 Good morning guys, welcome back to another week of my life vlog It is closet install day apparently this is gonna take three days. I have a new closet coming I just need to this new house will do to me if y'all are new here. How many times when I say no, okay? They just call me in there about five minutes away, and I have to film a little before for y'all So I'm gonna take you guys with my face is so huffing because I went to there so two days are out I got home. I got like five hours of sleep, and I'm tired I just roll my time. Okay, you know this week. We're dropping though. I'm gonna turn a lot of work stuff a lot of home stuff So feel our new year subscribe. Let's go see the before of the closet. It's gonna be like so sick I'm so excited. Here's the before of the closet room. It is just another bedroom You guys have seen this if you've been watching my vlogs recently, but it's not hello This is where it's going. This is obviously going away. I just like have a little move it I'm actually selling it because it's just like don't need it But I don't think it's like really like not cute But it was the only like vanity that worked in my other closet room the townhouse And then over here is just like the actual closet in the closet room But yeah, I'm gonna have an actual organizer come in next week and then my closet will actually be set up set up I probably won't Get to Much of it besides like maybe putting like halfway bits in or something So I put a vanity in here, I guess I technically could But it's just not the vibe the next day So we didn't really blog yesterday for a multitude of reasons One there's been men at my house for the past two days. They just left So we're about to do a closet reveal cuz they only took two days. They were so nice I've been taking care of the sub literally 24 seven I literally just dragged her crate with me everywhere. I go so she doesn't feel left out number two yesterday I have never been so tired I swear in my entire life and it's crazy because I feel like I do the same amount on the weekends I'm always big go-go-go for the most part like most weekends outside. I was unwell. I couldn't do anything vertically I had to do everything. I cancel my workout. I worked vertically from bed pretty much all day. I was so Tired and then this morning I woke up. I made myself go to walk I went to Pilates and get all my work done I have a launch of the okay on Friday, which will be out by this time anyway, so I'm like getting a lot of stuff done But I'm still feel like I'm recovering from air as I'm not gonna lie to you anyways without further ado Oh, and I leave for New York tomorrow. So I have a lot to do. It's like 4 p.m. They finally left now. I can vlog again. We're gonna like get some things going I need to put a lot of laundry away. I might even start putting stuff in that closet And you need to pack and just like other things and I really feel like reading like it's where in my life You know also my grass got moved like four days ago, and I swear it already use you again This is why I need to be able to mow my own yard. That's my next thing. I'm learning. I'm deciding like I Think I want to be a lawnmower. I Be a lawnmower. Is that an hour of her? What does it make sense? I don't know guys. My brain is not working. Anyways, the closet is installed. It is so Stunning and I'm gonna give you guys a little closet reveal walking in to the closet room ready ready ready Wow So this is the container store like a Vera collection. I think is what they call it you go in This is not sponsored. I paid a lot of money for this It was definitely an investment, but like it just matches my house so well. I'm not sponsored. I wish it was Anyways, this is the a vera like container store collection moving over here when you walk in I guess we'll start here This is where my cowy boots are supposed to go and then we have some racks We have a bunch of drawers. So whatever those are called up my kitchen has them too. This is my one like big drawer I don't even know what everything like what all is gonna go in here Because this will be like my actual like clothes clothes not like my lounge wear clothes You know like what I'm wearing now when I wear every single day over here We've got some more like shelving some more rack. This will be shoes more racks and then more lights over here And it is just stunning at same situation with the drawers. This is supposed to be like handbags I think if it is before my cowboy boots go actually I can't remember. I'm gonna bring some stuff in and we're gonna figure it out together But it is so Stunning guys. I can't wait to just like get ready in here constantly my other bathroom Let me show you guys you need to give me your Tucson. So this is technically The guest bathroom So there's just like built-in little like makeup vanity essentially But I would need to move my like big like makeup light in here But I could just use this my makeup vanity like it's so cute And I feel like that's actually what I'm gonna do But then like I can just like move stuff and have guests over like whatever when they're staying here But I love having a place to just like sit in the closet room So maybe let's get like an ottoman here and then I'll get ready and whatever And if I want I never make up in a whatever. Um, but anyways, I mean it is so Stunning like just perfect. I'm pretty sure this is actually where the cowboy boots are going I'm gonna have so many pairs. So I might as well. Let's bring them in Obviously, this will be my first thing when I move