 Hi guys today. I'm joined here with my good friend Dolly. I'm not just if I filmed a YouTube video with Dolly Parton I would just quit after that because I could never do better. Yeah, it wouldn't be worth it Well, what are you gonna do? You know exactly today? I'm filming an assumptions video This is the second time I'm filming this because I think I hate myself. I saw Keaton do it She's brave enough for the both of us I'm gonna be answering some assumptions you guys have made about me this trend has been at circling Background on YouTube. All right, everyone. Let's all take a deep breath and I will say the only people who left like really mean ones Don't even follow me on Instagram. Isn't that so weird? Like do you think that they just like wait for people to post these and then just like get a release from like being a Hater everyone who knows me in real life said nice things about me So, you know, you're actually a nice person. You're not mean when the camera shuts off I'm just from You I'm actually I'm not mean and I don't think I'm even mean in videos I guess unless like you see Dom and I just being stupid But also I think I'm actually probably a lot nicer in person because I can actually like talk to you one-on-one Then like me talking to a camera. You know what I mean? You feel more introverted but feel like you should be extroverted actually in 2020 Yes, because I would have always imagined myself to be an extroverted person But I actually think that I'm introverted or maybe I'm in between an ambivert But I also just like I don't know at the end of the day I get a lot of energy from just being by myself and that's kind of what the deciding factor is I got a lot of things about being materialistic and Yeah, okay, I don't think that it is true Here's the thing I do like nice things like I do like things in a lot of my job has to do with like Sharing things to just but I don't think I'm like Materialistic in the way cuz I think I was materialistic Maybe this isn't maybe this is like a brand type thing. Like I don't care about the brand. I don't know No, that's what I was gonna say like you would legit Like you don't care if it's designer or not like yeah, just go in it's cute. It's cute Yeah, well also this is this is the other thing I was gonna say it's something really really nice of yours Like got ruined. I don't care at all or what missing you would be bummed I'm sure like anyone, but you wouldn't be like I am so unattached for material items that is true come across very basic shallow, but you're actually really deep in real Okay, I yeah, I do think I actually am like quote very deep in real dog I'm just gonna be defensive everything. I don't okay. Here's my thing with the whole like basic thing I think it's like so stupid, but also I'm just myself and I don't care and also I don't owe the internet and in-depth crying sharing my whole thing every video and also who wants to watch that You know what I mean and being basic isn't bad. Yeah But I like what I like and I don't care what it is. But in some ways we're all basic True. I'm like about to put my uggs on you know Okay, there was a lot of things about my valley girl accent guys. I have no idea where I came from I don't know and a lot of people are just being like you sound dumb and blah blah blah whatever. I just want to say Here's the thing. I Don't care to change how I talk or how I act to make youth this random person or whoever it is Think that I'm quote-unquote smarter like I know who I am and I don't care To change myself to appeal or to not bother someone else like that's just stupid Also Dolly Parton about this in her book But she was just like you know, I'm blonde and have big boobs and people think I'm stupid And she's actually one of the probably smartest most entrepreneurial She has had the longest lasting career so successful and she's like I let people down me like whatever It's like kind of fun to prove them wrong But I just think it's stupid like I don't care But I honestly have no idea where I've always talked like this thing I don't know where it came from but I don't care and I'm not gonna like change myself To for someone else like it's just so stupid. You always have to be in charge less in control Okay, I don't always have to be in charge less in control. I think typically I probably am But I actually really appreciate like I think about this when we travel with like Brooke Danielle Keaton Morgan I love that Keaton and Morgan like take charge in a lot of different areas like Keaton makes the plan Morgan is just like naturally like in charge and it is so refreshing to me because normally I have to be that friend Because I'm normally that friend other people and then also in other settings like you guys only see me in a certain setting I'm not like that actually it just depends on what it is I think you're very confident and you are portrayed as the mean girl I don't think I'm portrayed as a mean girl literally at all, but I would say I'm confident you over share on the internet Yes, probably your high maintenance actually. No, I'm actually like Do you think I am you are not high maintenance and but you would think that I am I totally don't think that I would be But I'm not at all Kenzie and I are talking about this because I think Kenzie makes me feel so like normal and human Because I remember one time I was so hungry and everyone in LA like no shade no tea We'll be like, oh, let's go to some expensive place. That's just whatever I can be like no You're gonna take the leg and then on top of that chest of barbecue sauce It was just a very down to earth moment for me that you know Yeah, near and dear to your heart. Yeah, yeah, you're very selective with friends. Yes For sure. Oh, yeah, and like here's the thing I think I'm actually like a very welcoming person But I can pretty much tell off the bat if I'm gonna be your friend or not I'm also a friend. That's very all in so I'm like pretty much all or nothing Which is not always the best trade but like if you're my friend you are in and I am like you are in everything I invite you everything whatever. I think I'm welcoming, but I'm also very aware that like Your friendships make a big impact on you but I definitely think I'm selective with friends in a way that It's more so for my mental and emotional health and also I don't want to be friends with someone to be a bad friend because like I don't have the time or I Don't have the capacity or whatever that is so yes I'm definitely very selective, but I'm also like really welcoming it I'm the always a person that invites everyone everywhere and all that stuff. So so my go sis I literally thought you were from my life because of your accent one said like you want to be a quote a friend of mine I just want to