 And when you leave that nigga your skin gonna be better. It's like your body look on a nigga What so for today's video? We are gonna be doing a girl chat because y'all have been dying to get into these girl chat story times They come in your way boo. They come in time. This is just one of many so Girl, I got you y'all have been DMing me These niggas must be going crazy because y'all been telling me about these niggas quarantine DM me crazy shit So, you know, it's just I'm finna sit down cuz some of y'all are new here Some of y'all don't know about a lot about my past So I just wanted to bring some of that up in this video And I'm so excited and you know, I just got full glam We're not really it's like a light little beat and then we're gonna get into hair wig outfit perfume or that so Make sure you tune in so yes Don't forget to like comment subscribe to this video and let's just hop right into the video Hey y'all, so we just gonna get right into it So first we are gonna do a girl chat today, and I'm so first at it. Oh, let me take you down Okay, so hey girl welcome back. It's been a minute since I sat down and filmed for y'all and y'all been a fiend What the fuck? There's no fucking fire. Oh That shit scared the fuck out of me Y'all what the fuck there's literally no fire going on my candles are burning girl Let me find out. I'm gonna end up fucking in a fire During a chit chat. This is crazy And I just had to go downstairs and make sure there was no fire And I end up making a little coffee Just a little bit, okay So girl Welcome back to my channel. Obviously we're in earth Interrupted. I don't know what's been going on in quarantine at your house But y'all been asking me for relationship advice breakups I'm just like what the fuck is these things is doing in quarantine like where can you go? Like make it make sense. Hey, you know what I think it will cheat anyways Like you don't give a fuck he'll go get coronavirus at that side bitch. I don't care You don't give a fuck that dick is nasty, but first I need to get into this hair Y'all this is my second attempt put it on a wig and we finna see how I did I installed it yesterday This is supposed to be filmed yesterday girl, but literally like my life was in shambles overnight I just put elastic band on it, but I know I need to What the fuck? But I know I need to do my baby hairs over I will just these two because I didn't put no baby hairs on the side cuz y'all I'm still learning But I don't know like this side now is better than this side But I didn't want to make baby hairs on this side cuz it don't make no sense I don't like putting my hair behind my ear on this side. This side is my good side and I accidentally ripped a lace, but It's okay, but yeah, this here is from icy hair. This is their water wave here I just wet it in the shower and I didn't put any mousse or anything on it because I'm about to do that right now But we're about to see how this Looks oh my god, any less advantage no joke Yes, this is by icy hair and as you can see the lace is beginner friendly and um, yeah, I did bleach the knots and um, what else did I do I bleach the knots and Dye the hair jet black. Yeah, I think it's pretty pretty decent for my second time Um, but yeah, I'm about to get into these baby hairs real quick But yeah, I do like this hair overall the curls are pretty as in me very vacation vibes I um, but I really need to learn how to pluck my wings like I'm still learning. I'm still learning So but yeah, so we're gonna get But yeah, like always the hair oh, I think I like it better like that like flared Because I wanted it to be like that Like that type of thing going on. Yeah, I think I like that But yeah, y'all all the hair details will be in the description box below This is icy hair and they don't have any shedding like when I was washing it girl like literally like this is one piece of hair Like I was shook it was barely no hair in my sink. So I was really happy about that because I love a full Curly wig this hair is So cute It's out to you So let's get into Styling because I really want to get into this girl chat because we need to talk about it because y'all clearly Go on through some fun girl. I'm here to talk your motherfucking ear off So I'm gonna put mousse on the top of it This is what I like to do all the time with my curly hair just to make my wigs Let's cuz I like flat hair But I want this front part to be flared and this is the brunner brothers Wrap lotion. I know a lot of people use a lot of body But at the beauty supply store, I went to they didn't have it. So I just got this one. I think it works Just as good Yeah, y'all I'm really trying to put my own Wigs on like of course, I'm gonna want to go get my hair done professionally when I feel like it But I'll still gonna have the luxury of knowing how to put my own Hair in you know, like when I feel like changing my ways I can Like and I think that's what a wig is meant to be like I'm just over going to Salon like of course I'm gonna want to go when I want to be pampered, but I Just don't feel like sitting in the salon no more That looks good. And then I