 Oh, everybody, welcome back to SO Taric Atlanta. I am joined here with my friend and your friend, Emmy, from her page Holistic Genie. And I know Emmy, it's been a minute since we've been on a show together because you have a puppy. Yeah, he's somewhere, hopefully sleeping. Anybody who's had a puppy knows that it is like having an infant, isn't it? It is, it's like, you know, it's not quite, it's not quite as much work because I'm not breastfeeding or anything, but like you have to constantly watch them. I mean, and even with constantly watching him, we've still lost like multiple pairs of shoes and flip flops and belts and hats and what else? He chewed up something really expensive. Oh, yeah, I just bought this. And this was like a few weeks ago. I had just bought this super fast charging box with the cord that goes with it. And he got to buy them separately and it was like $30 for one and $25 for the other one. Just bought it, I used it two nights and he chewed that up. I'm like, son of a bitch. Robby, my friend Robby, he chewed up my laptop charger and had to go buy all this money to get a whole new laptop charger. Yeah, you guys, I have a friend, another Alstonga teacher, and whenever somebody would tell her that they got a new puppy, she'd be like, well, okay, I'll see you in a year then. Yeah, he's unexpectedly, he's completely bonded with me and he follows me everywhere. And my husband was like, you're gonna have to come with me when I go out birding. I'm like, no, I'm not. You're the one that wanted the new dog and I got all the responsibility and now he bonded with me and he doesn't even come when he calls them. It's because you're, okay, so I learned this because Robby is very, very protective of me. Like very protective of me will follow me everywhere. He hates it when other men touch me. So like if my boyfriend touches me or if someone hugs me who's a man, he gets very upset. And I read somewhere that it's because he's a male dog. So female dogs will feel very protective over the male. Male dogs will feel very protective over the female. My parents have a female, King Charles, like a very small little cavalier dog. She's obsessed with my stepdad, obsessed with him. So in every situation, it seems like the opposite sex human, it's like this little love affair that they have with me. Yeah. So she's like Emmy's mom. Yeah. Yeah, he sleeps on my side of the bed. He follows me everywhere. Like when it's nap time and I'm busy and I'm busy, I'm all over the house. He'll just go in the room that I'm in and lay on the floor. Yes, even if I go to the next room, he gets up and follows me to the next room. It's super cute. And I'm definitely growing more and more fond of him all the time, but I just was not, I wasn't prepared for this. And yeah. You're his mama. You're his mama. Well, and I will say, even though I'm not a hunter, I know that my dad, my dad's a veterinarian, and but he was also ironically into hunting as well. And he always said the best hunting dogs to get are the female dogs because they are more submissive and they train better. They're looking, females are naturally looking towards the alpha of the pack to guide them. And so he always had female dogs as his hunting dogs that he trained to hunt. So just even though I'm not a hunter, I'm a vegetarian, but for those who know anything about the sport of hunting, that was from a veterinarian that you get the female dogs. And I can see it because Ravi tries to compete with my boyfriend for being the alpha. Like he, it's hysterical. This fall, I believe as it stands now that I'm gonna be with Catherine Edwards within a sea of thing in Texas this fall. And I'm hoping I can drive out there so I can bring Ravi. And so Ravi can meet Catherine because Ravi is obsessed with Catherine every time I'm on line with Catherine. He starts licking his wiener. So, it's only Catherine, like whatever, he's in the room and I'm on the camera with Catherine, you're like, he just starts, it's always with Catherine. And he starts doing that. And so, but it's- How she is beautiful, I mean. She's a dog whisperer, she's a dog whisperer. And I know that the minute he sees Catherine in person, this is what my dog, my male dog will do. Anytime, and even if any time a female walks into our house or is in our vicinity, my dog will show off. But he shows off by trying to challenge my boyfriend to like a duel. But his tail's wagging the whole time. As he's like, and he'll look. Like he's like challenging my boyfriend and his tail's wagging. And he like looks at the woman to make sure she's paying attention. And he's hilarious to see how alpha he is. But his tail's wagging the whole time. So that's how you know, like when dogs are play fighting or playing rock, you know, that their tail's wagging, it's all play. It's not, you know, when their tail's not wagging, that's when it's serious. But you'll see his tail wagging. So his tail's giving him away. And then he's like looking, he's looking. In fact, yesterday I was on, I had Jay, our friend Jay from ESEA. We had a phone, a conversation on the phone. Kind of on my speakerphone. And so you could hear it. You know, we were in the house and I was talking to Jay. And I don't even think Jay knows this. So Jay, if you see this video, my dog started to get upset that I was talking to obviously another man on the phone. And so he started to show off again. He was making all sorts of noises, trying to get my attention because he could hear that Jay was a male. Now it was strictly, it was a business meeting. Like there was nothing fun. But you know, it's just funny how they are. They get jealous, they get possessive. They see the, you know, for Emmy, you're his mom. You're his provider, you're his comfort. You're his new, you know, my boyfriend is the one that makes all of Ravi's food for him, but Ravi still sees me as like the top banana, you know, because I'm a female. I'm his mama, you know? So yeah, it's sweet. Dogs are sweet, man. We don't deserve dogs. They're hard as puppies, but when they, they're just so loving and they're just so funny and they're so innocent in the way that they are. But yes, you guys, when, when Ravi meets Catherine for the first time, I will make sure to film it. So everybody can see. See, see, you see what he does to show off in front of, I told Catherine, if she brings her husband, then he's in trouble. Cause Ravi's not happy that she's got her husband with her. So anyway, we have quite a big show today. We got a lot to talk about this going on right now. Today we are filming this on Saturday, July 22nd. Now, you guys might have noticed at the beginning of this video, especially on my channel, that it was Emmie's links that I shared. Emmie's links are gonna be down in the description box for Asiya as well. Cause Emmie is also sponsored by Asiya. And so, Emmie, we were talking like yesterday on the phone and this morning a little bit about Asiya because I know you like me, a lot of us who have these YouTube channels, we get offers all the time for products. I know for me, I've turned down a lot of offers because I just didn't quite jive with the product. But with Asiya, for the moment Catherine told me about it and Jay told me about it and the integrity of the company I was already sold before energetically sold before I even tried the product. And we were talking last night and this morning and you've had some pretty incredible experiences with this product. So do you wanna just sort of like a spiritual perspective? Do you wanna kind of go into that a little bit about what? And this can kind of lead us into what we were gonna talk about today anyway, but like