in here So I'm thinking the boots will go up here I knew these were gonna fill maybe it was gonna play Okay, these are my tallest ones. So that's gonna be the only issue Oh my god, they're just so Stunning these might not stand up all the way Yeah, they're not going to so So I added some boots and then I added some bags. These are obviously not all the cowboy boots I ordered this mirror Um, probably like six months ago and it got lost in the mail and they may they're like custom made So then they had made me another one make me another one. This is where it's from I found them on tiktok It worked better with my last style on my last house now It's like I don't know if that's necessarily what I'm like going for here But I spent a lot of money on this mirror and I just think it's really really like cute. It's two toned Brown and like I could put it here, but I feel like I'm gonna want a full body Mirror. Um, so I'm not sure what I'm gonna do with it. It's so cute, but I just don't know Like maybe I'll do full body here and then put it here. I don't I don't know what I'm gonna do Anyways, it is really cute and it does like look really good with the room I just don't know if that's like what I'm going for here because I have other accessories That I was gonna use for in here. So we will see but I definitely need to get like a little onamin situation So maybe I'm not gonna vlog you like this. Um, but I'm gonna start putting more clothing and stuff in here So we'll do a little time-lapse See how much I can get over So exciting before we time-lapse though. I could put that mirror up and then move I know no one likes the rug in my living room there and I like the rug being in there because I don't want it to be too Like gray tone like that's not even though my house is gray tone. It's a different category. Like I'm very specific I don't like too many cool tones. So I like breaking it up. However, that brown checkered rug might be really cute in here so Might have to get on that. I also think I'm gonna put My lounge clothes in here like hidden and like put everything in this room and then use the master closet for like storage of like Lennons and towels and all that stuff even though I have really good storage Like this is so nice to finally have good storage. Also. I am aware of the luckiest girl life. Like this is Just so crazy. So anyways now Time-lapse time. I'm gonna set a timer for one hour. See I just threw a bunch of stuff. This is nowhere near Everything because I have two full closets full of stuff granted a lot of that a sweatpants But my stuff is like unorganized. So I don't know where a lot of it is Anyways, I moved the mirror here. It's too big for the wall. But honestly, I don't care. These are my favorite like full-length mirrors I just I like the vibe. So whatever and part of me like doesn't want to get a rug because when coca can walk again I always the only time she'll ever have an accident in the house is in my closet room for some reason So I don't know if I want to do that and also like I feel like an ottoman's gonna take up a lot of space But I don't even know if I want an ottoman because then an ottoman is just gonna be a come like the catch-all When I throw everything in here, you know what I mean? Anyways, here's my update. I have my boots here This is not all of them. I don't even know Where the rest of them are right now, but I'll probably only keep it out at a time only like I understand This is excessive. Um I'll just probably keep those, you know, whatever. I feel like that's gonna be the vibe Um, here are some heels. I have more like platforms here I don't know what I'm going to do with all these drawers if they're running like stony clover clutches Facebook apps things like that. Um I'll see whenever my organizer comes over next week. I have denim and then I have jean shorts Which I didn't even realize I have some money But I'll leave you a couple of those probably fit me right now or just in general I feel like I always outgrow them Um, and then I have basically like everything here is a skim for the most part or if you ever see the tops I'm watching h3 right now But like everything that I own that's just like my basic tops. I'm basically a sims character is skims And I know I have so many more And that's why I know that I'm missing stuff. Oh, you know what I know where it is I I know where it is. I'm gonna go grab it and do that in a second. I have more shoes here here Why am I talking like that? Um, and then I have like my long dresses a lot of these I haven't even been able to wear And the thing that's nice about this closet is that it's all open My other one had like closed doors and I feel like I'm such a visual person like if I don't see it I can't wear it, especially when it's crammed. So now I love that I can see everything this dress is So stunning. I wore it and then tuck it Um, this like really pretty just like white maxi dress All the things over here. I also just got this I think it's from hutch, right? Yeah Um, I think it's actually a little bit too big. I do need to try it on I don't know what I'm gonna wear it for but it looks so cute and then I also got this top With like a pink bow in the back Um, I'm running out of hangers So I just threw on like I'm back on my denim jacket wave Like I I was so over them for so long and here I am. I also got a chocolate brown like corduroy jacket Um Laser I have so many lasers. We'll figure out what we want to do with this These are like nicer tops that I would wear in the summer just like Not