 Hi guys, I'm about to quickly run out and run my errands. I'm not gonna wear much makeup Just like a little bit of flawless filter and probably some lip liner. So tonight I am going into the city for my friend Remy's birthday I've been home for a few days With my boyfriend. He came back with me home after his tennis tournament and we've just been hanging out Had quite a bit of work to do so I've been doing that It is so nice to be home. I've been riding every day. I also put on fake tan earlier I've actually been so tan recently. This is the first time that I have put on fake tan I think the last time I put on fake tan I don't know months like a month because I do normally fake tan in the winter a lot when I had an apartment in New York I didn't find myself being that excited to come back home But now I do get really excited to come back home It's just like so nice to have my own house and my own space the tournament in Indian Wells was really great But it's been really cool to add to my content Kind of showing you guys a little bit about tennis So it's been really cool to date someone who's so supportive of my career And I'm so supportive of his and we really like meet each other in the middle on that guys I'm just editing this and the thing that's like on my neck is not poorly blended contour It's fake tan. It's like a fake tan to my neck and my whole body So that's like that thing on my neck as I'm watching it editing it like oh my god, but yeah, love you guys Like I do sacrifice To travel with him and to be with him, but I still really do have like my own thing my own work So I'm going to get my hair blown out have my fake tan on the theme of the party tonight is denim and diamond My outfit is not here that I was gonna wear which is a bummer Because I didn't know what I was gonna wear But I'm gonna put something together because I have so much denim. I really don't have an excuse But I also went to equals and I got some rhinestones and a glue gun I'm gonna try to figure something out and my best friend Amanda from my hometown is Coming with me to the party. She's also friends with Remy. So she's gonna come with me I booked a car service to bring us into the city and then drive us back I normally would book a hotel room for something like this like for a birthday party and just spend the night in the city But but I have a lot to do here and I'm gonna ride tomorrow morning So I thought I would just like go and come right back. I do not live that far from New York City I'm just gonna put on like a sweat pants set to go get my hair done. So my fake chin doesn't get messed up Okay, guys, I put on one of my old this actually not that old last summer Jerry girl summer Sweat sets these are literally the most comfortable Sweatset I'm probably not gonna be launching these again I'm actually doing like a whole brand refresh which I'm really excited to share with you guys Probably gonna do another video maybe all about that and like the new designers that we're working with and they're the softest Most comfortable like vibe. They're just not like elevated. They're more just like a cozy comfy Sort of I maybe I'll break them back because I do love them so much. I've launched for different versions of this Sweat shirt and sweat pants Dairy girl Dairy boy Dairy girl summer and then the second Dairy girl summer and they're so good But I'm gonna go run and get my hair done right now. I don't know what I want to do yet. I think I want to do like Big curls, which I would like never do. I don't really love a super curly look on me But I think I'm gonna do that because it's denim and diamonds and I kind of want to be like a little over the top Okay, my hair is really Really curly right now, but I told them to not brush out the curls so it would last Okay, I just want to organize my living room before I Start getting ready. I got a bunch of PR that I shared on my Instagram. Also didn't share this I got this Peter Thomas Roth sunscreen these safely diffusers this weighted blanket This step from Cupsci Caught a lay caught a lay. I don't know how to say it. I'm really sorry, but they make really really good products a French skincare brand Then I got this new Fume this brand big box from Mac. This is from refi beauty Shits like everywhere now and Mac also sent me this camera But I think I'm gonna bring to the party tonight some stuff from Valentino by Josie terrain Sent me this book my favorite home store the Miami Open sent me this really cute package The tournament is next week. I'm so excited, but they sent me this really cute package and it got caught out on the rain But it was so cute Amazon influencer program sent me this Spring PR package I like give a lot of this stuff to my parents because they send so much stuff But like this stuff is really cute And I really want to try this arrow garden and then just walking over to my office Have a few more packages. This is my stuff from Urban Outfitters. I'm shooting an ad for urban So this is my big PR dresser full of beauty products and things that I get in Gifting that I don't need like immediately But got a ton of stuff while I was gone Olivia puts a lot of it in here once I get it when I'm gone And naked Sundays bloom sent to PR package a Lot of really good stuff Mankeys here you do not look like a lord of far quad Giving oh, we also have this like hang-up section of my office that we put. Oh love Love love love this hang-up section that we put all my gifting that I get here like clothes need to move this Okay, well that didn't work out well and this is our new dairy boy candle It's really backlit right now, but