizzy, but this is like the best that my hair has ever come out blow dry. Well, I didn't like actually like fully blow dry it. I also like straighten the roots like I always do, but still, my hair has never came out this good. I really wanted to get Olaplex for the longest time and I didn't even tell Madison that I wanted it and then she just got it for me for my birthday and I'm like, what are the odds of that? I literally manifested it. This shit is literally magic. I'm obsessed. I'm literally obsessed. This is my new figure product forever. Hey guys, so I just meditated as you saw and honestly, I've been wanting to talk about this for a while. Meditation is something that I've just recently started and it is a game changer and I suggest to anyone who's open to the idea of it to try it because it's literally so amazing and if you do not know what meditation is, it is basically a practice that allows you to completely clear your mind and just live in the present and be. If that makes sense, thousands of thoughts run through our head per day and if you think about it, we're always thinking about something. Do you ever sit down and not think of anything? Not really. Like if you think about it, we're always thinking about something. We're always on our phones distracted. We're always working, thinking. We never give our brain a time to just not think. Even when we sleep, our brain is dreaming. It's working and we never give our minds just a chance to rest. So basically what I do is in the mornings, I will do my morning stretches and yoga and then I will kind of just sit down for 15 minutes and meditate. So I will sit down in a quiet space with some comfortable clothes on and I will put my headphones on. I'll just literally search up on YouTube, Meditation Music and then I'll just sit down for 15 minutes or lay down, it just depends and just try my best to clear my mind and to keep a clear mind for 15 minutes and just let my body be. And it's the most amazing feeling because after you do it, you feel so clear and it can also help with anxiety because it's basically training a muscle in your mind to stop thinking. If you ever have an anxious thought, then you can kind of put that muscle to work in your brain and just get rid of it and just clear your mind. Yeah, I used to think meditation was like really hippy and I was like, you know what, I'm never gonna do that but it's not, it's really not hippy at all. It's basically just letting your mind rest even if it's for 10 minutes, for 15 minutes. It does take time and practice to get good at it. Even now it's so hard for me to completely clear my mind. I've gotten a lot better at it. After I do it, my body just feels so calm and I just have this happy presence. Like I don't know how to describe it, but it's awesome and you guys should really try it. And if you don't feel like it's for you right now then you don't need to try it. Just wait until you wanna do it and then when you feel like you wanna do it, try it and see how you like it. But yeah, so it is currently 310. I had a really late start to the day. I woke up like at 1030 today. I was like, holy shit, it's because like this week has been really hectic for me. I shouldn't say hectic, it's been just like a really fun week because it was my birthday week. So I was just going to bed really late, waking up late and today I think I was just catching up on my sleep. So I slept until 1030 and now it's three already. And I just wanna get out of the house and do something. So me and Joel are gonna go to Walmart. I just need to pick up a couple of things and tonight I'm gonna sign up to get a gym membership. I'm just gonna show you guys like my weekend because I don't, I never vlog on the weekend. So I was like, why don't I do like a weekend vlog because you guys never see what I do on my weekends. Let's go to Walmart. If you guys actually like really wanna get into meditation, I would actually suggest like searching it up and being like how to meditate or guided meditation or something like that, like watch a channel that's like meant just for meditation and educate yourself if you want to before you do it. Just because I'm no expert, like I said, and I don't like I was just trying to share my opinions and share my thoughts about it and how it helps me. But yeah, I'm no expert at it but I do wanna do more research about it and not research, but like I wanna learn more about it and do different meditations but I'm still on my journey to doing that and I'm still new at it. So yeah, I would suggest actually getting more professional advice if you guys want to know more about it. So I feel like my eyelashes have been really growing lately and I'm really proud of them. I really wanna get a lash lift. I'm kind of scared of eyelash extensions. I got them once and didn't