 Hello everybody, welcome back to esoteric at Lea to just a brief little message before we get into this episode with Tamara There's a lot of exciting stuff going on tomorrow has a lot of really cool announcements to make with future Opportunities to work with her or to receive services with her But before we get into it, I do want to go ahead and just show you guys something really quickly for those of you Who want to get a chart done by Tamara? She offers a discount for people who are on this channel And if you go to her website, which this is down in the description box below just a link to her website You see these three little red boxes right here on the opening page So the bottom two tomorrow platform member and basic reading insight session are the boxes that you click for the Discounted rate now both of these options are readings with tomorrow with tomorrow one is more intense and more It's more in depth than the other and that's the tomorrow platform member. 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We just dropped that one So to get you get you twice in one week tomorrow That's gonna be all right so great for the people watching right now to give them some hope and some Energy just to keep going because things are happening. Aren't they? There's some Happening they're happening big time So something that I read That came to my attention and it was they said 40 million Patriots worldwide The Patriots are in control You know where we are in control like 40 40 They said 20 to 40, but you know me let's go for the highest number You know like why go 20 to 40 why even put 40 in there if 40 doesn't even count so obviously it counts Yeah, 40 million and also on WikiLeaks yesterday He stated something big is coming all the right people are scared Okay, so all of the right people are scared So all of the people that have been doing evil shit are scared Yeah, and then he had very scared and then it said it show time every lie Will be revealed So it's cool. Get ready for it. And if you do not follow WikiLeaks on Telegram He's going to be shutting it off very very soon So he's going to shut it yet. He's shutting it down He's only going to have the people that have that are actually Following him and it's before all of this shutdown is going to be taking place. Yeah Now are you ready for this? Okay It's not the Erica one. What am I doing? I'm doing that. I've got to go into the camera Okay, now this came through It's the one before that Okay It is for I am and it starts with alert alert alert At 4 a.m. This morning 2000 troops at moody Air Force base near Belle dose Doster in Georgia. I'll dust it. Yeah. Yep We're called and told be at the base by 6 a.m. Packed and ready to deploy They were not in capital letters told the destination They were in capital letters told Tell their immediate families to be prepped with water candles flashlights batteries food etc and Be prepared to bunker down in their homes Then there was a little, you know tail end and it said Publication of this information was intentionally delayed by me the person who posted it for 24 hours for the security of our troops I Just got chill bumps tomorrow. I'm gonna show you guys for those Let me see if I can pull up a map. Oh, and then we've got standby Update it has been confirmed with 7,000 more troops on standby Wow, okay, so let me show you guys because do you know where Val d'Asta is? Val d'Asta I drive through Val d'Asta a lot when you're asking me I wouldn't have a clue because I mean what what right what face what face what's GA and then I had to Google What Georgia? Yeah, so crack check this so Val d'Asta is right here. You guys. It's right on the Georgia, Florida border So this is the Val d'Asta right where I don't if you can see my mouth circling. Yeah, yeah This is a very it's by the okie finocchio. I'll kind of zoom out a little bit more So here. Yeah, so here. I am in Atlanta Val d'Asta is right here Oh my god, it's a little close to you. Oh, she's very close. It's like three hours away three three or four hours away Depending on and there are a lot of military bases like from this this right here this area where it says Georgia That's called making Georgia's for the band the almond brothers are from people might know them But coming down here. You have a lot of military bases all this is I-75 the freeway and you have a ton of military bases all area and this is farmland like this is like This is God's country. Like there's like not a lot of it's all military So that just gave me like chill bumps because the significance of I'll kind of zoom out a little bit more So you guys can see where it is in relationship to the rest of the United States. There's Washington DC There is Val d'Asta. Yeah. Oh gee. Look at that. There's Cuba Yes, so about that. So you see here the the Gulf of Mexico That's like two hours, maybe To get into a cargo ship if they need to take people down to Cuba. Yeah Yeah, pretty easy something something something is going on because In Australia Today now, when did I wonder that we talked we probably talked I went and had something I don't know. Anyway, so it's around about like lunchtime today. Okay So Erica if people don't know Erica Erica is my right arm Erica coordinates my seminars like Erica is just amazing Okay, and she's been with me for years and years and years and years and years and she's a survivor of domestic violence And so her children. Yeah. Yeah. Anyway, so I Rang her today and I said, oh my god listen to listen to this About this over in America and she said oh my god and I said what she said rose just called me from the Gold Coast and She said in a C-17 a globe master 3 Has just circled around Right outside of where she's staying in the sky and is headed up north and I went what's a C-17 a Erica, what's a what's a globe master Erica? Okay, so the C-17 a globe master 3 provides a logistics background for Australian Defence Force Operations it allows Australia to rapidly deploy troops supplies combat vehicles heavy equipment and Helicopters anywhere in the world. I just pulled up a picture so people can see this is a major error It's a big one Like look at that. That's huge So so a gorgeous a now she also sent me So that's the picture if you can see it can you see that yeah, that's the picture of it in the sky So Rose took a picture. He said get out there and take a picture of it Rose So Rose took the picture of it right as it's heading up up north going up from the Gold Coast So then he does all of the tracking of all of the planes Yeah, she does that online. Yeah, so she goes in to track it and it's not there Yep And I just have to say did you notice the number on your phone of pictures tomorrow when you put it in a camera? 