 Hello everybody and welcome back to my channel. I just wanted to kind of come on here and share some updates so that you guys know what's going on with me um and just in general like some wedding stuff all of that. So right now um I am currently working from home. I'm actually on my lunch break and um it's been good. I've really enjoyed working from home. I've had a few days of kind of I don't know if I want to call it depression or just being down or what have you but um there's definitely been a few days here where I've been just really not myself um usually like when it comes to eating right and working out and stuff like that like I'm typically pretty motivated or even just like walking my dogs things like that and I just I haven't I think just with this like the wedding coming up everything else going on work's been super crazy and busy this week it's just been really difficult and so yeah I and I don't know um so that's kind of like work life um personal life um otherwise everything's going pretty good um in terms of everything else going on I'm sorry I just saw Teddy out of the corner of my eye and he's just running around in the lawn it's so cute um but yeah anyways um in terms of the wedding I am getting excited um I kind of got revamped and I have to share a video with you guys guys this lipstick I'm trying so I'm getting nervous because I don't have a person to do my hair and makeup anymore for the wedding as things are kind of closed and whatever you guys all know um so I was like oh I better try like practicing makeup and like doing stuff like that so this is my best attempt today especially when I work from home it's like why would I sit here and like get all dolled up and whatever so I just tried out um this lipstick but it's getting all over my teeth so that's great and um I just wanted to like kind of get back into the routine of doing makeup and like just trying to make it look good so that I can look nice on my wedding day especially with like photos and videos and stuff like that um yeah so sorry if I have lipstick on my teeth today it's a struggle I tell you guys like why can't I be a boy and just and just like yeah I'm gonna cut my hair and put on my suit and look great and no I can't do that well I could probably put on my dress and be fine but I want to look beautiful and yeah anyways so um yeah I have a little video for you guys talking about what our venue is going to look like honestly it's just in western's parents backyard and I'll give you more of an overview of that in that video um but basically right now we're just kind of trying to get the logistics out of the way of what a tiny quarantine wedding looks like in the backyard and so we are just really working on what that looks like and what we need to do for that so um as of right now we have bought a bunch of like decorations on amazon and I'm gonna share that video with you guys they're coming today so you may see me in this same outfit but um excited about that so some things from amazon some things from etsy um we there's like this uh place nearby western's parents house that does tents and tables and chairs and stuff so we've gotten that started um we've gotten like the catering started from just doing like a local delivery from a restaurant and um still going with our same videographer and they're also going to do photography so we decided to just have them do all of it even though it'll be more expensive I think it's just easier to have like one whole group come to the wedding and pay one group than to have to pay you know a bunch of multiple people so we're keeping it down to just that um and then we'll have flowers so now that it's in the backyard I guess originally we weren't gonna do like that much for flowers I was like okay I'll at least do like my bouquet and maybe something else but now we're just gonna go full out it's kind of like what does it matter at this point like we need to make sure that it's beautiful and I want to get lots of flowers to just make everything gorgeous so yeah what else um trying to think of like things I would share with my friends um oh we're doing a virtual bridal shower I have no idea what that means or looks like it's supposed to be a secret for us so we worked on our registry and that's coming up soon so I'm definitely gonna tell you guys all about that so in case you need to do the same I hope you don't for your wedding but if you need to do the same um yeah I'll share whatever they have in store we had to get a bunch of emails together and those are being sent out soon also I keep feeling like self-conscious about my hands so I'm trying out a self tanner um along with my makeup stuff I was like I want to be tan too so I got a little sunless tanner so you can actually see which side has it and then I put some on my legs as well and uh yeah we'll see how that goes I bought another one online so I might be tan and looking fine I got some like stick on nails because I can't go to the nails a lot I don't know what the heck I'm gonna do with my hair but hopefully we can do something with it um and then I've been like researching so much on makeup videos and just like what to do with my makeup and um like photo friendly makeup and makeup that's gonna stay all day and I'm nervous I'm really nervous uh this lipstick it makes me so mad I look and then it's like um okay I've rambled for like seven minutes now I'm just gonna say goodbye um that's about all for the updates to be honest um I will share some exciting news about how we're going to share our wedding um on the day so please stay tuned for that and um some more fun videos coming the next two videos might not be like super high quality because at this point um with some of my previous I know I said I wasn't gonna this is a Minnesota good Minnesota goodbye this is what we do in Minnesota we say goodbye and then we keep talking um so basically um what was I gonna say oh no I forget um oh yeah why they're not gonna be super high quality so basically I'm just feeling like I want to get those videos out because I did take the time to film them and to start editing them and I just want to get them out to you guys and or not even to you guys but just like for myself like get them out there and um share them and all that so I just want to get those done and if that means it's not going to be super high quality and it's just going to be like here it is then that's what it's going to be so I'm sorry if they're not that great I just really want to get them out there and um yeah all of that so all right now seriously goodbye see you guys next time and I'll share some interesting news soon um just last thing we are like 28 days away yeah I'm gonna have a husband soon okay love you guys bye