 Everything is perfect and always has been perfect surrender into that state of mind That to me that's what when Jesus talks about the immediacy of salvation. He's saying Your real dread is present joining future loss is not your fear Your real dread is present joining, but to human beings. They're afraid of future loss They're afraid they'll lose their partners. They'll lose their loved ones. They'll lose their body. They'll lose their mind And go crazy. They'll lose the familiar when actually they're just afraid of present love That's what all this running and scheming and striving and scamming is all a defense against present love So all that we're asked to do is surrender to give in To lay down the sword to lay down that and it doesn't seem like it But everything we've tried on planet earth even education is a defense against the holy instant even education Even the best things that humans have invented or the ego is invented are all defenses Against the holy instant Against that surrender moment So you were asking earlier if it was a process Actually that that surrender moment I had of okay, I give it all to you That's what opened the doorway to for me to be convinced about the love It wasn't just me turning everything over wasn't the moment of Awakening or enlightenment, but it was the beginning of okay. I tried it my way Now I want you to convince me of love you convince me