just like I don't know how to describe it. It's nicer This is gonna be for my skirts This is the start of like my bags that I'm moving over here These are dresses that I would wear at night like nicer dresses And then these are like just dresses that I would wear during the day And it would make more sense probably for me to put this up here But I think this looks better because this will be like my most used This is like pretty much all I wear in the summer or casual dresses So anyways that is my update on the closet right now. I'm gonna go grab the other stuff I don't even know what I'm gonna put it all up here But it's looking stunning I obviously can't do my curtains that I had um in my last townhouse Here when I love so I don't even know if I'm gonna be able to use those in this house I do have like blinds and stuff that I'm gonna order so anyways It looks stunning. Okay another update. I have my boots. I don't remember the last time I vlogged Um, I added more tops and it just looks stunning. I filmed a ton of tiktoks Look at how amazing the beige puff bag looks here. I'm taking this with me to fly tomorrow though I was just taking some photos over here Um, I don't know where the rest of my stuff is We'll find that over time. But guys, it's just like so Perfect and so Stunning I need to find a really cool statement piece ottoman And I do want to replace this even though I know I'm probably gonna like having a fan here But it's like I need like a cool Chandelier not chandelier, but like a cool vibe. You know what I mean? I don't like chandeliers, but you guys get what I mean I'm just in such a good mood You know when you have like been so tired and in a funk like you can't focus for like a couple days And then all of a sudden you're like fine that's here right now I just put like a little bit of gradual tanner on my face because this is what I mean Like you can see how tired I am. I'm so puffy like oh god. Okay. Anyways, though I am feeling better and I just ordered dinner Um, I my grandma is staying here. I'm leaving to go to New York I don't know if I've even said this really for 48 hours I have a little like Macy's thing and then just because I'm there I'm gonna record two episodes And I'm getting dinner with brook and Danielle and that's pretty much it. I feel like I'm in New York all the time Um, so I'm just packing very quickly. I'm gonna do a carry-out I'm like driving myself to the airport so I can get back Friday night and just like have a good normal night here Um, but I'm doing a little like Macy's live thing This is my Macy's outfit and I've got to pack really quickly. So anyways this the Closet night has such a good vibe. I'm so glad I did the lights I'm such a lighting girl. Like I need natural light. I need light everywhere. I just Desperately desperately needed it. So I've got to figure out what I'm gonna wear and this isn't necessarily It's still like kind of cold. Also. I need to move My bag. I like I've had the air restore bag all weekend. By the way, this is from like honey boutique I think um on etsy tart gifted them to us, but I just saw they commented on my um To talk so anyways, I'm going to move this over Um to this bag. I also have one of coca's harnesses here. I don't know why that's there And my sister left all of her stuff here in my bag naturally So anyways, I'm gonna do all this get to packing. I would like to have some time to read tonight But I just have so much energy now Which is so unfortunate because I was so tired all day and I knew this would happen to me. So great, okay, so I have pretty much everything packed. I'm throwing literally everything in this puff bag I'm just gonna pack like my carry on and then that's gonna be like my purse I think I can do that, right? Yeah One carry on one personal item. Anyways, you know, what's crazy like I fly Almost weekly and still and I have I I've been on what like probably 500 planes and I still like every couple months will be like wait, you know Anyways, here's my bag and then I'm doing my puff bag This just has this is a sample of a Kindle case I don't know forever gonna release but I always like throw chargers and stuff in here And then I'm just gonna put like the random stuff that I need and it's gonna be a really really great trip I don't even need those in here right now, but Good morning guys is Wednesday morning and leave for new york in a couple of hours I'm just going to get a workout in first most ancient progress. It's getting really loud Uh, I'm going weightlifting. Oh my gosh. I have just been So tired lately like it is ever since I moved like it is so hard for me to wake up Like I don't know if it's just that I'm sleeping. I I don't I actually have no idea what it is I don't feel like my sleep is any different. Um, it's stormed all last night and Coconut is like terrified of storms and I guess fits is now too because I had one because cocoa is obviously sleeping in her crate I had her crate next to my hand on her crate and then fits was sleeping on top of me So I slept an hour like not really, but like it was bad Anyways, if anyone has good sleeping tips or like how to wake up really refreshed Please let me know I go to bed early I haven't tracked my sleep on my wearing so maybe it's sleeping bad this week I like read before bed. I'm not on my phone. Like I don't know. Maybe I get too much sleep I don't know I don't think that's it either. I just need help Please please someone. Okay y'all. Here's what I wore to workout today This amazon set is 30 dollars. I don't like it below