really, like I liked the way that they looked but I feel like they kind of irritated my eyes. So I'd rather go like the more natural route and try like a lash lift. So I think I'm gonna do that this summer. These glasses just make me feel so bougie. Like even though I don't have any makeup on and I'm wearing like sweatpants and a sweater, literally just these glasses with this purse just makes me feel like put together. Did it check? Yeah. Okay, we just got to Walmart. I do actually need a couple of things. That's probably the first thing that I'm gonna get and then we're gonna browse because who doesn't browse? Okay, let's go. That was literally the quickest I've ever been in and out of Walmart. Like I just got my shit done. I was like, go, go, go. Because it's Saturday and usually, usually we don't come on Saturdays. We usually just go during the week. And I didn't realize the difference between a Saturday and like a Wednesday on how busy that this Walmart gets. Like, holy shit, it was so busy. It was popping in there. Like people were doing their grocery shopping and probably like getting their stuff done for the week, obviously. But I just did not expect it to be as busy as it was. So that's the first time that I wanted to actually leave Walmart because I'm like, holy shit, this is just too much for me. I like going there during the week. So from now on, only weekday trips to Walmart. But I did get a few things. So I will show you guys a little bit of a haul when we get home. Okay, so we just got back from Walmart and I'm gonna give you guys a little bit of a haul. So first thing we got is this vegan pure protein. And this is like the most amount of protein that I've ever seen a vegan one have in like per scoop. It has 31 grams of protein per scoop. And usually when they're vegan, they only have like 20 to 25 at most. Like that's what I've seen, but they were a pretty good price. So we got two of them. It was kind of like a two for, I think like 36 bucks deal. So we got two. I am going back to the gym. So basically I started gymming back in like 2018, I would say, and then once COVID hit, like last March, the gym shut down. And then I canceled my membership been a year since then. I just haven't wanted to go back. And I've just all of a sudden got the sudden urge to go back. I was like, you know what? I really want to start working out again, especially because the summers are coming up. So yeah, I've just had the sudden urge. Like I really want to go back to the gym, which is good because like just before they closed, I was kind of being, I was kind of just like really discouraged and I wasn't really motivated to go to the gym. But taking this year off, I thought to myself like, wow, the gym actually makes me really happy and it makes me feel so good after a workout. So I'm really excited to go back. So I'm going to sign up for like a membership again today. Me and my friend Julia, we're signing up together. We live really close. So we're just going to like be gym buddies and go together. Yeah. So that's going to be super fun. And I'm so excited to get back. Anyways, the next thing that I got are chocolate chips because I want to make these peanut butter bars that I've been obsessed with. They're healthy peanut butter bars and they're like non-bake. You just put them in the freezer and they literally taste like heaven. It's like a good, healthy snack. I will show you guys the recipe tonight when I make them or whenever I make them. Then I got some exciting makeup. I got a brown eyeliner because I usually just use like eyeshadow for like eyeliner but I wanted an actual eyeliner because I feel like it would stay better not smudge as much. So I got this. This is the Annabelle eyeliner in coffee. And then the last thing that I got is this blue eyeliner and it's really fun. Okay. It's like a bright blue color and it's the same brand and they had like a whole bunch of colors and I've been really like, I don't know if I want to spice something up. I feel like this would be fun just for a nice, cool look. You know what I'm saying? And yeah, that's all I got from Walmart. Oh no, I didn't. This Elf clear brow and lash mascara. I've never used like an actual, like a clear thing for mascara before. I have no idea what it would do to my eyelashes. Maybe I'll try it out today but I'm probably mostly going to be using this like for my eyebrows. Just something like quick and easy when I don't have time to do like the soap brows. This was only like $2. And then I also got the Elf instant lift brow pencil in the shade neutral brown. I had this exact pencil but I broke it, like snapped it in half. So I got a new one and this was also like $2. So yeah, that's my little Walmart haul. Hi guys, so it is currently Sunday morning. And I woke up like a few hours ago