 Welcome everybody to the PCP guys. It's time. We addressed the elephant in the room Which one? Dumbo get out of here Dumbo. It's like your film was racist That's the best guy ever joining it won't pay me back the $20. I lent you to go to fucking Five guys you messed up my order. This is the last time. I'm trusting your Dumbo Go back to anthro con Dumbo piece of shit Joining us today is the best guy ever Hello, that's me. We've got Tommy Oliver. Yo, we've got the Hippo crit Snort Ben St. Um, I am Pickle Rick And munchie what Tashi wa munchie sexu no to get through That's a it's a fucking full house it's six whole motherfuckers you talk about HQ the myth the mythical legend that people have been like Like strung along hearing about for years, and they're just like wondering when the fuck it's Coming the clouds. It's spoken about in hushed language around the campfire in the wee hours of the mourn Wondering what is it? When is it coming? Is it even real? Well folks today? We're going to reveal all I've been really excited to talk about this topic for a while Like it's no secret that the PCP has been like a cagey mess recently And I really want to try and be open as possible. Like that's my leader agenda That's my that's my unique unit the no bullshitting at all you plus Combat strength we're not being a little bitch. That's me. I know guys This is all great But we have to say first of all this episode is coming out in the context of when this comes out We are two weeks into our current rad com 3 arena Kickstarter Everybody please this is the most important thing if you're a patron You know and you only got so much money allocate those funds to the Kickstarter because we need that thing to go Oh, man, I'm a red cross like a mini prototype of what everything I would discuss here Y'all don't need to all y'all need to say is if you pledge $50 you get a t-shirt. It's a good t-shirt Yeah, don't don't make don't pledge too many though because then I have to make all of them by hand I'm a weak-willed little boy. He's weaving But they'll be they'll be handcrafted with love each and every one of them put Tom They'll be a randomized Like still from the gift that is the logo of arm retrieval. You see this is a beautiful thing Yeah, the first rad con had like a static logo and then rad con 2 we had everybody make logos because we couldn't decide on one And now we have kind of encapsulated our one logo is many logos It's really it is actually pretty cool that like all the you know You don't know which one of the colors you're gonna get but the way you said it is like the t-shirt will have a randomized gift on it It just sounded so terrible We're all gonna have one right so if you want to match the cool kids and fit in with their click You know like if you're one of those kids who we you're at school You see all the skater kids and so you just start dressing like a skater kids So they'll talk to you like you know, I'm just saying if you wear a rad con shirt around us There's a good chance you're gonna start a conversation You know when you walk in You know when you walk into the high school lunchroom and you see all those dark emo kids sitting alone in their own table And you think what are they fucking conjuring over there? They must be up to something special That's what you're gonna look like if you wear these t-shirts You may have come to Anthrocon alone and friendless every year up to this point in your life But if you strut in there wearing a rad con three t-shirt, let me just say your life's gonna change That's all by the way if for those who don't know rad con is a gathering of us if you didn't understand We didn't mention that at all Click the link to the kickstart link in the description to the Kickstarter read everything It's big. It's gonna be exciting. We've done rad con one and two. Of course. It's great And everybody on this episode right now is going to be there Advertising method of like pretending we're extremely desperate but in like a ski like we're all trying to like jokingly Manipulate people into buying the shirts. That's the advertising strategy. Isn't that how advertising works in general. It's all about manipulation We're showing you hit him in the brain and you hit him in the heart you play all friends PR is like so far. It's just a ski V monster mix that that's all that we aren't talking about It's the worst parts of real-life advertising and internet advertising combined into an amorphous beast Reason we're doing this episode today can we actually talk about the actual The Urban Dictionary definition of PCPH Right now I'm doing it right now. It's loading slower. I did actually find that already a place that seems to get further and further Way as human scientific knowledge improves about a hundred years ago Third flying airplanes it wasn't there so it moved right above the atmosphere Finally we send people in the outer space into the moon. It wasn't there either. So now PCP HQ is past Pluto somewhere What is this? Yeah, we gotta get there. That's what that's what fucking raggons about we gotta we gotta send space probes there to get PCP HQ I also I also looked up just just for you know For for other people out there alternate definitions. First of all, here's the definition of PCP Oh, also known as angel dust probably the scariest of all drugs was used as a horse tranquilizer Makes the user hallucinate because extremely violent and not feel anything I gotta I gotta say that it's a little ironic that we would name our show after what initially started as a horse tranquilizer Oh My god, holy shit, how is this? People have known have been known to do horrible things to the selms well under the influence Use PCP do not it will ruin your life Things like things like not go to college HQ definition of fiery places overcarried with jihadists and terrorists besides the traditional politicians tax fugitives Bankers traders lawyers and CEOs. That's that's rad con. That's rad con three real talk real talk How unlikely do you think it is for a PCP fan to get a college degree? I know I know they're they're out there doing like we encourage people to drop out I Someone asked me about college I would absolutely tell them not to go unless they're going into a certain specific Yeah, I would never tell anyone to not go to college. I'm always I'm very consistent on this point have a plan Whatever you know man If you need to go to college the numbers prove that it's it's increasingly a waste of time and money Well, then I think do the nut I've been real hard on college a lot in my life, but recently I've started to rethink that I think I've wasted my entire life doing this instead of actually going to college and getting a degree and I've been I keep myself every single night for that for the past we're forgetting the real reason We don't want anybody who watches the PCB to go to colleges so they can use that money instead to fund PCP HQ That's right One last thing here guys listen to the definition of just the word headquarters from Urban Dictionary aka HQ One a central place for a group or organization. That's number one and number two Slang for PC shop where people play World of Warcraft Dota and other gay ass games, dude That's what it says. That's how I'm way. Oh, that's that's exactly it. That was the plan That's what we're gonna do that those two definitions are like what we want the PCP HQ to be and what it's inevitably going to All right guys, let's let's get it. Yeah, let's talk about the basic broad concepts like what is the PCP HQ? Let's start there for all the uninitiated Okay, so the PCP HQ just to go over the bear facts is you should check out our patreon page We talk a little bit about it on there, but what it is is it is the the Magical dream realm place that we all imagine of the members of the PCP being able to live in Proximity and then come to the HQ to work together to make our collaborative projects Similar to what happens with the the ride-con stuff Of course, that's a different animal because we all gather Ultimate goal is basically to make the red-letter media set up because those guys are a bunch of like 35 year old filmmaker buddies who have a similar sense of humor and style So they all moved into the same place and rented out a studio and that allowed them to make much higher quality products And what's typical on YouTube and since we all like to be quality over quantity type of guys as much as we can YouTube kind of necessitates you to fucking just churn shit out, but like, you know Red-letter media has got like a real fucking successful patreon and real healthy view counts off of like putting out a video once every couple of weeks You know because they can really go all in on making the quality maximized And we think we are people with like strong enough Personalities in chemistry to carry a show obviously we can do this show But like this shows growth potential is nothing compared to what could be if we could raise our production quality and really attract people to this this motley Underground niche crew, you know, so again and in layman's terms PCP HQ is all of the PCP members living in proximity aka like in the same city and having some sort of space where they can record You know studio type stuff and do new I couldn't do over the internet real quick I don't even want to give people the impression that like because whatever we say that red-letter media stuff I feel like people imagine it's just gonna be the plebe in the weave or like other half in the bag You know ripoff or like a fucking best of the worst ripoff shows But I also think of it as like all right You know like when Seth Rogan and James Franco and they've got like all their friends and they all just live in Hollywood So they make movies together just because they all live in the same place and they're all comedians like that's also what I see PCP HQ as it's like well what any random funny idea that we just can't do by ourselves And we need like one other funny guy to be nearby like it's real convenient to have some stuff like that for say if you've Seen the collabs that me and Nate did when I went to your house. Yeah, I'll talk to work. I do it It's just like yeah, it's like a little four minute comedy video But like the way it's filmed and the idea of it like it couldn't have been done without both of us being there And like this specific combination of senses of humor even body type, you know, like it's yeah Into the joke of that video, you know, so it's like something that couldn't have happened with either of us alone Yeah, one of the big strengths of having the HQ is gonna be able to like increase the ability to make spontaneous spontaneous content because like if we have an idea you can just do it as opposed to me like well I want to do this idea with Digi. I got to track them down We got a plan on time we actually do something together and blah blah blah like it's just like you want to do it Man, yeah, we'll come on over and then that's it you sirs don't understand How much the fourth dimension adds to content like like the ability to be in the same room of something Someone automatically alters how the content flows. I even though like like I don't think I act any differently Online than I do offline. It's inevitable that just that just is the case It just is the case. I don't know how to stop it It just is the case and I think you know in all the Deagle nation types you know digital links and like here and all the sort of stuff like there I think I I think I have a certain flow in my you know natural Unscripted live action sort of stuff that I just can't replicate online because that's you know, it's just hard not in front of people I can't gauge things. So just being live action will really benefit like all of us and I mean just look at the Reaction of people to the lectures at PCP lectures That's the biggest proof. I think that it's there Look at those. They're huge Got a huge response and imagine if we can do those anytime we want to imagine a PCP world out the fucking Songchu lecture or the fucking deal nation lecture or the Kingdom Hearts lecture mad and like those are two fucking or three Insanely influential pieces of fucking work They are they are integral to the PCP lore and they're all public you couldn't fucking have a lecture deal nation It would not be the same if I wasn't there pacing back and forth for two hours and people find out of their fucking chairs Thinking about Jace that would not be the same. You can only have that sort of stuff in person I think there could be no debate that there's a lot of content that we can only make in that situation And and here's my main pitch to people people don't always think about this But if you want to Make your if you want to find yourself in a place where you're making like interesting or unique content You have to set yourself up in a position where you can succeed doing it. So like we could You know continue to like slave away on like projects just doing exactly what we're doing forever You know we could always do that But like the amazing thing to me is I like to think back to a moment in the Kingdom Hearts lecture that I never ever could have Planned I never would have thought to write this joke But the way it just emerged from this you know emergent gameplay of the lecture of playing off the people in the audience Was amazing and it was when when Jeff asked the question when I was talking about like nominate and in raucous and sore I had like they're all the same person and He just said like Nate so okay or mr. Best guy So if they were to fuck like what percentage of masturbation would that be and then just you know I immediately respond for me one hundred percent It was the funniest moments in the whole thing it's amazing I watch it back all the time and I never could have written that joke and it works in the context of Watch back the moment that you really nailed it over and over again just like reliving the You're masturbating to your masturbation. Yeah, it's his ringtone now I feel the hardcore the lecture was completely Unscripted and I had no idea what I was going to do when I fucking got up there and I just thought well Am I as well just go as hard as I fucking can and there's a