 All right, we are live Hi again Hello, we're back round two After what about two years, right Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's been it's been quite an interesting last two years for both of us Especially the last two months Gosh the last two months have been more has happened in the last month than in the last two years Right, right. Yeah. Yeah, it was it was really interesting watching the liberation of the mouthpiece to just allow the flow Yeah Yeah Yeah, cuz there's there's so much that wants to actually come out and be freed and be Be transformed. Yeah, and if there's a little if there's a little holder inside that's going What will my and my students think about me what what will other in line people think about me Oh, I can't I can't say certain things because I'm trying to be a certain image or whatever. Yeah, yeah, oh I shouldn't say sluts to someone because that's not spiritual Or or I can't be angry because it's not equanimous that one's fucked up That one is is is biggest evil on the planet is the repression of anger because that's the root chakra and root Chakra is also a sexual energy. So when we repress anger, we repress our power and sex Yeah Life becomes boring. Yeah, wow Yeah Love me sex. Well, yeah, and When what when has when like that's a that's a huge flavor of life is anger especially for against injustice and to just repress that is out of equanimity is the dumbest thing that I've ever Exactly, it's that's that's Almost the antichrist almost not really but almost because yeah, if we Repress our anger. We cannot speak up against against Oppression we cannot restore the honor of God We cannot protect God and the feminine on the planet and I think that's exactly where the spiritual community unconsciously and ignorantly is after because it's only in the spiritual communities where you hear that anger is not right It's where people pretend to be holy and Pretend to be God, but God is everything God is also in me saying to someone. I hate you because they Betrayed me, but that's that's God is truth. And if that's the energy that is passing through my body Why should I repress that? Wouldn't it be more of an honest reflection to them if they see me in my rage because that's then for them Becomes clear what they did to me How I respond to what has happened so they can correct themselves and reflect upon themselves If I agnise well, they have heard me they cannot integrate the lesson of that what they did has hurt me What kind of effect that created with another human being so all forms of pretend in my opinion are Corruption of God Within ourselves but also collectively right all forms of limiting the flow Yeah, and it's a very very Fascinating quote part of the alchemy and transformation is is releasing the limits that are that are repressing the flow Because the flow especially the anger in the rage Especially against injustice especially for the New World especially for grabbing spiritual cunts by their testicles and bringing them into rage against injustice and pro-New World Especially that I mean Otherwise you're gonna get a bunch of people that are just like Stuck in the matrix with the World Economic Forum dictating their entire lives It's the exact same thing with being stuck as a spiritual cunt in a straight jacket and just having there's no difference So we need the warrior energy to come alive and that work That requires to be tuned into what it actually what rage and anger actually is and what what the what the masculine What the fatherly discipline is what the catalysts are like when it comes from that place? Exactly absolutely now right now It's the wrong guys that have that masculine power and anger those gangster guys those criminals they hold that power But the awake men who are here to restore the honor of God who manifest new earth They have to have Noble purpose that they are serving you're one of them you see so that's very important And I hope I have been like a little agent definitely. Yeah, that's yeah. Yeah, so it'll never you know What's what's fascinating is that I I caught I caught that? catalyst right away Right, but what's fascinating is I caught that catalyst as a reflection to myself of stop Limiting your fucking mouthpiece and let the rage and God flow roll And so I got that through through you and then I Caught on to that and started basically talking about it that that's a that's an integral part of of the transformative process It's an integral part of fully killing everything inside. That's not actually aligned and And then what happened was it was slow, but the whole quote community that was being triggered All you little bitches getting triggered by Nargis. I fucking love it. I love it. I love it all you little tight-ass spiritual cunts I love it. I love it. I love it so When that happened there was all of that quote like oh my gosh, I don't know what it's not holy. It's not holy It's not equanimous. It's not spiritual whatever and then so so I'm sitting there talking about how expansive it actually is and Then slowly, but surely I'm watching people That are quote like unsubscribing or unfollowing, but then I'm watching those that have had that same repression Get so ignited and so excited and so passionate And I'm seeing the masculine force come alive in this new earth warrior network I'm seeing it come alive and it's the most beautiful thing that's been repressed and so and so now it's sort of being basically in like an anchor or a rock as that and then now seeing the whole reality field morph Around that and yeah, and I love that aspect to it now There have of course been sort of quote like reflections about elegance or grace or things like that which are which definitely takes energetic mastery to be extremely balanced and precise and surgical with with reflections because sometimes it can definitely go off and begin Yeah, if someone is coming from selfishness or egoic agenda Yeah, it can miss the point, but someone who's selfless. They don't talk They have they're being talked and they have the right to talk whatever they want to talk because there's no one in there talking and this is why I also took the right to like already months ago I started off a Video about seductive promiscuity energy and then I ended it with like your slot. Why would a man want to marry a slot? Right. Okay. Wait, but wait before we get into the divine union stuff because this is so spot on Yeah, yeah, exactly, you know, no, this is the oppa you're talking about the opposite of divine union. Yes. Yes So the divine union. Yes. Yes the anti Christ in that sense So I want to before we get into that I want to mention another thing which is another thing that I'm gonna grill the viewers on is that I think that you guys for Being mad about Mariam, I think you're wrong because she traveled across the planet across an ocean To go on the number one men's podcast on like whatever fitness and masculinity and stuff like that Well, yeah, yeah, yeah, but that's that's how they brand it. That's how they brand it, right and The crazy thing though is that you you went to talk about What you're talking about now and you went on to some you went on to some Podcasts that had over a million subscribers and whatnot that I think over a quarter million people watch the episode or something like that There are I think thousands of comments or something a bunch of people supporting you all this kind of stuff And so basically what and then and then here's the thing the people that are mad at you for doing that and speaking truth And sitting in it and actually doing that They're the same ones that sit and don't do anything and sit and and just complain on the internet about things that are triggering them So anyway, fuck you guys. Fuck you guys for taking no action as Catalysts for for transforming earth and consciousness. Fuck you guys because it's the most arrogant thing to do is to sit back and to Because that's the kind of work that needs to happen We need to be ignited to go into these types of of transformational scenarios and stay steadfast as the new world I mean, there's no other there's no other way, but actually igniting it. Yeah So Yeah, amazing. Thank you I fully support you in what you've just said because indeed it's the biggest arrogance to just sit back and be like I know better than her and Why is she saying this word? Well, that's not loving. That's not compassionate Well, you're sitting there because you have zero power because power stems from the root chakra and if anger and sexuality is repressed You're not moving anywhere Yes, you're just sitting behind a computer watching porn and commenting on non-jewel stuff That's the max you can do Yes, yes that that quote like fapping culture or simping culture or whatever whether it's to the government or corporations or Only fans or whatever satanic scripts that are running that are creating all those sexual distortions Or if it's even if it's simping and outsourcing one's power on the spiritual journey instead of being fucking punched back right into the open space and purity of mind and God and Then being able to be ignited from that place to build but any any simping at all any Simping at all is satanic and it's to be annihilated as part of this new earth Ignition so a fucking hate the simping man. The simping is such a bitch and it's like yeah. Yeah. Go ahead Yeah, absolutely. Well, I'm not sure what topic do you want to dive in first? We Talk about Yeah, whatever we just remember we've been we've been already Hitting a good amount of the like the foundation of things So well, let's go ahead and and so I gave that preface about the the divine or sacred unions and whatnot So It's actually kind of crazy that one does not actually know what is possible by Through the divine union or through the sacred union because through that this is how it's been sort of hap coming up more and more is that By quote turning off the satanic programs or deconditioning the satanic programs around. Oh, I will just you know Fuck whenever whoever any fucking time and then kick people to the curb or whatever all that kind of all that kind of shit or like a Like what you said, it's like like Like girls and guys shouldn't be like inviting each other over into their houses and stuff at night and whatnot It's like you meet out in public you meet out in public over coffees or whatever get to know each other Then you get to know each other's families and whatnot. I mean, it's way This is way more traditional and you don't know sex until marriage. Yeah, and so but then what's what? What is happening when that happens is in a way the entire bodily energy that the energy of divinity basically itself is beginning to activate and Release what you'll never get as codes You'll release codes that you'll never get if you don't do that. So nice. Okay, so go ahead and take it from take it from there I'm in brother. Hey, man sister. Let's go Okay, more on more on that later Yeah Yeah, I think yeah when I entered What they call like reality of creation kingdom of heaven whatnot Basically base bliss as your eternal home and everlasting Ecstasy and bliss at all times even when you're shouting at someone because it's relevant or I don't know blocking someone, you know All that's a kind of immature things I Realized that actually I feel very uncomfortable being with one man in one room Who's not my husband or yeah, basically dad and that I feel very I don't fear anything like I'm on Instagram calling people's Slot and I'm recording video and saying whatever I want to say like there's literally no fear in my body But when I think about having sex outside of marriage, I'm getting terrified. It's like God fear is the only fear that is actually Allowed is to fear something that lowers your vibration and casts you out of that reality of creation cast you out of the kingdom of heaven So that reminded me that so basically fearing dishonor Exactly fearing to dishonor yourself because this honoring yourself is dishonoring God and I am not a religious person at all I'm someone who has been striving to realize my true nature enlightenment was my only purpose for for quite some time so I Dedicated myself to that and through that I I liberated my sexual energy because that is a requirement in order to realize your true nature because sex is God God is sex It's that's like the penetration of the masculine and the feminine of fullness and emptiness dancing together That is sex. That's actually what we're perceiving right now. Exactly. Oh We are sex right now Everything there is there is only sex basically yes, yes So through that I realized that sexual energy Was sacred and it had to be protected and I also Like I've also been raised with values. My dad is like a bit of a he's not religious nor traditional He has himself never married for God. He was actually against He's for pro values, but against authority Oppressing people in the name of God. So he was actually he felt that very painful to see that people were using religion to suppress people and basically every religion almost every religion has been doing that Except for the Baha'i religion, which is quite new so a lot of people don't even know that that religion exists It's basically a messenger that came after Prophet Muhammad but acknowledged our religions and all spiritual paths so and also Announced the return of Christ as spirit within a man and as consciousness for all of us So, um, yeah through that I realized that it's actually very unnatural For a woman to have sex outside of honor and I started to speak about that more Indirect ways and also warn women that are came in contact with me and just to be clear It's also dishonorable for men to have sex outside of honor Yeah, absolutely But men don't feel it that way because men use sex to test women to see if they're worthy to marry Or not That's why a man does not feel fear to have sex That's why a man Will probably not say no if you offer yourself on the first or second date if you're not completely ugly and in attractive to him Because he will use that if he's has a slightly bit of interest in you. He will use that to test you even good men do that It's like an internal wiring system and when you prove yourself to be very easy You prove yourself to be this loyal to God this loyal to your own body and then the man subconsciously remembers Internally that oh that means that she's also not going to be loyal to me. So then they lose interest in you Haven't that happened to you that you are interested with someone and then I also said I'm you're like what happened I lost all interest in her You as a man in your masculine energy in her as not loyal Because if she it's a slow theory if she can easily come to you then you can easily lose her Because then she can also easily attach to some other guy that she sees and gives her a few So there's a build-up of secure attachment in the divine union Yeah, that's very important because we have to understand this a man and a woman does not attach for the same thing a man can fall In love with you through his heart through his emotions and because he feels attracted to you or he finds you beautiful He finds that you are the one for him. He can completely fall in love with you completely madly Without even having to touch you or maybe even haven't spoken to you, but a woman She's average because she's protected by God. She will not just fall in love like that Even if a man proposes she can still stay Stay within her Mean nature and be like that doesn't mean anything because she has not been attached yet Because a woman attaches herself through physical intimacy And that is a protection of God because when you place intimacy where it should be after marriage A woman can only attach to you after marriage And then when she's attached You will probably not just dump her because you have just married her. So she's safe from heartbreak. That's how God Will come heartbreak, but apparently God thought you guys are tough So you can you can fall in love earlier and you can have a heartbreak because you're you're tough You're a man. You should just be a man a man up But for women it was like no, you are my flower. I'm gonna protect you. Yes. Yes Yes, yes, and that that is so beautiful like having like an actual flower that you can basically That that's like the how there's I think there's two in a way There's two things true. There's the true love side of it the divine union side of it Which kind of gives you something to die for It gives you a reason to live for for your family for your children You know, it gives you that reason to live and then there's also the mission Which is the same thing but the in the mission is the realization of consciousness of what it truly is And then to build the new world and those two things are are the same thing But they're they're both required for you to die into You can't you can't have just one of those things in other words Meaning if you're trying to be quote a new earth quote warrior or just like being someone realize or whatever But you don't have the true love the divine union side of things There's going to be all kinds of energy leakages all kinds. Yeah Yeah, it's it's inevitable