also got this edge booster wax stick I was trying to find the cure care one because I know stylists use that to like Blend out the wig at the top. So that's what we're gonna do right now, too And then today for my makeup, I really want to just keep it light I'm gonna put some more So, yeah, let me know in the comment section below how do y'all feel about me well, how do my weeks look? But I don't use glue like I don't use glue I just use the got to be Spray and then the yellow bottom Because I'm I don't know I'm not comfortable using Glue yet, but I feel like it will be much cleaner and much easier for me to use glue instead of This so I'm my next week I'm gonna try to do it with Glue but yeah y'all make sure y'all check out my description box to check out I see here I see here is one of my favorite bridge that I ever worked with and Yeah, so make sure cuz you know you probably kind of have a vacation right after quarantine So make sure you get your curly hair and also the warm weather is coming. It's still here. It's still cold here in Wisconsin, but Girl, you know what I mean? Get you a little nasty Quarantine vacation and get your hair to go with it, too. Okay, so first I'm gonna start off with this pixie glow mist I've been loving this. This isn't my skincare routine Y'all are gonna find that out Soon I know y'all are waiting for this skincare routine, but it's coming I promise you. Oh my god. I gotta do my fucking brows Okay, let me do my brows real quick and come back cuz they is really like I don't know I'm trying to figure out what I want to do with them So one second Girl, I just wanted to reshow you my lace cuz I put some more makeup on the front part and girl It's giving style. Thank you Okay, so anyway for today's makeup. I really want to just keep my makeup very very I Don't know. I guess you can say like Dewey most of the time. I'm usually a mad girl, but I'm gonna like, you know I don't want my finish to be like I want to look low and mad at the same time But light makeup if that makes sense only I mix all three of my foundations the Bobby Brown This is a matte finish and then the Nars Natural ready-in-long wear foundation, but I think I'm just gonna use Nars today and stay away from the Bobby Brown So, yeah, but I'm gonna first prep my skin with the elf putty primer. I love this primer This literally is just just like this one They the same girl if you want a budget going to go get you some L for the target cuz they're literally the same So let's get into it. So Yeah, girl, I don't know. It's a lot of new people here it's a lot of new people and Some of y'all do not know some of y'all made me and I know that I was in a toxic as two-year Relationship it was so bad like I just you know, it was very very devastating It was a harsh relationship But you know what that relationship really made me who I am today, baby, so I can't complain So, yes, I feel like breakups are a blessing in disguise Like I feel like it'd be a blessing like to get that get that shit out of your life Yeah, you don't want that even though I know you may probably love this person But at the same time it's toxic. It's draining you you don't need it. It's not healthy for you It's not gonna help you thrive through life Fuck that relationship If it's not benefiting you if it's not helping you it's not helping you, you know Get up and make you be yourself. Let that shit go. I'm not here to tell y'all like There's steps you need to take to overcome a relationship because there's really not there is I'm not gonna sit here and tell y'all like Oh a step one you need to do this like after you leave that deputy this is what you need to do No, I'm not gonna tell you that because everybody copes but a relate with a breakup so differently because everybody is just so different and however you whatever you need to do to get through the pain do it because Heartbreak I wouldn't wish heartbreak on nobody. It's probably the worst thing. You'll probably every other life Well, probably not the worst thing, but you know, you know, I mean like that pain like that sickness feeling you get through your stomach Like especially when you're going through it It's not Healthy, I just hate it. I'm gonna put this dirt coat on too. I was in a two year relationship and Everything was always a fucking He was always being a clown ass nigga like let's just keep it at that. Well, yeah, he was always being a clown ass nigga like All throughout our relationship. It was always another bitch. She was always doing some crazy shit and I would just be like that right or die bitch because I ain't gonna lie to y'all. I ain't gonna lie. This nigga was paying my bills like He was treating me to new shit, so I was just like, okay, like I'm gonna be a writer die bitch like whatever Woo-woo-woo and don't be me. Do not be like me lead that nigga If you was doing some clown shit over and over again, do not ignore the red Red flags. Okay. Do not dummy yourself just cuz the niggas paying your bills You can pay your own mother the bills you can make a way like if that is your main like nigga like listen If that is the nigga that you're