 Good morning everyone. Welcome back to another vlog. I'm currently getting ready. It is 8 a.m. I'm gonna go on a nice walk with my father. I have really been loving my weekends in Texas in quarantine. I've just been really focusing on having like actual like relaxing weekends and like spending time reading, extra time cooking, like things I really really love. I think it's been nice to not like pack my weekends with things that I need to do and want to do. It's been really nice having just like weekends at home that are a little more slow. Love that. I actually am going somewhere tomorrow which is exciting. I feel like I have to preface this in every video. Texas has lifted state and home and I believe we're at a 50% capacity now. I haven't really been going many places. I might like pick up coffee this morning or something. Okay, I'm ready. Anyways, I am gonna go somewhere tomorrow. Obviously like wearing masks and stuff. It's like totally okay. Also, the way hair products have been helping my hair so much. It's really dull. I need a haircut really bad but it has just really brought it back to life. So I've really been loving that. I also need to make a video public. So that's what we're gonna do. Okay, I'm gonna make a little espresso shot. I've never made one from home but look at this cute little espresso shot glass. It's glass. I got it on Amazon. It's not the exact same as the coffee mugs that I use every day. Those are from William Sonoma. But here we go guys. This is exciting. Okay, this is gonna be interesting for sure. Blinding in my house is wild right now. Let me see if I can fix this. I don't think I can. That's not gonna do anything. It's like literally beautiful and there's always rainbows on my table. I normally chug an entire glass of water before I drink any coffee but since this is just an espresso shot, I feel like, you know, I need to go to Costco and buy in bulk because those are so expensive. Are you ready for this? Coco, are you excited for your walk? Are you excited? Oh my gosh, you look so cute today girl. Are you excited for your walk? Guys, I found an old video of Coco with the perfect hair length. I have never seen her look cuter, ever. I'm gonna start showing this photo to all the groomers and be like, why are you not doing this? So good. Okay, ready? It's hot obviously. Maybe I'll just start taking the espresso shots in the morning. Okay, that was like my strongest pod. It's not the worst thing I've ever had but I'm also like really good at doing that stuff. So shots are like my hidden talent. Wellness, all of them, you know? Well, hopefully that helps me. I'm gonna do some of the dishes and then my dad is gonna get here and then we're gonna go on a walk. Guys, I forgot to show you guys what I'm wearing. So these are my favorite shorts from Outdoor Voices. I'm sorry about the dishwasher. I tried to link them in the video I just posted today and they're not on the side but I'll keep looking and figure it out for you guys because I'm obsessed with them. I want like 15 of them. I'm gonna live in them all summer. Black tank top from Miss Guided. This exact one, which I'll link to this exact one, is great quality. It's super inexpensive. I bought another one from them and they're like two cropped and stuff so I'll only like wear it around the house. And even then sometimes I'm like wearing it in vlogs and so like I pull my pants up all the way because it's just like really cropped. So anyways, I really like this specific one. I'll have it linked down below but it's really great. I have a white one as well. And then this I'm just gonna throw over my shoulders. Very country club mom of me guys. I almost wore a visor but I didn't. I don't have a visor. I have a baseball cap but this is from Mauritia. So that is my outfit. Okay, I'm gonna do my quick divo and then head out. As always, 40 day prayer challenge. It's my favorite one ever. Also, I'm having one of these for breakfast. They are seriously just the best. I really like the vanilla bean flavor. So good. Alright guys. I said you have to say hello to the vlog. So he goes, hello. Um, oh my gosh, you're Sony dogs. My dad copied me and got Lucy. Come here. Coco's not being nice. This is Lucy. I don't know why that smudged. Okay, so we're gonna go to walk now. It's been real. Aw, I feel like it's so cute. I just don't know what's going on because I've had caffeine. So part of me is like maybe it's like a hormonal thing. I don't really know what's going on honestly. I stopped at La La Land. It's like totally safe. You sit outside, social distancing. It's been open for like a month probably now. Um, so yeah, I don't think we're on the list. And then I think I'm going tomorrow again with Liz to first Mondays, which is like a flea market type thing in Canada. It's like an hour away. So we're gonna go to that. Um, and then I think she's probably coming over today. Before anyone comments, obviously I'm being so over the top safe about social distancing. I really don't leave my house. That was like really something. But we're like taking the right precautions, wearing masks, all that stuff. And you can like social distance and it's totally fine here. It's been lifted for a while. We're already at 53% capacity. Um, I haven't even gone to like a restaurant. I don't really want to go to a restaurant still. I have another package from, oh my gosh. Not real. Okay, so she gave me another matching set. So this goes with one of my hoodies that's upstairs. My