what of your experience? You've been doing Asiya for how long now? So I started taking Asiya the end of March. So, April, May, June, July like almost four months. Shortly after I started taking it, I had a miscarriage. I didn't even realize that I was pregnant. So it was a very early miscarriage and it wasn't until, anyway, I won't go into the details of that but I've had a miscarriage before and this miscarriage, although it was pretty intense, was much shorter and I was able to almost like deal with the emotional repercussions. I mean, I went through an emotional roller coaster at first. I was just an absolute shock and awe that I could even get pregnant because A, I'm 46, B, I have polycystic ovaries syndrome, C, I have adenomyosis and four, my tubes are tied. So the fact that like it even happened, I was just like, what? I was in awe. And then I was like, hold my beer, hold my beer. Yeah, right, watch this. Oh my gosh. Anyways, so it's a miracle that I've had any children and all let alone seven and then having, getting pregnant after all that, it's just incredible. So then the emotions went from that to realizing, oh my gosh, there was a baby in me and now it's gone. And there was grief and all the whole gamut but the whole process was much, much shorter and although it was intense, it wasn't, it wasn't anything like the miscarriage I had before. The pain wasn't as bad. It was definitely shorter and I'm talking shorter, like with the physical symptoms and the emotional psychological symptoms. Probably about three weeks total and I was healed physically from that. The emotional stuff took a little bit longer because I mean, that's a shocking experience. So that happened and then for those three weeks, I took a break from my yoga practice. And then after that, I got back into it very slowly and within a couple of weeks, I noticed that I was needing a lot of sleep and I really tried to push through with my practice, my yoga practice, but it had the opposite effect on those days that I tried to push through. And so I'm like, okay, so maybe it's not ego that's telling me to push through this practice. Like maybe I really need to take some time and rest. And so I cut it back to just a couple of days a week and I was really only doing the sun salutations. So yeah, Namaskar A and B. And sleeping, like I was sleeping a good four or five days a week, 10 to 12 hours a night. And I was sleeping through and since 2019, I have woken up in the middle of the night almost every single night for like a half an hour. It just became, I just became used to it. It's just part of my spiritual awakening, I think. Well, I was sleeping all the way through, not even having to get up to go to the bathroom. Like I needed the rest. And so I just kept it at that. Well, I noticed this past week that I started naturally waking up that quarter to five, five o'clock again. And I'm like, okay, I feel rusted, I feel alert. I'm gonna try, you know, given my practice ago. And I was fully prepared to having to like go back to where I was when I first started, you know, because it had been a couple of months where I was pretty inconsistent. But no, in fact, I feel like I have more strength and stamina and flexibility than when I was, before I took this little hiatus. And I was just like, wow, okay, this is really interesting. So I believe that because this whole year so far, I have been very, very dedicated to A Course in Miracles. And I'm saying this from an observer's standpoint. I have never been this consistent with anything in my life. And I'm not taking credit. I don't wanna fall into pride, you know, like, oh, you know, I didn't miss a day, you know? I don't wanna do that. I wanna be- That's so spiritual. That's so spiritual. Okay, so I really don't wanna do that, but I do find it quite remarkable. And I am quite amazed that I'm just so hungry for it. Like what Course in Miracles has given me is the step-by-step lessons every day to overcome ego consciousness while simultaneously embodying Christ consciousness. And see, I've read so many books where it talks about what it's like to be enlightened and how you think and how things are differently and these experiences and everything and embodying it. But there's never been a book that I've read that says how to get from point A to point B. And Course in Miracles, for me, seems to be the bridge. How it works on you is so far beyond words because it isn't something that you can learn. It's like you can absorb, yes, Course in Miracles. For those who don't know what she's talking about, this is a Course in Miracles right here. I'll put a link to this down in the description box, but you're actually taking a course on the Course in Miracles, which also incorporates Law of the Law of One too, correct? It doesn't incorporate Law of One, but the teacher, one of my teachers is very fluent in Law of One. So when he's discussing the lessons in the daily lesson plan, he does bring in concepts of Law of One, but it is strictly a course, a school for a course in miracles. So yeah, it's like been the bridge. And what I was saying is like, you can go so far with learning, but embodying Christ consciousness and having the experiences, like experiential, like feeling it in your body is something that cannot be learned. It's something that you have to have trust and faith that will absolutely for certain happen, you cannot fail. All you do is bring your body and your mind will follow. And it's like God does the heavy lifting for you. It's like, you show God your willingness, you show universe your willingness and it will meet you with that same energy. And oh my gosh, you guys, I have had the most amazing oneness experiences that I'll try to explain a couple, but like I was saying, it's so far beyond words. It's like, it's nearly indescribable. And it's like for all the education, you take on the yoga practices, reading the Sacred Scriptures, contemplating what they're saying. That's what's opening the door for you to have the experience. Because I know for me, I wouldn't even know what that was if it wasn't for studying the ancient scriptures. And so you're right you, and that's one thing like even Ram Dass says at some point you have to put even the yoga down because that's a label itself. And so it's just a tool. It's all it is, all these books, these practices, they're just tools for you to eventually figure it out. And what she's saying with the, I'm gonna go ahead and show the Asiya guys. We were talking for those who don't know what she was talking about with the Asiya. The Asiya is a redox supplement. All you've done really, Amy, is just the liquid in the gel, correct? Yeah, believe it or not. You haven't even ventured into the nutrients or anything. I was just telling her the vitamins are some of my favorite. But with the sedox, a redox, sedox, redox, it's one of those days guys, my words are getting jumbled. With the liquid, all this supplement is doing. So we talk a lot on this channel, and I know Amy talks a lot about this too. When we look at the complexities of being here in the human experience, what we're working with is this great amount of friction between the body and the soul. Like what greater opposing forces is there to be an immortal body with an immortal soul? Like those are two conflicting things already. The body is mortal, the body will die, but the soul is not. However, the body, even though the body is therefore temporary and follows the laws of nature, and the soul does not because the soul is eternal, the body, your body, is your shakti. It is the expression of your soul. Now to think of the body as all there is, that's where we