say When you are friends with someone it makes sense that you have common interests or that you guys kind of act similar Or whatever because you typically Have common interest I think that Dom and I are a very different set of best friends because we actually are very different and have very Different taste but as far as like my YouTube friend group a lot of us dress very similar talk very similar hang out We like like the same things right so I don't want to be anyone it just makes sense that you have friends We have similar styles and similar like ways of whatever. Yeah, you have your life together I know Yeah Dom is like yes, okay like I Think that there are days when I feel really good and there are days where I'm like What am I doing like any normal 23-year-old? I think 23 is like the weirdest weirdest weirdest age you don't naturally talk like that It's just for attention from others. Do you think I need any more attention? Like no, I promise you It's not for that like I just talk like this that you're an amazing person and I'm bad Okay, you hold up your emotions a lot resulting and you exploding later on you are very guarded I Mean I have in the past been like this, but I'm in therapy weekly I'm like really proactive about like mental and emotional health and like getting through things and whatever all that stuff But I do think sometimes yes, but I also think there's a healthy form of Distraction like if you were for example if I'm like in the middle of a zoom meeting And I'm upset about something like that is not the time for me to deal with my emotions, right? So I'm going to like not disregard them But I'm going to like keep going on with my day as a human being but then also give myself time to deal with those problems I think it only becomes a problem when you don't give yourself time to deal with those problems You know what I mean? You talk fast because you are always hiding something I wish we had a camera on you to like give your face reactions You're very confident and don't worry about what others think of you yes for the most part But I'm also human so like there are times honestly in a specific group setting That is the only time it bothers me like what people think but On the internet like not not so much. No, you've lost friends because you're judgmental. No, that is absolutely not true Thank you dog I'm standing up. I'm making a stand I'm still in my PJs. I don't care her new PJs from Target In my hair than a psycho bud Kenzie is actually and I'm not just saying this because And I'm scared of getting evicted but no Kenzie actually that is the reason why we became best friends was because I like in Biber college I was going through a really hard time of like oh my god I like messed up and did something and I like just had no forgiveness for myself And I knew I needed to talk about it to someone But I just like felt like I couldn't talk to anyone because I felt like they would judge me and I came to Kenzie And that's how car confessional started. Yeah, because I was like Kenzie like I did this and she literally was like That's like we've been in here for two hours Yeah, we got to the one thing you were trying to tell me in that Was it? Yeah, so he's actually the least judgmental person and the only person that would actually tell Everything to yeah, I actually like am not judgmental Literally at all like at all. That is just never that's always a lie. It's not true For like streaking Here we are like yeah, I also just I think that also goes down to the fact that like I never think things are that bad Like I don't react. It's very rare that like you get me wound up about something I just never think things are like the end of the world and I also grew up in a house That was like very open and very My parents are not judgmental at all like it's just not true You put on this persona that nothing really bothers you, but it does Yeah Very independent maybe from having divorced parents. I can relate I Am very independent. I don't know if it's necessarily from having divorced parents I do think that that has played a factor in it But I've always been independent like my parents talk about me as like a toddler doing things So I don't really know okay. You cover up a lot of what you're feeling deep down So I should keep a lot of your life private Yeah, I think to like a naturally anyone would do that like I'm not going on YouTube Talking to you guys like I would talk to like my therapist You know what I mean? So sorry because I love you but your school takes a little to no effort So before when I was in school when I was in like if you guys don't know I go to I went to a Church internship college that was accredited through SEU. So that was a two-year program So it was a full-time like internship essentially Full-time school and with an internship and then I was also had like a full-time career outside of that Right in LA where like you add on five hours of the day being in your car So it just everything is more difficult And then I'm finishing up my last semester online and then I'm graduating I'm not gonna ask like I think my school is the hardest thing in the entire world But I also think I'm a business major and I've been doing a lot of the business things since I was like 16 So a lot of my classes besides like if it's math like there's certain classes and Excel that I'm like I'm going to die. I hate my life. This is the hardest thing I've ever done But if it's like a business marketing class or something, I'm good at that because I've already done it So that is one thing. I'm just really go time management. So That is like my biggest strength and I will just knock out like three or four hours But you guys also don't see me doing school like I don't vlog that it's boring, you know what I mean So I don't not gonna act like it's Harvard, but it's definitely like time consuming and it just depends on the class too I love you, Kinsey, but you come off as super bossy like that's not that's your personality Not in the way that makes woman empowered being like bossy, you know anyway, I still love you And I'm actually I think I can be bossy with you dawg No, I don't think I'm bossy in general I was gonna say I think maybe the misconception is like Kenzie don't take that I have to whip Domin to shave because she thinks that And she asked for that too I literally asked for that as a friend, it's the three of me to like have people like But Kenzie to anyone else is like hey on your time Yeah, whatever you're thinking Like I'm just here and here's the thing if a guy is bossy, it's fine if a girl is bossy She's like fill in the blank, you know what I mean? So no They're friends of people who believe the same things as you No, not at all I probably have more friends who don't Yeah Yeah