11 of 11. Oh You get out get out it was it was 11 of 11 I think if you guys missed that go back and look at the footage when she held her can her phone up to the Screen and it tell you like you know in our iPhones like what picture number it is of the scroll and it said 11 of 11 You know, but of course yes Yeah So so the fact the fact that she couldn't she could not trace it It was nowhere on the radar screen. It was nowhere. You could she couldn't find it So, okay guys, so what is this saying? This is saying things are happening behind the scenes They're doing this and it's all in secret. It's all quiet quiet quiet quiet, so It's like it's it it's soon Do you know what I was thinking tomorrow? Just accept this necklace here says I am the storm and I keep that when Trump said the storm is upon us And he said you'll see I Truly believe because we are a plan of consent that they have been they couldn't do anything until we were Persistent with what we were willing to put up with and I have to applaud the people of the world not just America not just Australia for really buckling down and being very courageous and Taking hits and saying no enough is enough and it kept at it and never back down Because I think that gave the energetic consent First up to start happening because we wanted even even those Like I say the people Even those that people would say are asleep or not They're not they are they're just getting something is not right and I was talking about the the the group consciousness and Where we are at and because we've just been at it and at it and at it and at it We have now got X amount of people who have All fully woken up now when that happens We immediately get what I talked about and I've talked about over what the last three years We've been talking about the hundreds monkey. Yeah, this is what's happening people and Therefore, yep, they are again They're here's on her arms. So they're for It's it's like what I what I sort of said on the shows with Maria yesterday And it was very interesting if people want to go on to my rumble and just check that We did part one and part two because as I said people don't have enough time to sit and listen if you do an hour That's cool. Yeah, so we did two separate hour shows and And what I was saying to what I was saying in that show to everybody was what I'm going to repeat now which is No negative communication what so ever none None I don't want to know that this is what's going on in New Zealand. So therefore it's going to be happening here soon It's like somebody sent that through to me. I said I don't want to know I Don't want to know and I still me right going on What have you sent me and they go? Oh, it's about such and such thought you may be interested I already know that don't stop sending through this negative ship to me Right because as soon as you open it and you start reading it You're in that you're in that energy and that energy is being taken in and you know And I was talking to so I think it was my daughter today, but I said to her it's like this We are hungry We want food Mm-hmm So we're being served the food. We're in a restaurant. We're being served the food and Then we start eating it and then we're starting to feel good Prior to eating it we weren't feeling all that good because we were hungry If somebody went to put the food down in that restaurant and then went oh, hold on a minute and took it away And was not prepared to bring you any food So you are sitting there and you are hungry and then you get into the point where you are starving This is what us focusing on anything negative is their food We are dishing up food to them because they're hungry But if we go Cancel cancel and replace it with the positive They're getting the food the food's being taken away They're getting the food the food's being taken away They're getting the food the food's being taken away So the more we all focus in on the positive of everything that is growing The hundreds monkey is going to happen and what's happening. They're going to starve to death Yes, do you know it's so interesting? I don't know if I've ever told you this tomorrow We both love Jesse's a voter and she told me a long time ago And I've tried to say it a few times on shows to tell people She told me it makes perfect sense to me with what you're saying That demonic energy low energy. So the people of this world that are following that path They're in a very heavy low vibration They're not up in the higher vibration like people who are not that are following the path of God or light And so in order for them because we're in a nation or we're in a world of consent of a planet of consent They have to bring us down to a very low vibration In order to get in because they can't come in otherwise And so she told me at night and I say this every night now when I say my prayers or whatever you do at night I say I revoke any permission that the darkness thinks it has to use my wounds against you Yeah, I do that every night since you gave me that. Yeah And yeah, so that's why they put out so like the you know We I do with with a lot of people we talk about like the a controlled opposition or the Trojan horse So what they'll do is they'll put people into this world to sent keep keep You know once the truth comes out about the horrific stuff that's happening at first It's necessary because it sparks that anger that sparks change But then after a while after a while they just keep putting it out to keep you in that just draw In that set that's right and then also something that came through to through to me that was fed through to me Yesterday on the day before it was like right be careful. All of you be careful Because they are now Desperate yes, they're going and they're going to be Activating all of them that they've got