It's like the only there's one other amazon set I really like but it's basically like the one I swear by I feel like a lot of them just like don't hold up and you end up spending more money in the long run because you have to Like keep replacing it. This is amazing. I've had it for like two years. It like sucks you in It's just the best set ever Um, this top is skimstone I was wearing yesterday, but I need more of these I used to be like They're so sheer. I don't know but honestly, they're perfect for summer. They're perfect for over workouts They're perfect for just like everyday wear. I have a lot of skim stuff. They're a little thicker for summer I'm gonna order a bunch more of these. I'll link this as well. I have my hokas. I have my beige puff bag This is what I always carry with me to workouts. And then I also have my bro running housewife tumblr. That's still available Um at shop.tiermedia.com slash ism. It's linked always. Um, I need to leave in like 30 minutes So I'm gonna quickly shower just fed the dogs and leave and then I drive myself to the airport I love driving to the airport like if it's a two-day trip I will because it's cheaper than uber Um, but it's just I don't know something about it makes you feel very like mature, you know All right guys. I'm ready for the airport. Here is my airport after the day. Here's the thing Obviously the closet is stunning And this looks stunning the issue of my house that a lot of the time the lighting goes down on my face And not at my face. So I've got to figure out how to make It's like a little bit better You don't even like look at this see like because it's right direct, but there's lighting here too. What do I do? Anyways My uh pink band up luggage is not making me feel very chic today But uh, I'll survive this compact duffel is the best carry-on bag You'll ever use ever ever ever ever ever ever. It is so good. I will link it I've tried every single one and he's made an entire trick talk about it For every single one of them. I have the away one. I have all of them Nothing compares to this like I'm giving my away one. I love away also this luggage is away But the actual like carry-on bag. There's just nothing like this one. So anyways, I'm heading out Um very quick workout and then quick back here and now we're off. I guess I'm gonna get um Oh, no I don't even need to get breakfast of the airport because I forgot I ordered myself healthy snacks yesterday. I am a genius All right y'all I made it to new york Hello, my room is actually really cute. I this hotel is so confusing I'm staying in midtown, uh, which I normally I mean, I guess I used to our studio used to be in midtown And then I moved I normally don't stay in the town It's like I used to because our studio is being midtown, but I'm here for macy's and macy's is pretty close So anyways, they booked the hotel. Um, I'm staying at the renaissance The bathrooms like actually really cute And coming over here like hotel room tours are just so standard. I had my burger I was so hungry deliver at the oh, no, I don't have a bottle opener Shoot Actually, I forgot my keys in my anyways. I'm so hungry. I'm shaking But I wanted to film this first. My view was actually really cool. Um, and then here's the bed So tonight, I'm just staying in the hotel room. I've come to new york so often that now it's not like Oh, what can I do? It's like this is just kind of like part of The like routine almost also I see my friends from new york all the time So unless I'm here for like more than two days, I don't really see that many people But I'm seeing dino twice actually because we're recording tomorrow too Recording in the morning just because I'm here already. So I'm about as well I'm recording with serena and danielle serena. I've been trying to record together for like so long. Um, and then I'm going to Do a macy's live. I'm like co-hosting for macy's and then after that I have a dinner book and danielle and then I moved up my flight on monday or on friday morning To land at noon in dallas so I can be home So that is that i'm gonna give you guys a little dinner hall like my one tree hill lovers out there I know there's a lot of y'all I Love that show and if someone really doesn't watch new shows I can watch that over and over again. In fact, that's actually what I want to watch tonight Uh, what are they called? Oh, I'm so done. This is a twist-off. Um The like one tree hill rewatch podcast was listening to it because I had james not pretty on and I just love listening to it It's like my comfort show. I just love Sophia bush so much. So anyways food hall, can you guys tell i'm like? Delirious right now. I'm also reading another ellen held a brand novel So I've got to do that and it's going to be a really really good Time here. I got a burger. This is like really highly rated on doorknash I was craving a mommy by the way. I had zoom mommy closed like nationwide I am so confused. I googled it and then it's just like never opened in new york when i'm here I feel like she's just never actually opened and it is my favorite burger ever If there are a mommy's still out there get the travel burger. It's so good Um, but I got curly fries and a burger and a root beer. Welcome to new york everyone So i'm just gonna chill for a bit And eat my food and then i'll come back alive Good morning guys. I just made some coffee. I'm about to get ready I need to leave for the studio in about an hour. So ordered some room service I just kind of wanted to chat and catch up a little bit. I really should