I woke up in the morning in pain. Ray Ray had just beat me last night for not making dinner. I couldnt fight back. He was way to strong. Me and Ray got married out of highschool at 18 years old. Were 20 now. 2 years of abuse. He raped me like a couple of weeks ago. Im one week pregnant but he dosent know. Im scared he might get mad. None of our friends know about the abuse. They all think he is the sexy, sweet, caring gentlemen. But actually he's the sexy,controlling, angerly issued man. I pray that one day he will change. I got out of bed to see a trail of roses leading into the bathroom. I followed them to find Ray Ray standing over a relaxing bubble bath. And people playing a lovely tune on the harp.
Ray Ray: Goodmorning beautiful. I drew a lovely bubble bath for my lovely wife.
Ray Ray: Well arent you going to get in?
I undressed and got in. Ray watching my every move.
Ray: Well I have to get to work. Ill be back for dinnee have a nice day(kisses my forehead)
After I finished my bath I got dress.( http://www.polyvore.com/alexis/set?id...). I went down stairs and ate me a small breakfest. I cleaned the house and just chilled and watch tv. Soon I fell asleep.
I had just woken up. I checked the time. It was 7. Ray ray should be getting off of work now. Shit! And i didnt make dinner. Damn how could I sleep that long?
I got up quickly and ran into the kitchen. I started on the fried chicken. Then I got th e rice out. By the time I finished tbe rice the fried chicken was finish. I took it out and put it on a plate with the rice. I started on the corn. I heard Ray Ray's car pulling hurry up. I didnt let the corn finish. I grabbed a spoon and put some on his plate. Ray Ray hates his food not fully cooked but maybe he wont notice it.
I heard the door open right when i put his drink and plate on the table.
Ray Ray: Babe! Im home.
Me:(walks to him.) W-welcome home baby.
I was nervous. I know yall thinking damn she worked up over some dayum food. Well yea i am. Ray gets angry about anything.
Ray: Why are you stuttering?
Me: Umm no reason. Sorry. Your food is on the table.
We walk to the table and sits down at his plate. He starts eating. Now im really nervous. I dont want to get hit tonight.
Ray: So how was the bath?
Me: It was relaxing. Thank you.
Ray: Your welcome. And the music?
Ray: Good that coss alot of money.
Ray:(about to eat the corn) So what did you do all day?
Me:(nervous about the corn) Uh um n-n-nothing. I-i just cleaned and stuff.
Ray: (suspicious) What kind of stuff?
Me: Um just watching tv and a nap.
Ray: Oh ok. So why are you so nervous?
Me: Im not nervous..*thinks* shit.
Ray: Thats A lie. Alexis, what did you do today.
Me: Nothing. Just watch tv and cleanes and I took a nap.
Ray: Look Alexis I find that really hard to believe after all this stuttering and stuff your doing. Tell me the truth!
Me: Ok ok. The truth, The food wasnt fully cooked and I was scared you might notice and hit me.
Ray Ray stared at me for awhile then he slapped me across the face.
Ray:YOU FCKING LIAR! I KNOW YO ASS BEEN CHEATING ON ME! WHO IS IT ALEXIS!?
Me: Ray I swear im not cheating on you!(crying)
Ray: OH DONT CRY NOW BITCH! WHERE IS HE?! IS HE STILL IN THIS HOUSE!(starts looking around.)
Me:IM NOT CHEATING!
Ray: (walks back over) Who tf you rasing your voice at.(punches me to the ground.)
Ray: Get your ass in the room now!
J got up and ran upstairs. I changed into some pjs and cried myself to sleep.
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