getting money from and you don't kind of job It is the nigga that you're getting most of your income from like if that niggas made you feel so comfortable Where you don't need to work or some shit, but that nigga is still cheating still don't be a dummy bitch Have an escape plan put whatever money that nigga is given to you to the side have a little bank account He don't know about sis like all that toxic shit that a nigga just brings that he wants to be the main provider But he's still cheating on you Says no, it's not worth it. It's y'all know how many niggas it is in this world You know how many niggas it is in this world like 50 bajillion kabillion trillion whatever the fuck number it is It's one nigga out here That's gonna love you for you gonna treat you right do all that in one It's somebody out here. It's somebody out here. Okay, sis I had to realize that too cuz I'm like it's gonna be one mother fuck out here, too, you know To you know, love me how I'm supposed to be love. I mean it hasn't happened yet, but you know what? I'm still young so whatever. I told y'all he was paying my bills. Well, I was being stupid So into our second year of a relationship. I found out like some shit Where you know, he was cheating on me, but this was a different type of she didn't says it was damn near in another relationship Like that's what I would call it cuz when I found out about it told me He told me that I don't listen. He was like, you don't listen you brought this on yourself Like what the fuck you mean if I don't listen break up with me leave me alone Like if you're not happy just leave or communicate that with your girl and tell her But he decided to get a whole relationship because I guess the girl Bitch been around she knew about me. She knew what was up, whatever that when I found out it really fucked me up because It's like What what are you cheating for? Like what is you doing this for you got a good bitch in front of you? The bitch all the niggas want because y'all I was like, I don't To my home horn, but this is a small city and I've come around me baby Like I mean you may have your coin or whatever, but I'm still The glue that holds the pieces together. I'm still that bitch. So what what are you doing? I'm a new bitch in town all the bitches knew me like they they knew of me But they like who is this new girl like all the niggas would be one of the peace or whatever they want You know, they all signed in a DM like and he knew that so I'm just like What like you got the bitch all the niggas want and like, you know, I'm from a small town and You want to cheat on me with a average bitch just cuz she can listen and don't get me wrong I'm gonna pull up pull it at Lea J. Like she wasn't ugly, but she wasn't me, but she was I I mean she I but she To me, she's still a bottom of the bear bitch Like I don't want a bitch to think she got one up on me Just because we fucking with the same nigga like this is not what's gonna happen And this is not what you're gonna think So anyways Fast forward to everything the bitch kept popping up basically so she kept popping up I knew it was serious because it was one day. It was one day in particular Where she He was like, you know what kind of he was like, um, I have I think we broke up for like the day or something Or like a couple days. I was something So then he calls me and was like, you know, I I want to make it right like My dog bitch stealing around So I was like, no, you need to call her and tell her that you're done with her At this but like I'm so stupid. Like I'm telling him to call her knowing damn well He's still fucking her like so upsetting but yeah, so He calls her And in front of me. I'm like you need to call her in front of me. Like I'm not playing like no It's either that or stop talking to me for real So he goes ahead and calls her and then she's like on the phone She's like what she the bitch sounded a little confused Stop acting like you didn't know he was in a relationship before you even started She's like, what do you mean? Where's the she was like, where's that fucking money that you owe me? And I was like, what this bitch is giving you money like What so At this point and then he's she was like you just picked up my mom from the airport I was like You picked up this bitch mama Like y'all have this for the type of relationship where you you getting to know her mama like you picking her up from the airport and You don't even do that shit for my mama. Like I was so Pissed I was pissed and yeah, she must they we he must have moved that bitch in for a couple of days Why we wasn't talking because her shape was in the back of his car And I went to go I fucked up all her shit. I fucked up her little fancy beauty or that shit. Like no So so he broke it off or whatever, but I still I still didn't trust him Like he got me teddy everything like I felt like him getting me teddy him posting me and she was like security for me That she is not security like a nigga Can fake happy on the internet all day like couples can fake happy all day But at the end of the day some of that shit you have fake That shit do not