 Yeah, I mean it's it's a funny question and it's a good question because I think most autistic people would say yes and no One thing that I tend to like about being autistic is that I've had to learn my emotions learn social interactions So it's made me earn those things as opposed to being in doubt with them I think I would say on the whole I would yeah, I'd say I like being autistic obviously has its drawbacks I really like being autistic It's very liberating To know that you're autistic Because it's it's something that I think is like an integral part of your personality or at least it has been for me my whole life It has its difficulties Obviously, but I think it's part what makes me me and I won't change that