crew next, I mean so cute. I know she's like really popping off this quarantine, but she literally made me a matching like outfit for Coco. I'm literally dying. Coco, she's sleeping somewhere. She is really had the best time ever today, but she's tired now. But guys, that is so funny. Oh my gosh. Thank you so much. That was just, oh my gosh. That was seriously so cute. So Brooke will be proud of me. I finally got an iPhone tripod because all of my photos are mirror pictures, which I'm fine with. I actually prefer mirror pictures. Um, but I felt like I needed to spice it up because my Instagram is literally all mirror pictures right now, which isn't good. So anyways, I have to figure out this headache. I need to fight. I need to eat. Um, and I'm going to actually figure out what I'm making in order groceries. That's what I'm going to do. Um, I don't know if I'm going to go lay out today. I just, maybe I'll do some editing. I just love my slow weekends, where I don't have like 15 things I have to go to. It's so nice. Liz is coming over in a few hours. Um, my headache is like killing me. So I'm going to drink a Sprite because like maybe that'll help. Um, and simmer with crackers and just lay down and the jar can watch, um, some shows, update on the den. I'm going to have to switch. There's still more to be done guys. There's always going to be more to be done. I haven't even like changed yet because my head just hurts so bad. Like, oh my gosh. I don't know why I keep having these really bad headaches, but Hi Coco. Okay guys, my stomach really hurts. I have a really bad headache and it's just not the best. Anyways, it's almost three of my groceries got delivered. I was just downstairs trying to nap and it like didn't really work. I watched a few shows, some Jessica Simpson YouTube videos, the usual. Anyways, oh my gosh, my stomach hurts. The groceries have been delivered. I'm going to show you guys the grocery haul since you guys seem to really like those. This week I am making this like you guys will see tonight. What I'm making and then I'm also going to make like chicken lettuce wraps and then it's got a few other things. I have home chef coming on Monday. So most of my meals I'm going to make from that. I got a lot of chicken broth, um, because I'm just going to making a lot of stuff in my crock pot, especially lately and it always calls for that and I used it all. More balsamic vinegar up for my salads. I go through that pretty quickly so I got two. And then I got soy sauce, seasoned rice vinegar and another sauce for the chicken lettuce wraps. Dave's bread, the best bread ever. Some mushrooms what I'm making today. Blueberries, more mushroom, the big dish. Then this is for the lettuce wraps, butter lettuce, more olive oil, green onions, lots of ginger, more onions because all I do is cook with onions. You literally go through so many onions. When you're a chef, you know, I got three pounds, unreal. That will be for tonight. Ground chicken breast for my chicken lettuce wraps. So that is everything I picked up for right now. My mom is texting me, um, but I'm going to get started I think. What is it? Three? Yeah, I'm going to get started on, um, my meal today because it takes about four hours. It's a crock pot thing so, um, yeah, I'm going to go ahead and prep that. I'm actually not going to show this in a vlog. I'm actually going to show this in a vlog and not on like a TikTok or anything because I just like don't feel good enough to like do anything more than that. Okay guys, I am making braised beef with red wine. Liz is coming over. She brought this over, um, like last week and hated it. So it's actually perfect because it's what I need in this recipe. Mushrooms, beef, tomato paste, carrots, all this stuff. I don't know if that's everything I feel like it is, but I'm going to make it in my, um, crock pot. So I just browned the meat, um, I'm currently sautéing the vegetables. I'm going to add in garlic in a second and then we add in tomato paste. I'll kind of just take you guys with me. Um, this isn't like technically a cookie with kimchi, but just a little behind the scenes. Just added in some tomato paste and then I'm going to add some flour so it can be thicker. So I just added in what I last vlogged, um, but it is slow cooking. I don't know why there are timers even on. I need to fix that. Um, it's right above the wine line and then I just coated it and put time like literally, put seasoning like literally all over it. Um, anyways, you have to let this sit for about like two and a half hours. I want to say maybe three hours. I'm going to put a timer on because I don't know why it's even doing that. But okay, I'm going to do two hours and 30 minutes. So anyways, it's going to break down and just be a beautiful. We're braising this amazing. All right guys, we're on the roof. Literally my self-tanner has stained my swimsuit. So perfect. We're taking photos. Um, that's pretty much it. I'm really hungry. Food will be done in like 10 minutes. Okay guys, this has been done. It looks amazing, but it's just, um, it smells so good. We just are craving pizza. I actually made this for my family anyway. So we're getting pizza, pasta, garlic knots, all of it because it just sounds so good. Um, which is fine because this was for my family, technically. So I just didn't really care about eating it tonight. It's just kind of like a meal prep thing, but it looks amazing and it smells so freaking good. Okay, we got dinner. Very