 hi guys welcome back to another youtube video thank you guys for being here and tuning in on another video so i'm filming this part on sunday i'm actually going to be uploading this vlog tonight i just wanted to film the intro to the video now because i kind of just dove right into my whole week i had a very busy week a lot of different things um which you guys will see in the vlog but i haven't really slowed down really since the pop-up and since the us open started vlogging immediately when i got home literally the day that i got home from new york i continued to vlog i felt like i hadn't really had a moment to really like sit and reflect on the past week and like everything that's happened in the past few weeks especially not sit down and talk to you guys about everything so first i just want to say thank you to anyone not only the people that came to the pop-up obviously those people will always have a special place in my heart and i know that so many people wanted to go that couldn't go and i totally understand that but i just want to thank anyone who has ever supported anything that i've done and has rooted for me and looked for the best in me and really given me a fair shot and gotten to know me social media is weird and i think it's a lot easier to try to assume the worst of people there are just so many people who continue to support me and ride for me and the past really six months but the past like few months everything's really come together the support is just so strong and it's so there and i've never been at a place in my life i'm like getting emotional even speaking about it but i've never felt like so actually supported by people and like real people like the pop-up was a really special thing for me because i felt like numbers of followers and likes and youtube views online over time can just sort of become numbers i think that that is just like the human nature of it we're always striving to reach a bigger audience we're always striving to you know in our industry reach as many people as we can and have our videos perform well and it's always like kind of looking forward to the next thing and like oh can i reach 100k subscribers on youtube or oh can i reach x amount of followers on instagram and although reaching 100k on youtube was a huge moment for me i just really feel like i'm at a point in my career where i'm so good with the supporters that i have and like you guys make it feel like i have enough and like obviously i hope that i continue to succeed and grow but feeling like content and like i have such a strong amazing following is so cool because i know just from being friends with a lot of people in the industry i don't think a lot of people feel as connected to their followers as i might and i know that that's just like such a huge blessing and i hope it's because over the years like i've put out an authentic version of myself and i've been vulnerable and i think youtube has contributed a lot to that i also think i've built sort of a community through jerryboy but whatever it is it like has made me feel amazing and it's made me feel so supported and like the amount of people that came to the pop-up just like i'll never ever forget that and no matter how hard my job gets or things get because things are gonna happen and you know i'm a human i'm gonna make mistakes and things are gonna happen i just like know that i have this like really solid group of individuals supporting me so for that i just want to thank you guys and i just had to include that in this video because i feel like i literally haven't had the second to like sit down and and think and talk about the pop-up and what that meant to me and even being an urban outfitters um my brand selling on urban outfitters in this vlog you will see that i had a meeting with urban outfitters and i um talked about the meeting a little bit i included some of the meeting but our product was the number one product on urban outfitters like for those days that they were on the site or urban outfitters called us wanting a lot more product and also to have our product in all of their 50 stores also their men's department it's insane that you guys have afforded me this opportunity to create products that i love and share them and now they're gonna be in stores which is something that i personally can't offer right now so i'm just like extremely extremely grateful i also launched camo online this week and it sold out in 30 minutes um it's just been a really crazy few months and i just feel like i said this on my instagram i grew up and i think just in my industry i always set very high standards for myself and i had a hard time feeling proud of myself doing what i'm doing and also i think that having such a strong present following also means there's the negative side of what a really strong community brings which is like a really strong negative community i don't know i haven't always been super proud of my content i haven't always been super proud of myself honestly and i just like finally am and although i am like still like how can we make it better how can we do things better and i'm just like always trying to make things the best that they can i'm trying to learn and i feel like i'm getting in a better place with myself where i'm like i can be proud of where i'm at and know where i'm going definitely like finally have taken a moment to be proud of myself and there's a lot in this vlog it's a lot of like kind of like random stuff throughout my week um i really wanted to get