on the truth of the so-called truth of community They're going to be activating them with Information to take us away from the truth because they're getting really really desperate Yeah, I distract us. They put us in what's called the junk conspiracy cul-de-sac So we go in circles why the real stuff. Yeah, you have to have discernment even within the truth of the world You have to have a lot of discernment. Well, especially especially now because I said this is what's going to be happening You've been listening on certain platforms So you've got to be really really clear who you are listening to Trust your gut feelings But if you are following anyone that's not of the true light or whatever, right? That's not of the God energy Then that's going to be your learning That's going to be that's going to be your learning. So everything is about learning Right, and then when it is when it is disclosed and you find out things don't give yourself a hard time Right, please don't give yourself a hard time Yeah, because you just have to understand about the programming how you programmed who you are Attracted to and like and and why and then you'll have that total discerning of it all All right, it's good. Yeah, so just be but just be very very aware now what I've done is I've sent you through I think you're two links. Okay sent you through to put in onto this show. I've got to send you another one I have to find it now. What are they? I watched three shows over this last week and I was blown out of the water by all three of them One of them was an Australia one There's there's Ricardo with SG and on yeah, yeah, and yeah, and Graham Graham the cement the cement guy, right? Great. Yeah guru. Okay so Dave Dave Graham, so It's a show with them and I sat and it went for an hour and a half and like I was saying I'm good with an hour I can do an hour. Yeah, but give me any more than that and I just go I don't have time Yeah, and as I said like when we were all in lockdown three three hours was nothing great Oh, right, I would sit I'd watch a Charlie freak for three hours. Can I do it? No? Yeah, so But I sat and I watched that for an hour and a half and it blew me out of the water It was yeah phenomenal. Okay Then there is a one and it's to do with gene deco and he's talking to Patriot not sure What the what the guy is but it's like he's lovely really really lovely guy So he was on he had gene on and they were talking about the whole thing to do with Israel The whole thing to do with all of the different Jews all of the different groups and Which group is what? Fascinating now gene had been on with Nicholas Veniaman and done the same thing But he just had Thanksgiving. Oh, by the way, I hope you had a good Thanksgiving You know, but here he was with Thanksgiving and he'd been eating eating and drinking in party And so he wasn't in such a good, you know, I Get it But then he did it the next day and he did this with and it was Fascinating absolutely Fascinating very practical very logical as he went through and explained it Yeah, right because I like that. I like it when it's explained and it's very very simple. Yeah then FCB deco My Greek mate that I used to talk to on the phone when he first started and now you can't even get hold of him But he was on and he did a show with we are Not sure I think he's I think his name may have been Dave as well, but the link will be coming through Well, I have not laughed so much for so long. I Was nearly I was just cracking up and you know when somebody starts to laugh and You hear them, right? So here he is on the show and he's doing it and he starts to laugh and he's giggling right and it's like you can you know I thought our sooner, you know, very soon. He's gonna be wiping tears away, you know, because he's laughing so much but he did the whole thing showed all of the footage of Carter's wife Roslyn Carter's funeral. Yeah, she's another Georgia. Yeah, that's it That's just I got chill months again because Jimmy Carter was the Georgia president. They're not good people Uh-huh. I am it is a Rucka I'm telling you but at the funeral There was everyone and I won't go into it because I don't want to spoil it because you guys you just have to watch it You just have to watch it Hearing is in the church and he's got the and he goes so look at this. Look at all these people Right, they're all dressed in black Okay, and he's that he's the front row over here with all of the VIPs, you know ex-presidents, whatever and Here's Melania and she's dressed in a light color So everything else is flat, right, but get this get this Melania is sitting on the aisle Next to her is Like big Mike is next to her then next to her is He'll I think it's Hillary Clinton Then Bill and then down the rock like down the row is Jill Biden and Joe Well if Jill and Joe if he was the president of the United States, and she was the first lady They would be up. Yeah, and see the aisle Right where Trump and Melania were for Yes, yeah, okay No, no, no, no, they were like X amount of people down in the aisle. Okay, and And And then the preacher is doing what they're doing what this what they're saying and the preacher is going and you Wonderful secret service people how much you looked after her You looked after her so much you took her to do this you took her to do that you took her to do something else You took her shopping for this and shopping for that and you looked after her and you looked after her until She was ready to be to go to be home She was ready to be home and the and it turned around and pointed at the casket She's now where she belongs she's home where she That is so funny And FCB, but you've got to get FCB you've got to see him because he is just Cracking up and then they do a picture that was taken in the old people's home with Rosalind and with the two card is and then they had superimposed Joe Biden here and Joe Biden here that look like like Giants and there is there are the card as they look like little puppets little hand puppets. Oh look I Mean, I was isn't it? It's hilarious The darkness can't their darkness can't laugh at things They don't know how to laugh so isn't it fantastic that that's what I that's one thing I've loved about this one of the things I've loved isn't realizing how