 Okay, I'm in the car on my own, so I'm gonna vlog. Don't let me drown What's going on? You're like, welcome back to my channel. If you're new here, hi, hello, my name's Lydia, and I thought today, well, I'm in the car right now, I would just sit and talk to you a little bit about going out and dealing with social anxiety. I want in the community, I want in a bag. And what better place for me to do it than in a car because I'm too socially awkward to go into a pharmacy. So my grandparent, oh, my grandparent is currently in the pharmacy getting my medication, and I wanted to talk to you a bit about anxiety and how it affects me. So I'm perfectly capable of talking to a camera. I really don't care what people think of me. They can judge me for it, whatever. I have rid of anxiety when it comes to physically talking to other people. And one thing people have a big misconception about is that if you're anxiety, you can't go out. You can't talk to people. You can't do whatever you need to do. And that is so wrong and so misinformed. It's unbelievable. When you're dealing with anxiety, stress, you know, depression, anything, it can be hard to do anything. And people have commented about this on Twitter saying, you can't be depressed because you do this. You can't be, have anxiety because you do videos every day. I do videos every day because I can't wanna be able to, and that's fair enough. But I can sit and talk to a camera, so I do. When it comes to my anxiety, I get very paranoid about what other people think of me. And if you follow me on Twitter, you know that. So what's that to my anxiety? Thinking about what other people think of me. That's my anxiety. My anxiety is not talking to a camera. My anxiety is talking to other people, being judged by other people, feeling judged by other people. That's what sets my anxiety. When it's anxiety related to PTSD, which is related to trauma, my anxiety level skyrockets because I've been trivied into a flashback. And flashback anxiety is different to generalized anxiety. Flashback anxiety, you are visualizing and basically there in this traumatic incident and the anxiety is related to that incident. It's not related to actual anxiety. I hope that goes a few things up, but anxiety can affect anyone, any walks of life, just because someone can do something and you can't. That does not mean they don't have that disorder. That does not mean they don't have anxiety. People show anxiety in different ways. People show depression in different ways. People show bipolar in different ways. People show borderline personality in different ways. People show schizophrenia in different ways. And I had this conversation with my grandparents a few days ago, because they was like, well, people with schizophrenia are worse. I was like, sometimes they can be really high functioning and luncheon bearing society than people with depression. It depends on how severe it is. It depends on the symptoms. I will always say this, treat the symptoms, not the diagnosis. Anxiety for me is very much trauma-based and social. I don't really have generalized anxiety, but my anxiety levels are constantly high because of my PTSD. That is the little anxiety video. The video has me today in the car because it's hot and I'm in here on my own. $87 to send that to me. My God! You're insane. You are insane. And I'm gonna open that for my unboxing video, which is going on today. I'm so excited about it. Anxiety is different for absolutely everyone. No one shows it the same way. And I think that's the big message here. So yeah, if you're new here, hit subscribe button. If you didn't know, I just opened an Etsy store. That's that. My grandparents coming out. So I'm gonna end this video here. I will see you guys soon. Peace. Never forget anxiety, and make sure that it's differently for everybody. Bye, guys.