another home vlog in for you guys and i knew this was going to be a busy week the beginning of this vlog is me getting amanda's birthday dinner ready and that was just like really special it's crazy because monday feels like a month ago but yeah i did a little birthday dinner for amanda which you guys will see i hope you guys enjoyed this vlog and yeah just finished doing the dishes i'm gonna go to bed soon and amanda and sebi um just left i'm pretty tired we have a very long day tomorrow so gonna try to get to bed early just because like tomorrow's our first day back in the office since before the pop-up we just have like a lot to go over and the camel is launching on wednesday so just making sure everything is like squared away for that is important um gonna work tomorrow go to the barn india i will see you guys in the morning good morning vlog i just kind of got ready for the day put on this set that set active set me i think we're gonna go get a coffee go for like a little walk i want to go check out my garden see how that's doing and then and then back to like a work week i have a lot of work to do today and then i want to also go see my horse i also have a lot of gifting that i want to show you guys so at some point today we can go through some gifting i will leave the link to this set in the bio it's a really high quality and really really cute okay guys lauren and i just picked vegetable taste test that's gonna be so good do you like um you don't like tomatoes right no but i feel like i would like to give it a shot yeah give it a shot this one looks cute i'm gonna wash it okay cucumber hall yum okay cheers cheers wait it's sliding why do i like it it's really good wait i like cucumbers i'm waiting to like not like it but it's so good it's so good that's really scary okay that's fun rocked my fucking world i'm the best cucumber i've ever had okay live and i are just watching tennis and getting ready i'm all ready for tomorrow and then we're just watching some tennis we've been watching all the matches today this is definitely the most exciting match that's on to americans good morning guys alivia and i are about to go live oh it's 10 right now i'm currently fully in the camo set a thousand orders in four minutes oh my god holy shit okay guys lauren and i are about to go ride i've never tried pumpkin spiced anything hi can i please get a um iced latte with regular milk medium i don't do the words i just i hope we're just waiting you're like i'm too busy too busy and then can i get um pumpkin cold foam on top of that please and then grande latte with pumpkin cold foam i'm good she's so good wait it's so good it's a good amount of pumpkin too like it's not too pumpkining wait wait wait life change twice you're telling you this isn't all year round mm-hmm you look so cute this morning oh hi maybe bean here's the cutest are you an evil cavity oh that may know can you just give me brave it again see that big you will not see a fly on those chompers like you just won't yeah how you do that you don't you can't know nobody's so scared to keep one like i take both out my hair looks crazy i look so rusty it's giving summer horse camp no it's giving my least stupid summer so i think we need today's sugar that's so fast oh that is so refreshing that is so good okay guys i just had a quick meeting olivia's on another call right now and i just had to get ready because i'm heading into new york city so i have to attend something for fashion week but before i go i'm just making like a quick caesar salad wrap i actually made this in my last log it's really nothing crazy i use like a caesar salad kit for my caesar wraps and then i just like marinate chicken really well anyways i'm heading to a fashion week event tonight this year i got invited to which is really funny because i obviously don't live in minneton anymore um but i've got invited to more shows this year than ever to fashion week um but to be honest guys like it just doesn't really interest me very much it's not something that makes me feel good and happy you know unless it's a paid commitment um i really didn't want to attend fashion week i also just feel like i don't know i'm not like hating on anyone in my industry who wants to be a part of it or wants to go not really like a fashion girl i like style a lot i feel like it's not really like my space and it's not super me um there are some brands that i got invited to that i was like oh fuck i would actually really like to go to that and that can be really cool it's just like i would rather spend my time that i have at home and be like here with my horse and my family and yeah because you know i spend so much time on the road now because of tommy's schedule yeah like i just didn't need to go to fashion week i also just feel like it's like a little bit of icky i don't know i just don't love fashion week i never have so i'm not really gonna be participating unless i'm getting paid um so i am getting paid tonight or otherwise i would literally not be going to manhattan guys honestly i have no desire to be going to new york right now being honest with you guys like the last place i want to go right now in manhattan but it's work and that's just growing blazers and i'm very grateful to be working with such a brand i love i didn't interview last summer with growing blazers i've been wearing their stuff forever it's very like crappy but edgy which i find really really cool and then target obviously is just such an iconic cool brand but i also just realized