You spend a lot of money Okay, I think people and I got a lot of these it's like you spend a lot of money you're really bad with money Blah blah blah Definitely not bad with money But also a lot of what you guys see me get is gifted to me So like when I'm spending money and out and about One this year, I'm like even my Christmas decor I'm not gonna be a expense I make every like December I just had to buy all new stuff from my house But so much of what you guys see me get is gifted So I think that that's probably why but I don't spend like absurd amount of money, no If you were, if you did, I think you would be like financially screwed Yeah, because I would just keep spending and spending and spending Yeah You act all strong but you're very sensitive I do think I'm more sensitive than someone would think You are very stuck up No, not at all You were so much happier in Texas than you were in LA Yes, I definitely am like my best self in Texas but I also love LA But I'm definitely like so glad that I've been here this year Like no doubt I say it all the time I would have never survived COVID in LA I think that all of my friends who did it are heroes But they're all so messed up right now So I'm really glad that I was in Texas People tend to misjudge you or get the wrong impression at first I think any girl who is quote unquote successful or has like a strong personality Or knows her worth or is confident And I'm not talking about like arrogant like a healthy confidence I think people, yeah people like so often they're just like oh she's this or that Or like they, I think so often they like project their own things on to you and say things So like when people say people get the wrong impression of me Unless it's totally my bad it's just I don't know like I always think about when someone has something bad to say about someone else I just think that that reflects so much more on them than it does on the person that they're talking about And I'm always like okay noted like that's not really my kind of person Okay a lot of you grew up privileged, you grew up rich So my family definitely does better now There were times growing up where we were definitely like doing very well And there was times like during my parents divorce where we lost like literally everything So yes and no as far as privilege obviously I grew up in like a very wealthy, nice, suburb 100% like I recognized that But we didn't always have like a ton of money So like yes and no You moved to Texas to be trendy What does that even mean? Like what? You were scared to date again I think I was scared to date again for like a week And now I'm not Because we can't We can't date I had this conversation Where if you know that's the struggle of putting your heart on the line man It's sometimes it's not always gonna vibe Not always gonna vibe And it freaking sucks I'm not gonna act like it doesn't suck But at the same time God is good and sovereign And we just On to the next On to the next Thank you That old girl has got a cute neighbor No, she's like she's literally watching someone walk It's the dog walkers dog Literally it's all these guys I'm gonna loop this and Coco And start doing my rounds in the morning Cause you know I like the ones that look like crackheads Yeah You make over 100,000 the only reason I'm answering this one is because I've already said this When I made a video of like different streams of income and I just think it's helpful I don't mean that in like a braggy way I just mean like I have I think it's like it's 7 to 10 different streams of income And I work like a lot So yes I do You like being single a lot more than you like being in a relationship Like I definitely love being single I definitely do very well when I'm single But I also like want to be wiped up So like I don't know But I also do love being single Like I definitely when I'm going through a breakup I'm definitely not sad about the fact that I'm gonna be single That may not make sense But I think it makes sense You have a sarcastic sense of humor Yes Very in all caps materialistic Thank you Ava You know what you want out of life in your relationships Um I think so for the most part But I think that's always like something that changes I keep getting like you come from a super rich family I definitely do not come from a super rich family And then they're like a lot of your money comes from that My money does not come from my family But I'm also not delusional in the sense of like I know that I was like set up for success Because of growing up where I did Like I didn't have to try to think of something Like I'm really grateful for my parents My dad also I think even honestly More than like a financial thing My dad is like so supportive of me And has always like kind of seen the vision career wise And like so many of my friends don't have that So I think that was one thing So like in high school I I was working at a pizza shop And then I started making more money on YouTube So I was able to just like go straight into YouTube That sort of thing That was in high school And like I didn't have to like support myself At the time obviously I was living with my parents So you have one big cry like once a month I think it depends on the month you know Your priorities have changed a lot From the last year I think my priorities this time last year Were like honestly exactly the same I think my priorities within the last year Are actually like pretty much the same Like a year ago I really valued like relationships And I still do now Pretty like honestly equally to career Like I definitely like want to get married And have a family and stuff And that's like very up there Rather than like only caring about my career That you don't regret moving to Texas And you probably won't go back to LA I don't think I said I probably won't go back to LA Also like this time last year I didn't even know I was moving to Texas So never say never You are insanely loyal Yes it takes a lot for me to actually like leave A relationship or a friendship But I also think that like And I think this is everyone like I'm loyal to a fall But like it definitely isn't always good You know you are genuinely happier in Texas And wouldn't change anything about your move I agree Last one This one's good People think you're dramatic But that's just your sense of humor I say this all the time I'm never dramatic about things That I should be dramatic about I'm only dramatic about things That are like stupid and I'm kidding So absolutely But I hope you guys enjoyed today's video It wasn't actually that bad Some of you guys left me really nice things So I really appreciate that Because the internet can be a really heartless place You know? Alright I love you guys so much And I will talk to you guys soon Bye