get into ego. That's the fault sense of self, right? Part of the enlightenment is knowing this, is that knowing you are an eternal soul and the body is just a temporary experience for the soul to refine itself and to know itself. And what the redox does you guys, and so the body, and if you guys, I'll put Amy's links down in the description box below as well, because Amy, if you guys don't know if you're new to this channel, or this is your first time checking out Amy, Amy's a Reiki master, and so she works a lot with the energies of the body, which is what we do in yoga as well. And so what's happening, with the body being the template, being the shakti, the expression, the experience of the soul means that every single human being is going to experience energies differently depending on what type of learning or refining their soul needs to do. Now the body itself is going to hold information for you. And we see that with the chakra system, we see that with people who have like shoulder issues versus hip issues, there's a deeper rooted emotional attachment there, but it is always gonna show itself in the physical form. So what the redox does is the redox returns to your body, it's a supplement that returns signaling back to your body. And so it's not gonna stop, like the redox is not gonna stop things from actually happening that need to happen, but it's gonna support your system so that you as the person inhabiting this body, inhabiting this life, can experience the lessons in a more clear and precise way. Does that make sense to me? Yeah. Because it's not doing it for you. That's one thing I love about this product and one of the reasons why I was sold on this product right away is that it's literally saying, this company create to see it, is saying your body knows what to do, your soul knows what to do, we're gonna support that process for you in the meantime. Right? And so I just wanted to say that first, because I want you guys to understand that's what we're saying, this isn't a medicine, there's no medicine, there's nothing, there's no chemical here, it's just signaling, it's just your, and as you get older through the toxins of the world or whatever and stress that signaling starts to not be so great. So if the signaling can be brought back to its place, the cells can then communicate with each other better. Right? So I just wanted to- Did you watch that video, did you watch that video when you first started Asiya? And I, if you have a link to this video, I would like the link so I could save it and I can't find it. I saw it one time and it was a short video and it was so helpful. And as far as like understanding what Redox does, so it showed a burning house and the fire department, like we have all this help, we have all this help in the fire department, all this technology, all of the vehicles and trucks and people ready to go and this house is on fire and pretend like this house is an organ or a set of tissues in your body, right? And the fire department and all of the people and the workers and the technology is your body's healing system, okay? If there is no signal between the burning house and the fire department, the fire department can't come and help put the house out and that's what the Redox is. It's your body's cell service to its repair system. So if you don't have good cell service to the fire department, you can't get some help, right? So I thought that was such a good video. It can't come back. It might be under ASEA's YouTube channel. I will put ASEA's YouTube channel up in the description box. So you guys, I've watched a lot of this stuff. I love their vitamins, by the way. But all the Olympic athletes are using it. It's sponsoring the Olympics because it helps the body. So even non-spirit, if you're just someone that's like not spiritual, it's going to help the muscles regenerate and rebuild themselves. But what Emmy is saying with like the course of miracles, the law of one, all the spiritual stuff that she's been going, listen, listen. Have you ever seen that video? Listen, Linda. Linda. Listen, Linda. Just want to have a look at that. Listen, Linda. People take on a spiritual practice. I think that's one of the biggest misconceptions in the world is people go, I'm going to go take on a spiritual practice and I'm going to get in. Literally when you decide to take on a spiritual practice, you are walking into a horror house, right? Like all the valley of the shadow of death. Exactly. You are going to have to face every part of yourself, the shadow side of yourself, the darkness within you, everything about yourself. You can't leapfrog it. You can't just jump up into spirituality. You have to actually go. That's why the lower chakras are like the hell. They're the, you know, that's the really lucky stuff that we have to go through and clear it out in order to then get to the top part. But when you're going through a spiritual practice, it doesn't matter what modality you've picked, right? They're just tools. So all the trees in the forest are different, but they're all reaching up towards the same light. So whether that's yoga, Tai Chi, Reiki, a combination, whatever it is, you're going to have to face yourself in a very real way, in a very real way. And so what's going to happen is most likely you're going to start to feel even more aches and pains for a while before you actually have these breakthroughs. And this is very normal and very much expected. Now, most people get to like the first part of their spiritual practice and they experience the first hiccup or obstacle or pain and they run away. They run away, right? Because they'd rather be with the devil they know versus the devil they don't know. Like they don't want to have, they don't know to go through this is hard. And so they want to keep just ignoring it. But if you stick with it, whether it's integrating and with all this information with the Course and Miracles, the Law of One, the Yoga Sutras, it's an integration of this. And we go through these. My boyfriend had a teacher once, an Ayurvedic teacher once that called it a cocooning phase that throughout your spiritual practice, you're going to go through these cocooning phases where you need to kind of hibernate because everything, every thought you have, every sentence you read in Course and Miracles or thing you contemplate is then going to have an effect throughout the whole, the body is the mind field. The Yoga Chitra Vritti Naroda had the mind field. And so what the Asiya does is, Asiya comes in as a tool, a support system to help you integrate your own understanding. Does that make sense? Yes. So you want to take it from there, Emmy, with the Course and Miracles? Yeah, so, woof, Course and Miracles, it's like, it's like, so the first time you're going through it, and this is the first time I'm going through the lessons, I'll be going through these lessons every day for the rest of my life. Like this book is just phenomenal. But the first time you go through the lessons in practice, and it's a year long, there's a lesson for every day of the year. So this is like a dedicated spiritual practice. This is like, if you're just new to shadow work, this is, I would not recommend this. If you're brand new to journaling, to shadow work, just keep on your path and keep learning and growing. And, but if you're ready, if you've done shadow work for a while and you're ready for the next thing, Course and Miracles is the shit. It is mind blowing. I just wanna share a couple of the oneness experiences that I've had. So the first one was in one of the centering meditations in the beginning of the lesson from living the Course, which