 The following contains strong language, nudity and scenes of a sexual nature. Josh, when I was on the plane and had Wi-Fi, I thought you were back here. When I was in Australia, all I did was speak about Josh. Now I've landed back in England, all I want to do is speak about Josh. I just hope I haven't messed things up. I was getting more and more scared in the closer I got. I was thinking, I can't physically tell him face to face. I'm too scared. And then he sent us two voice notes, which I was very shocked at. Do you want to listen? Yeah. I get why Charlotte's so upset about Josh, because for once, she's finally met someone who likes her for her. Will he forgive her or has she lost him for good? I do like him and I do want to tell him, I do want to make things right. He just genuinely is a really, really nice, kind hearted, loving boy and don't want to lose him from my life. Noddy, Danny would never treat us like shit. I trust him and I just fucked it up. Before I head to the party, I'm meeting up with my good mate, Scotty T. You're never going to guess who I'm saying, Josh, you're already. Are you? Yeah. Yeah, but listen, this is where it gets bad. Now, before I went to Australia, you were made a pact, right? That we weren't going to get with anyone else. I kissed someone a time ago. Do you think? Something shagged someone. Didn't shag anyone, it was just a case. Yeah, but listen, he was going to be pissed off first, but the B.O. on end-runners, you told him. You didn't have to tell him, but you told him. True. Yeah, I think that you worry too much. It's not the end of the world. I've been worried so much, but Scotty T thinks it's not a big deal. Well, maybe I should stop worrying. I don't see each other much, you know, when he sees each other once a week. Really? Well, how was that any good? I know, that's what I say. So you have sex once a week? Yeah. Oh. Awful. You've been really good for me, kid. I don't know about Josh, but it's my dad's 50th birthday, so I've just got to make this night amazing for him. It's all trendy. Bring on the Ferris Wheel. I've known Gary since I was four-year-old, and he's like his second dad there is. I wouldn't have missed her for the world. Finally, the moment of truth. I just hope he likes what we've done. All the stuff. The snake. A mobile bar. I've got a bouncy castle. Two more suits. And a big Ferris Wheel. It's 27 years of Charlotte pissing me off right there. It's very close indeed to him, so you all know how much of an amazing, loyal... Since I have become in this crazy world, he has done nothing but support us from day one, and I want to thank you so much. So don't tell him as often as I should, but, like, I couldn't ask for a better dad than the whole entire world.