be getting ready But instead i'm talking so uh, no one's surprised. I don't know. I just have been feeling I think the Honestly like most of this year like kind of like disconnected from myself But I mean that in a way of like i'm not like journaling I'm not doing like my traditional morning routine my and I also think like every time I move It like takes a second to like really get into the routine But also it hasn't helped that i've been like traveling a lot Anyways, like i'm just like go go go and I have like I'm not like making the time It's like myself if that makes sense does that make sense or like thinking or like vision boarding or whatever I will say though. Um, I was like updating I had already made a vision board for this year and then I was like updating a few things that I thought of I yesterday and I got an email and I was like that is crazy And it's not directly for that event But it's like an event that could work for the event that I wanted ACMs and I was like, wait a second. That's crazy. Like by the way guys the acms are In dallas and it may and like if I am not there. Oh my god Like I that is like literally my dream my dream is like host right carpet there But also I would like to just go with any sort of like business brand capacity like doing whatever with the acms I don't know. I just like even I can tell I know that's not so stupid But like my face is so puffy. Well, I don't think like that's every time my face is puffy So never mind. I don't know. I just feel like I don't even like look like myself right now That makes any sense So I need to have like a coming back to jesus moment almost like uh I don't know Honestly, all I need to start doing again is morning pages because once I do morning pages Which is when you wake up in the morning and you write for the page of street I am like so clear and I know what I want And like every time I get off of that is when I'm like so confused and I'm like a very visual person I think I have anxiety and that's what like helps me like seeing things like I always have lists I always have like certain things Whatever I need like to be able to see my clothes or like I get it's just I don't know how to describe it like not like oh my god I need a huge closet rings it not that I just mean like like I need to like have my clothes in front of me So that I can see them like it could be on the bed You know what I mean I forgot to ice roll before I put my skincare on and like I don't like ice rolling after my skincare Because I feel like maybe that's not bad for my skincare. I don't know you guys Put your skincare on and then I swore I swore on the very skincare on I actually need to know Anyways, I've been feeling disconnected, but I will say I like had this whole I might as well talk about this here I feel like the vlog has like no secrets literally at all So I struggle at my career feeling like there's so many different things because there's like k.e Book Club and then there's also the oh kind and there's also prominent cast However, there's also I love you so much like right so I've been thinking about it And like even just like where I see the direction of the podcast going like what I feel like I want the podcast to be now And y'all really at the end of the day want solo episodes and then what episodes like my friends like that's really the number one Um, and then I was just thinking like when I bought this house. It was so that I could have a studio in Dallas Um like on my property, but as time has gone on I love like the look of my house so much and the lighting is so good I was like, what if I just do it in my house and I make it like a little bit more like produced in the house But it still is like very raw and it's like my social life Like my life as is a senator on my house like I always have people I'm the host I always have friends over There's always simple staying with me. There's all you know what I mean like a lot Like my house is like the house that like everything happens on that everyone hosts at you know what I mean So I was like that's interesting And then also I was already thinking like I wanted like a six week cycle on the show where it's like one book I've said one never getting your 20s two solos two interviews like whatever it is or like those can kind of come and go and then with that it would kind of Put ke book club under the podcast, which is already really under the podcast And then if it was like kenzie's home or like kenzie's house or like some sort of name that's better than that Somehow having to do with like the house Um, it would like work and then if I wanted to do certain interviews I can still do those interviews in studio Look, I have a few people that I would like fly out for but then I could do it the intro of my house You know what I mean and like have it be a podcast that's like kenzie's house It's like a lot more like solos a lot more like what's actually going on My life where it feels like there's like If you like the podcast, I love it so much But there's like a disconnect because I'm always interviewing people and I'm not always just talking like just me and you guys So I feel like I would really like that on the show And I feel like it's a good idea And I could just rebrand it. I'd never I would love the name really ever of the podcast But I don't love kenzie's house either like if it need to be something else Um and doing like a rebrand with that and then just having everything shot in my house And making it really cute and cool. I'm like I can see like a cute intro