we're still figuring out the label design We have five designs that were mocked up by my designer and we're deciding on the label soon I will let you guys know in a launch date, but it smells so good. I know that you guys are gonna love it I just got another package from Urban Okay, my mom just told me that I had to open this mom is this from you Is this from you? Oh I know what this is my mom got me this stuffed animal from China for my birthday and she thought it was like a life-sized Massive one and it came and it was like really small got me one of the huge ones oh My god, wait, it's so cute mom Pregnancy pillow love it Urban must have collabed with this haircare brand because they just sent a bunch of hair stuff I didn't get many packages today. I've been wanting these for so long Hell yeah, okay. I am back in my bathroom Amanda showering right now Then I'm gonna shower off the fake tan that I have on and then we're gonna get ready. Okay guys I don't have a shower cap so I feel like this is gonna work Honestly, I'm gonna start doing this more I'm insane I'm fucking hurt Like bad a great night last night just Too many tequila shots. Honestly guys, I don't drink Not much anymore. Sorry. I got it back out of here Let's put it in the struggle Anyways, yeah, I don't drink much anymore um, I used to drink honestly a lot And the older I've gotten I feel like the less my body Has been able to like my body just reacts really really poorly It's alcohol. Also, I'm sorry vlogging right now on my phone because I'm having problems with my camera the battery pack isn't working anymore also, I don't know if you guys have noticed but My camera is always dying and to the level that like I mean, I mean, I probably like should charge my camera more but It's to the point where like I think it's a camera battery problem not a meat problem Anyways, I'm heading to the barn And I'm gonna go ride Louie We were up really fucking late last night and we got like three and then I like ate So much food Like everything in the house woke up with horrible anxiety I felt like I was dying But I really want to quit drinking guys And I hate coming on my socials being like I'm quitting because then if someone sees me with a drink They're like, oh, you're a fucking hypocrite and then I'm like Oh Okay, well There's like no room for that on social media Because people are fucking crazy. Anyways, um, I'm really interested in quitting the older I've gotten uh the more That I don't like myself when I drink in besides being like a little bit wild But like I'm always kind of like that like I've never not been like a little bit of a loose unit but I just like don't fucking like it I get such bad anxiety And I don't like it And my body just like I swear to god my body just like does not mix well with it Um, and the anxiety is not worth it anymore And I don't even have anything to be anxious about right now. Life is fucking good. Life is really good. Um, Hope you guys are doing well. I'm really excited to see louie. My dad has not met my horse yet So that's exciting. He's coming down To meet louie and hang out with me fucking Freezing today my little shed keep all my stuff in here Nothing fancy, but I love it does the job Guys it is like so Cold wearing two jackets. All right I usually get to the barn. I go and get him And then I brush him and love on him Hey for a little bit And then I will lunch him and then I will ride him First I take this curry brush Go in circles just to like get the dirt off Okay, I've started to unpack my closet room. I'm filming on my phone still because My camera is just totally not working the batteries are not working so I actually think we're gonna go to best buy now and Go get a new Camera and then finish organizing the house Guys, you know when you're so cold that no matter what you can't warm up That's me right now. I feel like the only chance of me warming up is taking a shower and I have stuff to do So I'm just gonna have to deal I don't know what this vlog is gonna be probably just like a casual At home vlog I used to not want to upload youtube videos unless like they were really you know like full of content and like for example like my indian wells vlog Where there was just like a lot of outfits a lot of stuff going on And I didn't want to vlog just like the everyday monday and stuff that might not be as interesting But I think that that's actually not true. I think that like the chill vlogs And just casual stuff are also important the indian wells ones are important But these are all so important So I'm gonna try to get into the routine of like vlogging more also as I talked about this on my last YouTube video. I was like guys, I'm over tiktok. I'm just fucking over it But like I continue to post on it. So like what if I deleted tiktok? I was thinking about that I know I've gained some like awesome followers from tiktok. I guess I also make money off tiktok So I probably like shouldn't stop artian to leak the app I just feel like the people who follow me on youtube like really know me I don't think that after what if you watch my youtube videos You would have like the wrong impression of me whereas like you don't really get to know me at all on tiktok like It's like 30 seconds and you just have no clue What type of person I am or who I am or what my story is and all that so It's just like a little shallow. It's a little shallow and like I said like very clickbait-y I also think it's really interesting how views and followers and all that doesn't really like translate to instagram or youtube like You can't really leverage many people from tiktok