be real Security for me is showing me actions at this point in my life. Like but anyway So all that happened so fast forward to like us like really like breaking up and me like, you know Going through my little heartbreak We were still going through our stuff we was this was so fucking toxic y'all I knew you'll still mess with this bitch, but I was still Have him around and like uh like uh That is just so upsetting that is upsetting me right now that I really allowed that shit to happen But I'm going to go in with this fancy cream Um bronzer. I don't know if I like it yet. It's not really blended, but we gonna see today. I'm gonna see What I can do wait So Yeah, I just want my skin to be real blowy So I'm gonna try and blend out this fancy beauty Oh, I need to go get a white so much and But I'm gonna do it in the honey glaze color and so yeah, so I knew it was like he was really like fucking with this bitch for real for real Like he he damn near moved on at this point But but still like, you know, he couldn't let me go and I couldn't let him go, you know them situations so Um, it was one day we had linked up And you know, he took me to a little nice hotel And shit and I was like, whatever we finna do this. So We finna see So he's like, you know, I want to make it work, you know, bullshit clown line So then the next day like two days later, I found out this bitch was out of town That's why he called me like that was like the only reason he called me So this but we not in no relationship, but he's still fucking with her and he's still fucking with me and Like it was just so Bad and then after that I found out because they was moving in together This bitch is posting his furniture selling it. So they was about to move in together. So I was just like What like you Just fucked me and then now you finna go Moving with this bitch. Like you're not shit. You're never gonna be shit. You know what? And you know, this bitch really thinks she lucked up with this nigga I'ma let you have him baby. Like I'ma let you I'ma let you rock with him. So And I was just like at that point I was just like, no, this is not for me. See, I don't know like this fancy beauty I don't know. Oh, this actually comes up better with um a beauty blender And I like to put my contour on my cheekbones now just because it gives you a more Chiseled look. I know people like to do it like like there, but I like to do it right on my cheek right now and my blush on top of it, but Yeah, so they was moving in together and at that point I was just like, you know, like you can go ahead and do what I do I'm done and that did it didn't really break me it. I mean it done. I was hurt or whatever, but You know, it made me who I am today It gave me the strength to push through and pursue things that I wanted to do So if you are going through a breakup make sure that you Put yourself first and put all your focus into what you've been wanting to do like I literally put my all into my youtube channel like I put my all into my youtube channel And look at like look it benefited the strength to the drive To pursue this and if I wasn't if I was still with him, honestly, I would not Well, if I was still fucking with him, I was like be miserable I wouldn't be focused. I would just be you know Just trying to figure out what the fuck you doing Where you at who the fuck you talking to like miserable fucking bow And I don't never want to be in that state of mind no more Like I don't allow myself to get I would never allow myself to get to that point So if you are going through a breakup make sure you go full force on what you want to do don't Don't hold back on Like let that situation go and put yourself first baby girl But literally you're gonna go through it them first days like Them first days Of like going through a breakup. It's not easy. It's easier said than done but The first day girl Feelings have changed. You don't think I feel bad Let the tears allow yourself to feel the pain But I always live by this and I'm gonna live by this until like forever I'm gonna tell if I have a daughter and be like You're allowed yourself a day to feel that pain You are you're allowed yourself to feel all the pain That all the tears like drop or whatever let that shit out Don't hold it in acting like you so strong It's so like we all need somebody in our ear to be like it's okay Like it is okay to feel like this and it will get better and it will and I promise you it will get better And you know what? The crazy thing about it is the cycle is gonna continue with whatever the fuck they was doing The shit is gonna continue that nigga is still not gonna be shit and he's still gonna he's gonna be treating her like you He treated you and you're gonna be moved on doing better pack is fat like More moves being bus more success like I'm telling you You won't think like that in the moment. You'll be like You don't think I feel bad, but I promise you like Girl, I'm serious I'm trying to figure out what the fuck I want to do with my makeup that it just gave me the drive to do what I was supposed to do Which was You know pursue everything on This platform