 the 40 or T podcast. You were saying that like, as we were talking before that, like your ages are different as well and your, your sort of physicality is different. Can you explain like about that? Yeah, that's, that's exactly how you said you feel like you're not in your own body. I actually just had the exact occurrence of people. I was at the customs with a customs officer checking. I was flying in a plane and a customs officer was to check my passport. And right now my, I have two passports. One is with an embassy that one was created like a year ago. And the other that I have is from six or seven years ago. And if I use that one, the customs officers literally call help. They stare at me for ages. They start telling me this is not my passport. They start asking me questions. They start trying to check how exactly is that my passport they're asking for me for another ID. Because I don't even look like my other self. And yeah, physically we are very different. I, well, from from the research that I've seen and from what I know, there might be real cases where the physical like hormonal system works just very differently from from identity to identity. I guess that's that's because everything is set in our brain and a lot of things are controlled by our brain. And somehow, as soon as I was there was also a very interesting thing. The our family, they started seeing changes in us pretty, pretty drastic ones. They also couldn't understand what's going on. And some some thought that we had a severe illness up to the point where someone even asked me if I checked myself for for cancer, which I did. Because I started losing weight drastically, although my other self is known to everyone to have been trying to lose weight for ages, whereas I just didn't do anything is just started just going down dramatically. They have like differences in like the appetite at whole mountains and stuff. Yes, I don't eat when I'm stressed. I can't I just can't force food in whereas she was eating loads when she was stressed, she couldn't stop. So this is this is how different things are. And so it was pretty surprising for for people to watch that.