because once a man truly wakes up to his honor to his masculine energy to his Allows his anger to flow through whenever necessary He will have a lot of sexual energy and that is actually a good thing because that's the power Yes, that's the the force of power god gave that to men and made them like in the Like lions because apparently there is a relevance for that. It's not there's nothing Weird about it or there's nothing nasty about it It's just it becomes nasty when it's being placed outside of honor because then it's where it leaks to the reality of survival And it empowers the victim consciousness state because pleasure is pain buddha said it And it empowers The corrupt army that energy that is arrogant and is working against light because We as humans are not created evil. We are not created unconscious. We are not created dumb. We are not created judgmental or Full of shadows and trauma. That's a lower self and the lower self is being is very susceptible and very Um can be affected by those corrupt entities Prior enlightenment. That's why it's very important for people who are not realized through nature Who don't have that full protection from from from evil is to protect themselves by knowing what's right? What's wrong? because that's how you can um protect yourself against harm and corruption and distortion until you realize your true nature then you will still live a life relatively Enjoy, you know and have less of like these karmic Snowstorms and snowballs that just bang hit you right back into your face. Just because you were ignorant about what what is What is honorable and what is not? So dishonor dishonor equals karma Yeah, for sure because Why why do women seduce a man? Can you can you see me? Yeah Okay You're a bit stuck on my end, but oh you're stuck up. You're still coming through clearly. Oh, okay. Okay, great So, uh, why why if we go back to the story of adam and eve? She's portrayed as the sinner. She gave the apple to adam adam Why because it's the woman who seduces a man a man does not seduce a woman He can't because he's not that attractive a man, uh that can never seduce me into sex because I I don't work that way as a woman But I as a woman I can seduce a man because it's very hard for a man to say no If you just dress yourself and I don't know start dancing or kissing or do whatever For a man, it's like 10 or 100 times harder to say like, you know what this is this honoring Fuck off But for a woman it's it's um It's it's easier but These days what you see is that even the woman Finds herself being seduced by men into Sleeping together because she has been depolarized And through this subject we come to this subject of the antichrist Which I am absolutely convinced of that the antichrist is this depolarized feminine energy. It's a woman In a female body, but embodying masculine energy Putting on long nails and lips and makeup to look feminine, but inside a man Transgender basically and is the same thing for a very feminine male body I would say that is also antichrist, but those are not that anti because those are not evil and those are not like um Mean because men are never that mean or evil as women can be A toxic woman is 10 times worse than a toxic feminine man. He's just basically weak He can just not build new earth. He's just like a weak being But a depolarized woman is an evil being She starts to work against god prevent unions from happening lie corrupt things I've seen so much more evil throughout my life Coming from women than from men Men are just straight when they fight with men It's like you fight and then you make it up and then it's done With women they can go on for years Presenting each other and you know building up stuff within their themselves So women have that like more of that Because women are have been given the sword of kali energy So they hold that that's also been given by god to protect themselves But they are using that not to protect themselves But to attack other people because they have been invaded by those corrupt entities and those corrupt entities they invade Women so they become like a seductress They they because they're invaded by those corrupt entities They start perceiving themselves as unworthy and though and not good enough and in this they they don't find themselves worthy to ask for marriage They don't dare to walk up to a man and say hey, I like you. Do you like me? But i'm only available for marriage Because they are afraid that the man is going to say fuck you and they're gonna feel rejected Or that the man is going to be like no, I don't like you. You're not beautiful You're not smart. So they try to Walk away around it by first Dating and seducing and having sex and hoping that the man then will commit to them But nine of the ten times that never happens because the man is like, yeah, I don't know the sex was nice But i'm definitely not gonna marry you And then they leave and they get that approval and that confirmation that oh you're not good enough And then they start the whole circles all over And in between that well when men and women are cultivating sexual energy Either through screen through phone or through actual sex That energy that goes through pleasure because it's not sacred. It's not uh True love. So it's just solely for pleasure and distraction Bad energy becomes the dinner of those corrupt entities. Yes. Yes those corrupt entities become stronger How do you think they became so strong? They invaded the whole planet and they made us greedy And weak and slow and dumb and judgmental and arrogant They they became stronger to set through energy sexual energy the biggest Current life first current on this planet They took that because we started off with eve We started to dishonor ourselves and let's be honest. We all know this We all know this but at the same time we all think like It doesn't matter interesting so yes, yes, so even though even um this Like the quote um the corrupt programs that are contracting earth from its expansive possibility Even the ones that are like um Like in the food system or in the pharmaceutical system or in the media system or the war and separation or those things Even those even if you gain awareness of those and whatnot and you can Be more clearly light There's still the one that you would say is the most Root of them all which is sexual energy being corrupted is even more dishonorable Than any of those other things so mastery of discernment and propaganda like in your media is less important Than keeping radical honor at your sexual energy center Absolutely. So then that that is the well or the source of the entire kundalini of the bodily system. Yeah so so so then so then our By by holding honor there. What happens is then all these other codes get activated and come online and then there's a There's a there's a transformation that happens of the entire The earthly system the Oh out out of where oh my gosh Like I you wrote it like stop being pigs and be celestial beings and I was like god, that's fucking That's fucking perfect. You know, we take we take these nuggets. You know, I I see your nuggets You know and I take them and I like oh I I kind of add at a at another like lens that includes, you know, whatever wherever um these codes and Yeah, I really I really like uh this this pointing. I think I think everyone knows like you said that it's like Everyone's talking about it. There's like probably I don't know Thousands of videos that are going up. I don't even know how often every month at least like all around What should we do about porn addiction? What should we do about? Uh, I can't find I can't find a wife I can't you know, I I message you that there's a whole um movement in the masculine culture called passport bros So so these guys these guys who are sick of western women Like you said that are very depolarized and hyper masculine That what they do is they go and travel to different countries around the world where there are more traditional feminine values And then they will find wives in those areas because they know They're magnetizing towards what they feel like is a more pure divine union. And that's yeah, yeah Absolutely, and you know what it's So way is more simpler than we think it is the moment you decide you're only available That's for the one and you're not going to settle for anything less and you stop Fucking around with snacking around basically That's when you god will will grace you with that person but you have to come to that point where you're just sick of Context because you realize that a slot can never offer you what you're you're you're the other half of your soul can the way that she can support you and be there for you and also, uh That loyalty that you get from the feminine that looks up to you and supports you and is there for you unconditionally That is priceless. We have to understand that men are actually not Sex because if men were after sex they would marry a hoe and have sex with her all day But they don't do that They're after loyalty because that's what makes them feel most respectful and most unlawful and a man would at all times prefer respect over love Yeah, for a woman. It's the opposite like you you can crack a joke with me But if you don't if I don't feel love I I don't feel seen But if a man doesn't feel respected he doesn't feel seen nice, right But you know, you can crack jokes with each other that doesn't mean you disrespect each other but You know within a really within the relationship is where you Where a man sincerely advises you something and you know, he has his best intentions for you And you choose not to listen to him But follow a western agenda that tells you you should earn more money You should put your ass out there But like this is invading or culture massively and we have all these high people in high position showing a very false Example to the feminine like I saw a documentary of Beyonce After five or six months that she gave birth She started to work very hard on this new show that she was building and she was burning herself out And I was looking at it. I was like wait We have a husband who does Who provides for you who has honored you through marriage Who tells you I'm sure he tells her that she's beautiful and is there for her And you choose a show over being with your newborn child And being with your husband and enjoying Those sacred moments that you have because I'm sure Jay-Z is very busy too and he should be because he's a man Or like the kim k and kanya example is also great and that's by men cheat men cheat because Not because they want sex with another woman, but because they don't feel the feminine energy They feel like they don't have a feminine next to them So they want that and they start to find someone else. That's why you have all these examples of these women That's how like, oh, I'm so beautiful like What's that woman called the most beautiful? actress Camarion Diaz she got cheated on and then people like well when she if she got cheated on then Men are just all cheaters because she's the most beautiful woman on the planet Well, he cheated on her because she was in her masculine She was doing all she was choosing career Over the masculine and the masculine will never feel great at that because deep down He feels that she's betraying him She's disrespecting him because she's choosing something else Over supporting him and enjoying the union that they have together Which in my opinion is the highest achievement for a woman is a harmonious and joyful and love Building a loving relationship and investing all of herself In that union and being like this nurturing enjoyable Of the two because unless honest, a man does not have that much Lightness in his life because he has responsibilities and he feels a calling to serve his purpose So he that's why he the adam and manifest Eve from his rib to have a supportive force who is not equal Who is not equal Everyone who says that women and men are equal is lying. I cannot work as hard as you can I cannot work as much as hours that you can I can't do that if I do that I get burned out And what I also see around me Women that I know spiritual women and normal women They all have some sort of like sickness in like the uterus A high HPV is prevailing because we're all having sex with each other like pigs Uh people have cysts in their breasts People have hormonal imbalances. Why because there people are infertile Uh people that are trying to have a baby for 10 years They can't conceive because there is the body is dysregulated It's not was never our body was never meant to condue so much masculine energy to do everything on ourselves Already for me driving a car is hard like yesterday. I I was driving the car I made so much mistakes And then I realized wow I should never drive longer than 20 minutes because it's it takes so much effort for me to focus Now I clearly understand why in Saudi Arabia they don't let a woman drive because Of course, they're the women are unconscious So they're not in the bliss state that I am their their brain is not in the flow state So they can drive most likely if they're smart But I when I I return back into my natural essence and I restore Restored the the the little depolarization that I had I was never severely depolarized But of course also affected by the western agenda And I could drive I could never drive like longer than one hour than I already felt like I hate this. I always hated car driving But I did it But now I just cannot do it more than 50 minutes. It's it's hard Because a brain that is high in love which A woman should be because she's the embodiment of love. She should be high on the love of God. She cannot focus Because she's not masculine So she I didn't she's a driver or or a partner to bring her to places Or she needs to take a train or a cycle like I do I say I rent a bike a bike all the time That's fine. I'll I'll chime I'll chime in here so You know what's fascinating when that sexual energy is actually channeled into the divine union in honor Is that um and in the polarities in balance Is that the nourishment that comes With from the feminine into the masculine. It's basically an amplifier of the new earth mission Of emptiness and love in perfect balance for the new world Yeah, and it's in ways that is not possible outside of that union Absolutely, so if you're looking for quote the you're calling You know if you're really looking for your calling you will find it Well, you'll find like very like in tight It's like kind of alluring like little hooks outside of the divine union You'll be like well, this is kind of like it or this is kind of like it or whatever But then when you really start honing in on that deepest well point You'll be you'll be fascinated by how much those quote the blueprints the codes They amplify like insanely like amplify insanely and then it's always fascinating watching how like the the woman will Will comment about how Holy shit like you're like you're really able to structure like the flow of love and oceanicness Into the new world like that kind of thing like and and that's what men are excited about the masculine force is like Excited to build something for their wives their families and for the new world for the totality That's the masculine's all about excitement and systems engineering and like prosperity and abundance and all this kind of cool stuff. Yeah The masculine are givers. They're the the giving energy Let's be honest a man feels very joyful when he buys a gift for for his woman and gives it to her And she's all grateful for that because that that's the energy you can also see that in the sexual organs Who's the receiver and who's the giver? So the the masculine is always the the the giving energy and he is the more he loves his His partner the more he will be dedicated and committed to create a safe place on earth So she can freely walk there with a beautiful dress and not be harassed or be oppressed Yes, yes See and I think that's the new earth we have been in a reality where women have been repressed They were they had to wear headscarves and then they had to wear skirts and Christianity or like vice versa And and now we're in a reality where women are putting their ass on the instagram and that's not even triggering man They're like yeah, I've already seen so much ass on like I can see All asses on the internet or charging or charging whatever 20 bucks a month for a guy to watch them Like fucking rub their pussy or whatever they're doing, you know The complete those two are crazy like headscarves or only fans like what the fuck Yeah, so we're we're we're riding both extremes We have been riding both extremes and we are still riding those And the new word is all about balance where the woman can wear beautifully Can wear dresses but not like trashy because she honors herself she respects herself and she's not Lowering herself out of this sense of unwordiness to think that oh All men should give me compliments because Somehow I find some benefit or relevance in that leeching energy of men that are never serious with you But they still want to throw some energy at you because they think you're sexy But what does a woman get out of that nothing? so in the new earth