and I'm so blessed and I'm so thankful that You know, it did happen like Now I know what I don't want in a man. Now I know the red flags Now I know what to look for now I know like it's a lesson at the same time Even though it's a breakup, but yeah But yeah, allow yourself to feel the pain allow yourself To heal allow yourself those days to you know be sad a little bit and it's okay So and then also I did have to pray like Y'all I was so hurt Because I'm like I'm that bitch. What are you doing? Like what the fuck? And I just it was just I was in that state of mind where I just didn't want to lose to a bitch that thought She was like one up like on me like ha ha I took your nigga like ha ha like no bitch you did not take shit from me because that nigga was still on my line That nigga tried to come around it's still it's 2020 this shit happened in What not last year but the year before Girl, he's still checking for me like and he's still gonna be checking for you Yeah, I love the hood of beauty powder. Aliyah put me on to this because She was doing her makeup online Most of my makeup tips my products that I use come from her I'll be like yes. Let me let me see what the fuck This girl's talking about So I was really hurt and you know, I had to really pray Like I literally got on my hands and knees and I was like lord Please allow this pain to go away from me. Please lord. Please take this pain away from me Like if you have to pray to get through it do that like pray god is in your on your side God is on your side So and it worked and he took the pain away from me and allowed me to focus on myself And gave me through my hard times So I always call don't ever just call on the lord On hard times y'all pray every couple days like I love the lord. Thank you Jesus for helping me get through it. Father god. I love you Okay, sure That you are looking in the mirror and telling yourself you are enough because in these situations we feel like We aren't good enough. We start to question ourselves like damn. What the fuck that I do wrong Where he wanted to go ahead and have somebody else in his life as his you know You know Like have another bitch in his life where he's doing what you're supposed to be doing in a relationship You going you stepping out on a relationship going to find something else So it's basically seeming like you're a problem and it's really not you It's not too. It's these insecure ass niggas But it hit different when it's not just like he just fucking somebody it's just like He invested his feelings in another girl. So it was really hard for me to cope with but you know It's cool. I got through it He just wasn't it for me, sweetie Oh, that's what I was gonna get to and so I can charge my camera a little bit But you need to look in the mirror and tell yourself self affirmation You need to look at yourself in the mirror and tell yourself that you are enough You give yourself back that value that you have lost when you were you know going through this breakup and devastating X that these clown ass niggas be like gonna do Because girl like self love is the best love. I'm telling you Once you like he probably you know had a little something but if that's the difference between me and him I found myself. He found somebody else. That's fine But I learned to love myself you have self love like I understand some people like to have relationship to relationship But that's honestly not healthy And you need to have self love because you honestly can't love yourself until So love somebody else until you love yourself. So yes self affirmation You need to do self affirmation is the key. I do that shit all the time I mean like yes, bitch. Yes gas yourself up. Tell yourself you are strong. You are enough Tell yourself you got this you got this you will find somebody better Get your motherfucking head up girl because You that bitch and that's just all period period pool. So I'm just taking um what the Beijing out and going into my Lead I'm really finna do like a natural because I've been into like that foxy eye look So I'm about to do that And then I'm gonna let my camera charge a little bit girl. I need to get a new charger Uh another charger battery because my shit always dying when I'm doing my sit-down videos. That's why I'm dread I always dread them because I'm like, uh, I gotta weigh like it never it's never a good go through So I'm about to do my eyes lashes or that and then come back Yeah, girl Oh, my skin looks good. Okay, I'm gonna be bare bitch like Skin base your skin your body go up on a nigga. What? Don't let I'm not telling you all lies. I can't make this shit up. Okay Anyway, let me um do that. I'm gonna make I'm gonna be okay y'all. I tried that concealer hack under my Eye my face looks like bring my face together with this two face Born this way warm sand And this is also the color I use on my lace as well but yeah so like I was saying so I was literally like When I was in that situation I would be like, what is she doing better than me like What what do I need to do to change up like he for instance? He said she listened and shit like that Like my dumb