is the school that I'm in. So they prepared and recorded these lessons every day for us. And in this centering exercise in this particular one, God showed me, he had me, in my mind's eye, sitting cross-legged and I was by myself. And one by one, God pulled off all of the identities and stories of Emmy, right? Emmy the mom, Emmy the wife, Emmy the sister, Emmy the daughter, Emmy the business owner, Emmy the addict, just everything. And there was like all these TV screens like floating around me. And my body kind of disappeared and dissolved and it was just a light body. There's this beautiful sparkling golden white light and that was the Christ light. And then God said, okay, bring the person to mind, the person you can't stand the most. And so I was a little hesitant, but I was like, okay, fine. And so this person was sitting cross-legged and God started pulling off all of their identities and stories and there were TV screens floating all around this person. And in the middle was the same Christ light. And this person that I chose was heinous, okay? Just heinous. Pulled off all the stories, all the identities, everything. And it was the same Christ light that was in me. And that experience was so incredibly profound and it wasn't something that I grasped intellectually. It was felt like I felt the oneness. I felt completely and totally connected to this person that I hated and the hate was dissolved. And ever since then, I cannot bring myself to be angry at anything that this person does because everything that God pulled off, every identity, every story, everything that this person did was illusion. And it's just like, wow. And that's the crux of the yoga as well. It's like, even though, I'll tell you, I know I've maybe mentioned this before, but many, I love my psychedelics. We all know that. I'm a huge fan. I'm a huge fan of the plants that God has put on this earth. They're way fun. I'm gonna use the bathroom while you talk. Absolutely, absolutely. So you guys, I was saying, what Emmy is saying about, let's see here, let me go back here. So, what Emmy was saying about everything being an illusion, my, one of my first, and there's chiefs, chiefs, and Emmy's, the first time that I ever did a whole day trip on magic mushrooms. And now everybody knows I'm a huge fan of micro dosing, which isn't a full day trip. But the first time I did a full day trip, I was very young before I'd ever started practicing yoga and towards the end of the day, if you've ever done a full day, you typically want to be outside. You don't want to be inside. You want to be out in nature because you can literally see all of the energy everywhere. And towards the end of that day, I had this realization. I was walking down the street. It was a little rainy outside and I had this realization that nothing in life is real, nothing, that we are have created this illusion. We've created a hologram to experience ourselves in. And so in that moment, I literally knew that everything, thus for everything that happens in this life is just a part of that same illusion that we have created a hologram. We've created a Shakti and experience that is only temporary. And so I had this experience I was saying, Emmy, when I was tripping on trumes and little did I know years later, I would be in India basically studying the same thing through the text, but I had that realization. That's why sometimes psychedelics can be very healing as well because it opens up parts of your perception that maybe you're not open to because when you were in these moments of the ego, when we're in these moments of survival, they feel very real. But when we're able to, and we were gonna kind of go into the idea of witnessing things, which Emmy, you were saying because you've become, you've become very invested into the law of one as well. And you've been rereading the first book and Roth says there are four. Do you wanna talk a little bit about that and how that kind of comes into play with Christ consciousness and experiencing the witness and? Yeah, yeah. There's, this is, I am glad that I am reread, I bought the physical books. Like I bought the 40th anniversary set. Girl, look at that. So I was reading them online but I don't know. I prefer- Nice to have your own. You can, I'm laughing because you guys, I hope you don't mind me saying this Emmy, but Emmy and I, you know, we're friends. So we talk off camera as well. And you left me a message today and you were like, I'm gonna do what I have to do because I'm not coming back here. And the fact that you've gone full on academia, I'm gonna buy everyone. So that's why I started laughing when you pulled it up because you were like, if you guys could hear that message, she was like, I'm not coming back here. I'm gonna get that. I'm making sure I pass. I don't care if I have D's, I'm getting the fuck out of this place. Okay, you know, what do they call somebody who graduates medical school with a C average? A genius? A doctor. What? A doctor. You know, if you got that D minus, you're still going for it. Oh my God. I'm gonna say that message forever because she was like, I'm not coming back here. I'm gonna go when you pulled that book out. She's like, got her arsenal. But yeah, go ahead. So you were talking about the law of one and go ahead. Oh, would you take it from here? Okay. Yeah, so with my books, I got my page saved here, but I just wanted to show you what I'm doing. I have all these tabs with different subjects and topics so I can easily go back and reference. And that's something that you can't do when you read them online. I mean, I suppose if you like bought the Kindle version, you could do that in Kindle, but I don't know. I like having a physical book. So this is, it starts on page 116 in my book. It's session 10, book one, session 10. Don Elkins, the questioner, asks, for the general development of the reader of this book, could you state some of the practices or exercises to perform to produce an acceleration toward the law of one? And Ra says, I'm Ra. Exercise one, this is the most nearly centered and usable within your illusion complex. The moment contains love. And now I underlined and highlighted this because this is exactly what A Course in Miracles is talking about with the holy instant. Like every moment contains love and you can access, you have access to that all the time, all the time. So Ra goes on to say, that is the lesson or goal of this illusion or density. So the lesson or goal of this density is this moment contains love. And so the exercise is to consciously see that love in awareness and understanding distortions. So when you're looking at your life experiences, things that are happening around you, things that are happening within you, if you can consciously and intentionally ask yourself, where's the love in this? And then focus on that. That's the first exercise. And it goes on to say, it's talking about the first attempt, the second attempt, and the more you do it, it like exponentially compounds the energy that you meet, that is given back to you by God, by the universe. So it's like, the more you seek it, the more you try, the more your efforts are gonna be doubled and redoubled back to you. It's like, I will say, Mr. Fox says this, like people, I know people in the comment section be like, well, how can we find love when X, Y, and Z is happening in our world around us? And Mr. Fox says, that's simple. That's so simple. So the more the bad guys start to do things that are out of your control, quote unquote, what is in your control? You look at places like South Africa, they've got a lot of low shedding going on where their power is turned