 good morning you guys I am in a good mood this morning it is Monday we are gonna be productive today and if we're not that's fine too but I just want to at least get a lot of shit done today because I'm getting my IUD in on Wednesday which I'm absolutely terrified for actually so I'm just trying not to think about it but who knows what I'm gonna be able to do after Wednesday I have no idea how I'm gonna feel what my symptoms are gonna be and all of that so it's kind of like stepping into the unknown so I'm just gonna try to get all my shit done today and tomorrow which is kind of impossible to be honest now that I think about it but yeah I'm gonna try my best I actually think I'm gonna just gonna incorporate getting it into a vlog and share my experience I don't think I'm gonna make like a full video on it but if you guys are curious I will definitely do a segment of it maybe in my next vlog who knows what ends up happening but I'm just like praying like sending out good vibes that it's gonna be fine because I just really hope that this is the long-term solution for my potential endometriosis slash whatever the heck I have that causes me so much pain every month but anyways I know I talk about it a lot but it's because it really does affect my life so everybody has their thing which they have to deal with and it's okay anyways we're gonna have a good workout and let's take a magic matcha shot like we always do I also really need to get my nails done what if you guys commented you're like your nails and I was like oh yeah I don't worry I know I'm just like waiting I think actually I'm gonna get them done this month and then do them for the summer because why not cheers okay that was so good this time I remembered to bring my AirPods so thankful for that last time I came I forgot my AirPods and that makes such a difference I like anyways let's go okay guys I'm keeping the braids theme going today because my hair is quite greasy so honestly this is a really cute hairstyle to do in your hair is greasy just put your hair in braids and then wear a hat and it works and it's so freaking cute like I don't know just kind of alive and I love doing it so shoot my hair is greasy I wouldn't do something like this when my hair is not greasy because I like to take advantage of my non-greasy hair and just wear it down but anyways I go on Amazon package so I bought reusable vegetable bags like you know when you go to the grocery store and they pick like produce and you want to put it in some sort of bag sometimes so I was using plastic bags and yes I would keep them like I do keep them and I reuse them for some stuff but like I don't want to keep accumulating plastic because that's not how I want to like I want to be more sustainable okay well these are so cute like when you go to the store you can put your like lettuce your kale whatever like apples like anything bulky that you would use it that I would normally use plastic bags for to keep together this is so cute oh my god and this is only $12 Canadian which is like it's probably like only $10 US oh my god and it came with three I will link these down below for you guys because these are actually the cutest things ever I'm actually in love oh my goodness so excited and I'm going grocery shopping today because when I tell you we have zero groceries like that is not even an over exaggeration I have stuff to make a coffee but that's about it like I said I have like liquids and condiments in the fridge and that's basically it like we have nothing to make for dinner we are running pretty dry so I'm gonna go grocery shopping later today but yeah I'm gonna definitely bring these and use them because they're actually like they exceeded my expectations they are so freaking cute are you kidding okay I just go to the grocery store I think I already explained this but we're so low on everything so I just like don't even know where to start it's got to go through the aisles and literally get everything to be honest I just like dinner like I don't know we're gonna for dinners I think there's just so much to buy maybe I'll do half of it today and then like go somewhere else and do half of it tomorrow from a produce or something I don't know yet but we'll see but it literally took me like five minutes just to find a parking so I was driving around and there was no spots it's actually crazy how busy this grocery store gets in the middle of a random weekday but if you think about it like grocery stores are always gonna be the most busy because people constantly need food like random thought but it's true like people always need food so the fit today is my thrifted jeans that I wear all the time I actually need to get like more jeans because this is my go-to pair that every single time I wear jeans it's these but I love them so much so I'm not even complaining then I'm just wearing a white tube top with a sweater just in case it gets cold and then just like my ear forces that are kind of getting ratting out to be honest I might want to buy a new pair soon and then yeah this kind of just ties it all together so I want to start incorporating like more fashion into my contacts I like genuinely do really love fashion I don't know if I show it that much but I really do love putting outfits together so I definitely want to start incorporating more fashion into my vlogs like just by giving you guys OOTD's I want to do more thrifting and like I don't know I just love dressing cute and it's fun you know what I mean okay I'm currently at value village