funny people are like how we can have such a Serious situation and all these people can make you cry laughing with the ridiculousness of The cabal basically like laughing at them to their face And I love the fact that Melania who has been by the way the most beautiful of any of our first ladies. Hello and She's wearing a light color She's very black by her and then Trump didn't go to the funeral because he didn't want to create a take the attention away from Right Rosalind Rosalind Carter's funeral and then all I'm going to say to you guys is one thing Right, I'm not going to tell you what I'm not going to tell you anything But I just want you to sit and sit right through the whole thing because what comes up is the train But yes, and this is about people coming over the border on trains Okay, but you know You know, but it is you will fall on the floor with Laughter with what the white hats have done On those to do with the carriages I'm not going to go into it because I don't want to spoil it But it's like that had me right and then that's when fcb was nearly nearly crying with laughter It was just and he said it's like it's um, ah I tell you it was like hilarious Absolutely hilarious. I'm actually looking right now where she was buried But she is buried here. I was wondering. Yeah, she is she is buried here in Georgia. Oh and guess what? Here's our number again. I'm going to show you look at this guys I I think the number 11 is such a so former first lady Rosalind Carter was late to rest the following three days of tribute yesterday The private she was buried in Plains, Georgia at the 11 acre property home You guys and we just saw the number 11 again so I Seven seven seven seven seven Yeah, did you say 1961? Yeah, building built 1961 17 17 17 77 years together The 39 that's 11 1911. That's 11. I mean I'll have to look up how far I am for from Plains, Georgia, but I Was the church it was the Let's see about it was a Baptist church on the family grounds. Oh, no She had a private funeral at the Baptist church, but was buried on the family grounds So that's I will say we do here in the South a lot, especially old southern families. They have family cemeteries So I don't know if I could actually see her if it's a bit. It's a private family cemetery, but um, Yeah, that's um all those numbers guys Guys it's like I'm telling you those those three shows just like they just blew me out of the water and I went If I if I was asked What should we look? What would you watch? What should we watch that one that one that one and Then if you're feeling a bit down Right, just put the one on with FCB Right and just watch it again and just laugh again If you're feeling a bit down if you're feeling a bit confused about the whole of the Jewish thing and Palestine and Just watch the one with Jeanne de Cove with Patriot and then it's like if you want to really get into stuff That's really really practical logical here. It is and it's Bosie and it's SG Anon Yep with that show. Do you know we have here in Atlanta like not far from where I live There's the Jimmy Carter Museum because he was from Georgia a peanut a peanut farmer from Georgia Well, we were in the sixth grade. So what like 12 years old 11 12 years old We had to go to the Carter Museum for a field trip and we were told if we missed it We would have to write all these essays like we needed to go. Well, one of my little friends in the sixth grade I won't say his name was not feeling well that morning. So his mother gave him a bunch of Pepto Bismol I don't know if parents still give Pepto Bismol. It's pink It's like a pink drink to settle your stomach. We got to the Jimmy Carter Museum and my little friend Pue up all over the wall and it was pink And we got back in the van to go home to go back to the school I My our PE coach was one of our little teachers that took us and he turned around and looked at my friend He said his name. I won't say they was well, not many people can say they threw up Pepto Bismol at the Jimmy Carter Museum And every time I think about it, I just think of my friend is like projectile. Oh Hilarious so yeah guys so things are Things are heating up. They are and we we know that that Christmas has always been a An interesting date For the military back channel Well Well, you know that you know that Trump just keeps on saying you're going to have a Christmas life You've never had a Christmas before like a long line. So, you know, I'm just saying to people Just we're gonna have a Christmas And we're gonna have a Christmas. Yeah, and we just need to be like ready for it now another thing a whole lot of people have been sending me emails and Messages over like especially over the last 12 months Tamara Can we do born to be free online? No Tamara Can we do it? Well? No, I don't do it on like Tamara. Can we do can we do the clearing work online? No No, because it's like the way that it's done. It's gonna be done in a certain way We'll have it guess what I've worked out how to do it. I knew it I've been I've been thinking I was like my site my spidey senses were like she's gonna figure out a way to like Get this because about this way tomorrow, like that's another reason why I think they've like they've made it I know you and I are both a little bit more nervous to travel because of the We don't you know, I know that that's what it's a concern for a lot of people right now And and I think a part of that too is them keeping people who can help Grounded in their home. So you yeah, I knew it was coming. I just knew I knew you're gonna I've worked out a way to do it However, it's like the prerequisite is that they have to have had people have had to have had a reading with me Right, and yeah, it's got to send me their charts And then and then to prepare the subconscious mind It's like there's the three emotional emotional freedom Hawaiian healing and self-sabotage It's got to be clear because that's what I do in the seminar We start the seminar clearing with those three things so that that prepares the subconscious mind And then I will be doing like some work with them to work out. Okay. What is it? What is what is the big thing? What is the biggest fear? What is the biggest negative beliefs? So actually clearing them because one the thing that