exciting. Here we go again with our scary movies. Okay, so it is currently nine. Liz just left. I actually started watching Defending Jacob on Apple TV. I think I might even start, I don't want to start from the very beginning because I'm already one episode in. It's really good so far. My mom texted me and was like, you have to watch this. So that's what we've been watching. This may be the first night in so long that I haven't read before bed. I literally have read every single night for like the past two months. Oh, nope, still not working before bed, but I kind of think I'm just going to fall asleep here. It's very interesting, very new for me. Good morning everyone. It is Sunday morning. I'm about to get ready to head off to the flea market. Good morning everyone. I just put my hair through the Dyson Airwrap. Yeah, honestly, I'm just in such a like mood. I know I've already mentioned it all and it's not that it's ever like, you know, not worth mentioning. But it's just like, you know, I think also people come to YouTube as like an escape as well. With that being said, it doesn't need to be like ignorant. Like you need to be informed and educated in doing things. But just for some light hearty content sometimes. So I'm still trying to do that while also being like, this is a very, very big problem. I mean, I've posted a bunch to my Instagram. The graphics that are going by were literally my best friend Dom and it's like incredible. But we've been FaceTiming like every day and we're going to do a podcast episode as well. A lot of you guys have been requesting that. But also, I'm just like so mad, I know. Also, I just think, I don't know, I just think it's so important. So we were just FaceTiming about all of that and she was calling me because her account was getting blocked and all this stuff. And it's just like, it's crazy. And I know there's probably people which blows my mind that watch this video and still like don't. And I know there's probably people who are watching this video who like still don't believe racism exists. Somehow, even after all of this stuff. And I just like really encourage you to like, I don't know at this point. Like I literally don't know what to tell you. Like, I mean, it's a thing. It like really does exist. Like the people who are literally dying. Anyways, I just, obviously this is like weighing like, I feel like it's so stupid saying it's weighing so heavily on my heart. Like I'm white and privileged. Like it's nothing in comparison to what like anyone else is facing. But I just want to say like, I hear you guys and with you guys, with that being said, Domina are going to do an entire podcast episode. Just on like the topic. And I want it to be very like informational for you guys and for myself. Like I'm constantly trying to learn and I'm not perfect in this. Like I'm doing my absolute best with like using a platform and speaking out. And just being educated, like knowing what I'm talking about. So sorry, I just like felt so weird not talking about it because that's been like my morning. It's just so crazy because it's like, I can't like, I like don't want to cry. Like I cannot imagine what it's like living this way and feeling this and like every day. Like I just like, I'm so sorry. And like I feel stupid again for even saying sorry because it's like, you know what I mean? Like it's just so big. Like so big. So with that being said, I'm going to try to get a better video. I need to show you guys my makeup routine ish, which sounds stupid. I'm talking about this, but it's okay. Okay, so guys, I'm just like, I'm so sorry. Like so sorry. Also if there are like more ways that you guys think I can do more things or like, you know, I'm literally always down to hear like constructive criticism. I'm not even like, I'm not offended. I think it's so interesting how people are like, oh my gosh, I mean bullied for not speaking out about it. It's like, you're somehow making this about yourself. Like obviously it's like you post anything unrelated and people are like attacking you right now and it's like, it's literally not about you. Like if people do that to me, I'm like, you're hurting and I see that and I hear that and I know that I'm not going to make this about me. Like, and people are still doing that somehow. And I'm just like, what? Anyways, so if there's anything that you guys think I can do more. Any ideas you guys have, like anything about that sort. I'm literally more than open to hearing it. Anything I'm doing wrong, whatever. Just like, please let me know. So, okay, I'm just going to tell you guys what I've been doing with my makeup, which again sounds so stupid. I did Super Goop. Obviously my glow screen underneath. Shall I tell everyone to go? It's pretty similar to like what I have been doing. I'm trying to like really bronze out my face right now. Even though I like don't really need to. I used, okay, so the self-tander I used was the one that Julia Haven always talked about and pretty little thing. And I loved it. I will say like a lot of it washed off. So it looks a lot more like natural than I did yesterday. Like yesterday was a lot, but I was still like with it. You know what I mean? Blush. Blush is really, if you don't wear blush, you need to because it really changes the game. I kind of just like right now I put it around my face too to have more color. I guess my favorite makeup right now really is Charlotte Tilbury. Like it's what I used 24-7. Back to this palette. I think