off. Well, can you make sure your neighbors have enough blankets to keep themselves warm? Can you be of service in that love, even to yourself in those moments? Because in the grand scheme to things, even as what the law of one's saying in the Course in Miracles is saying is that, what we're saying, I mean, both the positive and the negative are distortions of the illusion. They're both distortions of God, the absolute. So you have God, the absolute, complete and total innocence, all power, complete and total love. Like that is zero point, the zero point, right? Anything that is a subset or a fractalized part of that one of God is a state, law of one calls it a distortion. And so the positive polarity distortion, negative polarity distortion. And I really, really love how Ra is very neutral. Very neutral is not attached to either side. Both paths, and he kind of emphasizes this repeatedly because Don, the questioner, doesn't ask too much of the negative, ask about the negative path too much. And so Ra chimes in and says, it's important for you to know that both paths are equally valid. Sometimes Ra refers to the negative path as the path of that which is not because you can't get all the way back up to God, the absolute through the negative polarity. Because once the beings in the negative polarity reach very early six density, how you polarize further from there is your higher self will go back to all of its previous lives and help and assist. But as soon as the negative entity helps in any way, it polarizes itself positive. Yeah, it can only exist. Like the negative side only goes up to fifth entity because then it has to come together anyway. It all comes together anyway. And you're right, that's one thing Mr. Fox has said over and over again is that Ra is very indifferent. He says it over and over again that both sides are equally valid. I know that's hard for people to hear. It's really hard for people to hear that. But again, that's us being attached to an idea that we're more self-righteous. It's the emphasis then which is a distortion anyway. And I know that's gonna trigger people because of what they do. But your choice, your choices are bringing you on one path or the other while you're writing that right of distortion. So for Emmy, me and hopefully everybody watching, we are actively trying to choose the positive side. We are actively trying to choose that side which is of service to other people. But other people in this world are not choosing that. They're choosing the negative path. And that is why my friends, again, why when you hear these people saying that the bad guys are gone, that's just simply not true. It's not true. They're here. And they have just as much a right to be here as we do. And when we get self-righteous in that idea, then that's us going negative too because that's service to self. It's very complex, but once you really think about it for a very long time and get out of that idea of I'm right there, wrong, ego, ego, ego and be the witness of it, really just kind of witnessing it as an observer, it starts to make total sense, absolutely. So go on, Emmy. It's that transcendence of duality. It's taken a 30,000 foot view and realizing that like you were saying, you can't have light without dark. You can't have up without down. You can't have in without out. You can't have life without death. As all of these are equal and opposite experiences so that we can learn and grow from our catalyst. One informs the other. Yes. That's like you can't have like, we just read the wall of time, the key of time for the Emerald Tablets. You can't have eternity unless you understand limited time, right? So you don't understand, for you to know that you're solo is eternal, you wouldn't even understand that if you weren't in a body that has an expiration date. A limit, yeah. So you need it. We need each other. That's the friction. That's the friction. That's how it causes the spark of light of aha moment. So, all right, go ahead, Emmy. Okay, so the first exercise just to review is this moment contains love. Where is the love in this moment? Second exercise, the universe is one being, one being. So when a mind, body, spirit complex, and this is the terminology that Ra uses to say a person. So when a person views another person, see the creator. That's it. That's second exercise. When you view another person, intentionally look past all the stories, all the identities and see God, see the creator. As Rhonda said, we're all just God dressed in drag. Yeah. Exercise three, gaze in a mirror, see the creator. That's a hard one. That one right there will show you, if you're willing to just absorb and witness, it will show you all of the places where you feel insecure, have self-doubt, believe that you are not worthy and not worthy of love. Like that one looking in the mirror and trying to see the creator is challenging. It's challenging. But it is so incredibly eye-opening. Exercise four, gaze at the creation which lies about the mind, body, spirit complex. So gaze the creation which lies about each person and see the creator. So it's giving us these simple, yet very effective tools we can use on a daily basis, find the love in each moment, especially difficult moments. When you look at another person, intentionally try to see the creator. When you look in the mirror, intentionally try to see the creator. And when you look around everyone that you see, every other body that you see, see the creator. So, and this takes practice and it was really uncomfortable at first, but because God gave me that experience with me sitting cross-legged in all my identities and stories being pulled off as TV screens. And then the person that I hated or that I thought I hated and the same thing and we're the same, it gave me a reference point, a context with which to use these exercises. So, I'm grateful for that. If you haven't had oneness experiences, I just would recommend, if you're feeling led to do this type of stuff, just give it a go, just start and you will be met with the same energy that you are putting forth in your spiritual practice. And I wanted to, while you were on that Emmy pull up, this is our manual from the yoga reiki course that Emmy and I have done together and hopefully we'll do together soon in the future. But there's a great quote from Sarah Swati Joyce. Now, of course, like in the physical, awesome in practice of yoga. In Ashtanga, we get real hot and sweaty and we move our body and create friction because it's cleaning the body and it's preparing us for the friction, this dichotomy of life. And Sarah Swati Joyce was Guruji's daughter and she says, practice. It is said that where there is no effort, there is no benefit. Strength, stamina, sweat, are unique aspects of traditional yoga, seemingly contrary to the Western perception of yoga. This demanding practice requires considerable effort and taps to and circulates a vital energy throughout the body, strengthening and purifying the nervous system. The mind then becomes lucid, clear and precise. And according to Sri K. Patabi Joyce, wherever you look, you will see God. Only through practice will we realize the truth of what our Guru often says, everything is God. And so if you look at what, even though Sarah Swati Joyce is referring this in relationship to a physical yoga practice, you can also see this through practicing things like the Course of Miracle or practicing the exercises raw gives because there is effort there. You have to put effort in in order to create the strength and the stamina to continue to integrate really what the truth is is that you are a soul, you are experiencing this fractal of