 Fear of discovering our wounds. So this is related to what I was just saying. So there are some people when I say, hey, well, what was the worst pain you've ever been in in your life? Because that vortex down, it's like when an addict hits rock bottom, that's when they can really make a difference to get well. It oftentimes takes us being able to hit because we live in a polar universe. There's contrast that's needed to these experiences so that we can actually challenge ourselves to be able to find that core gift.