catchphrase that catchphrase that legendary phrase was fucking Born out of the ashes that nigger has not gotten up off I mean, I don't I don't know what else there is to say like just the fact that like because none of that all this was like an Podcast date, I don't know what else there is to say I I just mean because I think that really sums it up just in terms of like the tangible benefits right there There's no plan. I think there's another another tangible benefit Is because we're talking about like all this extra content we can do But I think another good thing to point out is that even the base PCP will increase dramatically in quality because so much of like Conversation and like interaction is non-verbal. So being in the same room if we all recorded in person There'd be a whole other dimension to the conversation that'll just like subconsciously What are my favorite comedy podcast is is the sleepy cast and they record in the same room the audio isn't great but like The energy in that room of them just fucking around and talking about bullshit is just so it's like it leads to so much More funny moments fucking energy man. It's the energy when you're on the computer. It's too easy to like oh look to the side What's that bag of pretzels doing there look to the side? Oh, there's that glass of milk that I haven't taken downstairs now it has mold all over the top of it Yeah, well you're in person you can't do that You have to keep focus on the person you're talking to and it creates a you know a more natural Dynamic conversation It's like it's like when we did t-bap like like all the energy in t-bap was because we were doing it live And I remember like when we didn't live in this great Like we didn't want to keep doing t-bap because it wouldn't be the same to record it. Yeah, you know literally I call or whatever Literally remember t-bap like like Hey speaking of which put 9,000 and 1,000 the Kickstarter hashtag max revive t-bap I mean we had a we had a moment just now where six people tried to talk at once And that's the exact reason that this should be done live You know like that doesn't happen when you're all live because you can all see each other gearing up to speak You know when someone's getting ready here We've got a delay so we can't even tell until after someone has decided to start speaking that they have begun speaking You know it's a lot harder to manage flow in a conversation Especially on like a laggy discord server with six people on different parts of the fucking continent, you know So yeah think about all that and also think about the fact that the rain reason we don't do face cam is that Sinking six fucking face cam videos would be a pain in the ass getting everybody's quality consistent You know and like also it's kind of sucks to be held accountable for two hours to not like play with your dick You know so Surrounded by everybody else Yeah First like Okay, so that appeal real the appeal having great Hierarchy content that that's all good and well, and I know all of our fans would love that You guys just listen to the rad con stuff all that impossible to do online. So that's all squared away That's all you know obvious that that's all incredible But here's the thing that also like like you know the PCP is about content, right? Well, the other flip side of the PCP is that we're all friends and we never see each other ever None of us ever like fucking like like culture shock Intellectual alarm clock blasting your fucking ears listener the PCP don't talk to each other and they don't hang out ever And PCP you will hopefully fix that. I hope please. I Definitely want to hang out with everyone more. Yeah Do do like like, you know Let's play is it but not like for a video Just just having a place to go and be like, yeah, what are you working on? I'm working on my video over here Okay, I imagine it being like a Combination of red-letter media with the big room where we film things and then maybe some small I have no idea what we're like I think we could be afford like super fucking cool if like for example We're all in the same place and maybe like hippo. You're just like hey I'm working on the next hypocrite video like Look at what I got so far. What do you think? Yeah, you can all influence our content as it's being developed Cuz there's one thing that I've had like ideas and I've been told by like digi at least That I could send like my scripts to people to see what they think but it's it's I don't know It never really feels right to send a script that I'm working on even when I'm stuck to anybody but when I'm like I'm Because it's like it's more in the delivery and stuff Dude it is a thousand times. Let me tell you this is something I've gotten personally because I've been living with with my fiance now because she left her job to work for me and like Reading a script out loud to somebody else like you could just ask them like is that the right word? Like is that the word I wanted, you know or like is that funny and then they can go without yeah That was funny. You know like you watch them. You can see them laugh, and you're like, okay That's funny. I'm leaving that in the video like I have definitely been using we both have like whenever we make something We just look at the other person like which parts of this are good, you know And I think with PCP with all of us having like, you know Pretty similar senses of humor and holding each other to a pretty high standard having critical eye You know, I think if maybe I could watch one of you know Nate or hippos videos over their shoulder right before they publish it I could be like that joke is real funny that one I would cut, you know, and then you can look at my video and be like this is fucking boring You should make it funny, and I'll be like, okay Let me paint a picture for the viewers here So imagine all the PCP or like nice castles on like on a hexagon grid In the in the middle in the middle of all these kingdoms is a barren desert wasteland That is our discord chat room and all communication must go through this desert wasteland This is like fucking Sahara you have to put on your turban, and you will have to get your fucking slaves You have to venture across this barren wasteland get to the other empire to fucking talk to the other king there That's what that's what talking online is like if you fucking help us get PCP HQ We can just walk over to each other's houses, and we won't have to fucking toil endlessly under the hot blistering discord sun Now I I do just want to put in here. I don't want to feel I don't want to like make it sound like just give us money And this will happen like real fast I want to add just a little bit of a damper to this whole fun Conversation just to say this is a long-term goal that we're all working on and obviously if we're talking about the lives of like At least six people here that have to be like, you know financially economically You know housing situation has to be resolved and all that stuff takes like a lot of money and a lot of effort So in no way are we saying this like just get us to like right now on the PCP? Patron we say like give us five grand I think it's like per episode that we release and like we will start to make PCP HQ Yeah, it will not like officially be fully realized. We're definitely not going cuz like we're doing a Kickstarter for the Radcon 3 And that's like a temporary like oh, I want to meet up We want to jump together and just do some stuff and like make more content to like impress you all but like the actual getting over and everybody getting situated and you know ordering a studio that would never be like That won't be crown funded. It will just be like when we all have Enough money in order to support ourselves. We have income that we can rely on that's when it will happen We just need you know to bolster our own and and the PCP you know that it makes perfect sense It takes five thousand dollars to fund PC for to fund Radcon and that's for a week So if we release a video every week, and it's five thousand a video then that means it's a Radcon every week Keep in mind that this entire podcast is speculative and not at all like a promise Real murmurings of this nationalist ethnosnate ethnosnate live on air Yeah, well one of the main reasons we decided even to do this episode is like we've been talking we because we haven't had sat down and had a Super constructive conversation about this anyways. It's just it's just as much for us You guys are bothering me with this it's too far out is no real look I'm moving to Boston in June That's happening. So PCP HQ starts June 1st when I moved to Boston Until two PCP guys whoever shows up after me. That's it's officially HQ The second that there's two people that Tom's already there so me and Tom can already have PCP HQ Sure, you know If it takes a month for the rest of you to show up Tom's gonna be living in my garage by that point by the by so you know The PCP HQ will be me and Tom and Pants you party over here fucking making vlogs until What the fuck does Pants you party have to do with PCP HQ dude? Let's put a stamper right now on that shit No, that's just saying that's what it'll be until the rest of you guys show up We should come back that but I that that's that's nitty-gritty shit And then we should probably keep this abroad still because I still my point is everybody Stop trying to make it less hype by making it sound like it's too far away Because in the audience is gonna give us all their money because they're gonna be like I don't care about like you know When they release those like teaser trailers for a movie that comes out in like a fucking year and you're like I literally will not remember that this movie supposed to come out like fuck I don't care enough about any movie But on the other hand you don't want to be a final fantasy 15 and promise something and then take 10 years to Deliver something that's way shittier than initially No, we don't want to be any of that stuff We want to be a game that announces it's gonna be released six months beforehand and then comes out and everyone loves it That's what we want to do It's six months and then do it Like am I gonna be ready to literally quit my job in six make it that way I mean I think what it is is that like PCP HQ like it like what the ultimate like the ultimate hypothetical form of it We're like all of us live together is like maybe far out and it's complicated But like it doesn't have to be it's not black and white like that like PCP HQ right and start to form like yes That's what I'm saying. It's a it's it's on a spectrum like I have always Expected that me and Nate are probably gonna be the first ones to meet up because I'm I'm definitely moving Nate's probably gonna be ready to move before too long If we are all if we're all going to wherever Tom already is then he'll be there So I'm thinking like you know there's we don't have to wait for everybody else to show up before we start making videos You know like whoever's available is gonna be the initial crew of making like the live-action content Everybody else is gonna still probably be in the audio only version You know and like I expect that to basically exist until everybody shows up, you know And it'll be like all right. We don't need that to exist anymore, you know But like whoever's there will make content and you guys already know me and Nate make shit together I went to your house and we made like 20 fucking videos So like you know as soon as to two of us are in the same place It's PCP HQ and then what that is can grow and evolve as more people turn up and contribute to it There's one general broad thing that I would like to brush up upon that's like that may not seem immediately relevant But I think it is extremely relevant to HQ as a whole. What is the PCP to everyone else? Here I'll say I'll say what I perceive the PC to be to be to me Sort of like a weekly world war like with each member being like a mighty empire like each rich and culture in their own Right banding together to duke it out intellectually and physically each Sunday to appease our Suzerain 15,000 fold no should definitely mean identity should be appealed like should be appearing on these podcasts like the PCP is like supplementary material to all of our individual content that doesn't say the PCP kind of important All right, I'm gonna go ahead and make a promise right now when PCP HQ happens If there is a live-action version of the PCP in any form physical fighting will be a part of it It has to it has to end with blood physical violence will definitely be be a sponsored content of the PCP I mean another tangible benefit. I mean it's kind of it's kind of part of this whole situation But like right now Gibb does in fact live in another country and if PCP HQ can form and become like a stable actual sort of business model Then we could get visas for Gibb to come work and live. Oh, yeah as a employee That's the biggest financial goal Like the reason that PCP HQ needs like the reason we need a kicker the reason we need a patreon for it You know like why does it have to be a patreon goal with me and Nate could just move into the same place? Anyways, it's because we can't do that with someone like hippo who's you know, not even from this country Like we need to have a real stable foundation for someone like him to come over, right? Yeah, it's not because I looked into it a lot of times and checked and stuff And there's like two main ways I could get into the US Well three if I'm if I'm illegal But like two is like one is like marrying someone from this country Yeah, and the other one is being hired by and by a company And if the PCP can become like a literal like LLC company thing I think that would be an avenue that I could like it like you can hire me in I could be on Shows and be like ha ha and then I can have a house Gibb what if we kickstart Gibbon munchies wedding, you know I know dude. I keep telling you it's not a fucking joke. I will gay marry you to get you into America This is a full like my legs are spread just whenever you're It's so weird I can't tell my parents that I'm getting gay married to a big fat Mexican lad. That's like Real question remember that movie now