there will be women who are be Radiant beautiful feminine and expressing interesting a woman doesn't get anything out of men simping to her Exactly nothing like for me. It's disgusting. That's why I blocked From my Instagram call it out sister call it out Yeah, I place some pictures and actually in the masculine. It's the same briefly I just want to say that for the masculine It's also it doesn't give you anything to get simped on by the mass by the masculine Actually, really the divine warrior masculine if it even gets a tiny bit of like energy of like simping or worshiping or whatnot There's an immediate punchback of like sit in your divinity as as a king as a queen Sit in your divinity. And so yeah, anyway, go ahead keep keep going on men simping Yeah, yeah, it's just like it's just a very toxic dynamic Nobody's getting out because you both are in this scarcity and lack victim consciousness state where you're like Just lowering yourself Day by day and you don't get anything out of it But let's not talk about that because that's boring What's interesting is to see that we're heading towards a time where we will finally be balanced where men can admire women out of sincerity and and honor them in their beauty without oppressing them or Exploiting them nice because that's also a dynamic that has been started. Yes. The woman is responsible for protecting her sexual energy because she She she's vulnerable. Yeah, you don't feel used by a woman if you have sex with her Well, you can feel like that but most likely you won't feel that as much you will be like Well, whatever you forget about it, but a woman can feel used because a woman doesn't fall doesn't Women fell in love through sex And and and women start to attach through sex men don't have that men test women to see How easy or or or how easy she is and who she is So loyal faithful Yes Loyal is she to towards herself and god, but this is a very unconscious Wiring like men that never think about spirituality or loyalty or god god they Or god or godless spiritual cunts somehow. Yes dishonorable spiritual cunts somehow. Yeah. Yeah, and this is this is interesting because Yeah, if we restore like before new earth can never manifest before masculine feminine energy Balance is restored. It's impossible new earth cannot manifest if we are if we are still leaking all that energy to the Reality Yes, to the reality of victim consciousness the reality of pleasure is pain the reality of i'm not good I'm not worthy to meet the the one for myself. So I just distract myself on tinder. That's victim consciousness Right, right and and because you're settling for something that is way less amazing So you think you must be thinking that you're less deserving, right? Yeah, yeah, yeah, exactly. Yeah swiping on tinder is unworthiness Holy shit. It is it is because you're you're the one for you. She's walking around somewhere She is and she's waiting for you and she wants that too But you can only meet each other when you both decide you're not gonna settle for anything less Right, right exactly. Okay. So so this is fascinating. So in the the sexual root Being completely sealed by honor is the core of new earth manifestation Absolutely. Yeah, because I love that so much so resonant so resonant Yeah, and it's it's really something that has to go viral because the away community and the people that remember honor the the ex christians or the christians and the ex muslims or the muslims everyone who Thinks of themselves that I love God in what way possible in a spiritual way or in a religious way Anyway feels connected to God will remember and will yeah, and we'll be like, oh fuck. Yes suffering, you know, especially when they start tasting what power comes from locking the sexual root in honor Because the power is unprecedented. It's like nothing else. It's like the entire body becomes activated in unspeakable ways. It's like whatever you're seeking actually is already obviously here as we all know but by by Locking the sexual root in honor There's an activation of what you're quote looking for that. You've never oh, there it is that you've never felt before with the confetti innovation Ah Yes, yes, yes, sometimes I get animations on the system. I love it. It's a great timing. Yeah great timing Holy cow Wow, right and the The relief of sitting in the honor relief of sitting in honor a k a the relief Of not being hooked into satanic programs Exactly because that's the biggest satanic program is because let's be honest for a man the most seducing thing after The number one is women. Why would a man work hard? Get a nice car get a beautiful house Uh get money on this bank if he's not getting a woman who's beautiful and who respects him There's no there's no point of that like men do that because they want to be with a woman Because true love is the highest thing for everyone. We're here for love I mean, that's why god Individuated itself in the masculine and the feminine to find itself again through each other and become conscious of itself Through the polarity because that's the only way that you can feel that charge You cannot feel it if you're all oneness you need to have polarity, you know those two magnets that just like This each other and then come back to each other and this each other Yeah, that that play that they play yeah, so you play that with yourself You need some mirror to do that for you and how purified they are The the higher the stakes become and the more pain there is and the more like the more you feel You know, if you're like think of yourself like the most in mind person on the planet all of a sudden you realize You're in shit So so so exactly so so true love is the Um the embodiment of god's intention for feeling what manifestation is or what creation is Absolutely And this is also another thing that I want to add in I've been observing men Like I'm on instagram since I've been Interested no since I um woke up to the fact that I don't know shit And Since I woke up to that fact I started to express myself on youtube and instagram and through that expression There were more Quote-unquote self-realized men or men that claim themselves to be realized that Started to follow me and I started to like look at what they are doing also talking about non-duality and things like that And I've observed them and I've seen Also people here in holland that are like ecstatic dense gjs and that are also awake and some of them are realized and enlightened What not I've seen their expression change once they got into a relationship with a man and started to have sex They immediately started to post less things. They immediately started to create less things Like their whole expression and radiance started to change. I've literally seen enlightened men Be complete different person When they were in a relationship with a woman that are dishonoring because you're not married You shouldn't have sex with each other and when they were not like to it's like paradise and hell And it was so strange for me to see because I was like, isn't that guy like enlightened? Why is he suffering and then Some would like tell all these stresses that they had and I was like, how are you stressing about all those things? You should be you're enlightened that you have that on your instagram You're doing retreats and you're doing things and then they would talk about things and also worry about money And I was like, how can you believe in scarcity if you're enlightened? So for me it was like crazy I because I didn't make that connection because me too I also thought those religions rules are just outdated and it's just for religious counts. That's what I thought so I also didn't understood but Now I do when you have sex outside of honor you get cast out of the kingdom of heaven So this is why a lot of people that are enlightened or self realized they go they have faces where they are in bliss and then they go back to The lower self and start to integrate shadows and start to integrate lessons and I've had that too I've had a relationship with someone that I also did a retreat retreats with and I was in bliss and ecstasy. I was recording myself in hawaii. I was Doing so many things that were so enjoyable And as soon as we became intimate like he was really committed to me Like he wanted to he was actually the one who wanted to be in a relationship And eventually we got into a relationship because he wanted that and I kind of was like, okay But I just didn't see a future with him because of the I didn't feel like as attracted to him as I wanted to Feel if I would think of a future with someone and he was also way older than me But I still like respected him because he honored like he He committed to me and he was like Really loved with me. So I was like, okay, this man treats me right. Why should I not be with him? You know but then all of a sudden all these Distortions became like my reality changed and I never made that connection. I started to have all these Shadow aspects that I had to integrate and trauma work started to become Relevant all of a sudden seemingly and then I I subscribed to Scott killaby His platform because I thought like well, I'm not in bliss anymore So that means that I need to work on myself on my shadows. Maybe that's the integration part But no, I was just casted out of the kingdom of heaven And we didn't even see each other that often. We saw each other a few times a month Because he worked a lot of like in other countries and he lived in another city and we both had a kid So It wasn't even that often, but there was just this this honoring that you are With someone Without honor that made it made me reside in that Lower self-reality while I was self-realized. So I was also confused. So I started on my channel also talk about Emotions trauma work That being relevant But my vibration was just lower because I was this honoring god by being in a relationship with a man without marriage And being with someone that I know is not the one for me I never saw him as the one for me So I settled for something that was less because I thought I'm gonna learn things from him And he's way smarter and wiser than me. Guess what? He projected a lot of his insecurities to me We were both self-realized, but then when I wouldn't answer A message for two three hours He would already be irritated and project that on me and I was the one who was constantly saying like well, we shouldn't be in a relationship because like I don't necessarily see why the benefit of a relationship should be here because Like we see each other when we see each other and we meet up when we meet up like I don't need a relationship to love you I I was the one who was saying that completely influenced by these non-dual Aspects, but I realized there's no dual theories, but I realize now That that was just me not being in love with him Because if you are truly in love with someone you're not gonna say that to to them You're just gonna say like no, I want to be yours and you should be mine And like I want that safety Which is also very relevant because a woman cannot feel safe If she constantly has to think like oh tomorrow you might be gone. So you're surrendering to someone Who's not even holding you So a woman can never surrender and that's what you see in this Whole world a woman and men are together, but the woman never surrenders because There is no marriage. There is no promise a woman needs This in order to surrender because she knows she will be laying there and she will not fall on the ground But when a man does not provide that she she she stays wrong She's not gonna surrender because she has to hold herself. There's no No Hand for her to lay in so This is also what you see these women become tough. They're like, okay. We're equal. I'm gonna work You're gonna clean the toilet. You're gonna cook for me You're gonna do this and If you you're not gonna tell me what I should wear should not wear You're not gonna tell me if I can have guy friends or no, you should not be jealous I should put my ass on instagram and you should not even mention anything about it You see that in very high positions. You see ronaldo Christiana ronaldo sitting in the audience Pretending he's happy for his wife, but inside he just thinks like fuck what the fuck I don't like this because she's doing a dancing contest With uh with to prove herself to the world that she is not a gucci store girl that she is someone who is like talented and like kim Kardashian, you know, but kim Kardashian also got divorced because her man Returned more to honor and became more christian and he said to her I don't want that vet look for the Grammys. You've been like a prostitute your whole life. Jack I value you. You're my wife. We have kids together. We have enough money You don't need more money. You don't need more publicity Everyone already knows who you are because your ass is big. You have the biggest ass of the world So you don't need that dress wear something else. What did she do? No We already worked on that team for too long on that dress this kind of bullshit designer designed it for me. So I'm gonna wear that dress So she dishonored him. She disrespected him So fame attention from other men and women and money is more important to her than obeying her husband sexual leakages Exactly and then when she comes home, she puts on pajamas Well, what should the man think then like used to do is other people your people for them that when you come home You're in your pajamas. So what am I here then like a prank punk Pranks them just a joke to you So he feels disrespected That's what they divorced and god cursed her because she will for a very long time not be honored by any man Because she prefers being a prostitute That she she's a seductress Why should the seductress be honored by god by a man through god? She wants money. She apparently she does have enough money And she doesn't have enough attention So she chose that instead of true love. Can you truly loved her? It was how crazy would have it been if that divine union if the sexual energy could have been honorable in that specific divine union And what could have it yeah birth? but but she's already corrupted by those evil entities because when when a woman has enough sex outside of honor She gets like this masculine armor because only a man can have a lot of sex and Not feel anything a woman cannot have that because she constantly feels used and also afraid and also threatened like Will he be with me? Will he dump me like in order to To kind of survive that you need a bit of like hardness and toughness So you have to become more masculine in order to hang around with men without honor So that is what's happening with a lot of women That's why they they distort their face and they're put on a lot of makeup Do camouflage the fact that they are not a true woman anymore? They're like transgender So a lot like these lips and everything and breasts and implants is all an attempt to confuse the man It's like I am a man inside, but you should Benefit me So i'm gonna make you think like i'm very sexual and sensual which is an aspect of feminine energy So i'm gonna put on my lips very big and Fill fill them with fillers and put a lot of makeup and like pretend i'm very feminine So you will be like alert and seduced But once you have me you realize that i'm a man because I care about money and fame And if you cannot offer that to me, then you're not good enough for me. I'm not gonna listen to you That's what you're seeing these only fans girls. What happened on that podcast When they can get money out of you they they respect you But if you if you're a brokeie they just ignore you because they are not loyal to you. They're loyal To money even if they say that they're loyal to to you. They're not They betray you because they have sold their soul for something else than honor of god A woman who doesn't honor god will also never honor a man Because if a woman doesn't honor god a number one priority, then she has a different agenda And her agenda is different. This money fame attention So she cannot get that from from him. She will get it somewhere else So she'll always that's what you see these women who have everything from their masculine like these women of ronaldo Jay-z Kim Kardashian like they like they are being provided for They are being like when they have a birthday they pull out a new House a new car whatever whatever you want they pull out for you They tell you you're beautiful you can Do with your appearance whatever you want, but it's still not enough a new spaceship or whatever. Yeah And it's still not enough They go out and burn themselves out to to pull out a show to get attention and approval And compliments from people telling Beyonce. Wow, you're a badass You pulled out a show while your kid was with a nanny and wanted to be held by you and your man wanted to spend that Little sacred and intimate time that you have And as a revenge jg cheated on her not because he wants to be with another woman. He's loyal to her He loves her. He loves her more than anything here But he just proved he just that was just like an action to prove her something like You you dishonor me. So it's like an anger action to