Like I don't know. I just feel like I feel like it would be good, you know So let me know what y'all think I've been thinking about it a lot It's like honestly at the top of my noise And it would make more sense with like products like for like home stuff Like there's a lot of like rebranding house my stuff we're working on I'm like that makes sense and works under That podcast name. You know what I mean? Like not that much will change about the podcast But it would just be like a little bit different and a little bit cozier of a vibe And that's like sterile in studio with like different like I would have a lot less guests on Let me know. Oh, I think I'll just do it go and look like that But let me know what you guys think. Um, I need to probably get ready Yeah Well getting ready. Oh today. Um, I am going to the studio reporting with serena and danielle And then I have like a lunch break and then I have to be in studio for macy's. I'm co-hosting macy's live Uh doing that At like two. I think I go on at four And then after that I have dinner with brook and danielle and then I leave in the morning and I can get home I will say it's also crazy like I am Ever since I like do Anything I'm always like I'm just so grateful and it's like all because of y'all And like even coming to new york, I think I remember growing up like not that and honestly You do get used to things like traveling and stuff like that and not that I'm not grateful for it It's just like, you know, like when you only got to new york like for work When it's the first time going to new york like a work thing, obviously you're like, oh my god Whatever, you know what I mean, and it still is like, oh my god, and I do like always want to make sure I'm like Reminding myself of that Um, I'm just like right now. I'm just so anxious about the reason I really don't want to be here right now It's because my anxious about leaving cocoa at home because she at walk and I like my grandma's staying there with her My brother and I like feel bad that like I don't know if I want to take care of her and I need to be there And I'm really stressed about her recovery. So that's why by the way, I'm like, okay, like I'm ready to get home Um, but it is just like so crazy like I think about the other time like if you would have told my 16 year old self This is my life should have been so excited But it's just I don't know it's wild because don't I think I'm something that feels like normal And I'm like, I don't ever want this stuff to feel normal though. Like, you know, like it's not normal Anyways, I don't like having this whole conversation with you guys and holding like the pink balls So I'm gonna go now. Let's see if my face is chiseled Oh, yeah, better should have ice rolled. Oh, all right. Here's my outfit I've decided that I'm stopping at blue bottle for coffee, which will surprise no one This shirt is for ritzia. I have jeans on my new balances I'm throwing this jacket on I like couldn't find outfits for this trip that I like just because Yes, my closet is unpacked but not for like clothes for this weather right now and also just like I don't know I just like just having a weird outfit day, you know, I felt like none of my clothes worked So I have my car her jacket on I packed very light And then my pass bag, but I just caught an uber to go to the studio. I just texted sarina I actually think I'm gonna get blue bottle and then go to the studio Um, I did my makeup, which I'm actually like pretty pleased with how my makeup turned out guys My girlies are here. I went to blue bottle the blue bottle right here is huge. Yeah. Well, that's not only reason I was like if you go to blue bottle, it's right there blue balls. Yeah, blue balls as well Thursday We did it we did it Danielle's first book episode she brought her homework She brought her Kindle. I feel like I really feel like I held my own I was really nervous, but kenzie always makes me feel so comfortable No, you did such a good job and I feel validated in my booking. You are a reader Danny I am a reader, but I'm not a reader. No, but you are a reader. You read books. That's what reader means. You're right You're right. It's hard to the day too. Yeah, it's so fun. Yay guys. I'm back at my hotel. What a great way to start My morning the only thing is that when I travel like I talk about my facing probably my face just gets so Huffy so then I know these recordings. I'm like, oh god. So anyways had a fabulous morning with sarina and then Danielle I'm gonna see Danielle tonight. Where did I put my camera? Oh my god Anyways, um, I have like two hours until my call time. So I'm gonna order some lunch and just chill for a bit Well, I need to work and then I'll go to dinner. So that is that hope you guys are enjoying the vlog my hair I'm not having the best hair day like I should have like blow my hair out up here, you know But I'm learning it's okay ordered room service for lunch. I just got a quinoa salad watching the avon as always In a water. Oh wow. It's really really serious Made it in my green room Such a beautiful view Okay, just did hair and makeup touch ups now. I'm putting on my outfit. We're about to go down I need to put bronzer still on my chest or they need to put bronzer We just I also feel like I just caught something on my shirt Just awesome. Love that for me. Okay I'm like hitting my big day slump But I have to go be a host so I'm gonna of course wearing Ken heels always Well, it is a little bit later. It's actually a lot later. I fit. Where's my jacket right here guys