OMG im so sorry i havent posted. my computer had a virus.
im sorry! OMG HOW DID I GET 379 SUBBERS?! thanks!
Anyway, heres 59-
Candice: *pause*.. Justin!! *gets up and runs over to the closet and unlocks the door, and she sees Justin laying there with his eyes closed.. but hes still slightly breathing* JUSTIN! *picks him up* Oh baby!! *holds him up and falls to the floor* Are you okay?? Justin?? JUSTIN!!! *scared*
Justin: Yes..Im..Fine..Baby..I..I..I love..You..So.. much..
Candice: Justin I love you so much too baby!! *crying*
Hayley: I'll get you two to the hospital *Candice picks Justin up and they go to her car*
*Without Candice and Justin knowing, Matt and the 2 guys get up and leave the house, talking about a plan to come back*
Candice POV: It's been a day. A whole day. It dreaded by slowly. I have been up for a full 24 hours now. And still. They STILL didn't tell me how Justin was doing. I started to cry again, for that was all I was doing this whole time. My face was pressed tightly in my hands as the tears were pouring out, I was scared. It was all coming back now. The pain, the fear, the people.. everything. I was scared for Justins life right now.. he was hurt.. very bad. All I knew was that I couldn't ever let this happen to him ever again.. this was all my fault that he was hurt like this.. all I could think about was hat he thought about me now.. im almost certain he doesn't love me anymore.. after all the pain I put him through.. it would be wrong to still love me.. but I also knew I couldn't lose the love of my life. I've lost too much.. I cant lose Justin. I loved him, I was positive about that.. but sitting here. Sitting here in these hospital chairs, wondering if the love of my life will live, had me wondering.. wondering weather or not to let Justin go.. he was in too much pain.. I mad to make a promise. If Justin wanted to leave me.. I would let him.
I owe him that much.
But.. if I didn't have a reason to leave.. I wouldn't. I want to stay with him forever, no matter what.
A bunch of ladies in white outfits that were most likely nurses passed me by, staring at me while I was sobbing. Hayley sat next to me, she looked calm. She didn't look like the type to over react about anything. She seemed laid back. Her sister.. not so much.
I then heard my name being called.. Hayley.
Candice: What? What happened??
Candice: What.. What happened to Justin?
Hayley: Hes.. Hes awake.. Hes in pain.. and he is having breathing problems.. the doctors said to be easy around him.
Candice: Can I see him?
Hayley: The doctors also said you're the only one he wants to see, so go ahead.
Candice POV: I walked down those endless hallways, it was just like the studio. Long and dark. I was shaking, hard, but I couldn't tell after a while. It was kinda like second nature, almost as natural as breathing. Being scared, being afraid.. even when you don't have to. But that was the problem. I did have to. I had no choice, really.
I had to learn from my mistakes. So I wouldn't make them again.
I had to, no matter what, always. Always. Love Justin. No matter what happened.
I have to watch who I trust. I have to watch who I tell, especially for Justins sake.
I had to find it, and keep it. Keep the flame lit, and let the sparks fly. Let the river run and the waves crash.. I had to let life be the way it should be.
A lot changed about me since the summer.
I realized a lot, walking to the room that lies the boy I love, forever.. my love.. I should've done something to keep Justin safe that day...
I felt like a terrible girlfriend.
I walked down the hall, and into the room I was told.. the room where Justin was.
He was asleep, and hurt. I walked over to him, tears in my eyes, and took his hand. I kissed his forehead softly, and just then, his eyes slightly opened.
Justin: Are..Are you okay?
Candice: It doesn't matter Justin the important thing is if you're okay!
Justin: I'm.. im fine.
Candice: Justin I'm.. I'm sorry.
???: He came back.. Didn't he?
Alex: I told you.. I told you he would fallow you..
Candice: I know..
Alex: Why didn't you call?
Candice: I couldn't!
Candice: How was I supposed to get out??
Justin: This isn't anyones fault.
Justin: Yes.. Lets not blame anyone.
Candice POV: I felt my phone vibrating in my purse. I grabbed it and dug through all the pointless things I kept in there. Then.. I found something. I grabbed it and pulled it out of the purse.. Justin looked at me, shocked.
Justin: Where did you get that?
Candice: I have had it.. Why?
Justin: You're never gonna believe this.
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