draw her attention You know like he blocked her in that way Because she followed someone else Something else so there were two instead of one two and a man doesn't like that. He wants to be on number one Right well There's well, there's a couple threats to pull but I I love I'm loving this Honorable honor with sexual energy and how that manifests the new world. I love that so much and and it's felt right away in terms of again Those codes that are basically released from the divine union. You can't find those codes anywhere else That's really one of your quote feedback loops into knowing That that's the core key like Yeah, I love that part of it and then there's a there's a question in the chat about Would love to hear thoughts on the homosexual experience and how it integrates into what we're talking about. I know I've heard you Kind of trying to talk about what like queerness how it integrates into kind of what we're talking about And I know that I've Had experiences there and I and I've wanted to talk about it On the on the show also. So I'm just going to use a a little bit to say this that If you're still not quote genderless consciousness if you're still not that Then sometimes what's happening down at the root is an identification with being a man. It's like an identification with being Like you're by out like hardcore like it's like a grip on your identity And also you're not in that way. You're not technically balanced because you haven't learned what feminine surrender is So for the man And I've had I've had a couple experiences like this that I've been important where I've been with a man to In both ways in both being penetrated and penetrating Because it's been the learning of what surrender is the balancing of into the the with the feminine polarity And then also it's then learning how to hold men and be held by men So that way you don't create artificial war with your brothers in the new world Okay, so so that's how that's how it worked out here and then um, and then now it's like uh The it's it's now it's obvious Like what I am what this is and then the coming together with the feminine Body right to come together into the divine union that way And the the codes that come from that So it's almost like it can come up as an as an experience in the journey of the male body to to to learn those lessons to to Dissolve those contractions and the conditionings around it But don't get quote stuck there is one way to put it is uh, well, you know, whatever the flow of god is But if if you're if you're especially if you're quote feeling like you're queer or whatever and you in you're like playing around with that That then you can integrate it back into the divine union of the male man and woman for the the new earth So that that would be my response. Yeah Absolutely, and Do you want me to shortly? Yes, please yeah What I believe is to be true is that it's a distortion If a man wants to be anything else then attracted to a woman and vice versa Because it weakens you it's those corrupt entities that do that It's not the real self because it weakens you how can something that weakens you be of benefit to you and the planet It shouldn't be that way if you look at At men who are not embodying masculine energy, but are embodying Feminine energy So this is what I've seen two homosexuals are not the same The one is just in his masculine and the other is in his feminine And the one who is in his feminine is weakened He cannot serve Because he's weak. He's not in his he's not embodying his power The same is with a woman who is masculine who is like queer. She's more neutral. So she's not sexual She's not sensual. So she cannot be that charging Charging Love for the masculine because he's just not attracted to her So who's going to cultivate passionate sexual energy If there is not enough polarity and attraction So this is why God created women beautiful if they take care of themselves and not burn themselves out and not Repress their sexual energy and also not exploit their energy. They become beautiful because every woman is beautiful It's a distortion to be ugly. It's a distortion to be fat Because you're you're you're just not living up. You're to to your highest self That's why you don't want to move or you don't want to take care of yourself We should all God loves beauty if you look around yourself all there is is beauty So God loves people to be beautiful as in strong and in their own natural essence so if a woman Is not attractive for a partner He will also not be interested in being with her in a union because then he's like investing money energy and time And someone that's not even sexual and sensual. So there's not going to be any sexual energy Cultivated so why would he invest in that? He just doesn't see that's why a man wants an attractive woman because He knows where he's investing in and it's a good thing to want a beautiful woman an attractive woman because When you're investing in her, you know that the sexual energy that will be cultivated there will go All in in the purpose of new earth god paradise and all energy that is That is leaked into from porn and and to Tinder and pleasure that's all an investment into hell Into reality of survival Like you can see it in this way god gives you every day thousand euros. Where do you invest it in? Because your life first energy is even more prior your money Like with your sexual energy you in you manifest That's why you see people who who repress anger and sexual energy Usually also a harder time to really become wealthy because you need to be like a little bit like this to become More wealthy. Yeah So a woman also Attracts a more wealthy man when she is in her feminine Radiance and doesn't repress her sexual energy when she she can show her beauty without Like being all too masculine or too repressed or too weak in that So the strength of a man is his power his strength emotionally physically Mentally his his worship and the strength of a woman is her sensuality. Yeah That's how they polarize each other the most when you look at the queer community. You can see they're all equal They're all neutralized. There is no true passionate sex there. There was just like animalistic play That is just weird And I have nothing against those people because those people are victims themselves To those corrupt entities that convince them that they're they are doing the right thing But if they were doing the right thing, they would become more stronger than they are but they're not They're weakening and usually those people all have mental problems And then they project that onto their parents and onto society But you you already have mental problems before those entities Because those entities they love low vibration people Because they are easier to influence and to uh corrupt So those beings they take weak people That's why it's not allowed to believe in fear except for fearing something that lowers your vibration But scarcity mindset victim consciousness mindset is not allowed because it lowers your vibration and everything that lowers your vibration takes you out of your center point and then you just not become a candidate for new earth During the great purge when we massively Like when more than half of the people of this planet will stop having sex prior marriage There will be a vast shift in the vibration of the planet already By this conversation the vibration of the planet will massively shift because I'm absolutely convinced that many men that hear me talk Will be like, yes, she's right. Why am I not with the true? Why am I why am I leaking all over the place? Why am I leaking to bitches who only won me for my money? Uh, like on only fans and on porn sites, you know, why am I leaking there my lion energy? Why am I and then all of that is is then uh That the leaking is and it's not giving the codes that come from the union and therefore It's not manifesting the reality of the new world as quickly So Codes I mean that when you get into the divine union when there is the sacred honor in the sexual Then what happens is there's an intensifying Of the of that polarity of the of god relating with itself like the godhead with itself in that sacred container Is a feedback loop on on on identifying what is like this What the sacred creativity Of of that gives yeah Yeah, you become basically more conscious of yourself through that constant polar the constant charging of the polarization that you get feedback through each other and it Literally heightens your vibration like nothing else. Yes. Yes. Exactly. No meditation. No nothing. Yeah And it's and it's crazy because some because it's not even sexual It's just through the It's not Penetrative is what I'm saying. It's just that the honor in the sexual has been sealed in that way And because of that then all of these things start getting like full body activations just with yeah And and I mean it's better than quote any Other like med meditation psychedelic That's the danger chasing. Yes Yeah chasing sex or chasing a material a luxurious material object Those things are all like quote like your quote temporary Highs or whatever, but there's like I mean like an orgasmic Dance of god for like minute minutes and hours and then days weeks years Because of the divine union and then yeah, so Absolutely, and there's nothing more beautiful than that. I mean we came here for that Isn't that the highest thing that you meet your true love and then you can Also hug each other and kiss each other and look each other in the eye and tell each other I love you. Isn't that like yes The thing like look at the sunset and sit in the grass and just look at each other. Isn't that like the thing I mean We start valuing that then we're all lost and we are lost And and I've had so many women that came in contact with my content on instagram that said I had a kundalini awakening The moment I decided that I'm only available for the one And they were like massively full of energy and they didn't have that with psychedelics and everything and I told them I said psychedelics are Opening your aura up To entities that can just invade you and I've seen that also with a one enlightened person who Frequently takes psychedelics. I'm not sure why he does that He doesn't need it because he's very talented But I can I saw that he sometimes Would respond in anger towards me Like he was on an ecstatic dance. He was a dj there and then After that I wanted to ask him a few questions And he was like angry towards me and I was really sincerely coming from a good intention because I enjoyed the whole evening I thought he did an amazing job with the music and then he all of a sudden acted angry towards me And then I could see those were those entities because they were feel threatened by my energy field Which happens are very often very often people start to like Purge Quote-unquote, but they don't know that because they they're projecting something and they think they are that But I don't believe in any evil from the human being. There is no evil God did not create us evil. God did not create us Um Weak or insecure That is all an attack and corruption and a distortion from those entities They they started to attack us They turned away from the light and started to attack us We are pure the only thing that we need to protect ourselves from is that force And since that force invaded human beings Suddenly we also have to protect ourselves from certain human beings because they're so unconscious And they're so driven by their selfish agenda, which they're completely identified with and then you have this whole matrix that makes one worship the ego And we're lost. Yeah Majority of us are lost. Yes the the purity and luminosity of god is Unstoppable and unbelievable Um, and then there is this The all the programs all of the programs and the the The way that those programs spread And the way that they like a feedback loop into each other and the way that Then like these little like quote From that contraction then is seeking Oh And it's all about the dissolution of those programs the satanic agendas and programs and then You find like what was never what was never missing but was so apparently distorted and Going through whatever um thing for you know god to learn about itself experience itself for it to for it to come back to itself where it enters into the Union where it enters into the union with itself in the sacred container true love like dude I love I love how much we all like inherently know That true love is like the pinnacle human achievement like embodied achievement is like true love And then the way that true love feed back feedbacks into this full bodied ecstasy Uh lived experience and the manifestation of the new world the ignition for that because you want to you want to die for something that is Transcendent you want to die for something that is completely selfless Completely that's the whole archetype of christ is is take Just that in itself is just so empowering especially for the masculine to give itself fully to that And it's so beautiful when it comes in the divine in the divine union that there is that dying for that And there's dying for transforming the collective sins and building the new world like If I ever hear men talking about that You are immediately in the new earth warrior network and let's fucking go, baby. Let's fucking go Yeah, let's go And you know what this beautiful beautiful thing I want to mention everyone who's watching right now If you feel committed into becoming a warrior to build new earth because that's the masculine Responsibility we women we cannot we can support you We can offer our vision we can share or share which are really important codes to offer the vision In the nourishment and the sharing we cannot build Everything that you see around you is built by men this chair this table like Some engineers some technical data like this camera this computer those were not women So because we are our brain is wired differently. Why do you think? Car driving and stuff is harder for me in arranging things because my brain returned back to its original state that it would more focused on love and flow and susceptibility and joy and lightness and humor which are all feminine qualities And within that I can offer my share and compliment the masculine But I can definitely not take on their role and I don't want that even because to me it's completely boring But what what men do all day I can't really not do that But for them it's very interesting because that's their purpose and for them It's like boring to take pictures of themselves and put them on instagram That's why you will often see men who have literally no profile picture No picture at all and they they hang around with that account on instagram Watching other women who have like tons of selfies you can see like this You know men that don't have a role on social media, right? But of course When you have a role, uh, it's different, but It's just funny so In this I can offer the masculine this because I assume a lot of men watch your podcast because you've been putting out quite some masculine content and Yeah, also about Self-realization, but I can say if you recognize yourself as one of the builders and holders of the new earth in any way Feels joyful to you and is of your purpose and you recognize me as a sincere Messenger who is telling you and reminding you. I'm not telling anything new like let's be honest No, just a reminding And pointing the words that which is ancient and sacred and true and loving and free To remind them and tell them that if you want to fulfill your Mission on this planet and you truly want to realize your your truest nature whether there is enlightenment or not, you know Uh, doesn't even matter if you can fulfill your purpose And serve god and god only you've done your job Whether enlightenment happens or not is not up to you because maybe you have not lived enough lives to To to achieve that of like to have that liberation It's quite possible But if you are a man of honor and you honor god you protect the feminine and you serve your mission You did everything god expects from you You that you you did everything and you will have a joyful life and you will have a love You will be respected And I want to place this is so interesting that even if Quote you're Seeing that there's quote no one home Even if that is not there, let's say that even as long as you're polarized towards God fully Selflessly as much as you can with your unique calling gift blueprint in divine union with the feminine and As long as that's there That you're already way more quote on the team than anyone Anyone else even in quote non dual Cunts tripping balls on on emptiness and form are the same thing bra Or whatever We know that We know that now it's about this planet. You know people are dying people are being shot We know that emptiness isn't is fullness But take your ass out of there and go to gaza and tell them that emptiness That everything is equal that eating from the toilet is as As eating sushi buffets or a steak dinner So then that it doesn't matter that Go and watch limbs that are being shot and and and then come there with non duality non duality without