 For our life to change, our position has to remain constant. For our life to change, our view of God must be dependent on God's view for us, which doesn't change even when we make a mistake. Even when we struggle, even if there are symptoms in your body, even if the relationship you are in is going through the hardest times it has ever went through. Even if in financially you are below zero and you are struggling, your conditions are just so complicated and many times we like to throw away the whole idea that God loves us. Remove the whole idea that he is our father and God has promises for us. We say well see look at I am in my diapers and there is no God, there is no love and there is no promises of God. Diapers are temporary. Your position in the heart of God is not. If there would be no position in the heart of God there would be no diapers. There would be no problems of which we complain if there would be no God who loves us so passionately. We can never exalt the problems in our life above the God who put us into the life which has the problems. It's he who loved us because why he made us and created us in this world. It's he who sent his son to die on the cross for us so that we will be born in his family thus born in his heart. God doesn't lose affection for you just because your life is tough and just because you can't feel him and just because it seems like you don't understand him that doesn't necessarily mean he is completely absent. God's silence is not God's absence can somebody say amen. And when a teacher is silent in a classroom it does not mean that the teacher has disappeared. It just simply means you're going through a test and if you bow your head and stop screaming and yelling but remember everything the teacher told you before the test you passed the test and the teacher will speak again. Your position is a child. You always have to be conscious of that.