because I just I'm not even here for like clothes but I want to see if they have any little cute home decor pieces just because I've seen people find really really cute things at their stores and I've never really like looked for home stuff just because I don't know why I just don't really think of it like for like my basic stuff I just want to idea and then for decor and all of them actually looking to decorate find details I'm just gonna see what they have maybe they have like cute little vintagey things and who knows they may surprise me I may find nothing we never know but it's worth the shot so yeah and I honestly haven't been thrifting in so long so I'm really excited for this let's go just got out of Valley Village I didn't get anything home decor related because they didn't really have anything that like I was like oh I like that you know what I mean I was just kind of like all like I can go without it and I didn't really like nothing sparked my eye you know what I mean but I I did take a gander in the clothing section and I found something really cute so I got this green I don't know if you can tell but it's like striped and it's this green like button-up and this is just gonna be so cute to put like over even a bikini in the summer or just wear this with like a tank top and shorts like I love like men's cover-ups like this they're so cute and also I've been obsessed with green and this is like green stripes so it's literally perfect also I don't know if it's just our Valley Village here or thrift stores here but they are so freakin overpriced like I'm not even kidding you I feel like in the States it's so different than here there was this really ratty t-shirt and it was selling for eight dollars and it was from H&M and it was so ratty and I was like eight dollars for a ratty t-shirt like the prices are actually kind of unaffordable for thrifting it's like you pay the same price or a couple dollars more and you can get something brand new so it's like I want to thrift to help the environment but at the same time the Valley Village like our thrift stores here have raised their prices I swear and it's almost like equivalent to buying something brand new it's actually ridiculous to be honest but anyways that's just something that I noticed and I'm like holy shit like since when is thrifting actually expensive like it's like shopping I got this for eight dollars which I guess that's not bad cuz it's like in good condition like that's fine but when you're putting a ratty t-shirt on for eight dollars from H&M it's like it doesn't really make any sense I just got home from grocery shopping and I was just like thinking life is too short like it's way too short and the thing is is that we do not like I don't mean to sound morbid but we don't know when our life is gonna end it can end tomorrow it can end in 80 years like we just don't know that being said like if you're not doing what you love and if you're not like truly being yourself every single day you're gonna regret it that's why it's just so important to live every single day like it's your last because it's like if you were to die tomorrow would you regret what you did yesterday would you regret what you did the day before that you know what I mean you really never know how much time you have left on this earth and we're all here on this experience and I feel like it's just such a blessing to be here and to experience this life in a human body people can judge you people can talk behind your back but none of that really matters like other people's opinions of you don't matter and I know it's hard to think that way and to not care about other people's opinions because it took me a while not to care but it's so important not to and to just live your best life be yourself every single day because you never know when your last day is going to be and you don't want to regret being some fake person that you were just because of other people's opinions or you don't want to regret not doing the things that you've always wanted to do you don't want to regret not taking those risks because as far as we know like we only live once you know what I mean so maybe we've had past lives in everything but like right now you're in this body one time only and that's why you just always have to do you when people are themselves and honestly I see them glowing like it's just such an attractive energy when people do whatever the heck they want and they don't care about other people's thoughts or opinions it's such an attractive energy and I love it so much just got all of our best lives out here anyways okay I'm gonna go to the groceries and do a little grocery haul for you guys when we get back when we get inside here is my literal ginormous grocery haul I didn't even realize I bought this much stuff so I'm just gonna go over really really quickly so I got gnocchi I got these two crispy mini chips that I absolutely love I got these really good I think they're vegan soft baked cookies so it's not a healthier alternative got this dairy-free cream cheese that I really like rosemary silk yogurt silk creamer oat creamer and then I got these crackers for hummus bagels sourdough little potatoes to make with dinner eggs wraps grapes tofu Caesar salad dressing so it really was feeling some Caesar salad and then I got bananas I got these Asian pears yeah I'm just gonna put everything away now here's my dinner I made the gnocchi with Caesar salad and I just have a juice box I'm so hungry and so excited to eat this it looks so good