This entire vlog is me like not knowing where things are. Um, I Finished with Macy's it went great and then I came back got some work done washed once you hell and Oh wait, you already know that okay I'm like I'm low and this vlog I think or this youtube channel as a whole Brooke just texted me that she's gonna head to dinner now. So I'm calling my uber and we're gonna meet at Ruby's I'm going to dinner with Brooke and Danielle guys. It was The night that you think I'm not okay. This bag launches tomorrow in my time. It's out in your time But I'm very excited. I can't wait to have a little girly girl dinner catch up And then I leave in the morning and I get to go home Back to Texas and I'm so excited to be home for the weekend I booked to blow up for tomorrow already and we have plans tomorrow night We're going to our summer bar if you all watched the summer presentation that I made. Oh my god I have like a van picking like a Like a Mercedes van picking me up. This is kind of crazy. Oh, oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god How embarrassing my flash this went off with the girly's brought rubies Looks stunning. All right guys. I am in a rush because my flight that was we got moved up to nine But canceled for America or got delayed until 6 p.m. Today and they said it was weather and I called and it was maintenance So I just rebooked a new flight from JetBlue at least at the same time And I'm leaving. I'm not happy about The money but like I did not stay for 12 hours and Again, I just need to get back To Coco the job like my grandma will leave at noon when I get there. So like I I gotta I gotta get back. So Anyways, we're off. Goodbye, New York. See you later Get it back in like 20 minutes earlier than I was originally going to Yes, I'm out of money, but the first flight. Oh, I don't know if I remember to say this I had like so much drama today. I'm gonna go pick her up. Coco was not doing at all guys Come here girly Come here. Okay Coco still cannot walk on her back legs. Um, my grandma was with her the whole time And they had a great time. She actually also did so much around my house for me Which was so nice. I had no idea coming back and I felt that I was just so tired Um Shut up magnet, you know anyways this morning So I booked that flight that I was okay, whatever at least at the same time Didn't realize the JetBlue and American Airlines emerged So I canceled the flight that Macy's had booked and because like it was delayed literally right now It still wouldn't be taking off for two more hours. I delayed to 7 30 p.m. Um, so I canceled that flight booked a new JetBlue but flight Didn't say anything about a delay online I realized that the email it's the exact same flight and I'm like, are you joking? So then I'm like 10 minutes from the airport I'm like, oh my god, what am I gonna do and then I booked another flight through delta That was leaving I got to the airport at 8 15 was boarding 8 15 and um left at 8 55 and then I got home at noon So, you know JetBlue is giving me credit That's nice because they did lie and they were not transparent about the fact that the flight that I just booked Was delayed 12 hours. So anyways have my coffee I'm home to spend time with my dogs to see my friends and to just relax and chill today I found out I am going to Coachella Which is it's with my dream absolute dream brand like my number one brand I've ever wanted to work with I literally wear their shoes every single day my number one brand ever, right? Um, I was not planning going I'm like more of a stagecoach girl Obviously, I wasn't planning on going to Coachella, but like the opportunity she's like so crazy and Dom's invited So I was like, you know what we're gonna go. We are gonna go So I had a christen cavalry cookbook My god, the things you find when you move. Oh, I have a skim tall. I'll show you guys really quickly Um, I don't know how much more I'm gonna vlog of I'm gonna do this with one hand which is kind of fair because cocoa Can't move her back leg. So I feel like between us together. We can do it right cocoa Um, I have been in contact with this physical therapist and she is going to get a consultation To go in I don't have it they haven't like scheduled yet because I had to like send an all-ampho. So anyways I got this blue short sleeve top Cute I really wanted more of the like super crop tops that I have and I don't Here's the thing wrap me in skim. I love everything I get and I don't know what they're called So like I need to figure that out. I also got a black short sleeve crops top I got a gray and a black long sleeve because I'm constantly living in their long sleeves And I need to figure out the long sleeve But it's like kind of sheer that I was wearing earlier in this vlog Because I thought that these were the even though this is so soft and I'm fine with it But those are good for summer. So I need to figure that out I got this summer or this pink um like sleeveless tank But I got it in medium I should have gotten in a small but hopefully it just shrinks a little bit And then I got this really oversized Well, I ordered it in sizes up Like big long sleeve just for like the lake and stuff this summer to like throw out over some soup And then I got with a light Um little sweat set that will be a good Like travel outfit of the day in the spring and summer because it's still thin But it like covers you like I don't like wearing like shorts or like shorts leaves on a flight Like it's not for me. I don't really know why I just don't like it So I got