God that's just trying to make its way back home, make its way back to the oneness, the law of one, that we are all one. That's why it's called the law, it's not called the law of two, it's called the law of one. And so everything is God, everything is God. We get very self-righteous about that and we say, oh my God, why isn't God doing this? Why isn't God doing that? We're so, in those times, and I do it too, we all do it, but in those times of great pain and great misfortune that we perceive it as, can we not rewire our thoughts around that and see it as an opportunity to ignite change? Because just like karma, there is no such thing, guys, as good karma or bad karma. There's no such thing as good karma or bad karma. That's something that's a label you've given it. Doesn't mean that's true. All karma is is cause and effect. That's all it has to know. Karma is neutral. Just like raw, it's neutral. It's just a reaction to an action. You drink water, you gotta go pee. That's karma. We label it as good or bad. We are the ones that attach these illusions to an event. Does that make sense? Yeah, and one of the other experiences that I had and it really changed my perception towards people who have hurt me. So every catalyst, every life lesson that I have been presented with, I truly believe that I chose. I chose that before I came here. And in order for those experiences to happen, I had to have the teachers. And the teachers were the people who abused me. And I know that is kind of a really bold thing to say, but in order for me to learn what I wanted to learn, I had to go through that experience. I had to have that person, place or thing happen in order for me to have the experience with which to learn and grow from. And so now when I think back of the people who hurt me and abused me and I look at them as teachers, I am incredibly grateful and I get emotional because they volunteered to do that. And because of that, they have to then repay that karma at some point. So it's like, you can really, really change your perception of someone when you can look at them and have those kinds of thoughts about a person. It's like, I've done so much forgiveness work and when I look back at these people, I can genuinely and authentically say thank you and have gratitude in my heart because I don't envy what they're gonna have to feel and experience and go through because of what they did to me. Everything has, every action has a reaction, right? Exactly. So everything that you do think or say is going to have an effect on you, on other people. And that has to be balanced. That has to be balanced and figured out and worked out. And the universe is perfect, it's perfect. If there is something that I feel is evil or wrong or bad, it is my perception that's wrong. It's my perception that's wrong. And with all of these tools that I have at my disposal, that I'm learning, I can consciously and intentionally choose to use them. And I know when I choose to use them, the anger, the sadness, the fear will completely dissolve. I've experienced it enough times to know that it completely dissolves, love dissolves everything. It dissolves absolutely everything. And I know it can be so angering looking at the world and seeing the things that are going on and it can be so frustrated and we wanna fight back and do all this stuff. But fighting back and resisting is making- Makes it persist. Problem persists, it makes it grow. All you gotta do is say, okay, I see you, I hear you. This is happening. Hi, sweetheart. However, I am going to choose to believe that the universe is perfect and this is all happening for a good reason and I just don't understand what that reason is. And it's so comforting. It's so comforting learning all this stuff and knowing that I don't have to go out and fight all these systems in the world. I can just see it and forgive it and accept it and say no. Nope. And that's what we talk about in yoga too. It's like, we look at some of the most horrific things that are happening in our world right now, especially with children. And when we're not saying that you don't, you just ignore things. No, you say no to it. You stand up in your own way to try to show that you don't approve, you make choices within your own life to not approve of that. But you also have to be equanimous in the sense that you know there's a higher, can you be equanimous? And I see that a lot in our world, and especially in this community that we found ourself in that's labeled the truth or community, which I've said in every single video, I can't stand that name. I think that's the most arrogant, self-righteous label to give yourself is the label of truth or like a teacher. A teacher is someone who gives out teachings. A truth or someone who should be able to give out truth, but none of us know the truth. Third density is not the density of knowing. It's the density of making choices. You won't know fully until you're in a higher density. So let go of that, be liberated of that notion that you have to know we're seekers, we're seeking what the truth is in this here now moment. And so I see so many people though in this community that are like, I'm only gonna be happy when the new financial system comes in or when this happens or that happens. It's like chasing, it's no different than chasing the dragon or chasing what's the drug term, chasing the dragon, chasing the, that there's conditions to that happiness that you have self-imposed on yourself. You are- And the belief of ego, by the way. The belief of ego, yes. When you believe that outcomes bring happiness, that's the second in the Catalyst Journal exercise that I did a video of just recently, re-explaining Aaron Abke's concepts. The second belief of ego is that outcomes bring happiness. And when we're attached to a certain outcome, then we are setting ourselves up for a lot of anger. And yeah, it is so eye-opening, just learning all of this stuff and applying it. It's applying it that gets juicy. And I'm not saying when I say, look at the world and the evil and stuff and just see it and be aware of it and forgive it. I'm not saying if something's happening in your immediate area, just to, oh, this is happening, I forgive it. No, if there's something that you can physically do, do the loving thing. The loving thing would not be to allow someone to get beat up in front of you. That would not be the loving thing to do. It would definitely interfere. But what I'm saying is don't actively go out and fight these systems if there isn't something immediately in your experience that you can handle and help and control. That's kind of what I'm talking about. And that's kind of what Magdalene said in her gospel when she talked about the wisdom of the wrathful person. She's not saying vigilante violence is a negative polarity. If you're gonna go out there and start hurting people because you think of a certain way, then you're not, that's not acting in love. So what she's talking about with the wrathful person is the anger that you're feeling, you said again, as Emmy said, as a catalyst point to change within yourself. And when something is in your vicinity, that in your life, if you are in an abusive relationship, I mean, I've both been there. If you are in a situation where there is something that is hurting you in your own physical reality realm, absolutely do the loving thing to yourself and others and change it. But when it comes to world events, there are so many complexities that are happening. And it makes me sad. It makes me heartbroken when I see people say, I won't be happy until this happens. No, it's just, that's no difference. I know that our