ass was trying to like be like this nice ass Sweet girl that likes to listen like bro. That is not you this thing is not treating you right stop it Like I wish I could go back and tell myself that like just leave Just go because he is not doing nothing So like I say And when you're single when you're like going through your breakup You do hold value just because he went off and did whatever he did and feel like he needed to do Does not mean that you don't have value Like he was saying crazy shit to me that Would fuck my head up and act like she better than me like no She's not better than me. She's still a bottom of the bare bitch because she still was a side bitch like I don't care Remind yourself that you're that bitch self affirmation sweetie. You hold value And then when you're on to your next relationship now, you can set standards on what you want in a relationship What you don't want is this media? Is this nigga meeting your standards? Is he even qualified to be your man? Like girl You will definitely change. I'm definitely changed I feel Is he the same lashes? I feel like I don't know I hate when I can't see myself I mean in the mirror, but I don't care. I'm like Okay, well I don't know. Let's just continue Beauty one we'll see But no, I don't want to use it Okay, so now I'm gonna use the malani because I don't use A highlight I and this has a little bit of highlight in it So we're gonna do that. Um, just to give me that like glowy look that I'm going for Y'all I'll be going blush crazy Oh, yeah, and somebody DM me one of my supporters DM me She's like, how do you get his attention back? Like When you when a nigga is getting a little bit too comfortable, you know what I'm saying and he don't want to do What it took to get you now? He didn't slow down on the shade like I hate things like that. Let's pull him on him Pulling him on him. I'm pretty sure that'll wake his ass up Like post a little thirst trap or something like make him make him jealous Like that will really like wake a nigga and to have him pay attention to you Remind him how many niggas is just waiting for him to sleep up period Because if you won't give me the attention that I want somebody real sweetie. Yeah, if you are going through a breakup right now I promise you sweet. I promise you it will get better Focus on you Remind yourself that you have value regardless of the situation If he's moved on let him move on let him let them do what they do. That's cool I'm happy for you, but I'm gonna make my way over here and I'm gonna find somebody 10 times better Oh, I never told y'all and these niggas will will always try and come back in life and that's when You know that need that try to dummy you and make you feel like you less than a woman that you are By the time you come back again, you'll be untouchable. You'll be untouchable. Like I don't know you don't like what are you doing? Like stop trying to write me trying to link up. No The answer is no, you're untouchable now Then they can't even get near you that they can not even in your caliber Then they can not even know type no more So this is the nicks It's cold bro And then I'm gonna go on with this morphe color and it's called first base And then I'm gonna be going in with Miss heather roses iron cosmetics y'all this has made my lips look so Juicy and plump like oh my god. It's so good I think she's out of stock of stuff, but this stuff Girl It smells like cookies and it's literally the best gloss area. I don't even guess But for up under that area Okay, and then I just got on my own Skims y'all I love skims if you have not got a hold of skims yet So cute and so comfortable like y'all Y'all have to get on with this like I'm gonna put on My time for the vanilla a and tobacco vanilla a perfume I love smelling like this when I'm in the house It smells so good y'all like So good I think I want to put on one of my necklaces But what I am gonna do Where's she at? Where's she at? Put on a little bio oil. I have a bigger one But I just love like if I'm wearing like sleeveless some shirts or something Girl and I'm looking so healthy and fresh My curly wig bitch I love this one. This one was sent to me. Hey girl I'm put one of my necklaces on. All right. Yeah, so I just put on my necklace little touch So yeah y'all that wraps up this video I really hope that if you are really going through a breakout right now Girl, don't lose value in sight of yourself. You got this I'm believing you pushed through that idea wasn't shit and he wasn't meant to be in your life. You know god always always Shows you who is supposed to be there and who ain't and he was just not supposed to be that he was this Because you finna upgrade you finna level up and that's just on period So, yeah, y'all I hope y'all enjoyed this video Don't forget to check the description box below to get all the hair details on this hair. This is icy hair body wave hair I love this hair so much. It's cute And yes, so I will see y'all in the next video. I love y'all so much Okay, and I will talk to y'all Soon I love y'all stay loose. You that bitch is still that bitch. I'm gonna see y'all. Bye