 happened where I'd had an annoyance, and so I wanted to go into the light, very much. And so I was choosing for the light and saying, all I want is to be in the light, I just want to be away from, it was Jason, I was with, I just want to be away from Jason, I just want to be in the light. And my desire to be in the light was really strong and I did have a light experience where I was just raised up and I was there and there was Gandhi and Jesus and Paramahansa, saints, just saints in my mind and I was one of them, I was one with them in the light and in that experience of being the light, it just became stronger and stronger to the point where there is just, you know, we weren't really separate and there was nothing else outside of this light. There was no one else outside of this light, there was no world outside of this light. And I just stayed in that experience for quite a while and then as I seemed to come out of it, Jesus said to me, now if you have pushed away from something to come into the light, then it will be there for you to forgive when you come back. So that is how the world is maintained. If we believe that it's real and we believe that there's something to get away from or something we don't like about it, then we do believe that it's real and it will be maintained by the belief that it's unwanted or unliked, it's real to us. So it was a very powerful experience and when I came back from that experience and shared it with Jason, he said, oh, don't think of me as one that you would want to leave behind to go into the light. That's not who I am. I'm with you in it. Take me with you. And in that experience, you know, it was so clear when Jesus said, you know, when I arose, you were with me, that's what he meant. When I arose, you were with me. He took everyone with him in that experience and there is no one outside of that. So when he said, be of good cheer, I've overcome the world, he meant it. This is inspired by that, just how the truth is always true and it always has been and it doesn't change.