this bronzer is the best bronzer ever too. I'm just like, I love the highlight. Also, this is like even more controversial. Like I know that so many people are gonna like hate me, but especially if you're a Christian and you're not like your heart isn't breaking for people. Like pray for empathy because I don't understand like how you can be Christian and like hate people. Like it doesn't, it just doesn't work like that. Like at all. So I know I'm back to this, but this is literally like the angriest like makeup routine ever, but I'm so sorry. But like in all seriousness, I'm really trying to like, okay, I'm trying to like not come at people, but like especially I think any human being regardless of what you believe, but especially Christians need to be like using their voice right now and like standing up and talking about everything that's going on. And it's just like, yeah. So I'm even, I'm like extremely concerned if you are a Christian and you don't feel anything about this. Like especially you're supposed to be like fighting for people and like unity. Like in order to get unity, like people need to be heard. It's not like, oh, like this is just gonna be peaceful immediately. Like no, you need to be fighting for people. And yeah, so I love all of you guys. I just like really, really care about this and I really, really just, I don't know. Nothing I say will ever be enough. Ever. I don't think anyone says will be enough, but yeah. I'm putting on, this is literally feels like the weirdest video I've ever filmed. I'm putting on mascara. I'm about to step my face and then I'm gonna change. So Liz and I are going to the flea market. Yesterday when we were laying out, we talked to Dom for a while too. And I've just been learning so much from her and her Instagrams as well. My best friend Maddie Chop, you guys know her, growing up and still like now to this day, has always like informed me and just been like very proactive and like Black Lives Matter and just like very educational. I mean, she's the biggest heart, but she also just like, she knows what she's talking about. So because of her growing up, honestly, I really solely credited to her because I grew up in a very like white privileged, you know, area. Like that's, I feel like that's most of us. Like, I mean, that's everyone white privileged, but you know what I mean? I feel like because of her, I grew up with a lot more awareness to the matter. Like I've always, always been like racism exists. But I think she really helped open my eyes at like a younger age to a lot of what was going on and she really educated herself and she really took the time and like I'm really grateful for her, especially in times like this because I'm so glad that I was just made aware of younger, you know, like I'm really grateful for that. I also go over this with this Wonder Globe, just so everyone's aware. So I'm really grateful, but I just think like now is the time to educate ourselves. Donate. A lot of people are messaging me like, why don't you donate? I have been donating. I just feel weird. It's this like weird thing because if you post that you donated it makes it look like you're trying to like amplify yourself. But if you don't post that you're donating, people don't think that you did it. So I chose to not post that I donated, which maybe was the wrong thing. Like please inform me on like what I should be doing. I have shared where to donate though. So like I don't know if, you know what I mean? Like am I supposed to put, I don't know. I don't, like the last thing I want to do is like amplify myself in this. So I'm going to calm down and then we'll go on. It just feels weird to like go on with the day. But I will have places to donate, places, petitions to sign, all that stuff like down below. Actually, especially I will have Dom's Instagram page because I would rather give you one link to where you can see everything at once. So I'm going to give you guys Dom's Instagram link because she has like where you can donate, where you can do positions, all that stuff as well as like more content on like how to help them be an ally. Here's my outfit. Ignore the pillows. The shams are not here yet. Um, so I actually think maybe I have lost we because I remember these jeans being like more snug but like I, I don't know. I mean, I don't know what's happening. Maybe these are just, maybe these just haven't been washed. I don't know. I forgot even have these shoes, honestly. They're girlfriend denim just because I haven't been wearing jeans. I have a white tink on my current fave purse Air Force ones. It's just like a very chill look. I have these dresses that I'm bringing in case it's like too high and I just want to change. I don't know. We're being extra, but we're driving like an hour away. So I've really packed up. Um, that has like sunscreen and stuff in it. And then also a bunch of like just athletic wear that like I'm not wearing that lose can have because she needs some and I need to get rid of some. So there we are. I'm going to have a mush for breakfast, fill up a water bottle and we're off. Wow. This is literally so Texas and we're listening to country music. There's an eye. Okay guys, this is like actually not okay. We, oh yeah. Okay. It's so I facetimed her and she was like coming and I was waiting and then we were wearing the exact same outfit. I mean, it's not like it's a revolutionary outfit in our defense. So it's fine. We're hoping they definitely don't take them