to your other platforms Which is really interesting and I don't really know why but I'm like kind of hoping this is horrible Like I'm kind of hoping that the tiktok band actually happens So I don't have to have that platform like I think there are too many platforms But my mom and I are gonna run to Best Buy and I just ordered a salad from terrain, which is my favorite Store and my favorite restaurant. These pink Birkenstocks are like literally The best thing ever and they have fur in them Okay, while I'm waiting for my food. I got one of the really fancy Ice machines if you remember my indian wells vlog, there was like this really nice ice And I ordered the machine off amazon because the ice was so fucking good So I'm gonna go get it It is like borderline concerning how big this is like did I order like a fridge? I'm scared What has to be really well protected, right? Also, I got a bunch of these jars that I've pickled stuff in They're called whack Jars, they're literally the best. They have all different shapes and sizes. They're really cute, but I actually use them Water gosses too Okay, anyways gonna Open this bad boy Okay, here's the Machine we're trying to figure out how to set it up, but it's so cute. I'll link this for you guys I got it off amazon, so I'll link it Guys the best buy was completely wiped like no no canon cameras Nothing is everyone becoming a vlogger So I think we're gonna have to order it online and that this vlog is going to be An iphone blog That is so satisfying I just posted a tiktok vlog of The barn someone asked me what I was making for dinner tonight. I was like I don't know I usually know like when I wake up. I'm normally like plotting what I'm gonna cook for dinner, but I don't know But I was FaceTiming my friend Remy and While I was eating my salad that I ordered for lunch. Oh, I didn't show you guys that I ordered salad for lunch Why is it so dark? She was like You're literally eating arugula and I'm eating Chinese food like she was trolling me But she inspired me I think I'm gonna order Chinese food for dinner because I'm fucking exhausted So also, I don't love cooking when I'm here by myself or like my mom's gonna leave I like looking for Tommy a lot And when I friend over but it's just me. Hi guys to be honest I have not ate like anything today Um I had a salad that's it. It's not enough food The really low energy. Um, so I ordered a big dinner for myself I actually ordered Instacart because I was feeling too tired to go out to the market and I was being lazy And I waited for like three hours and now the guise of Instacart being delivered wasn't confirmed or like it's for tomorrow or something so I ended up ordering Food And guys this restaurant and the town that I live in delivers like raw bar I mean that sounds sketchy But it's a really nice restaurant and they literally like deliver it on ice and I ordered oysters Third oysters and shrimp cocktail It's like I mean that's insane, but I was just like treating myself So hungry And then I ordered taquitos and Spaghetti and meatballs. I definitely like went a little bit overboard, but I'm gonna eat all the food. I'm gonna save it I need it tomorrow. I don't eat it today. I've actually never gotten this spaghetti and meatballs from this place so So if you didn't know this Half of my family on my dad's side is super Italian Which is funny because I did a dna test and I'm like not very Italian my great-grandma Spoke Italian we have family in Italy my Grandparents are Italian on my dad's side. I was always really inspired by my great-grandma She made everything from scratch like pasta from scratch pasta sauce from scratch like she would not buy store-bought jar sauce like that would be fucking jail like But um, I just remember being like completely enamored by her growing up. Anyway, she was like my idol And I just thought how cool it was how she cooked everything from scratch I and then my parents don't really cook. She makes a few things really well, but she's not passionate About cooking by any means she cooks to get the job done And defeat us and she did that and she's not a bad cook She just doesn't like to cook and isn't like interested in cooking like she was never trying new recipes Or anything like that. Um or like like me like I love to cook Like it literally makes me happy and brings me joy and like I like making things from scratch Whatever I cook a lot and I would say that I'm pretty good at cooking and it's definitely like inspired by my grandma and my nana and then If I wanted really good food I had to make it myself So I know I also just fucking loved it like I've always loved cooking Most of the things that I make are Italian like I don't know if you've noticed that but I make a lot of pasta and a lot of pasta sauces And a lot of my salads are like Kind of Italian But the reason we've been telling you is this it's like I have a really hard time eating out unless it's like a really good Italian place I would always rather have my own Italian food Like I'm a very harsh critic on Italian food because that's what I think I cook best I'm probably the only person that you've ever seen Order oysters to go on uber eats like That's fucking insane. I would honestly just like go to the restaurant by myself, but I don't know I used to eat out a lot in New York alone Like I would happily go to dinner alone by myself But for some reason here. I like don't eat out alone I don't know why it feels like lonelier My friend Amanda slept over last night and then left today. I'm just coming back over tomorrow for dinner So I'm excited. We're gonna cook dinner tomorrow