the guidance of the abrahamic lineage For the is godless Is just godless because there's a lack of love love cannot be without freedom When you give people total freedom they become pigs That's why you need love and that's why the mask on the feminine need to be with each other because otherwise they cannot function They I cannot function Properly because I'm too like I I'm very emotional if there is no mask on field around me I'm like waves and uncontrollable Like it's okay because I realized my true nature. I don't do crazy stuff But for women that have not realized their true nature. They're doing crazy things I've seen it. They're doing very immature things when a woman is very much in her feminine energy She needs the protection from the mask on like he doesn't even maybe necessarily have to do or say anything But just his energy crowns a woman For me, I oftentimes don't feel grounded. I I have been listening to rap music and stuff because That was kind of Serving me in a way of like this mask on energy that I was missing in my life because I literally Don't have a brother or anyone like that is here I'm usually just on my own and that has helped me to some extent But here I could see that when I return back to my most natural essence that I cannot live without a man If I'm depolarized Then I can because then I'm like a woman and a man and pretend to be strong But that's also not when I'm gonna feel blissful and in full of ecstasy because I'm depolarized. I'm transgender I'm like a woman outside but a man half man half woman inside serving the the matrix and becoming a more Work slave matrix slave. Also what I realize I cannot do one-on-one sessions. I cannot commit to To Hours of work during the day without depolarizing myself because it takes me out of the flow state It makes me because a woman she has to have a lot of free time to do whatever Like she she cannot have all these commitments and appointments all the time that takes you out of the feminine energy Feminine energy is flow Is just doing whatever your body like whatever arises in the moment and feels most relevant And it doesn't mean that I'm lazy not at all I Tons of things but it's all just coming from feminine energy because nobody's putting a burden on me that I have to work Eight hours a day. I literally cannot do that anymore. That's why I have only committed to the sunday meetings And I do sometimes a podcast and then I share out of joy on my instagram tons of things But that's just play for me. That's that I do that whenever I feel like doing that I don't have to do that. And that's why I want to be like this instagram gangster Who doesn't have too much commitments? That I have to be like on point and on time because even coming on time is hard for me like I came one and a half hour later on this podcast because I cannot do all that And when I was in Miami, I was I did so So stupid I bought something because I really liked there was a clothing that I really liked And I was like a child like in this spontaneous child energy I was like, yeah, I have to have it and I looked on my Of my credit card is like a prepaid credit card and I thought like well if I buy this I can just like put money on the credit card and it will be there by tomorrow But then the tomorrow was Saturday And the transaction didn't come So I was in Miami for three days with very little money because I could only like Cash like 300 or something and I had to pay for a new hotel. Which was almost 200 a night or like Even more 300. So I was like money less there And then I realized yeah, that's like a masculine trait to think ahead and not make these impulsive decisions If I would be there with my partner, he would say like, hey, we don't have that money like We're gonna pay for that later When we're gonna make that transaction and then we'll do it or he would put his money there and say, okay I'm gonna buy it for you then it will be sold. But since I was there like a child In a candy store I was there for three days But I money I had to literally think like where I'm gonna eat and how much money it's gonna be for Like I became like a brokeie In this I realized that that's why I didn't travel through America. I returned back home because arranging hotels and fixing things became I put I had to put in so much effort for that that I was like, this is not worth it for me A woman should not be traveling on her own When she's in the kingdom of heaven because she cannot do that. So I returned Back home after one or two weeks. I don't know how long I was there. I think one week or so That was my my And all what I also noticed is that reality didn't allow me to go clubbing I met people there and they were like, yeah, we're gonna go out and you can join us and it was all nice And I thought like, well, at least I'm gonna have a dance in a club in miami with them But then they became all sick And then one of them had this Kundalini awakening because she was messaging me like I have so much energy and So I tried to enter a club a few times. I love I love the whole thing on on freedom and love really Yeah, so deep Can I finish this club thing? Then I went into the club and I was just I just wanted to dance a few songs I didn't want to like be there all night. I was by myself But reality, I don't know something always would arise. I tried it three times and then I had to walk out of it Like I was just not even allowed to spend there more than one minute because the the vibration wasn't matching And one time I was also tracing the energy there. Like miami is the city of loot It's the city of loot. It's where where where the Antichrist is being started Is where the antichrist is prevailing the seductive depolarized energy that is on the money and destroying sacred sexual energy and just wasting it all into nothingness and What I saw there is that people are desperate in clubs. They're desperate They're they're drinking alcohol because they don't have joy by themselves. They cannot dance without alcohol They cannot have a funny talk without alcohol. They're desperate They they seduce each other then they go and fuck each other and then the devil Devil has what it needs. It's it's you're like a slave to the devil because it through you it gets It's dinner only through you it cannot get sexual energy from god because god doesn't give it We give it we humans. We are giving it And the devil is like, yeah, yeah So that's seductive the woman that seduces you into anything outside of marriage prior marriage She's the devil in beautiful clothes and it's a smart devil because it knows If the face is beautiful You're gonna be trapped Unless you're sitting in honor. Yes, exactly unless you get reminded and you get disgusted by these women who seduce you That is actually what men should remind that That you goddess is someone who will never give herself to you prior marriage because she fears god She fears lowering her vibration She honors herself and all women that reside in the kingdom of heaven. They are virgins And they are afraid of having sex Which is a very rightful thing to fear because it will get you cast out of the reality of creation So why would you not fear that? Unless it's post marriage with the intention of children That kind of holy Doesn't have to be with the intention of children Uh, if there is enough polarity sex will arise like naturally already because there is a charge and there isn't a walking towards the marriage Which usually takes up a few months So people are already like Celebrate and they are already like when do we see each other when we're gonna have the first kiss So that's already happening But people don't even have to have children or plan on having children It's like in the kingdom of heaven you decide whether you want that or not and you consciously manifest A child because so wants to go through you But in the reality of survival when people are not fully realized they they They have to use something if if they want don't want to have a child or maybe They are on but you see I I feel about children is like a free choice if you want that it's good If you don't want that it's also fine. Like I myself don't plan on having children, but I'm also not saying like it will never happen but Because I already have a daughter and I already experienced what that is like and And I feel that I can offer my My insights in a different way to serve humanity because of that. Yes. Yes. Yes And because of that, of course But I do truly truly see my my my role also in this mothering energy because I have been calling women On on in my stories out and saying slut to them, which let's be honest Who else than your mother Would tell you when she wants to protect you stop being a slut No one else would do that only your mother Will love you so fearlessly to pull you by your hair and tell you Stop being a slut because she knows that's how she can get through you by hurting you is like Drunk attention the Quran and the bible are also full of very Rethful comments because that's how the attention and it worked because many men Woke up to that because they were like, whoa Nargis is calling someone slut. There must be something behind it She's angry and we should get angry when the honor of god is being betrayed And when I see those corrupt entities taking her away from from the light because she is a sincere woman She's a very loving woman a very beautiful woman and a very feminine woman But those corrupt entities they want to influence women. She's naive and young So I will not Bash her but I had to warn her because I love her and she knows that and she she she has sent me a beautiful song Because she knows that I love her. She knows that I don't hate her and I don't hate anyone But if someone dishonors god, I will show my hate because it's hateful You hate god when you do that So I'm gonna mirror that hate back to you and I'm allowed to do that because I'm selfless I'm not doing that from selfish reasons. I'm selfish When I am not calling her out and seeing that she's doing wrong things That's selfish because then I want to keep her liking me This this is pretty interesting because it also relates with the masculine in the way of um, if the masculine is repressing um calling itself out for uh being dishonorable Basically, so if you're repressing it and not calling out dishonor then you're not actually allowing the god flow You're restrict you're restricting it and so for the for the masculine to be fully released and fully flowing It's gonna sometimes Come off like Angry it's gonna come off angry with discipline about honor and about uh christ and about really dying fully into um Into into truth and at the level that you're asking for the reflection for um Yeah, so so I there's there's there's resonance there. There's always going to be grace There's always got to be elegance that's continued to be refined and improved on of course because it's all about the catalyst actually landing itself um so there's There was a man have the authority to call out your brothers when you see their cowardness And lack of authenticity you can tell them like men up Because you recognize them being weak or insecure But I don't necessarily recognize men because they're not as close to me as a woman is Like when I see a woman doing dumb things I immediately know where she's coming from because i'm a woman too I know how women think and how they act and what their intentions are but with men I'm not as accurate because they're just more of a like a different speech to me, you know I'm just I don't I don't have masculine friends. Whatever. I don't know how they are But you know that so you can you should you should Call men out when you see your brothers uh weakening themselves and tell them like men up Because you can you can reflect that to them and I can reflect that to my women And I will do that to them. I will fulfill that role for my women and and tell them But you know this is saddening to me is that many spiritual women that have been following me from my non-jewel content and about Self-realization and enlightenment When I was neutralizing my appearance because I was afraid to show my sensual energy because I thought nobody's going to make Think i'm serious or nobody's going to think I am Self-realized because let's be honest who puts on red lipstick and is going to dance on instagram and talk about enlightenment It's like a bit of like strange combination. I thought So I had a lot of followers and then when I started to dance on instagram and write poetry about sex and love and freedom uh and honor So many people who followed me because they just were shocked that a woman who talks about enlightenment dances and Shows her sensuality in a way that is just not slutty, but it is feminine Through that I could see that we are so depolarized that whenever we see true feminine energy We immediately think it's it's wrong It's slutty or whatever, but at the same time those people who have unfollowed me. I know what they do on the weekends They have sex with people on ecstatic dance festivals and pretend to be seekers of light But because they repress their sexual energy, they were clearly triggered by me showing My my face on instagram in a certain way That's their shadow I express that on instagram, but i'm celibate but they are having sex on festivals But when they see me expressing sexual energy, they're like, whoa, that's weird man and follow man Follow that button So that is the distortion that women who are seeking light don't recognize me as a real person who's authentic and who is home They don't accept me And with men you have that too the ones that do that tell you immediately that they're now honorably Awaiting their divine union and then they have their crazy energetic Kundalini's and whatnot and that's yeah And same same thing with men. I love this too same thing with men about staying steadfast in the in the And the sexual energy being honorable is that's that's where new earth will will come from because I I see the leakages going nuts It's all over the place. I mean, it's everything from the the top down global elitist pedophilia all the way to There's also perversions in spiritual communities. You were talking about ecstatic festivals spiritual communities and and their perversions with Um energies and especially in the relationship between the the quote teacher and the quote simping student There's lots and lots of distortions there that are also to be refined Yes, absolutely Absolutely, and you know what I've seen with my own eyes. I've been to ecstatic festival dance here in holland a few times To be cleared actually at a collective level. This is something that I that I wanted to also talk about is that um, there's a clearing that is happening on a collective level of the idea of of ruling Ruling or ownership the world economic forum global elitists are all about ruling and ownership and control They're control agarcs control agarcs. Yeah Like oligarch meets control control agarkey. Okay Now but the fascinating thing is that we still haven't fully gotten out of that paradigm even in spirituality Because in spirituality, there is still a control agarkey There is still there's still the desire for ownership over people Ruling over people and I know this is something that I you know, I reflected to you and I'm curious to hear What you what your take is on it? But that Why why do you talk about? Ruling in the new world. Why like from a centralized perspective? It seems like where you're coming from Is that you're coming from a centralized place that? Mariam and Ben are to be rulers of the world in a centralized way and what was reflected back is why not Where's that coming from first and second is why not see it as a distributed network of equal new earth warriors working together as a round table of igniting New earth Yes, yes, yes um I don't know what you mean. What were you referring to? well our Our well, I've seen in your stories that you're that you're talking about Basically the basically the messiah the messiah kind of like the centralized spiritual messiah Is equivalent to a centralized world economic forum or global elites? It's no different one is economic and political global elite control oligarchy and the other one is a quote Spiritual messiah controlled oligarchy control oligarchy Okay Versus the new earth which is a decentralized network of new earth warriors that are equals Because they've all went through the process of integrating emptiness into love themselves and then they work as a round table Yes, yes, it's true There is a decentralization Yet there will be new laws new earth That will be sourced by the one who is the return of the christ So christ left was taken by god. He was not He was not someone they hang someone else the whole story that christ was hanged That's corrupt god took him and they hang someone else But why do you think that the new quote laws which are like natural or cosmic laws of like what a new earth is What what makes you think that those laws come from a centralized place? Why wouldn't why wouldn't those laws emerge from just like biology? I mean, we're we're just replicating Biology by doing the internet and then we're replicating the internet