I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry or whatever it was about like Two guys like okay. Why? What was the problem exactly? Why can't you just marry like is there do you have to like prove you like love them or something? Like why doesn't that just work? That was the conceit of the movie. I don't know if that's true in reality Yeah, I'm real curious. I've never heard of like people get shotgun married all the time So yeah, or maybe they I think it was because they had to be married specifically for some kind of grant That they were trying to get or some ride. I don't fucking know who cares I mean it comes down to that. I just won't tell anybody in my family that I'm technically married to a man I will just never married to a man. You're married to a god Like we'll just it'll just be munchy and the detail there will be no further details Let's just say I found God I became a christian every gender at once Respond to what I said by the way What is the PCP to everyone? I can answer. Oh, right? Yeah, the PCP is basically a virus or no More more accurate would be to say a a Paramecia or a single-celled organism with many nuclei and these nuclei inside control the main body and Stretch it and squish it However, they see fit with the goal of expanding and assimilating more and more into the entity as a whole Like we're all working independently, but we're all working to the shared goal of getting our big fucking blob body as big as it can get Yeah, I'm all about my blob body getting bigger We're just a big old blob. We're absolutely filled with goop Related with it. Does anyone else share my adjustics my justice league interpretation of the PCP? I forget the world war. I don't remember. I don't get it to the justice league at all Powers or like yeah, yeah, but you Nations. Yeah, what I see it as is what is has always been Like sans podcast is just a group of internet creators who are like intellectually cool and fun And I don't hate them and they like me as well. So that's good and we can all make each other grow Our penis is big because we like each other so much, you know, this has changed over time But I certainly still think of the PCP when you know I I had the idea to start doing the podcast and the reason for it was because I just wanted to talk to you guys and if Not for the podcast that simply would not happen. Yeah, and you know it had and now it's actually making some money Which is very nice and all these other things about wanting to move in together. It's helping facilitate that goal so to me it's an excuse to continue talking to my friends continue collaborating with the very few content creators online or some of them that I respect and Yeah, it's just it's just a dream of like you are the guys that I want to work with and I do and I hope to continue to Do so in new ways in the future and this is a unifying element I do not put a I mean I love just talking at length as obviously because I just like loved doing the PCP in general So for me, it's just a great way to just dump a bunch of bullshit every week In a podcast and shit But other than that, it's a great unifying element with people who I respect and want to work with Yeah, that's what it is for me The PCP is like a combination of both a collaborative and competitive effort Because like we come together and we're all friends we hang out We talk shit and we just make a collaborative product, which is great And it's an excuse to talk with all you guys But at the same time the PCP is an enterprise is also a way for me to like keep tabs on what everybody is doing and It kind of keeps me motivated because like I've talked before about how I feel like I have to earn my place here So I definitely feel like there's like a bar that needs to be bet and that kind of helps keep me working Harder than I might buy myself. I might like lose motivation. Can I just put out this spot on that? Okay, go ahead go ahead. Yeah, I've definitely felt like other groups of friends or people are not They I don't it's it they're not like hard on me enough like they don't they just say yeah, that's great And like the Brody's like the Brody's it's it's this group is like one part everything I said before but then another part It is yeah, it is competitive It's like we're always trying to one-up each other and we get annoyed when one of us is like the most popular digi And we Always been above but the rest of us are like vying for second Did you we all made a snow idol of him and murdered him It's like it's it's good to have competition. It's like a friendly rivalry like like it's like an anime like everyone It's funny give that you mentioned the the the hard talk and stuff because I remember at one point like this time last year I felt very isolated from the group and I approached you specifically about it And you straight up told me like your shit just hasn't been interesting and none of us have felt It's worth talking about and that like kicked my ass and from that point on I was like I need to bust my ass harder Yeah, but then I started making money and you close it up real Else as much as I like being a content creator I like being a Jew so much I It's not bad and by the way, here's your dose of hashtag re-utilitarianism for the day I literally believe unconditional love is immoral and I will never subscribe to it at any point It has everything to do with this because if we were just friends who didn't criticize each other And we're just like supportive and everything that we did there would be stagnation and I want to bring him There's something wrong I've broken my brain, but uh, no, I I think How I see the PCP is that everyone in this group is an artist who given the opportunity Would attempt to make the greatest piece of art They possibly could and then attempt to one up at every time they made something new given the opportunity now right now Everyone's in a position where they're trying to become financially stable through art in order to give them the leeway to do that All of us are young as fuck. Nobody's even 30 yet Most artists don't even really become big until they're 30s, you know, hello. I see us as a I see us as a group of people with an insane amount of potential because everyone in here is so creative And has been doing it for such a long time that they've kind of proven themselves No one in here is like a flake. None of us were of one success and then we quit YouTube You know, we all tried to build multiple careers here and are still trying to grow and are still like hungry and I think You know Nate is obviously somebody who wants to make really highly produced and epic videos He might not ever put the like the like stupid amount of effort he put into some of them again But like incorrect He But if you didn't have to make we Agua you would just focus on making those right But but I do have to make we exactly want to succeed on YouTube. So I do I only just recently got to a point where I'm able to take more of a step back And even then I still try to I still try to put out shit constantly just because There's some people who just want to hear my voice all day, and I want to appease those people as well And I have fun doing it. It's a good way to just constantly like throw every fucking Well, yeah, because we see one of those people is me is that we said yeah, oh, yeah Well, I mean like you know something like Nate doing we Agua a lot of these are video ideas And we all have this this all this happens to everyone in this group that we have way more ideas than we can actually fucking make Like the worst Nate there's no way Nate could ever in his lifetime make fully edited videos out of every idea that's on we Agua So there is a reason for that show to exist And I'm sure you wouldn't just kill like that lower effort content entirely just because you were able to make higher effort stuff But like you probably would be like hey, there's not gonna be a weekly show instead I'm gonna make fucking movies that are gonna like you are never gonna want to stop watching this video, you know Indeed indeed, and I think that's what everybody I think that's what everybody in here would try to do if like they had the unlimited Resources and and time, you know, I don't think anyone in here is somebody who if we had all the money in the world would be like I'm never doing art again. We just be like No, I finally have time to make my fucking masterpiece, you know, yeah, you know I feel guilty even saying this but you know looking back on it I gotta say my respect for Aaron Hansen is Coming back around as just a businessman and as a practical guy who was like this is what I got to do to succeed Make game great just grow it I you know the more time that passes the more I recognize just what a mature and that dude could do anything He wants now like if he wants to make an animation He fucking I mean you I was just like first you get rich then you can just do anything So like first get rich everybody just do it just the other day I was looking at fucking kitty cat gaming His wife's channel and like he animated a full intro for that Like just for his wife's channel just cuz he felt like it like that He knew there would be no profit for him in doing that other than like hey My wife will have a neat little intro animation, but like that it's like a fully flat. Oh, yeah But like, you know, I'm just looking at that I'm like this is what you this is a freedom you have when like you don't have to interrupt your schedule of like I have to have an animation about a popular game done every month You know like most people have to see what he just announced on game grumps or whatever like when they were doing game Grumps touring there was no production company that could handle like what they were asking for as youtubers So they just built their own and now they're like looking for people and I was like goddamn I want to sign up to this shit. I want to tour maybe I can work with the game grumps and do this shit Yeah, I'm so impressed by these people Fucking they made a visual novel, you know like these are the kind of things that if we I think at our group If we all lived in one area, and we didn't have the monetary concern of like I need constant videos That's the kind of shit we would come up with I mean I'm assuming we all have like a big project like it's somewhere in our minds that no constraints we do I know I do Like I can't But right now I just got myself up to a point where I'm allowed to make like one video a month on the main channel And that's enough for me to make something pretty big But I've never been able to like oh I had to disappear for six months to make this piece of art So, you know like in we all know, you know our buddy the endless one did that I don't know how well that worked out for him financially But like if that's how we got horseshoe finale is dude had to disappear for six months and make that thing because that's That's why that's why it's a masterpiece is that it had that much time and some are Kind of focus right exactly. There's a concept called deep work, which it's a concept I've been reading up about because deep web. Yeah, the deep the deep web But like deep work it's it's when because there it was interesting was reading this book and was talking about how like social Media is destroying people's attention spans and it's actually like making Making it more difficult for creators to do what's called deep work Which is when you just spend like three four or five six hours at a row without any inter interactions or interruptions just working on something That's how I make all my videos Majority of like good work comes that's like um, oh, there's there's a talk by um, oh god One of the one of the Monty Python guys Who's the big please? Yeah, John Cleese John Cleese. Yeah, there's a talk by John Cleese about like the Like creative mode and like and how like you need like time to like let your mind enter the creative mode or something Sounds similar and they were talking about how like with multi-tasking and stuff Like when you like no one can actually multitask like your brain can't do it You just do tasks switching and the interesting thing was like your brain when you switch tasks You don't immediately just stop doing the other thing. It's still kind of lingering in your mind So it takes a little while for your brain to completely switch off from one thing and focus on another So if you're constantly going and checking social media or whatever else or like doing smaller things in the middle of your work You never fully commit to it a hundred percent Yeah, so it's like it's just a really interesting like how like the brain works If you're someone who has problems with that fucking get like the stay focused app You know that shit just blocks you from all social media for like a day Or it gives you it gives you ten minutes of time every day and then it'll just block the page So you got ten minutes of Twitter today and you better fucking use it spare You better use it right, you know, or if you waste it all in the morning It's like well, I guess you're grinding on your writing all night because you ain't open in that fucking way Better if you get out of the way Sometimes I've been in cycles where I was doing like I would just do it all at the beginning and then not have it all day Sometimes I want like I need that little spice of like breaking away from what I'm writing for like just a minute You know to look at Twitter and but I try to spread that out all night You know, I'm only allowed to look for 30 seconds because it's gonna cut into my 10 minutes So like that's another way to kind of keep yourself on track Yeah, yeah, man Excellent I feel I feel like Like like coming back to to you know, like like a piece of HQ and have and how that will affect us And how we'll be able to be better people because of this even even if you disregard any of the you know, business Content-wise things again just being together will in like like like, you know I I just said, you know remove content But even just being better friends and just talking to other will you know influence our content and make it better I know that like like being together will like fucking like pacify all of our dark mental urges and