LYRICS: People always see me on the bench furthest away, hiding in a book, doing anything to ignore you, wanting no one to take a second look. Staring at the computer screen, looking like the biggest introvert, won't say yes to a date of desert. I actually like socializing, if you can believe it, i'd say yes to a smile and banana split. But you're just not my cup of tea, you don't understand why to blogspot and youtube I flee.
But once I find someone who really gets me, it's hard for me not to admit that I really love you. You get it, and I love hanging out with you, you're kind of the friend I spent my daydreams thinking of. Someone who got it, someone as awkward as could be, someone who yelled at their screen, someone who'll still reach for you. I can go to the coffee shop, pizza place, bookstore, and more, and it's anything but a chore.
But still I feel useless and tiny. Everyone online sees me as a pixie faerie. When I've stepped outside the screen, when we meet, I'm not five two, but still in reality, still I've usually got the quietest personality on the street.
But now that I've met you, I feel smaller still, you're so amazing, so true, you instill in my soul a want to live to create, to be myself. And for once I'm not liking someone who's a head and a half too short, it's a problem I can't help, it's why I often resort to pretending i've not any feelings. But you asked me on a date, and I thought it might be good for once to have something great. And you're helping my self esteem, you're my dream.