by doing a singularity called consciousness being new earth Yes, so this is the importance Uh guidance from god the the the scriptures were actually usually initially meant to For guidance for people so they will not become pigs We were all pigs prior god from of prophet Muhammad prior Christ because that's why those messages were were were sent To guide us they were already from a very high They were like aliens to the other people they were sent to guide people To god because many people they are not in a heightened state of Consciousness so they need someone else to point them towards that So the new earth will have a different law law that is not based on greed ego and capitalism and and and Scarcity the new and protection and fear and victim consciousness The new law will be sourced by the one who is the return of christ and christ What makes what makes you think that the quote return of christ is not a decentralized network of equal new earth warriors What makes i'll tell i will tell i'll tell you Uh everything is a biological energetic emergence go ahead And by the way christ what christ wasn't the only place that quote the hammer struck You know there have been hammer striking many times to put things into the new earth frequency Absolutely, we are moving to new earth from the beginning, but things are getting tight now and it has been Speculated by the prophet Muhammad very very very Evidently when people are interested in it search for antichrist dajjal Day of judgment day of rakan Um I mean the antichrist is basically anything that's just not christ It's it's that is depolarized feminine energy. That's eve. That's antichrist. That is eve. It's a very specific energy It's not just everything It's it's that which which which initially harms us and depolarizes us because the attack of the corrupt army Is to de weaken us and how can you weaken us? Is by depolarizing us making us weak because when we are weak, we don't Feel attracted towards each other. I mean, I don't feel attracted to a but there are also plenty of unions that are happening From a place of controller garky also. So anyway, they're just to keep that going in there There is no sacred passionate sex there And that's the the the attack of the corrupt army is to take away sex from the planet The attack is on sex is on godly sex because godly sex is strength confidence power and honor So those evil corrupt entities they want to steal us from or sex Sexual energy so they can use it for their evil agenda and they have been doing that That's why we're like pigs now on the planet I mean a lot of people suffer even the wealthy countries the pockets are fulfilled that people are binging on sleeping pills They have depressions. They're lost. They have a beautiful house beautiful wife, but they go watch porn or rent some Only fans chick For sex seemingly and then cry on her face telling her that they're so sad and lonely We're still talking about those antichrist patterns. So, you know Answering the question why the why the centralized desire for for ownership. There's no desire. It's a command of god Nobody in this human A command for for centralized spiritual authority Yes, god has promised us that christ will return And everyone knows this and god has promised that that that game that game has been played many many times Many many times and it and it keeps getting you talk about it all the time with osho We all talk about it all the time. We're not repeating that pattern. It's not gonna happen It's not gonna happen. I I don't care what what what uh people assume I'm just here to share my point of view and there will be a part of the people that watching this podcast who will be like Hey, that's interesting. Let me look into that and Research this like this woman is saying something that's can't can be quite interesting And there will be a part I will say it does nonsense because it doesn't fit into my Uh world view of what is well the universe is decentralized. It's a singularity, but it's decentralized There will be an authority and that will be the one who is the return of christ and christ was taken Please let me finish night. I know Go ahead. Go ahead. Go ahead So god, uh, the the messiah was returned to god when he was 33 He will as in spirit return back into a body of a man here on the planet Who will then have the authority and then have the responsibility to source new laws For sincere people to protect them From dishonoring themselves and weakening themselves those laws as in guidance will serve As guidance for women and men that are sincere who want to live in new earth reality Who want to protect their vibration because your vibration will be your only pass To enter new earth reality and not be wiped away by the great perch when the planet is gonna when we collectively stop having sex outside of honor the the, um, energy the life force The the vibration of the planet will heighten and everyone who's below that will start to purge Many of those people will die because they simply get so sick Some people will survive it because sickness Makes you stronger. I agree. Can I just keep us on the exact point of discussion though? So where you where you think that the The quote new earth codes come through a single point What is being said here is that the new earth codes come through Vessels that are already empty and in love and then they're reflected to each other to further refine them Into yeah, yeah, so that's that's just what's being said So so there there will be there will laws will be sourced And of guidance just to for people to To get inspired and guided To protect themselves the the laws of guidance are for people who are not enlightened Because those people are not protected from these corrupt entities. They can constantly be get controlled by their ego That's why religion Was never meant to be a religion It was only meant there to to guide people into enlightenment and into and whilst they're walking towards enlightenment That they don't fall prey to those corrupt entities out of ignorance That's why this whole or showed thing completely failed and he got killed That was his karma because he didn't protect sexual energy. He released it. He liberated it what he didn't protect it That's why he got killed. It's his karma because that depolarized woman that was there that she She was anti christ who lied about him on netflix that he was taking drugs while she drugged him and she killed him those that whole thing played out because Because of not protecting the honor of god, but just telling that everything is all freedom. No He had to Get him manifest himself a woman who will tell him I'm not gonna have sex with you outside of honor and first make him in love with her So he would actually want to turn into a good guy for her But unfortunately he didn't Meet her and he couldn't serve as that example. And would you look at the whole osho crew? If you go to osho center, they're all weak people. They're not strong people They're all weak depolarized because if they're just They're just like all of love all this compassion. Let's just have sex and not commit like weak people I've been in that center once because I thought like i'm just interesting what's going on in osho center a few years ago Those were all butterflies there. I didn't meet any interesting that's happening. That's happening in many spiritual communities So basically that entire paradigm itself is being cleared. It's not just miami, right? It's actually in the spiritual paradigm too and all of that is being cleared Yeah, but in miami, there were no there were strong people, but those strong people were just serving a very Materialistic agenda, which is a completely other spectrum of the extreme is like the complete materialism And then you have osho, which is like all this love and light and let's just fly around like butterflies And we are bringing those into balance like no, I can't love stuff and buy myself Jewelry and things and not think like oh, that's not spiritual And at the same time I can serve god and god only that is what we came here to be And there will be an authority Only for the sincere not for the arrogant and the self righteous people that think they're enlightened prior enlightenment The ones that are enlightened when they see the authority They will get the transmission and they will know exactly how to fulfill their unique purpose because people who are enlightened They don't need any authority They don't need any guidance because they cannot fall out of alignment when enlightened people Are not having sex outside of honor They're not cast out of the kingdom of heaven They don't need any authority who tells them what to do or not to do because they're already only serving god every second of day They are serving god But the people that are still like is this my ego? Is this not my ego? Should I have sex now? Should I not have it? Should I change this man? Should I not? That's the guy they need an authority And that authority will tell you trust me unconditionally because I've emptied myself I will never betray you because I pledged allegiance to god and god only Please trust me. Please. Don't doubt me if I mirror your shit back to you Please be humble and this is also my anger towards the few people that have betrayed me Is like i'm for free on instagram. I don't earn money there I forget to eat I forget to sleep And then I put in effort To explain things to you to protect you. I don't get anything from you And then you betray me you talk about me behind my back and you doubt My my sincerity and then you reflect to me that I am arrogant People who come to me with inferior energy. I cannot act other than do trigger That by telling them something that sounds arrogant. It's just a mirroring effect It's just a mirroring effect that comment that she made like hey, how is your feminine energy feeling today? That was a pleasing energy because before that I gave her reflection that made her feel inferior. So then she She was felt weak towards me So then she came I'll just I'll just say this because I don't I don't have the context that you're talking about exactly I want to but but but but the other but the other thing about this is that it feels like This is some of the things that we'll need to do roundtables about to get to exactly the things that are being discussed Because that's that's that's the way to get that's the way to get to these clearances That's the way to get to these these harmonies in this in this web It's simple. She she has to either unfollow me and never talk to me or she has to unconditionally trust me There's no in between because if she's gonna hang in between she's gonna betray me and Gossip about me with other woke men and some of them were enlightened and she was posting all those print screens from from various teachers Which is a betraying energy because she has to come to me with that instead of Gossiping about me because I've It's committing to the the divine union. It's committing to sexual honor and that's what you mean. He was not committed to that Well, yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes, but that's that's what's happening Is that and through the reflections? That's what's happening. It's through the reflections. That's what's happening And that that's sort of the test the test is committing to sexual honor Committing to divine union committing to that and then from that place is this Network this network of new earth from that place though from that place And it's and it's from a place of of sometimes there will be anger in what is said because it's the discipline in Correcting, but it's also elegant and it's graceful and it's and it's and it's to nourish it's to nourish the whole and It is interesting how that specific that specific thing About where where quote? I mean you've probably heard many times when people have been people have been talking about quote the emergence of what is like a network of Buddhas or Christ or whatever you want to call it that that that that is and I mean it's so Beautiful because that's like the natural frequency of the universe itself is that it's that kind of harmonic It's that kind of harmonic and purification that kind of harmonic and purification People who come to me with them with with a sincere intention. They will not get anything crazy from me Because I don't I'm a mirror. I will reflect exactly that back and that's harmony when come someone comes from harmony to me They get reflected back harmony But she came to me with a pleasing energy. So then I responded saying Oh, yeah, that's how that's how I like it with my feminine disciples or something. It's a joke It's not real. I don't mean that but I just was a reflection and it triggered her So it did it it served its purpose. It triggered her because she felt triggered in her inferiority I don't feel inferior to anyone if the king of holland comes to me or the queen and they start talking to me I feel completely equal to just to be completely transparent. You're speaking of nicky nicol or tega. Yes. Yeah, okay, and then now also um There's some sort of mediation that is being requested or reconciliation that's being requested. I forgave her something like that I love her and and this is and this is something more for like round table and whatnot and so to actually yeah It's not even about her. We didn't even have to mention her name because she was not doing anything crazy or something You know, it's a good. It's a good. It's a good example though because we live we live in a social memory complex now Right? Yeah, we live in the new earth frequency now, right? Because of that we have to live in true transparency. There's no other way So now as we live in true transparency It's important for us to know how to be in that true transparent reflective purifying space together Together yes, and within that within that Oneness there is people who have lived many many lives Who have been scrubbing toilets in various lives and earned their marks and who are sent to this planet to have Realized their true nature at a very young age and they are assigned to offer protection To the ones that are younger in soul and that need that are here for their purpose to Integrate lessons but also require protection from a wing from people that are here to mirror you when you are Doing something out of proportion fair fair enough fair enough But just but just to be clear again What's happening is quote a hierarchy is being formed based on something that is an quote older soul versus a younger soul Just to be clear that it is but but just but just to be clear What's being said is that within that distributed network? There will always be some sort of transformational communications and fair and Electromagnetism that is then always springing up. What is the new so? I mean there there there may be there may just be there may just be for example Someone might want claus Schwab To rule their life because claus Schwab is an old soul And claus Schwab knows how to make the best civilization Okay, so the same thing's true, you know, if the new earth warrior network is world economic form It's just simping on claus Schwab, right? There's no difference at all between quote the new earth warrior network then simping on Mariam or whoever as the quote who's coming to to be the quote ruler or leader There's just it's it won't work. It'll never work. It'll always produce the same centralized hierarchies It will always do it. It's a lesson that is only it can only be felt by full universalization A universalization is a distributedness. That's why all of these web 3 technologies are emerging beyond the internet because everybody Wants to live in a decentralized web just like nature Nobody nobody wants to hear a source of authority tell them Uh, what especially when they're let's say when they finally feel like they're empty and they're in love There's it's only equality. It's only equality at that point No, but yes in the polarity there cannot was not the same as a selfish person There's no equality. There the person who's the return of christ is higher than everyone And he's the only authority that an authority over me and everyone who has not realized their true nature And is not fully enlightened and not fully in the kingdom of heaven is not unequal to me because I Destroyed myself completely I lost everything and everyone For god and I have the right to talk about this because I did that and my reward is that I am in bliss I am bliss. I am ananda itself And I will speak up about it because this isn't just you're not gonna tell a lion You can tell a lion that he's not gonna be an authority satanic programs will be they will be purified and cleared That's why when I wrote to you I said that if it's clear that someone is still selfing and they're asking for your reflection Then it's organic to take a place of authority and discipline and reflection. It's absolutely organic No, I have the place of authority at all times. I will not only take that place Well, that you have to listen to what I'm gonna share right now. This is important It will work because it's a command of god. I'm not talking. I'm not doing anything I didn't buy that crown