really pushed me was like a woman said I'm I'm carrying some very very deep emotional trauma from the time I was a baby Yeah, and I went and you know and God just said to me or somebody just said to me, you know, I say that it's God You know that talks to me You have to you you have to work this out. You have to work this out, right? Because you know People coming to Australia. It's like no you've got to be able to work with them in their own home And then they have to have earphones that are noise. What do you call them? Yeah, yeah earphones on right so it's just me That's there my voice and I'm connected to their subconscious mind and then we go so I've worked out how to do it Okay, that's a man goes. Yeah, so everyone over there all who are listening that want to do that like just sent through an email Just into an email. I'll put all that guys all that stuff's gonna be in the in the description box below That's amazing So I want to reiterate that because I know as in my work line of work as well So you're gonna have to basically in order to do this online You're gonna have to meet tomorrow halfway and prep yourself and make sure that you're ready You know as you're saying that tomorrow I was thinking about like, you know Being in a city might not be the best place to be to do this No, it's fine. No, I've been in a city is fine Got the sounds removed You've got to remove all the sounds so if you have the the headsets It's like that'll be fine and then there will be the document like I have it born to be free that people have to sign So, you know like that they are and if they are if they are under any sort of like medical care That they have to actually take this to their doctor whoever it is that's looking after them And like am I sick to actually do this and then I'm happy to talk to you know to their doctor As well to explain to them exactly how this is done Yeah, but it's like I was talking I had I had the seminar the other day and we had the I had the list of one of the girls and Have you got it if you got a minute for me just to go and get it People will have an idea Why you're pulling that up. I'll show people your website so they can see I pull it up here All right, you guys so if you're not familiar with tomorrow's website, I always have it in the description box below It's a fantastic website. She's got a lot of information on here for all her different Services that she offers For you guys and so so you'll be able to find my computer is being very slow this morning So it will pop up faster on your computer. It is 546 a.m. So Computers just wake it up But yeah, you can you can come on here and look at all this stuff and look at which which you and if you want to talk to Tamara, she'll have her contact information here on her website. She's also got like all her different social media platforms Here you go right here. You see super easy. You can email Contact that's the address right here you guys so So you can ask her any questions that you need to ask and I think that's I tell you guys I was like waiting for her to do something online. Okay, so I'm just going to Cover this over that this is to give you an example of how I work with people in regard to and This is clearing people. Right. This is clearing of a person. So And this is a close friend of mine and this is to do with her mom Okay, now it's like this person is in her fifties So she is carried this right and I mean she's done more to be free and stuff Okay, but this is specific to a person and this is what I'll do it We've got like an ex-husband or an x y or we've got problems with the mother-in-law Or we've got you know, like problems with the mum that you've carried through So this is a mum and what I actually got as I was going through and doing all of this I just said to her. Oh my god. She goes what I said you were not wanted You weren't wanted Right and she yeah, and she that was as soon as she was conceived Yeah, she knew that it's like the mother didn't want her So the other children have had the attention and here it's been this beautiful girl She's the most amazing raising girl. So and I do on a Coding and I go right okay So we're going to go through and I want all of the negative emotions that you actually feel Toward this person Okay, but you're carrying in here Okay, and and I go and I don't care how bad it is. I don't care, you know, just I want them all So anger frustration resentment disappointment Disbelief hurt bewildered fearful not good enough criticised unloved controlled guilty not wanted discarded disempowered Anxiety manipulated hate and rejection All right, and then I went right. Okay, so that it she goes. Yes, it is sure Yeah, I said, let me just go through the okay, so I go through I said there's nothing else There's nothing else in here. She goes. No, that's it. I said great now on a on a Scale of zero to ten zero means it's gone Ten it's bigger than Texas. I want you to give me the number that comes to you Right for each of these negatives All right, so anger was nine frustration was nine resentment was ten Disappointment was ten. So we've worked our way down. Okay so Then I go right So I what I want from you now is This is what you're carrying. What do you want to feel? So then we go through all of that So then I go in and I do the clearing from the time of conception up until life today and I clear each of those Okay, each of those negatives right and all because as soon as you have one scene That has that negative emotion attached to it Then what's going to happen? You're going to have the Gestalt happening So therefore it just gets fed all the way through So just imagine from time of conception and as a little girl and you've got all of these negatives and you've carried them and The mother has reinforced them because of the way that she's treated the child all the way through the child's life So then we go okay cool So then we do do whatever okay, so we do that and then I've sent them for a walk They've got to walk up the street and back because they've got to integrate. Yeah, and they've got to get into the yeah So then I go right. Okay. So now now You know mom's standing in front of you right now. Yeah, okay So give me the number the number that you've got through anger. What number