 I grew up in Seattle, so we used to go up to Vancouver a lot. I'm in San Diego now, and I'm looking at your life and why you're doing what you're doing, and I always know that when people look at things in their life that are sickness or something bad, there's always this, there's a reason, and you know that everything's working for you, right? And I'm always a big, I have two daughters and I'm always you know always saying it, well it's happening for you. What is the gift in it? What is the magic? And I believe like when I look at you, how old are you? 43. 43, so I'm 54, so 10 years different.