that i've been showing barn content but i didn't explain on my youtube the changes that i've made with my barn situation so my horse and navy i moved him to a barn that's three minutes away from me it's a predominantly english barn and it's with stalls and he just like wasn't doing very well at the other barn so the other barn is like a western trail riding barn which i love but i wanted a horse that was a little bit more athletic i wanted a horse that wasn't like my horse louis is like an old old trail riding horse structure really wasn't working out for navy he just was like not really behaving super well and i wasn't feeling super safe for riding him in the trails alone because i feel like he just like wasn't comfortable with the structure anyways long story short i moved navy also my other barn is 30 minutes away from me so it's very hard for me to go every day and the traveling especially during our shower it sometimes took me like an hour and a half two hours to even like go to the barn so it's really been nice that navy is so close to me and i'm riding him more and spending more time with him he's a very young horse he's definitely gonna take love attention and working with him and i love him he's great i was actually thinking about maybe rehoming him like he wasn't a good fit for me i just think he really wasn't a good fit for that barn because i love him so much so trying out this new barn and he's been so much better and just so that makes me super super happy because i really didn't want to have to sell him um but that happens in the horse world which like a lot of people don't really know about can get a horse and it's not a good fit and then you sell it and that's just like how it goes sometimes it's obviously like not less sad it's still sad but yeah so that's the update with navy and that's why in this video i've been at a new barn situation but i'm gonna run into the city now and then i will show you guys the event and then i'm gonna come home and yeah left the event it went to Mcblazers and i've known him for a few years so it was really cool to also see him and support him partnership um supporting the brand is so nice because i know him and i've known him for years and to tell him that i was proud of him event this was a much bigger scale event than mine but anyone coming out to support um means a lot so i was really glad that i could be there for that reason too my favorite steak sandwich so i'm gonna run to the market right now also i'm wearing a dairy boy little sweatshirt it was from the pop-up but we're gonna add like some of the stuff online because i hate that some of you guys missed out on that but um i'm gonna run to the market i saw this recipe on tiktok i wasn't really hungry and then i saw this recipe on tiktok for this soup and guys like i love soup i'm a soup girl and i haven't made soup in a while it also was like 100 degrees today but i still really want to make this soup that i saw on tiktok so i thought i would bring you guys to the market with me and then i can make the soup and and show you guys because i have not been doing much cooking content because i've been like so fucking busy but yeah let's do it i also need to call tommy i've been so bad about texting tommy did send me the cutest flower bouquet today with this like balloon it was like this smiley balloon he's so cute um tommy sends me so many flowers i'm so lucky he's just like the best boyfriend ever oh okay i'm gonna go to the market i was thinking about this today guys i don't really believe in karma the reason i say that is because i feel like some really horrible people can get away with being really horrible for a really long time and sometimes things can happen to them and then sometimes things don't happen to them like i don't think karma has always served but then again i'm like maybe it is because anyone who is a bad person or does bad things is probably just like fucking miserable all the time also guys i'm looking for a really really specific sort of pasta right now and i'm really scared that they don't have it but in my life like in general people who have been just like horrible to me always like had stuff happen to them that i always think is like hmm is that karma or is that just like life catching up with them my thought of the night hell yeah exactly what we were looking for anyways back to what i was saying like i feel like things have happened to me where i'm like what the fuck that being said everything that's happened to me in my life or like any bad thing or anything that was hard for me like has led me to where i am now which is an amazing place like i have an amazing life an amazing boyfriend so like now at looking back i can be like oh well everything i went through is worth it and everything i went through bad and good led me to where i am now so you can say that about anything bad that happens to you in your life but when i see bad things happen to really bad people i don't know if it's karma i just think it's like a result of life catching up to them i don't know i was gonna get a lot more things while i was here and i completely forgot about most of the things that i was gonna get but guys i don't know if anyone else likes grits but i'm like obsessed with grits it's like this system is closed good okay trying again anyways grits welcome if you are a scannet customer please scan the barcode on your scanner or scan it mobile device 459209 one 99 okay bag has been secured i am so excited to make this soup guy he was supposed