out. No, no, no. But what are we going to do? Is there an ATM close? What if, okay. Okay. What if we just floored our way through it? I think we're just going to try to flirt guys. I've done it before. I'm not a good flirt except for if I'm trying to get something that I want. Oh no. Oh my God. Wait, he's literally right here. Okay. This is so awkward. Hold on one second. Okay. Can I take cash, huh? Yes. Okay. Where's the closest ATM? I'm not sure. There's going to be one in there. But if you want to just get cash while you're in there, pay me on the way out. Okay. I have three dollars but I'm honest with you. Okay. Perfect. Thank you. Thank you very much. We love him. I didn't even try but he was just so nice. He was like no effort at all. He was like sure. Yeah. So basically this is like a really big flea market and neither of us have ever been but like it's so popular. So we just drove, it was only like a 50 minute drive. We listened to country music. It's just really been a good vibe. I'm excited. I definitely am getting hungry now that you say that though. I'm getting really starving right now. Yeah. But it's not even. It's like not even 11 I don't think. Yeah. Our original plan was to get here even earlier. And like it just didn't happen. Finally we got somewhere and she's like no we're going to eventually get there. Like at some point. So oh my gosh. Don't worry guys. We will be taking proper precautions. We will be wearing masks all that stuff. Cold pork sandwiches with soup baby raised barbecue sauce guys. Little booth that Liz found for two dollars. It's going to be great decor. Putting it in the car but it looks amazing and a strawberry lemonade. Guys seriously I mean Liz found both of these but my best buys legit ever. Like two dollars 25 dollars. I've never seen something more me in my entire life. Very successful. I mean yeah. Okay. Well we were trying to find a bar card for it. Look there's just nothing here for bar cards unfortunately but we're still on the hunt. Back from the flea market. I also got a new pair of sunglasses because I broke my Amazon ones yesterday. I don't know where I put them. Where are they? Right here. Okay. They were like ten dollars. I love getting little sunglasses at the flea market. I'm going to go shower obviously. Do all that stuff now that I've been in public. But literally so obsessed with this hat. This is the best thing I've ever purchased as well as this. Like this was two dollars. Oh my gosh guys. I just love it. Hi guys. Okay. I'm really really tired and just like sad. So Dallas actually just said curfew. You would not be able to access these areas. So I guess for several days we have a curfew at 7pm. I want to like educate myself even more so I think I'm going to watch some documentaries and things too. It's only like 3pm or it's 4pm now. I have leftovers from last night so I might just make those. And I might bring my laptop down and start editing or something. I don't really know. I want to go to the den but it's just like so dark that I just fall asleep. Okay so first Monday is just fun. I just fell so weird filming. First Monday is just fun. We got some things. I already showed you guys. I just am like going on and on. Also the Maui. Oh my gosh. My ringtone guys. The Maui Bay Browning Lotion is incredible. I really really love this stuff. I actually think I got tan. I saw a tan line when I was just showering and changing and I was like wait a second because I used it yesterday but I had self-tanner on so I just couldn't tell. I also have bug bites all over my legs and there's always mosquitoes in Texas so please tell me what to do. I don't want to wear bugs. I mean obviously I know bug spray but like is there something better than bug spray because there's literally bites all over my legs and it's just not cute and it hurts so yeah. Wow. I'm actually going to wear this. Don't worry. It really truly is just decor. So here we go. Great guys. So guys I have pizza downstairs and I could heat that up but I mean I need to do that actually. I decided I'm actually, well it looks weird without the other one but I'm actually going to hang out in my room. I have pizza, garlic knots. I'm going to turn my TV on, watch some documentaries to kind of educate myself and get some stuff together. Maybe even more resources I think for, I love you so much because I don't feel like I've shared enough on bad Instagram so I'm going to try to get some like books and stuff to read. Going to end off the vlog by just doing like skincare I guess. I don't know guys. I'm going to use pretty much the last of my Sonia de Car face cleanser which is like my favorite right now. I need to tan my face. My face is always so red after I like wash it. This is what I shared in my last favorites video and you guys are so right, duh. The reason that my soul tanner isn't working as much is because I started using retinol but the thing is like I haven't really used my retinol like routinely. Honestly like very well lately. So I'm also like maybe that isn't why. It is 5 p.m. and I'm just going to watch some documentaries and just educate myself tonight. So I'm starting off with a 13th. Hope you guys enjoyed this weekend of my life vlog. I love you guys so much. I will have places linked down below that you can donate to. Also of course if I'm telling you guys to do something I'm doing the same I would never tell you guys to do something that I'm not going to do. So love you guys so much and I will see you soon. Bye.