 My name is Marsha Benjamin. I live here in Pasco, but I'm originally from the Caribbean Awesome Marsha, can you please share your? little not little testimony with us and how you got about your deliverance Okay, so I am I always had this problem with isolation and you know solitude and Just last week or week before the last somewhere We we were supposed to have a combined group home group meeting and Whenever that would happen whenever I was told that the home group was going to be combined I would Get an attack or you know, I would just freak out and Didn't want to go Can you tell us about a little bit of your feelings? What were you feeling at that moment when you didn't feel like coming to a group of people? There was always a fear of rejection. I would get in a crowd and I would just feel so alone Rejected, you know, like I was causing problems I would I would normally think that as long as somebody is associated with me If something goes wrong that it would be my fault, you know Even if I wasn't even a part of it So all those feelings and then I just wanted to not be around people And so tell us what happened and how you called your home group leader and told her about That you're gonna stop coming to home groups all together so when when when she told me that The what she texted me that we were going to have a combined home group. I freaked out again I was attacked again, you know and so Texted her back. I told you, you know, I think it would be best if you continued with the girls And I not be a part of it. I just don't want to to come, you know, I Would just prefer to not be there Okay, and so how did you what happened next? How did you receive the deliverance? so I came to church the Wednesday night and Pastor Vlad was speaking about the rainbow promise and when he when he spoke about being Well, the floods that would come and destroy, you know, when he said that You might see the rain and you might see the wind But that doesn't mean that it's going to flood that you're going to be destroyed Because God has promised that the Egyptians that you see today that you will see them no more And at that time it was like the rains and the winds were like there at me, you know And after I heard that message, I decided, you know, what I'm gonna take my rainbow with me And I'm going to the combined home group and I went and I felt so relaxed everybody there It was like that we was just a week of attack and people had gone through stuff And they were talking about it and I realized, you know what I'm not alone in this thing You know, the devil attacks everybody in different ways. Mine is just he just tried to Isolate me as he tried to do throughout my life and I went and I just know that I Will be continuing with the home group. I will be going to combine home group and eventually I will be a home group leader Come on, let's put our hands together Awesome awesome Marsha, how do you feel right now when you come into the Setting where there is a more than five or six group of girls or people? How do you feel right now? Well, I I feel like I'm actually fitting in for the past couple of days I came to church and whereas I would just sit at my end of the pew It was like I was supposed to be in the middle So I didn't have any choice, but you know what it's not so bad being a part of a crowd and I Actually feel good Praise the Lord Marsha. Can you please say a word of advice maybe for somebody who's struggling with the spirit of rejection or Loneliness or they just can't be around people. They always feel uncomfortable. What can you tell them? You know, first of all and as the Lord told me, you know, if you're a part of the body of Christ You're accepted in the beloved We have our issues But it doesn't mean that every time that a thought comes to our mind that it is actually so It is the devil flinging thoughts to your mind telling you don't belong that you're not liked that people will reject you and all of that It's not necessarily the truth, you know And you're accepted in the beloved the Lord's the word of God said that where there is unity the Lord commands his Blessings and you will find that when you have people backing you up in prayer, you know Just believing God for you that stuff that you kind of do on your own It will be accomplished because of that unity in Christ with others and a man. Thank you so much