 He was excited and he had some self-esteem because he was thinking of that soft side of that part of him where he had actually helped out people. And the more he talked about that, the better he felt. More and more and more. And he started feeling better and better. And then he was starting to joke and laugh and it was kind of like, you know, thank you Holy Spirit. I was just seeing how powerful Holy Spirit is. He could take seemingly a suicidal deep despair and just turn the tables on the ego just through being lined up. So we drove all the way through Tennessee and he was laughing and we were telling jokes and everything. We got up to 10 and I said, now we're going to have to, we're getting off in Kentucky. And we're going to go visit a friend in Kentucky so we're going to be getting off the highway. And he said, I said, you know, I have a trailer in Kentucky, not too far up there. I said, if you don't have any place to stay, you're welcome to go to the trailer. You have food in it and you've got, you know, a fireplace and this and that. And he said, will you guys be there? And we said, well, we're actually going off, we're going to visit another friend and everything. And he said, well, if you're not going to be there. He said, I don't think I'd like to be there by myself. We said, okay. So then he said, we were getting ready to stop and get off. And I said to him, here, I'll give you my phone number. And since that's not in there, whenever you pass through, you can give me a call. And he kind of looked me in the eye and he said, you don't want to give me your number. And I said, yes, I want to give you my number. And he said, because if you give it to me, I'll call. And I said, I know. I said, that's why I'm giving it to you. So if you pass through, you can call. We can get together and everything like this. And that was another thing, hard for him to see. Like, why would you give a stranger your phone number? You know, I'm not family to you. I'm not anything for him. It was like, we both said, you are family. We are family. And he really felt that. And at one point he had looked at me and he said, why are you guys being so nice to me? Kind of like, what's the hook? What's going on here? And I said, well, I said, you know, if your brother needed for you to help him out a bit, wouldn't you do that for your brother? And he said, well, yeah. I said, well, I mean, that's all it is, you know. And for me it's like the real power of the experience was that actually it was like there was no difference at all. It's like I wasn't giving to somebody else in any way. It's like he was me and I was him. And that was my sense of it. And it was the feeling or the experience of it was that there was no difference whatsoever. There was no other. That's the miracle. It happened over and over. I mean, I picked up a number of hitchhikers and it had just wonderful experiences and the people we met along the way. As you keep doing it and you practice it, it's a way of just asking the Holy Spirit. It really becomes apparent that it's not better to give than to receive or whatever. It's that giving and receiving are the same. That as you treat your brother, you are treating yourself. And that every time you get angry at any brother or upset or whatever, that's your gift, so to speak. That's the ego's gift to yourself. You're giving yourself that. So what happened was at the end of that was I made a little care package. All my clothes had been taken in Florida. And as quickly as they were taken, I received so many donations of sweaters and clothes at an AA center. They were all laughing and saying, you guys, do you qualify? And so I had these sweaters and everything. And I said, here, take my sweater. And you can put it under your jacket. And he said, oh, I could take your clothes. And I said, they aren't mine. I said, somebody gave them to me just like I'm giving them to you. And he, well, OK. You know, it was like the spirit was guiding everything would come out of my mouth when he would say something else. It was always what he could hear and what he could take. And he gave us some different things, some clothes and some foods. We gave him peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, and I put some money in there. And he said, you know what? He said, I got my spirit back. He said, I'm going to turn right around and get off the highway with you guys and walk across to the other end of the highway. And I'm going to hitchhike all the way back down through the states that we had just come up and all the way down to Florida. And he said, I know a Christian family that I once met in Florida that I'm going to go into them and see if I can do some work for them or anything. And then as we pulled off, he kind of looked back like this, kind of the sheepish kind of look, and he just kind of went like this. You know, it was a real, it's that feeling you have in your heart where you feel like it's such a gratefulness to the Holy Spirit. You can handle anything. Even the same extreme cases, you know, you can handle it. To me, that's what all this is about. You know, this is just kind of setting it up for I don't know what's best, how to be most helpful, but there is one with me that does know and about this. It's the first to carry on.