would you give to anger right now? So she went from nine to one Frustration was nine zero. It's gone Resentment ten What is it now one? Disappointment was ten. What's it now two? Okay, no, hold on a minute. Yep, not zero. It's gone disbelief nine. What's it now gone? Hurt was nine. What's it now one? So, you know, and we and it's like zero zero zero zero zero zero zero zero zero zero zero I mean you can see like all of the zeros that are down here Wow zero zero zero zero zero zero zero zero zero That's how long did she how long did she spend with me? It's three hours Three hours and it's gone when you said disbelief I think as you're saying this I want people to I think what happens like especially with parent relations And you're so right tomorrow because there's so much I think we carry against our parents that we're not totally aware It's not caught. We're not consciously aware of it Yeah, I think a lot of that comes from that like that's the shock when your parents betray you in some way There's a shock there that I think puts us in like a free state that yes It's replaying the shock and we're not even aware of it half the time and so that's it's unbelievable. That's good That's that's amazing, you know So that's so that's that's the work Yeah, like that's that's the work to do with like one-on-one to do with you know that person And this is what I do for people that have been this is what I do for kids that have been sick Yeah, it's like we go through and I go you got these little feelings in your tummy. Yeah It's like so what's that feeling? You know like what what is that? You know, what does that feel? You know and then they give me they give me and I go so, you know We can get rid of that. How do you want to feel? And then we just we just do the work and then when at the end of the work But then I also with children I work with the Lucia color test But I have to actually have them here with me to do so I don't need to know what's going on with the child I just do that, you know with the Lucia test and that gives me the information of exactly what's going on with the child Is I was thinking about Because even adults who are assaulted as children you might not remember because sometimes the brain will block That's another happens yeah, because like and Jesse has she's covered this before and it's how children go into Abnesia Yeah, yeah, they just yeah And so what happens is that we get I get the adults into born to be free and they're there and they're doing the clearing work And then all of a sudden it's like oh my god and Then they come up to me after that's after doing the clearings We know a clearing and they'll just go oh my god, and I go what they go You know and then a lot of people will go oh, that's your imagination. Yeah, you know Yeah, it's your imagination because if that actually happened to you you would remember and I don't know because when a child is Traumatized they disassociate. Yeah, they just disassociate from from the trauma But even you know like adults do it as well. Yeah, get that that will just do that that Disassociation from it. Yeah what keeps you alive. So that disassociation is what's keeping you alive in that moment So it's a coming to the the trauma of what's happening to you, and I will I was looking I have like the book Oh, here it is. Have you ever read this book tomorrow? It's a heavy, but it's like For for people who are still a little bit confused about the body holding memory. Ah Oh The body keeps a score. I'd like that It's an it's a it's a very scientific book about what happened If pioneering research our understanding and trauma and offers a bold new paradigm for healing So this guy goes through like really intense. So I warn you guys He does go through really intense Traumas that he's worked with with patients psychiatrists and how the body will always keep the score And so sometimes like I tell my students in yoga like, you know when we talk about the yoga chit-chit of richie Narota has over to your thoughts Sometimes thoughts are just pure emotion and you don't know where it's coming from and It could be that there are there was a disassociation that happened But the body is trying to keep you up It's the fact of the body holds it You have to have compassion with yourself because it's your body trying to keep you alive, right? It's your body doing what it can to keep you alive, and I will I said this I'll be a little bit More open with what tomorrow is talking about. I I have a lot of missing memories from high school I remember middle school, but I don't I have a lot of missing memories from high school And there was a time when my uterus fell out when I was in high school And they had that happens for kids who are being sexually assaulted They had to pop it back in and there was two times with a doctor where the doctor said to my mom I think your child's being abused and my mother said no, no, no, that's not possible Now I have very vague memories and missing memories But I obviously my body was communicating that there was something going on and and that has definitely you know Sometimes I feel like our personalities. We have our natural personality. That's pretty, you know ingrained in us But they're also kind of twerks or tweaks that happen to our personality because of trauma And when you start to realize that That there are parts of you that aren't authentically you because of what you've been through whether you remember or not Your beautiful lovely body does and that's why it's trying to keep you alive And it's so freeing once you can release that weight Even if you don't know what that weight is if you can release it And tell your body you're fine. Yeah, and another thing that I do is that if people have got Illness, yeah, and I go well you weren't born with it So do you want to do want to go on a journey and back to when you when your subconscious mind Decided to create the illness in the first place Yeah, right, and they go like oh my god. Yes, so then we just go back and it's like there it is You know and then I just do all of the clearing all around that and then take them back to when they had a 100% Perfect body every cell throughout the whole of their bodies were 100% perfect And then bring them through you know to now