fucking like, you know moderate our Suicidal and and homicidal tendencies and try and make us into more productive Moral people with a fucking backbone for once and so just being friendly with one other and being able to actually see another person Every, you know once every week or so instead of the zero time We all get to see that would be great and that will be able to make us, you know More functional fucking people and therefore better content Let me break out one of my favorite comparisons like fucking in the fighting game community like people who get big as Like fighting game players they have to play against other big players like you can't get good playing against like your local guys Like even if they're really great like if you're not playing against a pro They just know so much more that like just playing against them teaches you way more about the game You know that's preparing you for an entirely different meta Exactly and so like us living together is even working together all this time has always been that way like we've had a Everyone in the PC piece had a very massive influence on each other I think that's pretty fucking obvious Which is why why we all share a fan base because people generally, you know can see the threads of each other's work in and everything we do but like You know living together just to kind of increases that it's I One of the things about like that the reasons people recommend going to college is like they say you'll get Experienced just by like seeing things that you wouldn't have seen at home, you know and with the piece with a with Working with you guys I've had times where like just watching someone to edit you might like learn a whole new way to edit You know or watching someone's workflow or just being around when someone's being creative gives you ideas about how to approach Creativity, you know, I might have different brainstorming methods from Nate But like maybe if I copy the way he takes notes, it'll let me make a different kind of video or something like my famous note taking Yeah, I mean I've been exploring all this because I'm helping my fiancee launch her channel and like we've been just watching YouTube videos Fucking constantly and like taking notes on what everybody does, you know So I've been in this constant state of like man being around youtubers is powerful like being around people who do the same work You do like will really Just like kind of reconfigure your mind to think of things in a different way and I've learned a lot from even just seeing like hippos Writing style like how he writes the jokes into his fucking scripts, which I don't do at all Like people like writes notes about how to deliver jokes in the scripts themselves A lot of people might not have even thought about that and some people will probably just learn something just by me explaining that on this Podcast, you know So like the more we learn from each other the more we can tell the world because like I might take for granted the way I write but then one of you guys looks at it and goes oh fuck guys Did you know you could write like this and now everybody knows, you know I just don't want to I don't want to get anybody to whipped up in a frenzy But I just want to say like keep your eyes on what's going here if you if you like what we do I don't want to make anybody give like us money or whatever to support a dream That doesn't have a tangible benefit for them, but I think that we can offer that I mean I mean, there's no like there's no like yeah, there's no like fun for this, right? Yeah, just the main PCP patreon, you know does include language saying like if we hit 5,000 goals PCP HQ will become real now like we'll start to make it when we have the money personally to do it We will do it and it depends on whether we Individually get big or the PCP allows us like we get an income from that, right, right, but it's not gonna be like yeah We're not gonna fund it directly Speaking of that Nate about specific things that we don't people get all riled up about Let's talk about specific things that will rile people up. I think we've all talked about the general broad stuff I think it's time to get in the nitty-gritty like what exactly we plan to do like Yeah, yeah, let me let me give you my general vision of what I see when PCP HQ becomes real in my mind I see and this is just me other people might disagree and this will all be figured out in time when this sure it starts to become real But in my world there is a core unifying show perhaps weekly That is something akin to a half-in-the-bag style show like live-action people sitting down talking about thing They want to talk about with probably I don't know I imagined some sort of we Agua style editing it'll depend on like who the editor is and what the workflow becomes for that sort of thing Um and so and that's like the main core content on the channel and then aside from that probably just like Relative or content that's currently relevant to whatever's going on so for example something like the podcast me and digi did about Like the Aromanga sensei like I imagined things along those lines appearing on there as well Maybe live-action maybe not and I I do get inspired by a lot of what red-letter media does in terms of they'll just make like random videos Like science man explains like transformer genesis or your terminated like whatever it is all that kind of shit like that That's the handboy winter war sort of thing Well, that's the kind of stuff that it helps to have the studio set up for because like exactly they created It's a different type of video But like all they really had to do is swap out a few assets and like they already have the lighting They already have the big cameras like everything is ready to go just swap out the basic props of like the set and For us even just working individually I'm sure this is true for all of you because we all fucking work in our bedrooms They have to set up your whole fucking setup every time you want to record anything, you know see that honestly When I dream of PCB HQ the number one thing I dream of considering I literally have to like construct my set every time I set up having a studio room where I just go flip some switches, and I'm ready to record that is my dream That is my dream. I can that was what we tried to do at the Radcon and with the set that was in my my old house But like I never quite got the lighting good because it's hard to justify spending a lot To make a proper set you're gonna have to drop a lot of money But like if everyone was there and we were all using it it would be justified, you know Like if we wanted to get real professional shit, you know I think all of us Understand that that's the next layer to go to but it's like there's not enough There's not enough evidence that that will profit us to do it for just our own videos, you know But like if everyone's working together, it's like okay Well having a dedicated setup will mean we can like just churn shit out like you know Pencil in what whatever you're doing that day and let's fucking film the schedule, you know, yeah Yeah, for sure. That's one thing I dream of in the meantime. I'll probably construct like some sort of home studio I don't I feel like I'm gonna move pretty soon probably before PCB HQ becomes real and the most important thing is to get a room Where I can just set up my shit, and I don't know maybe get another computer just all that kind of stuff Man, I dream it every fucking day. God. I fucking hate sitting on my goddamn camera I'm really glad they were talking about like specific things are going to do because one of my main concerns of PCB HQ You know before this a while ago was a while we had like, you know Of course the the obvious benefit of like, oh, we'll be able to do things together. They will be new shows available That's kind of where the conversation ended and there was no like fit like actual show like yeah Sure, there would be a show if we were all together But uh when we're talking about moving and putting people's lives on the line It's better to have an actual show planned instead of just saying there will be a show eventually Yeah, I mean so yeah I think the reason it's sort of vague when we initially came up with it was it's just it will Be us talking about media like we do well But there's like two of us instead of one or maybe just one like that the reason Like I I mean I don't do we agile with style things, but I could but I'm just like not that good on camera generally and I have a really bad place to record but like um I Doing like edited review things only really works with me when it's something that I already have a history with and I can sort of explain and and and and do all that sort of like big editing long-form stuff And if I wanted to do that for like my channel to get you know talk about new games and and get like new Viewers and whatever like it would be way easier if I could just have somebody there and we say yeah We played this game. This is what we think about it and that would be the show But it would be great because it's like It's it's just t-bap, but with a video game Yeah, yeah I've I've I've turned my nose up a bit at Red Letter Media before but I've been watching it a bunch lately and Thinking about it in terms of like like what if like what if the PCP had like a similar setup and I don't know It's just really great. It's really exciting. Right, right There you go. I mean just like you know this they have these props and they just do these fucking Shit things It just helps up to succeed. It would just yeah They did and it would just be it's so much better than it would be if it was audio only Mm-hmm Like if they couldn't do they couldn't do like any of the shit They do if they didn't have like a studio at the very least their meme potential like to their big memes on TV Just posting Red Letter Media, you know like gifts and images and stuff Like they are they're kind of a cultural phenomenon in their own small way Big cult fan base, you know, like a grown-up version of what we got, you know But I think the reason that it's been so nonspecific is that for me I usually base the projects I do on what is at my disposal So like the way I see it again if it was only gonna be me and Nate for a few months I would just invent a show that is for me and Nate and is meant to last a few months You know until we get the next guy or like if it or designed to go on until it needs to be replaced or unless it's super Successful in which case we just keep doing that show even after PCP That's my thinking as well. Yeah, so like they basically for me It's just like all right. Who do I have what equipment do we have right now? What space do we have you know if if me and Nate both move to the same place and we can't yet afford or Justify the expense of a studio space. We might just do something in a home studio But with both of us, you know, but there's a lot of potential there Yeah, I think that's why it's been so nonspecific But I just want to have the ability to if there is an idea to do it like again with the otaku workout training video And I realized that a lot of the stuff that I tend to cite as like what I want to be able to do more of is not Necessarily like the most popular videos we do like obviously I think all of us have been our most successful when we're critiquing popular media more so than like just trying to carry something on the strength of like our personas I think that There's a lot more room to explore what we can do with that Whenever we do make a weird video like that like a comedy video There's a crowd of people who's like this is my favorite thing you've ever made and I'm like I agree with that crowd The passionate fans are the ones who will throw their money at you. They're the ones. They're the ones we should be worried about I mean we should we should care about their opinion and not the and not the fairweather people who are just interested in The popular thing we might be talking about I I got a show idea. All right, because like we've got all these like vague things like just Personalities put them together and talk about something. That's that's that's all good We can make a billion different types of those sort of shows, but here's here's a specific one It'll be we go. I don't know whether Walmart sells like a brick a giant bricks of limestone But we go and get a bunch of And then we bring them into a room and we get some hammers and chisels and we just learn how to sculpt Let's sculpt let's sculpt sculpt me and native had a long long time plan to do some kind of show about learning Japanese Oh, you spilled the beans, but we both need to learn it We've had that plan for a fucking solid year and we like it obviously would get done way easier if we live You know what it's it's it okay now that you've said it Let me just give everyone my dream. This is a project. I came up with and I think it is literally the best idea of all time It is a podcast. I mean, it'd probably be live action if we if we get this shit together but it is a a a Like regular maybe weekly style show where we are learning Japanese beginning with the fundamentals and like every week We'll make a new lesson learning more stuff And the point of this is that one day when many episodes are made This will simply be a fun youtube playlist podcast where you can just watch and if you like practice and do the lessons along the way You will just learn Japanese as well. Is that not the greatest idea? It's like our machine for Japanese culture There will and there will also be a competitive element to it and like lots of lots of dunking on each other Like that's going to be integral. You know, I love that idea. Get dunked on bro. Yes Megaman it will be playing the entire time I'm gonna get on a train of thought and bin. I think I think you'll be interested in this So please chime in whenever you feel necessary I am not a video person. I do not create videos as my main thing. Of course, you know The main thing I do now, you know, like like that people see not behind the curtain is videos But you know, I don't perceive myself to be that I am a draw person first and foremost and in my heart And so it like, you know, if I were to