 Hey guys, how you doing? This is Rich from Rich City Live live in Mexico at a cenote. So excited to see this This is my first ever time seeing a cenote. This is a cenote Which is essentially a cave in the jungle with a freshwater supply. There's literally Scars that take you right to this freshwater supply. We're gonna make lots of videos with the GoPro And this is where the Mayans used to do sacrifices believe it or not. Let's go take a look shall we I'm about to fade away cuz every time I wake up I feel like it's Monday Something's going wrong with all the chemicals up in my brain all of a sudden I don't look at anything the same way gotta build up on my thoughts sitting in an ashtray I'm sorry that I'm so inconvenient. Okay. Just let me be me and I'll stay out of your way I can see the way you look at me. I'm such a disgrace I never really asked to be brought into this place. You wanna lie but taste all the Just what you want With you, I don't ever feel calm sweat inside my palm Play with me like cats and a string You don't understand the pain it brings You don't ever want to give me way want to set me free You know, I'm addicted to you and it's twisted you've been gifted with the evil voodoo Got me coming back for more even when I've been screwed dolls full of pins Here's my heart straight through God issues in my head. I like you in my bed, but you keep me on red Oh Everything is like a test. I better not text or I'll come off desperate But if I lay down The pain that you did that you said I don't think you understand what you do Black and blue from the bruising I feel like we're not with you. I'm losing I'm losing sitting there gaslighting and confusing Was it me? Is it me? Am I the one who's always sorry? The conclusion Even though I offer all of the solutions. I wish you loved me like I love you It's stupid when I'm alone with you. I never feel losing. I wish I wasn't struck by QB I wish when I first saw you I'm with you. I feel so useless. I feel diluted. My heart's been like a time Never really know just what you want With you, I don't ever feel calm I could feel the sweat inside my palm Play with me like that's industry You don't understand the pain it brings You don't ever want to give me wings You don't ever want to set me free Formations, aspirations. I got shit to do the aftermath of preparation Good food, good mood, blood and circulation One step at a time. Yeah, that's how you make it set a goal you control and the steps you take them I try to pick one thought have some concentration and if I make a mistake it's called education I try to do this every day call it replication Today's gonna be a good day, wake up Today's ever gonna be a good day, wake up Today's gonna be a good. Today's gonna be a good day, wake up Today's gonna be a good day, wake up Today's gonna be a good day, wake up Today's gonna be a lazy yo, I think there's a reason though Ups and downs just like every difference is in yo Sometimes I'm high other times I'm barely breathing though I always gotta fight and I are from the demons yo Negative thoughts of boys and they ride Head full of flaws, so here come the clouds They'll never stop unless I can swipe All the bad for the good in my head when I'm lost So I'm a fake until I make it Positive thoughts are overtaken, I got patience One day at a time is how you operate a cadence A flow, you grow, you show, yourself a foundation Stay away from all the shit because it's temptation I know that I like to do it because of sensation I live my life in my head like a narration Don't expect greatness through my best man, I'll take it Wake up, today's gonna be a good day Wake up, today's gonna be a good day Today's gonna be a, today's gonna be a good day Wake up, today's gonna be a good day Wake up, today's gonna be a good day Wake up, today's gonna be a good day