to want it to pop up on sunday it's sold out in like five minutes yeah what's the fuss it has matching sweatpants too yeah what the fuck no it's sold out say hi to the vlog okay so you just put these veggies in chicken broth and a whole onion i love onions that's good and then you let these boil and like get really soft and then you remove them the vegetables and blend them into like a veggie sauce and then you add it back to the soup and then you add the noodles okay this has been boiling for a bit i added a chicken breast just for flavor i'm not sure if i'm gonna add it to the actual soup yet i might just shred it and put it in the fridge for like salad or something but this is just sitting i'm gonna let it sit for longer but you just want the veggies to like soak into the broth and get really soft okay next i'm just gonna take these veggies out and put them into my blender okay i'm pouring this back in and then i'm just gonna add these little noodles okay guys i'm just watching tennis right now us open is still going on it is the semi finals i'm watching koko who is my favorite i honestly have so much respect for everyone who plays tennis and there are a lot of really amazing american tennis players um who i've enjoyed following but i love rooting for koko i think she's so cool she's also just like a really really nice girl super down to earth very humble i yeah i'm just a i'm a big fan i really love rooting for her and she is about to win in the semi finals which means she'll make it to the finals which means she'll have a chance of winning that would be insane i would literally be so fucking happy for her so fingers crossed that she wins would also be really cool for america i'm always rooting for the americans um i'm so happy when any of the american players guys or girls do well i was supposed to go to a d or beauty event tonight guys and that was the only other fashion week thing i was going to go to i ended up not going i really wanted to go to support the brand because i really love the brand but i'm so glad honestly that i've stayed home i'm watching a lot of like fashion week stories i'm so good watching from home i'm happy for the people that are having fun and like getting dressed up and having fun at fashion week because i know it's really fun and exciting for a lot of people my soup is done guys it literally is so fucking good it's like these little star noodles and this like really flavorful broth also it's really good with cheese good morning vlog thought i would bring you guys along with me so i'm gonna go run and do some errands right now i shot most of my content yesterday so i didn't have to shoot anything today ad-wise so that's really nice we have a bunch of people here working today just on dairy boy stuff we've been having meetings all morning i think we have one meeting with urban today and then that's it for the day so yeah okay i think Olivia and i are actually now i'm gonna hop on the call with urban do not be a see it so loud we're working really hard on getting up a pre-order for the camo that sold out it literally sold out in like 30 ish minutes um all of our units and we had a lot so we're working on a pre-order so um i just really want everyone to be able to get them okay i just got approved to go live with my ad for dsw so i'm gonna pop that how are you how are you guys we're good you're busy yeah very busy but it's all good things that's awesome yeah uh well obviously our management was super excited they move him down to this barn during the day because it gets too hot in his barn up top hi bean it's about to storm hi sweet bean hi sweet boy hi sweet boy too blind good morning guys we're about to go to starbucks amanda has never tried the pumpkin anything i mean he's never tried the pumpkin anything but that was literally me at the beginning of this vlog i went to Starbucks with Lauren and tried the pumpkin for the first time so take two what's your reasoning for never trying any of the pumpkin flavored anything i'm not like a pumpkin gal you're not like i like like pumpkin cookies and like so then why are you a pumpkin yeah i don't know you're not a pumpkin drink gal i mean i wasn't there i think i just always thought it would taste like shit yeah same like why why is there pumpkin in my drink yeah like leave it in the muffin but i was so fucking wrong excited i'll just get what you get uh i wonder if they have like pumpkin loaves oh they do oh they do they have a fucking bomb pumpkin love okay need that warmed up yeah but amanda and i wanted to go to pop up bagels i don't know if you guys have heard of it vlog alert i'm doing a tiktok vlog like oh you are you guys don't go subscribe to amanda you're fake literally you're literally so fake one like guys i literally have been harassing amanda to start a youtube channel well i bought a camera hi can i please get a latte an iced latte with regular milk and sweet pumpkin cold foam medium please anything else can i get two of those and then the two pumpkin loaves four yes please anything that's it thanks i made for the order oh page cheers cheers right i always imagined it like tasting like a janky sort of pumpkin yeah no it tastes like fine it tastes like real pumpkin like they literally look like it's too sick though okay timber pumpkin loaves i'm ready for a fall like kind of what they're dropped i know i said so good hey guys they thought page her name was queen did you hear me say queen guys they thought you're queen i don't know why i think that's so funny