out of egoic pleasure. I have the command of authority at all times. Do you think that's gonna work? I would never I don't care what's gonna work because I don't care about the future What is truly real for me is this very moment if you think about what's gonna work. You're already too much in future I'm not there yet. I'm just saying what needs to be said right here right now And that's all you get and that's all I have because I don't know anything But what I feel is to be true is that a selfish person can humble itself and Learn and take guidance from people who are not selfish and humble themselves in that and all the enlightened people Who will recognize the authority of someone who's completely selfish and has the right just like prophet Muhammad god A bigger assignment than some other person just like the christ had a bigger assignment that another person those enlightened people who are not Hurt or weakened or wounded by the inferiority complex They will recognize the return of christ and they will tell them I am loyal to you and they themselves will serve as a pointer of light in their country Who will enable other people to? Ignite their light and within that we are like light bulbs who are igniting each other But there will be an authority and there will be and you don't and you have to understand that someone Who is completely selfish? Unfortunately, there won't be and that's why in the comments there is written would love Would love for nargis to surrender to what to atlas is saying Because there's a continued. There's a continued Like desire for ownership coming out of that mouthpiece. This is a reflection of the shadow government of the shadow spiritual paradigm The god has promised us what arises will be a distributed network. It will be it will be a distributed network of new Any distributed network? Of course the I am all pro bitcoin and decentralization of money and everything I can either assure you that all wealth will be returned to source and to selfless people who will distribute it in all Equality and at some point we in new earth will not work for money You will not work for money. You will work because you fucking enjoy working. Yeah, but you're still missing the reflection The reflection is specifically about the obliteration about the obliteration of shadow governments and shadow spirituality It's an attachment to the shadow of hierarchy and spirituality Absolutely not. You're speaking from your own truth because you have a shadow on authority. God is distributed You have you feel inferior. I don't feel God has always been distributed. It'll never be central in this movie Why did God send Jesus to to mankind? Why did God send prophet Muhammad? Were they the same than other people because they were not because there were multiple again It emerged just like a biological network. Do you see how people clear themselves? That will also emerge and though that person will not be playing a boss Exactly exactly exactly exactly And that's what this and that's what this is just like just like what we're doing right now There's just no authority here, right? It's just consciousness with itself from a place of equality because there's already been enough Emptying and enough love to be able to see that Yeah, yeah, but we're not talking about everyone slow down. Slow down. Slow down. We're not talking about everyone Let's put that to the side for a second. Okay, there will be the clearing of those programs Wait, wait, wait. Relax. Relax. Relax. Relax. Relax. They're relax. Relax. Relax. Relax. We'll just just try try try Try a little bit try So so now so now so now from from this place from this place There are those satanic programs that are being cleared, right? But then there's this quote what we're calling this new earth warrior network the emergence of that from an equality Of emptiness and love and that's exactly like what this appears like like this conversation itself Consciousness having this conversation. There's a very strong Attachment that I'm feeling there to hierarchical nature of spirituality, but you know, that's just what it is Is not the same as another night in person period because one has emptied themselves from identification with ego and the other And the other is arrogant by thinking that it knows better But you're still missing it. You're still missing it. We're not talking. We're not talking about the quote normal world anymore We're talking about this. We're talking about us. We're talking about us you and I having this conversation right now, okay Coming from a place of equality and not hierarchy. That is all that is being said Yeah, but I'm not going to listen to your advice Well, you're gonna listen to my advice because I'm not yeah, but you just positioned yourself in a hierarchy again You don't get it. You don't get it, but that's okay Myself in love because I love you. I truly love you. That's the only way why I can tell you the truth Because many people come to with their so-called reflection to that. I will not surrender There's only one person in this world that I will surrender to because he has that authority and the rest has to Purify them It's not it's not being it's not being surrendered to the sexual. That's not what's being said. It's about it's about it's not about that It's about this. It's about equal recognizing what equality is in the nature of consciousness Go to the animal kingdom. Go to the mdl kingdom. The one who is the strongest and the biggest is the Authority of all the other animals. That's how nature intended it. That's how order balance and harmony is Integrated and how it's being nurtured in the human society. You don't see you don't see what is being said out is a shadow of spirituality is hierarchy Especially in the form of my world. I don't I don't own that shadow I can see that someone who embodies more sexual energy than the other Is an authority because I don't follow anyone on instagram. Why because I have what I need to know because I'm connected to source directly But but people on instagram are following me Why because I'm an authority over them because I have more Liberation of sexual energy in there for more wisdom and more love to share And there is nothing shameful about that. Absolutely. Absolutely. If you say I've tried I've tried I've tried saying it a bunch of times. I'll try just one more One more time. I'll try I will never agree on what you suggest me to do because it's not it's not a suggestion to do anything This is not what it is. It's not a suggestion to do anything great This we have we have a dog here, right the dog's named teacup, right? The the dog just came over through the window and was you know It's the natural state of god pure Empty free already there, right humans go through their contraction and then their expansion and then we quote say that Yes, there are certain more purified more empty more loving ones that kind of thing Okay Now all that's being said all that's being said and there's absolutely no need for it to be Received or accepted or anything just all that's being said Is that the future of new earth is where those empty loving beings come together in harmony To actualize the mission and it is no longer a centralized like world economic forum shadow hierarchy in government or a centralized spiritual hierarchy in government And so that's just all that's being reflected and it's interesting Gotta agree with that list here in the comments It just seems like there's a distributed there and there's not here That is that is the shadow aspect of inferiority being triggered by by the seemingly fear of oppression and authority That's the shadow But if there is a pair that is Handing out guidance to inspire you and protect you to transition safely into new earth because they are the field of new earth I already live in new earth. I don't have that suffering, but a lot of people have I'm just here for love. I have new earth for me paradise is the only real state for me abundance is real I don't work for money. I just work one and a half hour. I committed myself in a week I don't need anything from this world. I don't even I just even forget to sleep and eat I don't need anything from this world. I am not selfish. I'm not oppressive I'm not here to portray myself as someone who's better to get attention or likes or money I don't get anything from anyone and I don't need it people have to recognize that i'm coming from love I'm not from some selfish hierarchy You are against hierarchy and authority because it has been oppressing you because it was egoic If you have met christ when he was here on the planet You would kiss his feet because you would feel that's pure love. No because i'm no because i'm done No, because i'm done. That's the difference. That's the difference Done is done. And then you build the new earth together in unison without hierarchy End of story here Yeah Yeah, for me the story is not ended it has just started because we're just actually Ignited a very very strong force into the operation of enlightenment And it's not a discussion point because you are a warrior of new earth You are a warrior of new earth. It's just that you Have been harmed and you have been wounded just like another guy that I know that left the wing Because there has been an inferiority shadow aspect that has not fully been resolved and i'm here to assure you That no one is an authority above you because you are god yourself Absolutely, nobody is going to tell you what to do or what not to do You are the warrior of new earth and you are being fully respected in everything that you are But you have to understand that there is a wisdom in the animal kingdom that is there that some people are stronger They are being learned from and they have more rights than people who are weak And in the human society too You don't go to someone who's poor to ask for financial advice. You go to someone who's fucking rich And you ask them for advice That's how it works So if you want to realize paradise for yourself on earth, you go to someone who's already that That's why you're inviting me on this podcast because I am new earth You want to talk to me about new earth and about divine union because I am that So what's wrong with authority? It's just it's just a mirror that is handing you stuff from love It's not that not that there's anything not that there's anything wrong again with it when it comes to just a normal way of contraction Seeking expansion nothing wrong with it there, but when expansion at its maximum comes together There's no hierarchy Absolutely and when you are enlightened, I don't I have anything to to say to you anymore in regards to that because then you are We're just gonna be still Just like a certain someone is still towards me because we don't have anything to exchange because we are both already home So as long as that has not been happening I tell people be sincere and humble yourself Be loyal because i'm here for you if you don't recognize me Unfollow me, but stop trolling maybe like stop trolling and and and Convincing other people of your arrogance because I cannot serve you if you're not truly loyal to me because there in that this regard of loyalness you are still hiding your shadow aspects of inferiority and your Resentment towards authority, but authority can only harm you when you place yourself into a victim state consciousness When I I have to share There's many people who want to realize their true nature that are watching this podcast You have to understand my method before I realized my true nature I saw a dutch advaita teacher. I saw all his sad songs on youtube I binged everything then I saw that he did a sad song. I went to that sad song I drove all the way on the other side of the uh holland. I told him. I don't know shit You're enlightened. I'm not enlightened I'm don't know shit. I'm stupid. I follow my ego But I want what you have You're free You're free. I want that please destroy all that is false And I asked I went two or three times. I went to that sad song. It's like a whole weekend and then I stayed in like Some kind of like chalet that I rented there And then I just kept on firing my questions but I had like this complete openness to him as an authority And just those feel me things and we also had like one-on-one zoom sessions He just reflected that because I was he never asked me for loyalty. He never asked me to surrender He never said those things. I was smart enough myself. That's why my liberation happened within one year from kundalini awakening until the full Opening up Was one year Why because I was Not arrogant. I was humble. I didn't care that he was I saw him as an authority and it worked for me It worked for me. I didn't see myself as an inferior Being towards him. I saw myself as someone who's like Blind So I was like if I trust you if I trust your eyes Eventually I will see too and it happened like that And this is a big mistake of a lot of people that are hiding their arrogance on the internet They don't go to a guru and just offer themselves completely in their unconditional trust And let them destroy be destroyed instead They watch this guru this guru this guru, but they never truly surrender to one You don't even have to be physically there with that guru. You just have in yourself. You have to like fully Surrender yourself to truth. So then they place comments. This is this is this they know everything about all these gurus They have read all these books. They don't know they know everything about spirituality They know more than I know they've read more than I've read But they didn't get it They didn't get it that you have to completely think of yourself as the most stupid person on earth Order Yeah You see that's that's the shadow. I got it. I got it. I got it That's it. That's it. Yes, I got you Eventually the woman gets there Where's that coming from the Linus the Linus that was just that was just speaking to how nonsense is an important way to recognize What one is That's all that was so where was that coming from? So what what was coming from where the gotcha You see the shadow in you got triggered it came to the surface. That's why you made those very weird. That was just nonsense That's all it was nonsense is an instrumental part in obliterating conceptualization Which is crucial to recognize what one is But anyway, it's just It's okay. It's okay that you know, this is our first this is our first conversation after two years Same brain as you have so I don't fully understand everything you say and it's okay but I made my point and you made your point and I truly enjoyed this conversation because me too really Yeah, we really got down. Yeah, we did. We did. Yeah, we did Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I agree. I agree. Yes. Yes. Yes, and this is and this is that this is that thing of like You know, you meet each other as equals and you can still play and laugh and be joyful and be free Exactly. Yes. It's so it's so beautiful like because there was so much juice in the in the podcast on all of the subjects and And it's great. We got to keep this Men are boring women are fun So only talk about concepts with women. We hold the energy That's why I like I loved when when we dove into divine unions and the way that they Ignite the mission and the purity of them like that's so rich and I mean we covered basically everything That we wanted to talk about and it feels like moving forward. We'll you know, we'll keep playing We'll maybe have more round tables like this which will be exciting and yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, let's go Let's go. Let's go Remember when we danced when we were at the monastery and I don't know if we dance after or before we put them. Yeah, I think after Put on music right right right the pod. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It was either before after the pod Yeah, yeah, I could put us some music now to like celebrate the moment of Well, but wait, but wait because the the pods get demonetized if it's not Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, exactly. Yeah In new earth that will not be okay. Yeah, exactly. Yeah, we'll have we'll have yeah Celebrate with music and nobody's gonna care about royalties and money and earning two cents For their selfish Oh my god, that's so like Well, that's what kanya that's what kanya is uh really passionate about you can tell kanya had god energy Flowing through him because what happened was he He burst out of the music industry and the hollywood area Saying that all of that is centralized corrupted hierarchies Artists don't get shit We need new contracts where artists get ownership and bigger royalties and all that kind of stuff and then oh my gosh That created the you know, that's the juicy gemstone of what yay was erupting as and I love I love him for that hugely for that Like if you talk about decentralization and you're referring to that you have all my love that is that is exactly what i'm referring to That's exactly because the honor is built on ego The honor key is built on ego But what I believe in in new earth if there is going to be a king and a queen They have to be fully enlightened because if they are fully enlightened They will be selflessly serving everyone and they will never be harming anyone But they have to be truly selfless. You see That is the importance and as long as there is uh A centralization based on ego is not working But for animals, it's working because they're not arrogant and self-righteous and they don't have an ego So that's why in animal kingdom they're fighting but things are still harmonized there They have not made picks out of themselves. They remain animals. We harm them We harmed animals, but they themselves had living a very good life because they don't have an egoic hierarchy They have an hierarchy that is fair. The strongest one is the boss Period and with men and women that is not with physical strength because we're not animals It's with sexual energy. It's god force. So the more enlightened you are the more of an authority are of other people The more people will follow you that that's how you see Is the case you can look at Eckhart Tolle. He is not the strong man, but he has a lot of followers Here's a good way to put it. You know, you know, you know when you go see a Doctor for an ailment, right? You go see a doctor for an ailment like if you need a a crucial surgery Right, you want a good surgeon, right? You want a good surgeon, right? So you go to a good surgeon or if you want to learn the violin you go to a really good instructor Right to teach you to teach you the musical instrument, right? So in terms of being on the path Towards dissolution of the separate self Right, then you want those that are quote most dissolved Right, then then when it is dissolved That's where the equal that's where the equality that's where the new earth network That's where this type of thing can happen Yes, yes, and for sure we need to work with each other together like the the online people will serve their group of people And the the new earth warriors will serve their Purpose in building the new earth. We need each other. We need each other Like the king cannot be without his Taxi driver because then it will not get anywhere So we need each other But we have to also honor and respect each other in each other's position and honor our own purpose and assignment And if we see a selfless being That is here for love We have to give loyalty and if we don't we deprive ourselves from clear guidance Because you have to trust someone who's selfless will never harm you but someone's whose Authority is built on ego it will But you have to also understand a selfless person who has reflected to you your inferiority and shadow Aspects of looking up to a teacher That has to be resolved because that that that was not meant to hurt you or to betray you It was just a reflection and this is what also a lot of mirrors are hated by many people I know ben and wrong wrong. I know like they're Usually really hated by many and loved by a view because those view were truly loyal They realize their true nature through those teachers and they're grateful Adida for instance. He also was someone who's like Unconditionally trust me or get the fuck away from here And he has disciples Or forever loyal to him because they realize their true nature through him and there's many people that portray him as an evil Being but guess what they're not enlightened They're just triggered in their own shadow. He just mirrored shit to them And they made an arrogant story out of it and started to bash him But why how can a person be bad if there's so many people that say I got I Reach my true nature through that person Like that person helped me to get to my true nature. So how can that person be bad? We're only just mirrors for each other I can I can call someone queen And I can call someone a slut I'm a mirror In both I love you But you need in this moment This piece of paper and in that other moment you need that kind of paper But trust me that I'm here not to harm anyone and trust me that I'm the mother I love niki more than anyone else in her I love her too And and in her friendships Nobody loves her more than I do Only her mother and I would I don't know sure if her mother will say it but only I would dare to say it You're a slut She isn't But I just said that to she shook her up and shock her to shock to shock that program. Yeah Stuck that program because she was almost get heading there She's a beautiful woman if she was a complete slut who was helpless and will never return I would not even take the energy. I would just block her and that's it You but I know that you have been you have been a catalyst for sexual honor You have been a catalyst for sexual honor. Yeah Apparently It's beautiful Yeah, I love it. I love full circle. So cool True true true full circle Let's let's all uh, let's all see what happens when we uh sit in sexual honor and how that ignites Yeah, how that ignites divine unions new earth all that stuff. Yeah, we need to find you a wife, man Well, if you well, we may be we may be in route. We may be in route because yeah I think you should send me this video so I can upload it to my page because there are like a lot of Feminine uh women they're not triggered by me because they're just like the fact that I just also share feminine energy on my page Which is actually there's where my page is for actually for women to inspire and honor them and um Help them return back to their essence as a true feminine woman who is not depolarized And and in that I see that very feminine women. They're becoming followers of my page Uh and the more depolarized women that are like all boss bitch and and feminists they're triggered by me and they don't recognize me and and they They just think I'm weird like they they just see a shadow in me that just really um triggers them And I can see that it's okay Uh, but I will continue speaking my truth Beautiful I'm looking forward to continuing to play it'll be really exciting how How the ignition has happened and then how we came here and did this and then there we go Let's see how it keeps you found me already like two years ago How did you come across like through my youtube channel or something like that? I'm not sure how you were in the monastery two years ago. Yeah, but yeah, but but holy cow Was that in a way kind of like initiating for this? Because there was that trust that was built there and then now we're Yeah, yeah, well you invited me back back back in the day like you said to me like join for the podcast Yeah, for sure that you were resonating the way that you were speaking was resonating for sure Yeah, but I remember you also told me like hey Um If you come into this wing the wing will protect you you also invited me into the monastery But I remember at that time I was very hesitant into joining the monastery because You were a man and me entering the monastery through a man felt a bit I don't know. I was in my feminine energy. So I felt a bit I needed a I'm needed a female to assure me that I am safe if I entered that space So that's why we started chatting with atla with Corey and that other guy that she was with and then we planned on doing doing Dinner together with the four of us, but she didn't make me feel safe Because she was also being dishonored By the guy that was there. So I didn't feel safe as a woman Entering that that that felt there because there was no feminine woman There were no women that truly made me feel As if I could have a friendship with them and be safe there in my feminine energy because you have to understand if I go And and and meet people somewhere and spend a lot of time there and there's also men there I need to feel safe. Yes And if I don't feel safe, I'm not going to come in and so you you would feel you you would feel safe If the sexual honor was being radiated radiated around Yeah, yeah, if she if she could assure me And that's that's a fascinating point because that's exactly what's being reflected here about the shadowy sides of spirituality Because if there was that sexual honor that's there which has beautifully been reflected by the mouthpiece That uh for the whole it's then their safety for I love that that's And that was because there was this antichrist there in the monastery the depolarized feminine energy that was not offering the authority the rebalancing aspect of love Tory was not Offering feminine energy to you guys there. She was being the mother there. She had that position She didn't fulfill her role. She didn't support the masculine She seduced you guys Into the antichrist basically by allowing things that should not be allowed a woman should know that a woman knows Well, well, we'll just also just to be clear again Uh, this is another one of those things that's probably I don't have enough context for these types of things and this is more of like a round tape more of like a round table thing Corey gave important reflections for me on the journey and also I agree with what you were talking about regarding regarding the regarding the divinity of of of sexual sacred union and with being in in balance but also in your Femininity or in your masculinity, etc. I agree. I agree just that that's another thing And I don't I actually would prefer to meet to mediate those things in a different, you know Within in a more contextual way in a more holistic way in a more round table like way So I would just like to also mention that on this episode is that I very much have had a long life of mediator credentials I was a soccer referee from when I was 11 years old until 21 So I've old I've I always had to balance it in sports by being a referee And then I also was in debate in in debate I qualified as an alternative for nationals in debate and in debate You would do a coin flip before you would start and that would determine if you're arguing pro or against some resolution like the united states should Increase geopolitical relations with china or something like that, you know something like that So right I have that mediator credential plus I've also been an international diplomat in the way that I've even traveled to different places like china I have a whole library catalog on my channel of interviews that I did in china with different professors and scientists and things like that So I have a big quote mediator Background and so I'm very I'm very excited to be being asked by the field to step into this Okay At first there was a bit of hesitation Because of the amount of drama and whatnot and that was reflected in the conversations of the two plus parties that were calling and asking For me to do so. I didn't have any drama. I was enjoying myself Yeah, so once I so so so then so so then Then then it was fascinating because there was the liberation of the mouthpiece and like that masculine Like, you know, I'm I'm I'm here for this like I'm here for this So I will gladly I will gladly mediate from from that place whatever holistic round table clearances New earth frequencies gladly gladly with love with emptiness with joy with grace with all of those things So so I love like that's such a perfect wrap for me on on it. What do you how do you feel? Yeah, I like that and you can see now that god is placing you into this mediative role You know, it's because apparently that's part of your purpose and it's beautiful Like we all came here to fulfill a purpose and that's the most joyful thing there is and yes things have Went down the way they went down because things were the way they were and now we have I have gotten a greater polarity and reflection and out of the greater clarity and arises a greater responsibility Because we have a higher mission to serve right now with all of us because new earth is not so far away It's already very close and we have the very direct tools and steps how to get there It's just that we didn't expect that it would be so obvious as it is sex I mean that's the the the way to heighten or lower your sexual energy your life force energy your vibration So it's like oh everyone is like yeah, okay It's actually not new but it's like a complete blind spot and this is like the function of the antichrist It's to seduce you into something that's so obvious and to portray that as something very unimportant and and therefore the the the responsibility and the The fault is always with the women Because that's how Eve Adam and Eve the Eve seduced Adam not Adam Eve It's the original story of corruption of sin The woman is responsible to say to a man if you want me We have to get married And he will do so all men that have heard me talk about marriage respected me even more than The second before I talked about it. So a woman is in her sexual honor through that simple line of code, which is if you want this You have to marry me and Yeah, that's and that and that's in some ways that ignites the masculine honor is a reflection of like Wow Like what is what is the gift? What are the gifts that are in store if I can finally be sexually honorable? Yeah Because they feel that's loyalty Because they feel your loyalty to god and to yourself and they're attracted to that because men are not looking for sex with a woman Otherwise, they would marry a prostitute. They're looking for loyalty So when they sense loyalty and you happen to not be all too ugly and not all too crazy But some people already already in love with the psycho, but if you're like, okay Not too crazy They already want to marry you They already want to marry you because they men love loyalty. That's what they want from a woman And if a woman can offer them that in these rare times where loyalty is Still like importance deemed to be important. They want that So I'm sure that a lot of awake men who will watch this podcast will get reminded. Oh, yeah That's actually what I want. I want the true woman. Yeah, baby. Sit in it. Let's go. Let's go Strengthen that sexual honor guys. Let's go. Let's go. How beautiful is that? Let's go, so thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Maryam. Thank you. Thank you So, okay, so I will I will send this also to to you. You said you wanted a To did you say you wanted to post it? Do you want to do you want me to send you the full? You don't know Do you mean you want me to send the full video? You want me to send the full video? Okay. Okay. So there's like followers of my page Who are also looking there's many women that come and come and like send me messages in some days Like yeah, I really want to meet the one and I they're impacted by my messages And I'm like almost ready like I don't work. So someone else has to take this in hands But this is the the greatest impact that we can make is when we form unions and rebalance or mask on the feminine energy to protect it and provide it for again. I feel loved and encouraged and supported So we need some kind of If we talk about those like systems to build one of the first systems Like a divine like a divine union network Because someone already offered their service to me But it's just that I don't have the Skills to manage other people like I'm not a manager or a boss or whatever Someone else has to arrange that someone offered their service already. He said like I can set up some sort of like a internet system for like dating like dating For unions to be formed within people for people to be able to meet each other through my energy, you know through what I talk about and people that feel attracted to What I say about the new earth and divine union. I saw it someone's asking to make a system for the thing that That you were talking about. Yeah. Yeah That would be wonderful for divine for divine sexual honor unions. Yeah, nice Yes, yes, that's that's that's exciting. Okay. Cool. Cool Okay, so there's all of these ways to to help and and play. I love that And um, okay. I already I think I already shared I'll do it one more time This is uh, the links are in the description This is uh, we have mariam's website. We have her her youtube channel here And we have her instagram where she's pretty active on the stories But you have to you have to follow right you said there's a wild on the stories It's calling people sluts and cowards I'm like you recently Roadgangster you risk you recently said no no leeches So does that mean people now have to Um request to follow you is that what you were saying? Yeah, because there was a lot of people that were constantly every day coming on my instagram page But they were too afraid to hit the follow button. So then I was being like, okay And and the leeching Practice and tradition. So now you now you have to be followed in order for people to see your star. Okay. Cool. Cool All right, so um, that's all folks if the video brought you exciting catalyst value, you know, give it a like subscribe comment below Um, share the video, you know, all the good stuff Um, all right, uh, that's that's pretty much it. Oh, yeah, we got the home dow also We got a lot of projects in the in the description home dow is one of the best ones Decentralizing basic needs infrastructures and activating earth's freedom for all So let's go let's go free freedom freedom freedom and love freedom Bye bye. Thank you so much Hey, one second. Let me one second. Let me end the stream and then one second Let me just end the stream and then we'll stay for a minute. Okay one second