go to psphq, well, of course, I would benefit from studios and stuff such as that That's not the main thing that I would be doing Is, you know creating new types of the main I have I have types of videos that I would like to do I would like to do a cooking show. I like to do literal fighting. I want I want to literally record fights That's not a joke or a meme. I want to do that. I am intensely interested in that I like wrestling and there's stuff that I could do and I want to do But I think even like even the you know, most individualistic sort of stuff like, you know, drying stuff Just being around like, you know, this goes back to what we were talking about earlier being influenced If I was around Ben or if I were around, you know, any of the other draw boys hippo tom here That would be great. That would be that would be a huge influence. That would be a huge rush I I totally imagine being in the same room as one of those people and just like we are both just drawing together Like we're not like being like, oh fair. Check out this draw. Check out this panel. How do you think about that? We could do that But I'm just saying, you know in fucking silence in our in our cave. I got it Let me pitch a show to you for when pcbhq happens and you and the draw boys all get together Draw erotic comics and whoever achieves the biggest boner for the audience is the winner. What do you think? I like it I'm gonna punch you. Let me tell you. I got a I got a notebook full of real creative fun drawings That ben saint drew while me and devu Pretended we knew how to draw next to him and it was it was a great time You know, I remember those they're all like colored and shit Yeah, you were just like fucking around with your markers and drawing like masterpieces while me and devu were just like Attempting to even make what we were doing like like visibly readable I remember that was a great time. I'm totally on board with you muchy because like I think just being around because there's I I live in a vacuum. All right. I have no friends. I have nobody who's creatively inclined around me ever at all So I just do my shit and that's it But like if I was like In the proximity of someone who is doing shit that I want to do and doing it better I'd be like I love you, but I want to fucking kill you and it would definitely make me more more productive and Better and I I Suppose the the piece me podcast would probably still exist by the way. You'd probably just keep doing this shit I forgot to mention that it would get better for sure That's why I was saying having it be in person would have a whole new dimension to it Because we'd have that like personal like real life interactive element to it By the way, so when you say something stupid, I can go over and punch you in the face All about drawing said here here fucking fastball like like hit you in the fucking skull before you could even react Tom hippo, let's have like a three musketeers live action show or you know something to that effect where we're all art people who hate ourselves Yeah, that's good. That's the main theme here. That's the main theme We should all just have a show where we just like shit on everybody else who does like reviews and commentary because it's gay Yes Okay, fucking tentative plans for for a bunchy patreon. The highest goal is I will never talk about another piece of media in my life I will never comment or even think about other art in my entire life Wasting your time just create your own shit. The best commentary on media is to make better media yourself Very true My brain this this imagery of like The video like all of us drawing on the on the bottom of the screen Like you can see the backs of our monitors and are like pasty white faces Illuminated by the screens and then above of us is like like a recording of what we're drawing And it's just like 10 hours of like complete silence of us drawing And then above those as there's a there's a gauge for how self-conscious the artist is betraying And with the more self-conscious they get the lower a noose from the ceiling Down towards them Yes, wonderful And just to just to get just to get really real just to get really really really dark and real You know, please tommy holla first gonna be living in a car soon And his main source of income is the pcp. So if you pay enough to the pcp tom might live You might you might I didn't I didn't want to go there. I won't put any pressure on anybody, but uh, yeah That seems to be what's in the cards. Yeah, uh, uh get a fucking job If you if you want us to I do have a job If you want us to be able to afford to just put tom up in a house somewhere And like have him just like nominally participate in pcp content while he works on like his grand vision of 3d art Support the pcp I can't wait. I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm my my my long-term goal and I was going to talk about this my favorite I think about about the pcp being a big thing is not even so much the the collaborative stuff because that's going to be great I love that because I love doing shit with you guys I can't wait to do stuff with munchie and hippo and art things and like all that stuff But my number one thing is the the time the ability that like oh I don't have to While squander my day away doing all this bullshit that I don't actually want to do because my number one big Goal is because I started sources loss and it got immediately in rewrite hell and I figured out Just a few months ago like okay. I know what the story is going to be and now that I know 3d my long-term goal And I'm going to announce it and I'm trying to hold myself to it. I'm going to learn all this year Okay, please Don't do that. Please Tom take it from me. Don't announce your comics before they're done. Please. Don't do that I fucking beg you Tom. Don't make this mistake Is gonna be good All right munch, I'll I'll I'll I'll be a be a safe boy for you Yeah, I'm fucking crying speaking of which how's your comic going munch? It's going great I still I still want to see your sketches, man. I'm still waiting Don't we eat batteries for you Tom? I'll eat batteries I mean if you want I wasn't I wasn't Anticipating that but hey picture of the investor grader, which is like a great that's against much of space that he's like Drying against daily It's just investigable with Nate sunglasses on It's like that scenario before but instead of a noose. It's just a cheese grader Coming closer and closer. It's like a grindstone that he's just slowly being pushed forward towards and he's desperately trying to draw Yes Beautiful. I mean what else is there to say anyone got any other specific ideas that want to share or anything? We covered a lot of ground here. Uh the pcp olympics. We'll try we'll do the long jump We'll do the monkey bars. Well guys, you know Here's here's a literal thing that I would like to make part of canon to like force me to do it It's always been my dream since I played final fantasy 8 and zeal, uh like level one zeal Um did a thing in final fantasy 8 where he did 100 pull-ups before the game even started It has always been my dream to do 100 pull-ups just like zeal and final fantasy 8 and also to run up I think it's like 64 flights of stairs just like cloud and sheenra hq Uh at the beginning of final fantasy 7 those are my true fitness goals for my life if I can achieve those You just need to find a tall building to do that second one. I'll get tired though. It takes a lot of energy though No, one of the cold opens of the live action pcp Well, you just do will be you doing 100 pull-ups and then you just the show like you just like gain like All right, that would be the pcp podcast for a bunch of internet creators here today I will do that and 100 pull-ups is not even unattainable your average person can do it if they just work out and That's that's how you know You succeeded native you can do 100 pull-ups before the show and then immediately start and not be winded or anything Well, I'll be winded, but yeah, you got it. You got to get better, dude And so you got to be not be winded. So you can immediately start my record right now in high school was 50 How does the pcp hq help you with this at all? Oh, well because I want to set this fitness goal and I kind of have some idea of like a fitness show In some way. I mean, I don't know exactly. I plan to be a hashtag fit boy by the time of Of of hq so so we can do a fitness show together Okay, there you go. That's what I'm getting to I'm so excited to be the only fat pcp member I can finally be the token fat pcp member. I can finally achieve my my ultimate goal I can't wait. I can't wait By the way, uh, this is not a new show But I want to fully illustrate that stealing your dad's food was easy would be way better if it was in person Imagine filming it in a car Like imagine filming it with a dashboard cam. Oh, yeah By the way, by the way digi, uh, I play to do p. Uh, so your dad live, uh at radcon three and I have a costume Oh Like uh, the the the the the munchie that you see depicted on On the the like, you know the thumbnail is an outfit that I have in real life Now I've obtained it. I will be wearing it. I will wear a costume as well All right. Yeah, so so yeah, just imagine there's no echo and you can see us eating the food Instantly triple is good instantly It would be incredibly would be great. Yeah, like even if we just made the same content it would just be better like it would just be better done live and uh, and then like In addition to that like the fact that it opens up more opportunities for new things Uh Okay, two things here. First of all, bin. I remember you and not unreasonably here But I remember you being very poo poo of the pcphq idea Has anything changed for you? Um, if I was poo poo about it, it was probably well I mean because like me and me and digi and divu all live together when we were kind of calling it PCphq for a while, but we didn't really do anything because like I don't know it wasn't Everyone's doing their own shit, you know, you have to really plan something. Yeah, we were doing our own thing and like I don't know So I just I don't think that was what it was gonna be Like that that we called it hq sometimes at the time But in hindsight that was not pcphq like the the idea of what it actually is I think is still cool and um If I was poo poo about it, it was probably just because I didn't think it was gonna happen Um, but if it did um, hey Mom's the word Excellent. Okay. Okay. Let's continue talking about, you know, exactly what shows we're planning to do But also as well, I would like to talk about uh Where this thing will be held where we think like like if there is even a time frame like we touch about this digi Digi spoiled this conversation topic. But yeah, let's let okay for a while as hardcore pcp fans will know We were thinking that atlanta georgia would be pcphq But uh, but uh, that may have changed After after a meet-up that all the pcb guys did in boston famously documented on twitter where I wore a basket on my head My jacket is a scarf and in a homestuck t-shirt only in a freezing boston weather as a gift by the way Yeah, yeah, it's the place where we did a basket. I thought it was like an actual hat. No, that was that was a basket I thought you had a fez Uh, please see twitter to compare the physiques of andrew hussey and munchie. Who would win? Please, please Uh, yeah All right, so so so yeah, uh, I I guess I'll describe it the way I I like like my The way I interpreted pcphq and the change from atlanta to boston I From the very inception of the idea pcphq was like I'm ready to fling myself wherever this may be Whenever it may be 100% like like instantly when pcphq is settled I will I will migrate there like fucking moths to a flame and then uh, you know It was shaping up to be atlanta for various reasons And so I uh, you know, like, you know, I want to see where I will be living I want to see what it's like. I want to go to atlanta and then I went to atlanta to see ben And which was a great trip and from when I saw atlanta. It was awful. It was the worst thing I've ever seen my entire life It was dirty. It was mucky. It was fucking disgusting. I mean every level it was repulsive I would no wonder bend lids there Um, I hated it. It was real shit and uh, all right And and and then for other reasons I found myself, uh, uh like a month or two later in Or I actually previous to this uh in boston and boston was a fucking like it was As close to nirvana as I could get after kurt cobain's death god rest his soul It was fucking it was pristine. There were very little homeless people You could actually walk places which which to a west coaster is very strange We know it actually walked to a location to location. You fucking east coaster ticket for granted That is pretty sweet It it was great. And so I In this boston meetup that happened during christmas I launched because because I knew that uh, Nate and digi were the high profile targets I had to assassinate jfk style in order to get my whim of a pcphq in boston So I set out I I divided and conquered and I set out to to convert digi to my hellish religion And I went on a three-day hard sell to try and get him to move to boston I was curious about this story because it just seemed one day digi was all of a sudden really into boston And I knew there was some involvement here, but yeah, go on. I want to know the details here Did digi how well did this work? I mean it was pretty simple because Munchie has like well catalogued what I like about cities and we basically have the same We're both like huge architecture nerds We're both huge fans of density in cities like of being able to just like go shop to shop And it's just like an endless series of things to do, you know And so munchie not only like told me that that was what it was like the night before we went out on the town But like we then went out and like he took me to the most dense place imaginable, you know So as soon as I saw that place, I was like, this is the coolest fucking thing I've ever seen Where was that? I'm curious This place we were all the fucking marketplace Like it's just an it's like literally like 200 stalls of random Food and other crap in like