audience, Emmy, I know from my demographics, I have mostly people who are 40 and older. So I think I can safely say that by most people watching right now, especially the women folk out there, how many times in your life did you think, oh, if I just get this boyfriend, I'll be happy? That's no different than saying, I'll only be happy when the new financial system comes in. I said that for years about my weight. When I get in a normal-sized body, I'm not gonna have any problems. And I truly believe that. Well, I can tell you as somebody who's very skinny and always has been, I got lots of problems. So. Yeah, it's just outcome happiness is not happiness at all. No. Happiness comes from within you. It's like Yashua said, the kingdom of heaven and hell lie inside of you. At all times, they lie inside of you. Whether you're under a Nisara system or whether you're under the Federal Reserve system, whether, you know, Jeffrey Epstein is alive or not, whether that power lies within you. It lies within you. And I will know even, I mean, like, I know most of you are watching, this is these three years I've been in struggle for us. There's been a lot of friction these last three years, a lot of friction that's been offered. But I'm relatively, we all go through, I mean, I go through slumps of depression, we all do it, but relatively speaking, this is probably the happiest I've been in my life. And I'm still under a financial reserve system. I'm still under the same thing. But I love, what about my life? I love my dog, I love my boyfriend, I love the things we do during the day. You know, there's just, I love my friends, like Emmy, like I just have such, you know, and so in that situation you can, or I could sit here and pout and say, I'm such a, and that's it. When you allow yourself to be a victim, as according to what the law of one says as well, you're putting yourself in a place of enslavement. And enslavement is the path of the negative side. So if you're allowing yourself to be enslaved, then you're going negative. And it's your choice. And that's, if that's the path you want to go on, which is raw says is a valid path, then that's fine. But you're the one that controls that. No one else, you, you control that. Yeah, I don't know. The conversation we had before we started recording and when we started recording kind of like mushed together and I don't remember what all we've talked about or not. So I've gone through the course of miracles, the four points of raw, right? The four, the practices that Ross says you can do in the first book to start to practice the same thing, course of miracles is teaching, the same thing yoga is teaching. Did we talk about how, did we talk about how I took a break from yoga and then when I started back up? Yeah, we did. Okay. The integration process is necessary. The cocooning process is necessary sometimes, but you do have to have that discernment, whether that's your ego or necessary. So you really need to work on your own discernment to be able to discern your own ego, right? Do we talk about, we haven't talked about Pluto and Saturn, have we? Oh, no. Yeah, there's so much going on astrologically guys. Venus just went into retrograde and she is trining the North node and making a Yod with two other aspects. And there's just like, if you guys haven't looked up Molly McCord, she has a really, she has a really good set of videos. And the one that I just watched recently was so good. It talked about Venus retrograde with the Yod and stuff. If you guys haven't watched her before, I highly recommend going and watching. I'll pull her channel up. Molly McCord. Molly McCord. That's going on with Venus. And then also we have Saturn and Pluto opposing each other. And whenever you have an opposition aspect, it creates tension and motivation. And we've got Saturn and Pluto opposing each other. And they're both in retrograde. Is this the right Molly McCord? Yes, this is Molly. I'll put her channel down in the description box below guys. Yeah, so you told me this morning that Saturn and Pluto were like doing their tango. And I was like, oh, as my best friend would say fun, fun. Yeah, fun, fun. So if you guys, especially the last couple of days and then a couple of days from now is tense. If you notice it's tense or if something came to a complete standstill, that's Saturn and Pluto. But fear not, it'll be done in a couple of days. It's just exciting guys, it's just an experience, right? How boring would life be though? Seriously, if you guys sat back and thought about it for a minute, how boring would life be if we were all born and everything was just taken care of? Yeah, we wouldn't learn anything. We wouldn't grow, we wouldn't be able to honor the good times. We wouldn't be able to understand who we truly are unless we're put to the test of who we truly are. Yeah, absolutely. Also, I'm so sorry, I'm scared of brain. I've cut you off like three or four times. Today is the feast of Mary Magdalene. Is it really? Yes. A girl Magdalene, it's your feast day girl. It's what's today again, the 22nd of July. I didn't grow up Catholic, so we didn't get no feast days. Oh, my girl Magdalene was so funny because we're in the middle of Magdalene on the Sophia Code on the Solutions with Aquarius Rising Africa. Of course, we've already done the Sophia Code on my channel, but that's awesome. I mean, Magdalene to me, so I'm working on a video for next week, you guys, about another historical female, and I'm not gonna say who she is yet because it's a very scandalous story. But when I was doing my research, what drew me so much to this woman, and also I think what draws people to Magdalene is you see yourself in these women. You see pieces of yourself. And Magdalene, she's such a sassy broad, which I think what we love about her is that she's a sassy broad, but she has that dichotomy of being very strong, very alpha, but also very motherly as well. And so that's awesome that she's popping up during this time too, because that reminds us of the Magdalene within all of us. We all have that Magdalene within us. I know there's a deeper meaning to the Magdalene. I still haven't figured out what that is yet. I don't think we will know until we have more of the missing works available, but I think that's something that represents all of us, even the men watching right now, that intuitive strong part of us that is able to withstand the storms. I know you've told me Emmy before, because with Pluto and Saturn being in direct opposition right now, can cause a lot of fun stuff to come up in your life. And you've told me before, you're like, Bryce, you've survived 100% of the things that have come your way. And isn't that the truth with everything we're talking about? Everything, sometimes in our lives, in order for us to realize that we are literally just the witness, we have to be pushed to the limits of our own suffering to realize that it's not even real. It's just an experience. That's all it is for your soul to refine itself. And so every time you find yourself in these, and I know it's easier said than done, guys, I totally get that. I know it's way easier. That's why I think, have I told you the story, Emmy, about the 99% practice, 1% theory with Guruji? Have I told you that story? Yes, but totally again. So back in the 60s and 70s, when before the white guy, before the white man started coming to India to study yoga with this famous Guru, Tabi Joyce, he would say 70% practice, 30% theory. There's a little bit of a way to kind of sink into the discussion of the theory. But then all of a sudden, these white hippies from America started showing up in Mysore, India. And all