that I have so many boxes to unpack. I also got new cabbage boots, which I will show you guys in The closet room or something But I'm gonna spend a little bit more time with my girly because everyone please keep cocoa in your thoughts and prayers I thought should be walking by now. I do think there's slight improvements But I am like really worried about it. I'm like constantly stressed about it I just can try not to like talk about it all the time and I will say through this experience I've learned that I can handle I can break up my emotions a lot better than I used to be But it still is just like the worst thing ever to like watch her I'm really lucky though that they have a great job center and I have a great family near me that like will take care of her Um and help because it is so much work, but Love this girly I just unboxed my new pair of cowboy boots These are from Dan post and I've been looking for a pair of boots Like I wanted brown and black if I could have designed a boot myself like this honestly would have been it I also like like to the normal eye. I like a boot to look a little bit tacky Like that that one, you know what you mean? Like really wild really crazy. Um, I'm gonna link this by the way I don't know if I said this I did film a cowboy boot collection This is not all my boots, but these are really the ones that I wear Um, and it's on tiktok, which is can see the text in but these are just stunning Dom saw them and sent them because she knew that these are like the kind of boots that I wanted and she also Ordered some herself. So she found them But they're so cute Dom's first pair of boots actually Um when I bought them for her which by the way Dom's first pair of boots Um are actually from Dan post and by the way justice for that video so I filmed a video making drama texan and it's like the Homepage video on my youtube channel when you're like a new subscriber and it is the funniest video ever and it did not It doesn't get the love that it deserves like obviously i'm biased because it's like my own video actually not even because I feel like Look, I'm proud of everything that I do. I'm just like indifferent like I don't think I'm the greatest I don't think like whatever nothing like that this video is really funny So anyways, I should have like edited it down and to tiktoks. Maybe I'll like edit I'll I'll do that because it's so funny. Anyways, I love those boots and I need to figure out what I'm gonna wear um And I don't know if I told you guys but this summer my goal is to get a natural tan Which has never happened in my life because of miga's name my grandmother is uh marina landy just run hair So I've never had a natural tan in my life and I only burn um, but I say that because I'm so sick Like I feel like my outfits really depend on if I'm tan or not Like if I have a tan on and I scrubbed it off when I got home from the airport And I don't have a tan and granted normally a clothes around here either. So like I don't really know What my vibe is today? I don't know. I've got to figure out What I'm wearing. I also have got this shirt a while ago from hodge And I've been able to wear it with this like cute like pink bow in the back It's not my vibe tonight. I'm trying to go a little more chill, but I still think it's really cute Um, I need to hang my skim stuff probably too, but I don't know. Maybe I'll go with the dress good nighttime dress. Oh, I do have these new ones Oh, and I also have my love shirt fancy dress. Oh, and I have to announce the giveaway winner. Okay. Well, I'm gonna Come back to you guys because I think I have my outfit Picked out. I'm so excited for girls dinner. Um, there's nothing better than girls dinner. I had um A conversation with loren and her boyfriend here in chicago and he was like if loren's off I just know she like needs to go hang out with girls and then she's fine And then I'm like, oh, you're great. I'm like that's actually me though That's literally me. So Love the girlies justice for the girlies They didn't really need justice, but justice form. I've changed a couple times and this is what I've set them on. It's nothing crazy Okay, um, this sweater is my free people sweater that I've had for years and I have it in multiple colors The best one or ever if it's available. I will link it below It's worth buying it this time of year because they have sales a lot too. I got it on sale I think both I think every time and I purchased it don't I'm off from college and they're just so good My sweater. No my skirt is Abercrombie Um, my boots are the lukecy priscilla boots and then I have my Chanel on Because they need like a crossbody and it's actually the only crossbody bag that I have I feel like I used to have so many and now I have none So I hope you guys enjoyed this week of my life vlog I love you guys There's gonna be a lot of uh tick talks made this weekend because I won't be filming or won't be vlogging But hope you guys enjoyed love y'all so much. Sorry that I was like Really all over the place this week. I just am really all over the place. So you guys What you see is really what you get anyways. I love you guys so much and I will talk to you soon So my mother was like, okay, like don't worry. You're gonna come over and we're gonna we're gonna figure it out So my mom gives me an edible I was not expecting no, I know She's like, well if you can breathe after that then we know it's anxiety Because the edible is gonna calm you down So my mother I went over and I took an edible and I slept for 22 hours 22 hours