the span of one block. It's fucking insanity And uh, I was I was real hyped for that and we we just walked around The city a lot like we just went to lots of different stores and shit and I was like this place is cool It's really easy to get around it feels really safe and people there are beautiful for some reason Everyone looks like So, uh, yeah, I was just really excited about the city in general and uh, and then like You know munchie fucking like really sold me on it and then may was like I've always wanted to live in Boston And I was like, why didn't you never say that before like fucking this place is cool, you know So we both got real hype about it and um, yeah, it's just there you go It seems like a cool place to live. Well, that's your convenient for me. That was always my particular, uh, Favorite place since my family lives like an hour away So I think I was always resistant to checking out Boston because you guys had suggested it but I had always kind of thought that a everyone was just suggesting it for convenience and uh, be That it I didn't realize it's as big a city as it was like I didn't realize Boston's like huge You didn't realize Boston was amazing. It's like well, I relatively speaking. It's no I didn't realize it's like as big as Atlanta though Like it's as it's as big as it's like one of the biggest fucking cities Boston is like the second or third city that your city is named after when you settle as America and civilization five It's amazing. I've never played it Well, uh, Boston, I think in my head boss. I like my vision of Boston is like, uh tea party like We did do that my vision of Boston was like a very flat place where everything's a tea shop All this stuff Ben described to me about like living in Boston He's like, oh, I take the train all the time and I go to hipster coffee shops and like that's You know, the Boston party wasn't actually a tea party. We like said, fuck you British people Dumped it all into the water More anti tea if we tried I could just imagine you just you hear Boston tea party and just a bunch of people in triangle hats sipping on tea Dude It just so happens I saw a tv show about a guy who goes on trains around the world And he was going around in on like the Boston trains and drinking tea and having oysters. I was like, yeah It looks cool though. It's apparently tinder daily explained it What was he tinder dating too? This is my vision of Ben going around Boston. It's just like No, he's like in his fifties. He's an old man with a weird jacket and he's like, oh, yes I like Incidentally, Boston is the 22nd largest city in the United States with a population of 673,000 Yeah, at least it's not the thousand smallest dick Nate like you. Well, you got me there You just barely made the list But for the record though, I uh, don't even care if we end up in Boston or not I will go anywhere because I have I have dedicated my entire being to becoming financially independent So I can do whatever is necessary to achieve my goals in life. So I will do whatever I have to do Catch my cold. I will go anywhere. I I just would prefer it to be Boston because Atlanta was gross Sure. I yeah, I haven't been to like Austin, Texas the best I think because I kind of I'm still holding a dream a candle for a dream because I want to work with side live with side forever But also besides that like the anime like voice acting industry is there and I've always had a little bit of a dream You know ever since I was a kid to maybe get into that voice carry, bro Oh, yes In the digi bro's anime adaptation And you know what people keep telling me that I'm just like my voice is great and everyone keeps complimenting And I'm like, you know what? People have convinced me. Maybe I am okay at this. Maybe I can do it Nate you just got to take the root of become famous and you can become a voice actor Well, and he's a great voice actor I mean fucking like Ethan and ila got to do voice acting and fucking some what was it payday too Like if you become famous you could just fucking flex up just express interest in doing it and people Has like a like a starcraft 2 voice pack or like some shit like that. Yeah, that's yeah, all that shit's great Yeah, that's the dream. All right. Do we want to move on to questions? I picked out Like five Conclusive statements. I've heard I've heard that boston is quite an english Styled city because it was like one of the first ones. Yep. Yep. Yeah, and they made it. It is not designed very well Yeah, which is why I would like it. It would be like, oh, there's I remember this sort of thing I remember being lost and confused. This is just like home It is the epitome of yeah east coast cities tend to be like a labyrinth much in the way that london is but like It's the cluster punk of cities What's so impressive about boston is that in spite of it being like sprawling and weirdly laid out and stuff Like the trains take you fucking everywhere. Anyways, like yeah, they somehow have snake them all around to make them work Yeah, all I'm saying is I would prefer a labyrinth than something like new york, which scares me It makes me feel like I'm on like Chicago literally freaks like flying out of chicago freaks me out Because it looks like a giant grid for as far as the eye can see and it's fucking disgusting All I'm saying is there should be from softs next next game should be Patriot souls where you play in boston and you go around the town and you kill colonial people And you slay the red coats and yeah, you use tea to restore your hp You drop tea to restore it if you drop it To find an ocean to hurl a box of tea into that restores hp Okay, all right day one purchase for me Uh, uh, uh, just settle out of here. Uh, what is the time frame? Do we think I think did you say you're gonna be moving in may? I my lease goes up at the end of may so june 1st. I gotta be out of here. So uh, Yeah, there you go and boston's real convenient because it's a six hour drive as opposed to the 18 hour drive that it would take to get to atlanta It's closer to people uh closer to families. So, you know, it's it's it's also convenient for me That's cool. I will I will say and I don't I don't want to like shit on anybody's prayer But I will say the only the only negative thing about boston that we'll probably have to like consider is that if we do the bonus I mean Depending on depending on who we can get there at the right time the right place by scheming it could be a good thing But um, no if we do like a legitimate business with a pcp I know that business taxes in the state are very high compared to you know I specifically talked to my dad about this and I mean my dad's not like a genius She doesn't know business stuff across the world, but he was saying that the the taxes there are relatively similar to neighboring states at least I don't know whatever I mean all these things will have to be accounted for the northeast is a relatively expensive area to live in in general I think compared to the south, but it's you pay for like you pay for what you get It's quality. Yeah, it's a good place to live, you know, so it's like worth it. Um All right. Well, it's true. Anyway, all right. We're burnt out. I think I think I think the closing thing to say is just like like this is our dream This is what we want with all of our fucking heart. This is what we're at least for me This is what I'm working towards. This is the goal in my life These are what like pcp hq is what all of my actions and and and and you know inspiration is leading towards This is my motivation is getting pcp hq off the ground and meeting up with you guys and being real life friends in real life To like so I can improve my artistic and personal, uh, you know life That's what I want with all my fucking heart I have as you guys know and no one outside knows because I rarely talk about it in public I spend so much time devoted to pcp issues and trying to work out problems and organize everything For the sake of making this come true and keeping everyone in contact Really like the the whole point of making the pcp was so that I could stay in contact with you guys So I could coldly and calculately use your artistic merits to you know make my life better That's exactly like at the end of the day. There's a great utilitarian reason for us all to hang out that like I want to make the best art possible And I want it to be not only the best but like I want it to be profitable and yeah, I see these as These people I'm speaking to as creative voices who like are not only capable of putting out not Better things than I can in some ways, you know like you guys all have skills I don't have some of you are funnier than me some of you are better editors Some of you have more creative ideas, you know or some of you can just draw and I can't even do that So like having you all around like obviously fills in gaps in what I'm capable of and so Like let's say I want to make a video that the strength is uh in the charisma of the host Maybe I'm gonna ghost write a script for Nate. I don't know You know, there's a lot of possibilities in the future Maybe half the pcp fades into the background the other half becomes the popular people and we just go straight for you guys You know like whoever's got the prettiest face and becomes famous like I'm down to make this happen However, it's gonna happen, you know Imagine the munchie and nate pretty boy show. Yeah, I want that The two most conventionally attractive pcp members there are Hey, man, it's all I'm saying is it's big boy season lazy ladies Get you I'm just saying that like when you look at the when you look at the game grumps or red letter media Like they've got guys on the payroll who aren't in all the videos, you know They like red led media's got josh. He's always behind the camera in those other videos You know, he's always there, but like he's occasionally I would give anything to look at red letter media's like financial breakdown How they operate behind the scenes god and the game grumps too. I want to study these things I'm honestly considering like taking business courses to like understand this shit more Dude, just get like a how to fucking get a business for dummies book and read it. You you read textbooks don't you? That's what yeah, yeah, I really should just like google and stuff But yeah, man, I want to cultivate all this So I'm capable of making my dreams real because I accept responsibility for making these things happen in my life No one's going to give it to me. I gotta I gotta make it happen Let's go talk to jeff for like hours. Yeah, he just had a shill properly. It's true. We need to know I'm I'm so glad I've started this journey with all of you And I can't wait to see how it ends up when we're all fucking dead in a ditch in Africa And that's the situation we go for that's that's that's the the good end at the end of all this You don't even want to know what the bad end of this is All right, what we're done far far away at con blood diamonds All right, all right enough enough fapping around. Let's get to the fucking comment questions Uh, I've collected five that aren't shit. It was not easy You guys need to ask better questions Told you please always Uh, first one's from banksinator. He asks do you think there's enough time left in your life to achieve all of your goals? Slash try everything you want to do. I'm gonna add on to this. Let's let's let's say without the singularity Like without the singularity, let's say none of us gets to put our brains in computers Do we have enough time left in our life to achieve all our goals? I'm 17 years old Well, I don't know how big your goals are. I mean, maybe you want it to be like a Mozart and it might already be too late for that I could he still be alive? Could he still be alive? Okay. I'm sorry. Go on. He's trapped inside my 64 I think definitely like there's no reason I can't continue to be making art at 60 Yeah, I don't I don't have any I don't have any goals that are like time sensitive Like my goals are just like spend my life making my stuff and that's it Honestly, some of my biggest heroes in life This is going to sound weird right now are guys like Aaron Hansen and like jenke yuger in terms of how they just like Created something like huge and just like They you know, they just fucking built an empire and I kind of hope to do something similar to that the pcp Is certainly young grunts the first thing I want to do Or my first approach to doing so, uh, and I definitely think I can do it I definitely think I will let me be the first to say no I don't think I have enough time left in my life to achieve all of my goals and try everything I want to do I do think that as I get older I will have fewer like some of those are gonna fall off Like some of the shit that I've always wanted to do. I'm just gonna be like, I don't care anymore, you know Or it's definitely too late. Um Too late to become a porn actor You know I'm engaged now and uh, and I'm in my late 20s. So I don't know about that I can never be A very serious conversation I can never be any kind of athlete not that I particularly want to but I Well, yeah, that's that's the thing though. Do you like there's loads of things like I like uh, like, no Wouldn't it be cool if I had done that in all my life, but I don't actually give a shit There's definitely a part of me like Like I I like tennis as a sport like as one to play and I've always wanted to learn to play it just to Do it casually just to have a sport I play And like I've tried to get it off the ground a couple times. It hasn't really hasn't really worked out I'm really stuck, you know, and I'm kind of feeling like if I don't get into tennis in the next couple years I'm probably just gonna shelf that, you know, so like that's the kind of the way I look at it You could be a tcphq tennis court. That's that's a stretch If you have if you have a kid you could you could be a tennis dad and just beat them because I I'd be doing my my hero scooby 1961 a disservice if I didn't say you can get fit at any age at least up to 60 Oh, no, no, I'm not saying I can't get fit. I'm just saying I don't do I don't like actually want to go play tennis like Yeah, okay. I enjoy the idea of it, but then