and then it's like then having a swap They don't need the illness anymore because the draw that the reason why The the body decided to create the illness was because it's going I can't handle this So what I'm going to do and that's a subconscious what I'm going to do. I'm going to have to throw this out onto the body Yeah, so it throws it out and then the body creates the illness So if we can get in and heal all of that then have a guess what it doesn't need they hit the The illness anymore and when I'm going and I'm when I'm working with people who have got Addictions like that's really really interesting Because I just say don't put them into don't put them into rehab, right? You've got to do this work first You know and the kids would always say to me take away my pain and I'll no longer have to do the drug to kill it So it's the same take away my pain. I won't need the alcohol take away my pain I won't need to be an emotional eater take away my pain. I won't need to do the drug Yeah, so it's like that's that's where it's coming from And then as soon as I work with them when we get rid of the pain So that they don't have to kill it anymore to do the drugs then I put them into rehab Then off you go and you get detoxed. Yeah, it's easy and then have a guess what they don't use the drugs The drugs are gone the alcohol is gone the food gone eating disorder gone Yeah, it's all coming that that's that's um, I Hope more and more. I think more and more people especially who watch this channel Under are starting to understand more like everything we do is what we call karma Which it just calls an effect so everything you do is the car or is the cause of some effect and so yeah, you're right It's so funny Mara. I have a tomorrow I have a episode on Wednesday dropping about Mara Murray where I talk about eating disorders Especially with an athlete's and how many many many athletes have eating disorders and it's coming like everybody who stars themselves Is doing it for a sense of control, but it's coming from a different trauma that caused that need to control, right? You know to and that's because they're trying to create a happiness, you know And so it's it's you know binge eating starving yourself doing drugs over shopping. This is all coming from Something that's trying to bring that in in Dorfin high in order to to feel Okay within yourself. Oh, yeah, and I have got a recording. I was going to say to Department I might do something about it because it's just I've just got it like on a on a disc But it's like it's how to stop emotional shopping But your emotional shopping is the same as like you with your food with whatever. It's like you've got a big black hole inside of you Yeah, what you're doing is that you're trying to fill it. So if you don't get enough love From your parents when you're a child and what you're given is food So it's like so you've got this big black hole and then all you're doing is just eating So whenever you're unhappy emotionally, you're going to eat because that's how you've been programmed Yeah, so it's about feeling that that big black hole and people that have got the Emotional eaters, you know the CD that they listen to it's about like filling that hole It's like, you know, so that they don't have to do the food anymore. It's like it's like it's fascinating It's absolutely fascinating and I just thank God every day that he's chosen me to do this work It's just like it just blows me out of the water and I was saying somebody the other day They go, you know How do you keep yourself like connected like to God all the time and You know, and I just I started to laugh and I go well I pray and they go yeah, and I said but I sing a song when I'm in the car and They go, oh, okay And I said so whenever you think that you know whenever you're going into a little bit of a negative or You're not quite sure about things. I said it's from sister act act with will be Goldberg and it's it's called You know nothing nothing you can say can tear me away from not my guy, but my God Right, I'm sticking to my God my God like a stamp to a letter like birds of a feather. We stick together. I Love it. I love that You can't take me away from my God Yeah, and I thought I thought I want to see I want to share that on the show Brice Because you know this friend of mine just laughed just laugh They just said, you know, you're so funny and I go. Well, there's there's ways. I said God has humor Absolutely. God has humor, you know and I said so I pray and I do that But I said I love that song And you know and I think you know and you know like I love him. I love him. I love him and where he goes I follow a follow a follow. Yeah, I love, you know, yeah, I will follow him Follow me wherever he may go. That's it. Okay. Yeah, there isn't a notion to do a Mountain so high they can keep keep me away Right. Yeah, I yeah, and you just bring that that's God you bring God into that and it brings his happiness It's like and you just laugh Yeah, it's it's so isn't it because I always think, you know, like I think the more you duck because we are spiritual beings having a Human experience. We're not humans having a spiritual experience for spiritual beings having human experience And so I think that's that, you know, I think people have this perception from religion that that to have that Relationship with God has to be so formal and so like I sit down and I pray now, but I feel like I'm constantly talking to God like all day I feel like I'm constantly just like there's nothing all about it, you know, it's it's not a formality. It's it's it's um, and You know, and it's when you really dive into yourself and your own self healing and you go into that spiritual world You see life so differently. It's a totally different perspective on on life And you don't see God as a vengeful wrathful being but a loving energy source that is coaxing you To realize how magnificent you actually are But you know what it's like. I'm you know that really like sad it really really saddens me is like how All of the Catholics going to deal with all of this that's going to be exposed. I mean, you know Like for everybody it's going to be absolutely horrific, but the Catholics. Oh my god, and they're doing I said to my daughter I said just