they wanted to do was sit around and smoke pot, drink coffee, and have philosophical discussions. And there was a great day. There was a great day, right? Lots of enlightenment with coffee and pot, especially the pot. And Guruji would get so frustrated because these guys were missing the point that he changed it to 99% practice, 1% theory. The theory doesn't mean shit unless you're actually taking it and integrating it into your life and practicing it. Everything makes sense in theory. Everything sounds good in theory. But when you actually start to do and practice that theory, that's when everything starts, you start to go, oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, oh my God. Right? Because you start to have that realization of how many cobwebs and tangles, thoughts you have that have really limited you to the truth of who you really are, which is that you're a soul. Here to just, it's like, I often say on my channel, Emmy, it's like, if we look at all of the lives we've lived and our soul is what's integrating in and out, weaving in and out of all these different experiences, it's like going to an amusement park. And you stand in line for the Superman ride. Like you have actually, you're choosing to stand in line to take this ride that's gonna simulate, it's all simulation, right? An experience for your adrenaline to pump, for you to have that experience as a person. And then once you get off the super, but you know it's gonna end and you know it's not real. And you know it's gonna end and you're gonna get off and you're gonna have to pick the next ride. And the next ride you might pick, might be like the Lazy River, where you're just gonna kind of float through this experience or Splash Mountain. I hate Splash Mountain FY, because that water at amusement park smells so bad. And then you get slashed and you gotta sit in those soggy smelly clothes, talk about a yeast infection waiting to happen. But anyway, some people want that experience. And so they go and they ride Splash Mountain. Yeah, and so if you think about your life as that way and all the lives you've lived, you are the soul that is choosing these simulations. And when you get in line for that ride, you know, when you get in line to ride the Superman ride, you know you're not getting on the Lazy River. You know you're gonna be screaming and your adrenaline's gonna be pumping and you're gonna be going upside down. You know full well that's what's happening when you're standing in that line. You're excited about it, you're anticipating it. No one's forcing you to do it. Some people will stand in line for two hours, just to take a five minute ride. That's how much they want that experience. That's how much your soul, because I swear to God, I got in line for the haunted house. I think that's what I got in line for. I got in line. I wanted to go to like the Freddie Chucky, you know, terrorizing that's what I was like. That is, I stood in line for like two fucking hours because I wanted that experience. So here I am. Now I'm in the experience. I'm in the simulation. I wanted to be here because I wanted to experience this hologram so that I could learn more about myself, about my soul. And I will say too, you know, at the amusement parks, they have certain height charts. Like you have to be a certain height to get on a ride or a certain age to get on a ride. Same thing with Planet Earth right now. The law of one talks about this. Nobody on Planet Earth right now has a new soul because Planet Earth is in her ascension moment as are you. So you qualified. Not only did you pick to be here, you qualified to be here too. So ride this ride, baby, because this is what you signed up for. Put your hands up in the air and let the experience show you what it, don't resist the experience, let it show you what it was supposed to show you. That makes sense. That's pretty good analogy. That was a great analogy. That was great. I loved it. Next life, I'm taking the Lazy River. I don't care what my guides say. I want the Lazy River next life. Actually, next life, I think I want to leave the amusement park and go to the spa. Oh yeah. Is that an option? Can we get the bus to the spa? Excellent. So anyway, and you guys start, another exercise I would say, you know, start observing your, just observing your body. If it's too hard right now to observe the world around you and see God and the world around you, start to observe just your body. Cause that's really what you're really experiencing. Like, you know, when a baby is born and it figures its hands out and it's like, holy shit, I got hands. You know, babies and they put their foot in their mouth because they're like, what is this cool thing that I've got attached to me? You know, can you see your body that way? Can you see the intricacies of God within your own body? Start with that and then expand outward from there too. So, all right you guys, any Emmy, is there anything you want to close out with today? No, it's just so nice to be on a zoom with you again, Bryce. Like, I kind of feel like I just exited the scene for two months. I mean, I did a couple of videos with my friend, Patricia, who's living the course, of course, in Miracle School with me. But yeah, I just kind of feel like I've been out of the loop. You know, when you sleep 10, 12 hours a day, it's like, I don't know. It's weird. And it's hard. It's so, I mean, we know, I know that. I get that. Like, it's so hard. You guys know I'm notorious. You can ask Emmy, I'm notorious. Well, I have like 30 text messages on my phone. I won't respond until like a month later because you just get so caught up in your work. And, you know, it's never anything personal. Remember that guys, it's never personal. It's always that person is just trying to get their work done. So that's totally understandable. And girl, you got a puppy. And tons of other things as well. The last two group breakie sessions, I just, I couldn't do it. I was so tired. I just couldn't. So next Saturday, the group breakie sessions will resume. So. Awesome. I'll put that, send me the link. I'll put out my community tab for people that link. So, oh, one more thing I wanted to close off with Emmy on Tuesdays, Jay, Catherine, Hillis and I are doing a broadcasting course. Emmy's a part of it where we're helping people, especially if you're doing a SIA. We're helping you learn how to create content, how to market yourself. I am really excited about it because I get to use my first education before I ever went to India. The first education, I got to talk more about how to storytell and how to, you know, that truth is what you don't sell a story. You tell a story because truth is what really, people really resonate with. And so if you guys want to join that course, we're opening it up. If anybody wants to come in and join that course I've offered to help people create channels and how to, again, storyboard, all that kind of stuff. Just text Jay at three, two, one, two, one, six, 80, 47 and just put in like broadcasting course or something or just send that text, let them know you're interested in joining that course and he can call you back and give you all the details. Our next meeting is three o'clock Eastern time on Tuesday. And again, I can send you notes from the first meeting if you're joining late about how to storyboard, how to figure out what your content is going to be, all that kind of stuff. So anyway, guys, Emmy's in that course too. So if you guys want to join that course, just let Jay know. So, all right girl. Anything else? Is that it? That's it. All right, bye everybody. Have a wonderful day. We'll talk to you soon. Bye guys. Bye.