I go out and do it and I'm like, well That was I guess that was the thing and we're gonna do this tomorrow Like how long is appropriate between tennis sessions like how how after how many days Do you say oh, this isn't a thing? I'm really doing actively anymore Like do you have to do it once a week in order to say like oh, I play tennis sometimes in my spare time or like is once a month enough You know, is it like bowling you do it once a year and then you're like, oh, I don't bowl Well, it's a spectrum and and you can say it at any point on the spectrum But everyone above it who does it more than you will laugh at you But you'll be legit to anyone lower than any that's true in any uh Did I did you I was gonna ask you, uh, how is the um porn manga going dude? It's it's not not really going we've been busy with youtube instead of drawing and we haven't been listening to the stupid Fucking two-hour podcast at all. Um, yeah Turns out they're kind of mind-numbing Because it's like two hours of random topics and they work really well as digi daily videos But they do not work as well as like just listening to two hours of me just talk about random fucking shit Like did you I have never lost more respect or like like like like like I've never like thoughts Like like I never thought that someone's IQ has dropped as much as I thought when I heard you say We're going to listen to podcasts of me for two hours every day And if we aren't good at art by after one month, then we are going to quit and we will realize that it's not We want to do anymore. Well, I never thought of like a worse or ill-conceived notion than that Fantastic fantastic I'm glad you recognized it better than I did Well ben messaged me like oh I watched your fucking uh one video your mokoto shinkai video It's an hour and a half long like five times while drawing and I was like oh that sounds like I could do that because I listened back to my own shit, you know But that's that's you you you've you've like you've put the cart before the horse. I think He's kind of right. Yeah, you confused. You confused the the causal order in which those things occur Because one listens to digi videos one develops The reason you start driving this is that video Like like ben does not have this skill the skill is contained within the podcast Listen to the podcast you channel the skill right? That's how it works. That's how it works Oh, it's like it's like in final fantasy nine when you equip weapons you gain skill points And then once you've equipped that weapon for long enough you've unlocked that skill That's what digi's podcasts are like just listen to them and you'll be unlocking skills at no time That's what you think that's what you think did you know a japanese shrine and he like channels spirits Whenever it turns on music video and the flavor of the video is how good he is at art that Okay I'm just holding to the whims. I've been holding to the whims Okay, someone is good at math. Confirm for me like Wait, wait, wait, never mind. Hold on. It'd be a hundred 120 hours, right? Like if it was two hours every day for 30 days, it's 120 hours of drawing practice I think that would be enough to tell if you wanted to keep doing it or not, you know Yeah, that's 62 hours a day. Oh, what the fuck ever it's 60 hours Uh the point being 60 hours is longer than I would ever play of a video game It's longer than I would ever do most things, you know, like drawing is a skill that you have to invest thousands of hours in No, I know but the problem is just to figure out if you like it enough to do to get good like sure Oh, okay When you are someone like me who you only really draw like once every six months You draw one time like you have no real way of gauging your skill or like how fast you could evolve, you know Anytime I've ever sat down and like consistently drawn for five or six days The pictures get better because you develop like the most basic skills just by like drawing at all you like realize Oh, if I want to convey this I just need to put a line here Like you didn't know that before you tried to draw that pose, you know So I think if you're trying to draw shit and I mean two hours is enough time You're gonna complete multiple drawings. So you're drawing multiple things a day every day You're trying out different poses and I drew some some pretty Daftly decent porn. I can't post anywhere because it's too fucking extreme. It's like a lolly getting like I've got like a gigantic drill Just like pulverizing some lollies cunt and it's I don't know I Intensive like like depending on anatomy It like expression like poses all these things have to have mastery over to make even semi like decent porn He's just gonna start with that immediately. He's gonna start with the drill in the cut and then work backwards That's my my I mean most of the way I draw is just like I just envision something and I try to recreate it in in art You know, I got sure I I study a lot like I When I look at pictures, I like try to study how they did it, you know, like I'm I'm someone who thinks about art I just have not practiced it, you know, I haven't tried to do it and like Because it's frustrating to be bad at something like it's frustrating to draw and suck And like but if you see progress that it alleviates some of that frustration You think like oh well the stuff I made at the end of the month the stuff better than the stuff I made at the beginning Does that make me feel good enough to keep going or do I feel like I don't actually enjoy this enough to make it worth making this slow progress because I'm gonna have to do this For years if I want to be good I think our art boys here would say you got to stick to the fundamentals. Did you stick to the fundamentals? I mean, I'm not even that good at art But it just the the the you know drawing a stupid piece of shit drawing of like a stick figure is fun Enough for me to continue drawing occasional. Oh, yeah, and I mean I've been doing like, you know I did stick figure comics my whole childhood. I've done I've took every kind of design class like I know all I know the art basics. It's just uh, yeah Did she probably that didn't involve any art at all But yeah, I mean I think that the main the place I'm at right now is the place where you need to practice a lot to have anything Competent come out, you know, and so to me it made sense Well, I don't know why I'm trying to justify this so hard. Let's just move on to the next Okay, so the point is didn't you suck start he'll never be good and let me also just throw out That I always wanted to be a scientist and one who uncovers the truths of the world to get back to the actual question here About things that we'll never end up doing I in my heart of hearts We'll always hate myself for like being a guy who's like kind of like commenting on stuff instead of actually just making the tangible stuff And maybe one day that'll change I hope that'll change one day. It's time for a question that only you and maybe I can actually answer From horse power asks, how do I become more disciplined? Oh, okay, that is an interesting whip yourself on the back Okay, here's literally what I did like like things like Mia Maffova and uh, like we agua require Discipline to get done as well as like fitness stuff. Here's what you do Except look at yourself study your behavior patterns. This is what I did recognize your massive personality flaws and how you have failed at everything You've ever tried to do just recognize what's going wrong and then just Structure your life in such a way that you cannot Not do the thing like so you completely go around these weaknesses like for me Whenever there's like I've got a long deadline and I've got like a month to do it. I just won't do it I will fail and I always have my whole life So instead the fix was that to this was to recognize the times when I did manage to get things done And the answer was extremely clear Deadlines deadlines would allowed me to make tbap happen. I mean, you know ben was involved. Just mean like it helped me It was true for both of us Of course be creative with your deadlines by the way because like my for instance I have a let's say The two weeks review a podcast I do for my patrons which comes out every Tuesday on well It's two alternating podcasts But they come out on Tuesday right at the start of the day like midnight Tuesday So I haven't written on my schedule like Tuesday do this podcast, but it's supposed to come out at 12 You know so really the deadline should be the week before It should be like do next week's podcast by this Tuesday PCP is recorded a week in advance for instance, you know like the deadline for pcp to be recorded is saturday And then the release is is eight days later So like I just think that's really important to achieving discipline is to make sure your deadlines are as immediate as possible like and if you think you can do with project in three days Set your deadline for three days and then try to get it done in those three days. Yeah, I I've had a problem with this because I Did like a month last year of a video every day and posting the video was the deadline Like I had to get it up before the end or like if it was like an hour like 10 minutes later Then that's fine. I just put it up I've tried to do that again But like understanding that doing one video per day will kill me at the rate at the like quality level I was doing him So I say all right two days, but then then you start to slip even just even just two days Like spreads out into a week like sort of like it accelerates the amount of time you think you have To fuck around and I don't know how to well. How do I like give a deadline for two days instead of one day? It's okay to like make it to like try stuff like that and then fail But you got to recalibrate like for example you give you do heavy editing on like all your videos and stuff There it's just it's an unsustainable business model to say like okay in one day Like I'll get one of these Kirby videos done So like you just have to and here's the other really important thing Make your deadlines like either publicly available so that if you fail people will give you shit And you will feel bad and face financial and social repercussions if you fail You have to put stakes. You have to do it. I yeah, I mean I could do that. It's just The the videos like I want them to come out weekly and I want to make them faster than one per week Which is and if I it doesn't work like that like if nobody sees that I finished it It doesn't feel like I have a deadline I think uh, unfortunately like the the reality of being disciplined is you just have to hold yourself to a high standard because like if if you are letting It be the social standing and everything like you just said Nate like the problem is you have to care enough about that Like I have a lot of daily shows that come out late all the time Like you know or like weekly or none of my shows ever come out on time It's what I'm getting at everything's fucking late and it's because people just expect it from me at this point So like I've just got a low standard of like per being me Like I don't I don't hold myself to a high enough standard to have discipline It's basically what I'm saying. But you you there is a social clout to doing that Like people have more or less respect for you for it or trust in you and like, you know, that's the thing That's the thing you have to have something to lose if you don't do it I mean whatever that is for you like right now with we agua We had was been kind of slipping later and later and like I just kind of like missed a week recently When it was just like I was just too big like I couldn't do it and I didn't even bother to announce it I was just like whatever. I'll just like get it out when it comes out And you know like this is me sinking into a bad pattern that I want to avoid And really the way to fix it is what I've been trying to do to like limit How much work I actually have to get done and you know like make the video shorter because they're way too long They used to be like the most popular we agua by far That's like 150,000 views or something and like it was like the easiest one to make I only talked for like five minutes about the actual topic and now I'm doing like half an hour Just like on the base top before I even do the other shit like what am I even doing? You got to recognize these things and calibrate yourself. You've got to take responsibility I also think people need to look out for the pitfall of the I missed one and now I don't care anymore Such as like if this is a big thing for the gym. You miss a gym day and you'll be like, oh, well I already missed the day so The whole schedule my whole schedule shot, you know, and then it's just you never go back to the gym And like then every two weeks you're like resetting like okay time to go back and then every time you miss a day It's like you just got to make sure you're in there every day Like you just got to make sure you got to plan your life around getting in there every day and forcing yourself in there That's what discipline is, you know, it's it's easy to it's easy to lose lose perspective on something Like if you're trying to make something into a schedule and like you fuck it up Like you haven't really fucked yourself because you missed one like you just missed the one thing Right, like it doesn't have to ruin your schedule, but it's easy to let it do that for me right now On things I'm really trying to me. I'm working out pretty regularly But for me, I'm trying to fix my diet and like I'm doing calorie counting every day and like when I miss a day with that It's so easy to just like get out of the swing of it. But yeah, I mean this whole thing is yeah I couldn't agree more. You gotta you gotta keep the momentum going keep the ball rolling And I think it's also about like understanding who you are and like setting realistic expectation Because like if you shoot for the moon right out of the gate going from like zero to a hundred You're never gonna let yourself down everything begins by understanding who you are and what you need in order to succeed You have to like one of the things that I that I just changed recently It's like