because I kept having to go pee. Like I went pee and then like my bladder wouldn't empty fully. And then like I kept feeling yours to go pee. So I would be going back and forth to the bathroom and I was like, what the hell? And then it started burning when I went pee and then I started being blood. That's not a good sign obviously. So I'm going to go to clinic when they open. They open at nine. So I still have to wait a few hours but I've never had anything like this happen to me before. So I'm a little bit like scared. I don't know. You know, when you search something up and then like a million different things come up and it's like really scary. You know, I should be fine. I'm going to get it checked out as soon as I can. So it's going to be fine but I will keep you guys updated since I was planning on vlogging this weekend anyways. The doctor just talked to me and he said it's most likely an infection, most likely. So I just have to be not on it and he prescribed me antibiotics. So I'm going to head out now. I've been here for like an hour and a half. So it's not too bad. Hey guys. So we just got back from the hospital. We're going to go pick up the antibiotics now because the place that we wanted to get them at was closed until 11. So we're going back out now. It's so painful. So yeah, we're just going to go pick up the meds now. Yeah, I really hope that they do their job. The shit isn't fun. But you know what? It could have been a lot worse. It could be a lot worse. So I'm not going to complain too much. Yeah, we're going to go get the medicine now. So I'll talk to you guys later. Hey guys, sorry. This is a little bit tilted but I didn't have a tripod. So I'm just literally leaning my... Oh. Ew. Okay, that is enough. I'm going to try to vlog and then just fix it to anything. When I'm trying to brush my teeth and she starts vlogging. Their point. Hey guys, so we just got back home from Joel's parents' house and they had a little birthday dinner for me and we painted and it was just so much fun. I'll put the painting that I painted on the screen so you guys can see. We kind of followed this tutorial and it was so fun. And I realized painting is something that I want to do more of. Like honestly, I think that was like the first time I ever sat down and seriously painted. I definitely want to paint more. Like I want to do this more often. It's so much fun and like something to do with your friends. That's just chill. So yeah, we did that. I'm sorry. This vlog was just literally all over the place. You had to expect the unexpected. This weekend was not really, didn't turn out how I exactly planned it to. But you know what? It's fine. We're fine. We're alive. We're going to get better. We're going to heal up tomorrow. I'm going to just relax tomorrow. Take a chill day. Hello? I have something for you. They had it? I went to the 7-Eleven. Thank you. You're welcome. There's three more in the fridge. Oh my God, thank you. My brother went to McDonald's and he asked me if I wanted anything. And I was like, if they have cranberry juice, give me cranberry juice. They didn't have it at McDonald's, so he stopped at 7-Eleven. That was so nice of him. Apparently, cranberry juice helps for bladder infections. I don't really know why or how, but apparently it does. So we're going to do as much as we can to flush the system out. This is really good. Anyways, more and more of what I've been going with this. Yeah, this vlog was just a mess. It's about 10, 50 right now. We're just going to head to bed right now. I was literally been up since 3 a.m. I've been exhausted. I'm just not going to schedule anything for tomorrow. Tomorrow's just going to be chill day. Whatever I feel like doing, I feel like doing because I'm just experiencing a lot of discomfort. I just kind of need to be near a toilet kind of at all times because I just feel very uncomfortable. I know I said that. I showed you guys the peanut butter bars in this vlog and I'm so sorry. That didn't happen, but I promise you it'll be in the next vlog that I do. But yeah, thank you guys so much for watching. I love you guys so much. Yeah, I'll see you guys in my next video. Love you guys so much. Peace out. I'm so freaking tired, bro. Oh my goodness. Also, I wanted to show you guys the star projector that I got from Amazon. Here it is. And this one's really cool because it literally tilts, you know what I'm saying? So you can angle it wherever you want and it changes colors and it's just such a vibe. I'm telling you. Look at how dope that is. If you guys would like to get yourself one, I do have a coupon code for you guys. I'll put it up here on the screen and I will have the link down below. So go check it out because this shit's so dope and it's such a vibe at night. I swear to you. Oh, good night. For reals now.