as well your dad and all of his family are dead. Yeah, I'm telling you now I said they would I I you know, they would probably commit They would just be just so Devastated because out of all of the churches that I've been like and people that I've known and been associated with It's like that Catholic Church and what they the indoctrination is just like Horrible Well, and I will say my sister so my sisters We're most dying in the south most of us are Protestant My sister is married to and a guy whose family is Italian Catholic and his mother his dad is Methodist his mom's Italian Catholic, but they grew up a Thai Catholic and his grandmother who is no longer living Mahmoud she was like in her 90 like mid 90s when all of this stuff started coming out and My brother-in-law's mother and my sister would talk a lot and should we tell Mahmoud about the Pope? Should we and my sister asked me that what she's like, what should we do and I was like She's 94 years old. She's a good person. She's a loving loving amazing person who has a great relationship with God Don't tell her don't tell her No, don't do that for my people find out when she passes over Well, she has passed over now and I was like, you know, I said she raised her kid She did not raise she raised kids that loved God that you know our good people their grandchildren are good good people She was in it. I mean the Italians cracked me up with her great-grandchildren with my nephew and niece and the other Cousins from my brother-in-law siblings Before the baby could even like technically eat food. She was given a ravioli to suck on I Know because I've dated I've dated Italians. I tend to date Italians and Greeks and you know, it's like I just Mediterranean men. I mean like hello, you know like I'm sorry, but you know You know, I go like I'm half Spanish. What do you expect? But like but their mothers all the time you eat you eat, you know, look at you you you too Toiny, you know, you don't have any meat on your bones, you know, it's so funny Well, I will say for those who are have people who are questioning even like the the antics of the church There are two great documentaries that have just been released here in the United States called one was shiny Happy people and one is let us pray and it gets into kind of what's going on with these churches It's it's a great Introduction for people who are just now because that's the thing too I think when people are just starting to figure out something isn't right You don't want to hit them with like the big stuff right away You want to just kind of talk to them in a very practical way about You know just some shady stuff that's going on let them kind of peel the layer because I think we got the opportunity to Peel the layers back slowly, you know And the thing is when I'm when I'm with people I've got the first Gee, it was amazing when I saw that it was Charlie Freak with Mark Devlin and Mark Devlin is from London and Charlie Freak was down in Mexico on his you know on his property and it was The fall of the cabal A to Z Yeah, and they actually had the footage of Trump and he's the picture of him here And here is the picture of him here and then he went to here and then he went to here. That was Amazing that was the most amazing amazing video for me Joe for me to actually Experience and I've kept it. He actually found it for me because I said to eat I can't find it anywhere We went in search of and we actually found the original one Because they had the original one and then they did some editing on it and added something else in I kept on going No, that's not the one. No, it's not the one. It's not the one I know the one and it's like and it starts and it's like something's falling out of like like a building out of Like out of a tall building like a flag or something or you know, anyway, so whatever So there we are so we have done an hour. I know By it flies by Yes, you know, and I'm keeping my promise to people. I'm only keeping it to an hour Okay, so if you people want more let Bryce know and then then we'll come back and we'll do another hour Absolutely. Absolutely. All right. So yeah, is there anything else that you wanted to talk about that's it I think people just can't you know, I know it takes a lot of courage to do what everybody has done Who's watching me right now? Even if you don't have a public profile, even if you're a silent Protester the fact that you aren't you're aware and you're persistent in your awareness and you're not capitulating to the the darkness is is what's changing stuff, you know And so just keep it up and know that you're not alone And I think that so many more people are silent like you are that I will say this again you guys I it was so reassuring when I found out because we get so inundated with with media on the But when I found out 72% of Americans had declined the vexed had declined to the And then I saw that video of Bill Gates having a temper tantrum because of that. I knew we were heading in the right direction Yeah, yeah, yeah, I have a copy of that video of him. I'll see if I can find it I had it on my Instagram at one point, but I don't know if it I'll I'll see that I'll look for it But you guys if you guys do the video I'm talking about to send it to me and tomorrow as well I'm gonna look for it as well Because it's hysterical he is having I mean it is his actually might be on DC Drano's Instagram I will go look on his Instagram page to see if I find it and send it to you It is laughable to see him like having a frequent temper tantrum because we didn't fall for it Yeah, and they didn't count on that and I mean I look I'm just I'm loving all of this I'm just loving all of this You know and I just say we all deserve to give ourselves a medal We all deserve to give ourselves a medal because it's like no matter what they've they've shoved at us It's like we have just continued on and it's like and we're not giving up We are not giving up. No way. Nope That's actually that there's what there's a few verses from the Bible that I really really like and that's a good one to end on Tomorrow because there's a blood there's a verse in the book of Esther that says perhaps you were born for such a time as this And that's it yeah, love you all talk to you soon