I had a schedule for the last couple months where like I had like Monday I do something Tuesday do something else because I have a bunch of things I want to get done And I just I can't switch tasks like that like I'm super unit task Like I have to just get one thing done Because if I don't if I if I because I had like okay I'll do a drawing on Monday and that'll do 3d Tuesday and Wednesday and then I'll do a video on Thursday I'm like none of those things would get done in those one days I'd start something the next day start something else and so the next day I'd still be thinking about the task I didn't finish the day before so my attention just got divided and nothing got done So like this month. I'm just like fuck it like I'm just doing one thing until it's a done like yeah, even if Ideally like I'd get these exact same amount of stuff done but just because I'm Not worried about something else now and just focusing on the one thing like it has a better chance And here's and a very good point And here's the thing that a lot of people miss about this whole process Be trying to do this be trying to stick to a schedule and then after some time a month a couple months six months a year Look back at what you accomplished doing things the way you've been doing And really think about if it's getting you where you want to go You have to reassess and decide like that's exactly what I did before me in math I recognize this is not getting me where I want to go. I have to change things And it's been a great success. So I recommend it's hard. It's hard to change It's hard to change even if you want to but you just got to put your priorities in order and decide like What's the most important thing for you? You know Like doing things the way you've been doing them or or something else that you need to change something in order to get to Tom on something similar to what you just said. Let me explain to you guys the enemy of Alligators like this is this is the reason gators taking so long. It's what I like to call morally convenient procrastination Oh boy Rest in peace to Voo Oh, no Um, I will be writing investigator and then and then, you know, just just so like like just so happens I'll get a message from someone like hey, like I went to commission. You're like, oh, hey Can you design my t-shirts or like? Oh, hey, can you can you make a thing for my Kickstarter? And I'll be like, yes, of course I would love that with all of my heart and then I can be like, well, okay I'm not working on investigating right now, but I'm doing this really cool epic thing for the walls my friends And so I can justify it to myself like oh, I'm not getting this work done. I'm getting other work done But that's how most of my vlogs come to be actually Yeah, all everything that's not investigator is worthless. It's much. Yeah. I'm so sorry This you know, this is a great point and it's like god. I don't know Oh, fuck wait keep keep going. I lost track of my thought All right. Well, I was gonna give another motivation advice Or what the fuck are we talking about disciplined? One of the ways I discipline myself and this is probably the most effective trick I've used on myself I'm obsessed with having a clean desktop Like I don't want to have more than one row of or one column rather of icons on my desktop So I just keep all of my project files on the desktop so that I have to do them to clean the fucking desktop Good idea like it drives me so insane if there's more than one row that I will literally like I'll sit down and I'll just get frustrated and edit like all the stuff I have there just to get rid of it You know, all right guys, listen, I remember what I was gonna say This is where objectivism comes into the picture and where okay when you look back on your life On your deathbed only you will give a shit about how successful your life was how much you accomplished Everyone else isn't going to give a fuck about you Only you have the power to make your dreams come true And only you will have to live with yourself and what you accomplished when you're on your deathbed Do you want to look back on your life and say I fucking did it? I was a fucking pimp I slayed queen. I was the yas boy I did everything I wanted to do and I worked so fucking hard and I achieved great things in my life Because people will just placate you and lie to you and tell you that you're doing everything great And I don't care if you're a fucking 50 year old man You got like four kids if you want to be I don't know a fucking anime voice actor anything like yeah You could just say well, I gotta take care of my fucking kids. What am I gonna do man? I don't have time to make my dreams come true Only you will look back at yourself on your deathbed and say god damn it I had all these kids that's cool and all but I never achieved my fucking dream No one else is gonna give a shit You have to care about yourself put your priorities first people. I don't say to ignore responsibilities I'm saying literally sacrifice all sleep until your dream comes true if that's what you have to do Whatever it fucking takes because only you only have one fucking chance to make it real one shot for the love of god Make it happen people to seize everything. It's 10 luck 20 skill 15 percent concentrated power Oh boy Reason to remember the name Oh, that's beautiful and inspirational. Let's ask it to you answer an equally Great question j-hawk dx asks favorite flavored milk strawberry Oh, hey, it's it's famous sex havers strawberry milk on the show Strawberry milk that was hit with a uh an accent twig Dude is an accent twig a.k.a some dank I like I like skim milk I like skim milk that's all I let up flavored milk you fucking asshole It's flavored like milk. That's what everyone everyone shits on skim milk. Everyone says. Oh, it tastes like water I don't care, you know, like I don't mind that at all It's refreshing I grew up on skim milk and it and then I switched to Vitamin D milk because I had a vitamin D deficiency that made me break my foot So then you'll bend over. I'll give you a fucking I literally I never thought this would be the case, but I literally can't go back like I can't go back to skim milk It's not it's not drinking whole milk as a skim milk boy Drinking a glass of whole milk is like drinking a glass of fucking whipped cream. I can't it's too much. It's too much I don't want that. I don't want that. I feel the same way. My favorite flavored milk is benzane And and and all of you on the inside will know what that means. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, yes. The the benzane likes You know, you all know. That's what it is All right Last question that I have from the patron discord if you didn't know that's where they come from We get our questions from people give us money and we answer their questions if they're not Procrastinators Which is rare cyprus asks Realistically for how much money would you have gay sex with the celebrity of your choice on camera? Your oh on camera. Why there's a lot of factors there changes this question It does here's the thing for me. Uh, how I would answer this is like I mean, I would not choose to have gay sex with the celebrity just because it's for money Like like I don't think it's like unappealing enough to me if I was desperate for cash I'd be like I do it for like a couple grand, you know, like why not you need the money But like I don't need the money I won't even like fucking run ads from anime companies because I don't need the money enough to fucking do it You know like so so You gotta give me a lot of money It's gotta be like six figures for it to be like worth Breaking away from what I would normally do with my life just to like for just for money, you know Sure, sure. That's that's fair point. I'll do it for pennies on the Pick your poison everybody. Um Yeah, fuck. I don't I mean, oh, he's the right way to answer this to pick like the most effeminate guy You can think of is that like the right way to go? You asked what guy, but if you want to answer you go right ahead Oh, he just said how much money would you have gay sex with the celebrity of your choice on camera? I mean, that's the thing. I'm already financially solvent. So it's really not much of a motive I mean, I'm sure maybe for like a billion dollars. I'd fucking like why not I guess I'll do it But who's the guy who played cal Drogo? Oh, dude, they'll tear you apart dude. I don't know if you want to go That guy, what is it? Are you pitching or catching in this scenario? That's a good question You know Fucking hippos like five feet tall and like 70 pounds Fucking raping cal Drogo. Oh boy. All right now, please Oh guys here make the great TV That that question gave me a red land injection and now I can't think I straight So here I'm gonna ask you guys an even better question a legendary question You will pray to this question day and day out at night How can our viewers support this show and the dream of achieving pcphq? How can they do that? Well, let me tell you what the number one way to do is right now head over on to kick starter people Radcon three arena link in the description. Click on that shit. The radcons are our demos. They are the future Exactly Damn right, damn right, uh, it was incredible. Uh, I I we will literally make undertale two at radcon That's a fucking promise everybody Sign up right now. It's a fact now. We have to make a video called undertale two I just released it a whole show of like downplaying it be like I don't want to make any promises like Undertale two I promise we will make the most financially successful video game that has ever been made Third stretch goal $9,002 toby fox comes to radcon three Guys, we should make some sort of undertale skit where I play torio That's a fantastic idea and then you fuck everyone because that's what my that's what she does in my in my head Okay, but seriously the link in the description people the Kickstarter, please fund it as of recording We are 50 percent like 51 or 52 funded We need money if you want to see the pcp grow and go to the future stuff Of course go to patreon.com slash the procrastinators But for the meantime at this moment the best thing you can do to support the show in our future endeavors together Is go to our Kickstarter and fund radcon three You will It is your duty to support this because this is because supporting radcon is the only way this will get done Because radcons are what this is all built, right? It's all a prototype to see what it's like to be in person This this is the light blood. This is what it's good. This is the spark that will ignite the fucking Fire that is a pcphq. This is the only way to fucking do it Or it's all hype and you'll be disappointed in us for the rest of your life Oh There was actually a question on the patreon discord that said at noise bandit Who whose question was if radcon three fails? What will you guys do which I think is a great question It's the kickstarter fails Well, there's a bunch of ways if the kickstarter fails, we will be very embarrassed But we will soldier on as always we'll keep doing what we're doing if we fund it We're just gonna blame the fans because it's the fans. You didn't give us money. So it's their fault You should just blame arm retrieval uh con the go fummy for siphoning all the hardcore fans away. Yeah, very true. Um The the point is it it could fail And if so you guys have the ability to hold us accountable by immediately unpledging, you know I I want you to hold us accountable to what if it fails. Nobody pays anything Well, I mean if it's funded and then we just like make a bunch of bullshit like everyone's mad or whatever Like we we totally don't I mean that won't happen But if it did you guys still have power over us, which I think is a great thing I want you guys to be in control. I mean that's that's that's the case all the time Like I would expect if we started putting out like consistently shitty episodes. We'd lose all of our Patrons like that's not how it works. Very true. Yeah, that's the dream The axe is constantly over our heads ready to drop and we have to dance for you guys Effectively every week This is the rare chance for you the viewers For you serfs to become the sultan If we do not create quality content, we will be sent to jail kickstarter jail That's true. We'll be sent to the the high security prison Also, we'll be fucking snipe day and day or we'll be bed trapped and we'll be shot every time we respond in our bed Let's just say obama didn't shut down guantanamo bay and it was a big conspiracy But he knew there were a couple of boys that just had a spot to serve for them, you know He had to prepare for all contingencies and uh, let me let me read one last question here from zilevich. This is a personal one I'm I'm I'm just hijacking the pcp. Is this from the twitter or from uh, this is from the twitter This is from the oh, hey, no zilevich. How do how do they twitter? How do they twitter question us? Oh, uh, you hashtag ask pcp everybody, uh, and here here we go Uh, and of course we record on saturday pity question. Here we go. It's nat. I'm a philadelphia sports boy You're a patriot scum. What do you think of the chances that the eagles win their first super bowl over new england? This is assuming you watch sports. I am up to date. Uh, this is the worst question Okay, that's why I said my buddy john will not be listening to this But if you ever hear this john who is okay, this has been a big thing. He's an eagles fan always has been I'm a patron's boy. I've been lording over him for decades Oh god, we were just talking about losing patrons. Now we're talking about sports We just alienated our entire fan base. We're accessing a whole new demographic right now We're pulling them in. Yeah, okay. Listen, john at the very end of our piece The patriots have a zero percent chance of losing this fucking game. It's not going to happen We will destroy the eagles for all time. There will be no recovery There will be no more eagles after this fucking super bowl, but then who's gonna play hotel california I want to hear about hotel california. Oh god. Thank you Yeah I'm so sorry I'm so sorry What a nice guy Everybody we'll see you in the next episode