 Gall gael gwybod i'w ddechrau, y gallwn y ddull. Felly iddo gyda'r dweud am ydych chi, James, felly y ddechrau'n dweud am y cy agreigaf, cymdeithasai erioedol yn yr awddol i'r cerdd. Felly arweinydd eich gadegul 1971, oedd yn ddiadodd yn ei wneud i'r Osti Mfayr Fiaid, ac eich ddilyn dod o'r ddrygiau a'r ddysgrifeth. Mae'n ddysgrifetio gyda'r ddechrau, radioi'r Own yng Nghyrcher, ydych chi'n gyd yn wneud, ond, mae wnaeth ganddo'n gweithio'n amlygu'r perthynu'n fath o gwyl... Mae ganddo'n ganddo'n ganddo'n gweithio'n tarlu 10 yma! 1965, a rhaidion검 iddyn nhw'n 6 oed yn ddechrau. Mae'r mormyn yn ychydig eraill ac mae'n rhoi'r dwylo'n gweithio'n... Wnaeth cyfnodd yn cael... d国fyn, mae'r ddweud, rydyn ni wedi gweldhas 5 o'n ga'i... brosig a ddwy'r cyfrannu. Rwy'n edrych i gael gweithio yma. Rwy'n edrych i gael'r cyfrannu, ac mae'n meddwl eich cyfrannu, ac mae'n meddwl i gyfrannu dosod yn byw, a bod yna'r ysgol iawn. Mae'n meddwl i gyfrannu, mae'n meddwl i gael'r meddwl i gael'r meddwl i'r the assessment centre. Yep, now, I was there in the 60's, in the 80's it was closed down as part of operation care. Yeah, and there was about 29 arrests, 12 people went to prison yeah, for physical and sexual abuse on children. Now, just to give you the background, because I regressed and forgot all about that childhood stuff. When I was seeing in the psychiatrist after they came out of prison, you told me that I had some regressed memories. What brought those memories back to me, James, was February. 2016, on one B-wing HMP Liverpool, better known as Walton. My friend, an OG called Spencer Benjamin, gets a telephone call from a guy called Ediata. And then the actor tells him, I know that French raped this girl, and they're going to change him into the next Jimmy Savile, which means I'm going to get all kind of sex charges. Spencer comes and tells me, I'll go back to me, sell. And I'm lying there, right? And then the memories come back to me, yeah, of Walton Vale. Also I could remember it was Walton and it was a children's home. That's all I could remember. Yeah, and it was a Christmas party. Yeah, and a celebrity came to give us presents. Yeah, and I got a red fire engine with a yellow ladder and a silver bell, and I've listened closely. I could still hear that bell. Yeah, the celebrity that gave me the fire engine, yeah, then attempted to touch me. And I smashed them in the face with the fire engine. Over his left eye, first man that I ever made bleed. Yeah, and it's in my child files. I brought my child files. I made a subject access request to Liverpool Child Services to get my files when I came out of prison. And I made a complaint to Merseyshire Police. I've actually got a case number in Operation U-Tree, right? Because when the police investigated it, they found I was at that home for 10 days. And on that 10-day period, Jimmy Saville was there. And when he was there, I smashed him in the face. So what happened? Why didn't I mention this in my book? Why did I wait till I came out of prison? The memories were regressed. It was only when I went into prison and got told that I would be getting turned into Jimmy Saville that it triggered the trauma that I was going through at the time, triggered the old trauma, and the memories came back. Yeah, it's also in my files that I told the professionals in the service what had happened and what I'd do. And I was called a dirty little line black bastard. Yeah, and I was carted off to a home in Speek. I was given to a couple of foster parents in Speek. He was in a wheelchair, yeah, polyplegic. Yeah, right? And his wife was OK. And he had his car modified where he had a thing on the steering wheel so he could turn it. Day kick was to tie me over the Welsh dresser. Yeah, hands over the dresser, ankles over the dresser and whip me with care and wire to get me to be quiet about what was going on. Now, in the children's homes, yeah, and I like to make it clear because in the echo they say, I said that I was sexually abused. I wasn't sexually abused. I was physically abused. And those that tried to sexually abuse me, yeah, it's the first one that I ever made bleed was Jimmy Savile. Now, when I broke the story in the Liverpool Daily Post, the echo, when I came out to prison and I went to the police for historic stuff, because I decided, James, in prison that when I came out, I was going to take all these services on. Merthysaipoli services, Merthysaing Cheshire Crown, prosecution services, Liverpool social services, deprivation services and the prison services, because each and every one of them, yet, right, abused me. Bull, what I decided I was going to do, I was going to use the own rules, regulations, guidelines, protocols and principles, and I was going to beat them with their own stick. And I outlined this all in a 33-page document called Institutional Racism and Mouth Misfeasants on Merthysaide. So, now, this is... I've gone into this children's home, yeah, 10th to December. And they've moved me on the 23rd. Everywhere's closed down, nobody does anything. They've moved me on the 23rd because of the incident. Then I'm on a care medical round until I'm 11, yeah. I went in as a six-year-old altar boy, yeah. I came out as a very angry young man, yeah, right. And they were the irritants of where my violence comes from. Now, I've sought professional help since I've come back. And I see a psychiatrist, I pray to see a psychiatrist once a week. Yeah, yeah, to help me work through these issues, yeah, right, of why I suffer from homicidal ideation. I'm always thinking about killing people.