 hey you guys so it is where the end of April is actually April 23rd and girl we're still having issues with this dang-gone ransomware with my company and so um this is concerning that we will compromise a company this size was compromised you have to be a low-down dirty you know what to do this for a organization it's an organization that did it to do this when we're under the coronavirus and all this. Arizona has not been hit that hard but still is out there and I think now that it's getting better weather people have again have this false sense of yeah okay let's go out and have fun mm-hmm I cancel my lab appointment coming up I cancel my doctor appointment and super for a new doctor too I'm canceling everything because nothing is urgent right now it's not extention that I go to see a new doctor right now to develop a really you know develop a new patient doctor relationship I'll catch you later on I'm good so I'm counseling I've been trying to call them they're not doing tele what are you they call it tele appointments meaning virtual appointments it's only for them for their existing patients a lot of the time I took date JBN on Monday no Tuesday and I told y'all and my chit chat because he was complaining he had a y'all he was coughing he had a sore throat and a fever when I tell you I broke down crying because I was scared I'm like what the hell is going on because my baby hasn't gone anywhere so I was upset my husband got up he's like just take him to the doctor so we took him to the doctor and it was strep it was strep thank God it wasn't you know what I thought it was but that that rattled me a little bit and then I was confused how did you get it so my husband says that he's not washing his hands properly you know he's going to the bathroom and he's not washing and I'm like literally when you done when he's done with the bathroom he's not washing properly so I have mixed antiseptic a little bit of it with our hand soap because that acts like an extra layer or barrier for your for against germs and stuff it's the same bottle I had when I had my surgery it's the same stuff that surgeons use when they go into operating not only that but I ordered another bottle through Amazon recently so yeah I'm getting a lot of emails from now at school when I tell you we've gone from doing 70% of the school to 60% that's about 350% because school is done in about four you know three more weeks y'all and I'm done especially with stuff at work I don't have the mental capacity to be so glad when I started on the homeschooling stuff I don't have the mental capacity to do everyday stuff and they want me to do electives like they want them they have assigned them electives like Spanish art music PE girl please PE I'm chasing them around the house with a flip-flop that's our PE he got a lot so it is what it is but we are turning stuff in with that being said I keep telling myself it's only four more weeks oh y'all pray for me I'll pray for y'all I am praying like multiple times a day you know this is something that my spirit is telling me this is something that we have to go through it y'all heard me mention this before there is no going around this everyone's and this is this is the beauty almost the beauty of it this is not just my struggle it's your struggle it's my neighbor's struggle it's my husband's struggle it's my child's struggle so I can't see the parents say oh girl you won't believe it I went through the coronavirus last year no we all went through it the entire world went through it and so I really do think that a lot of us will be victorious at the end we just have to go through it I've been I've been meditating on the word I've been reading and I've been self-reflecting on almost what does what do you need from me God what do you need from me to do you know I've gone away from not necessarily gone away from but I'm trying to focus on others instead of myself because I think at the end of the day with me focusing on other people and how I can help others that will help me also and we will be blessed you know you Bible tells us you'll always be blessed and as as far as servitude goes y'all excuse me talking too fast as far as servitude go you will always be blessed so yeah you guys that's how I'm looking at it because for a while they're especially earlier this week with JB being sick and work I was getting really depressed I really was I was having a moment a couple of moments okay but I did a detox a watermelon detox ooh child when I tell you I lost three pounds oh yes I'm down to 172.6 I started at 175.4 or six or something like that so I lost three pounds doing that watermelon detox I include the recipe below what I use and she told me look she told me first of all I even I sent the message to my girlfriend I said girl what the hell I did this detox that you shared on Instagram I keep going to the bathroom is this normal she said yeah it's normal she started laughing she said yeah that's normal make sure you do a salt water flush in the morning I said I don't have any more for so I know we're not doing that I'm gonna drink a bunch of water I'm not having any meat think I did have a little bit of turkey yesterday though but I'm like no I'm not doing that I'm not doing a damn salt water flush after I had bubble guts bubble guts for 24 hours are you serious now we should go y'all these in the mask isn't this cute I got this one that says this to shell pass and then she has these for the kids and I got this one for JB this one with a little thing there and God we trust these are cute and so her name is up here can y'all see that hold on yes Shora designs and they are on sale for $8 look if someone is selling these masks I'm really upset that people are inflating prices this is cloth this stuff doesn't cost hardly anything to cost hardly anything to make excuse me so these masks should not be costing $25 I've seen people selling them $25 $30 $15 or less is how much these things should be costing but they're cute really really cute I think I got the what is to say if you can read this you're too close this is cute but I don't want that I think I got this to show pass yeah it makes it very difficult it depends all right so how would you make this JB come on I'm working yeah you're working how would you make this one two halves then two equal shares how else could you draw the line where else what else could you draw it I know of one easily but you show me you already just oh yeah good good good how else could you do two halves can I show you one good job JB are like some some asterisks hit the earth I've been getting beat up because they were taking over and your parents are right okay okay so they're already around the sun and really just get just like at all times when like when like when everything is orbiting around sun if they try the best to keep in front of her oh so they keep those asterisks from hitting us oh wow that's crazy so you did if you put it if you like no matter what it like Jupiter or like or like Saturn was gone then oh really yeah I didn't know that that's kind of scary so you do know that our astronauts are busy trying to find other planets that possibly live on so there are you you asked me about that yesterday and actually there are planets that are very similar to our atmosphere so darling I'm gonna read this so look it up you want to look it up right now okay we've only been able to do some testing of the atmosphere to see what what type of properties are there your daddy can go in that a little bit more cuz I felt organic chemistry okay so planets that are it is about four point two light years away Kepler 442 b and there's Kepler 452 see this looks very similar to earth doesn't it yeah looks very similar but I believe I don't know which one of these I believe one of these the days are extremely long I got some cheese cake and I was like oh it was two o'clock I watched power what did you get cheesecake from one more we not figured yeah I'm actually I'm actually filming you now chips baby that's all you eat JB you need to eat some fruit or veggies or something you want some green juice not you and me but my husband I oh it was another crazy party last night child those margaritas we go to our we've been getting these margaritas to go every nearly every week and when I wake up in the morning it looks like a sorority party has been has popped off in here like there's a cooler in the middle of the kitchen there's margarita glasses there's cake cut crumbs everywhere and it's just me Alex and JB so I'm like what hell be going on now I'm a type of drinker unfortunately I lose luch I lose train the thought of what happened the previous night apparently we we order margarita glasses through Amazon and my husband's like I showed you what they look like I said no you didn't he's like we were on the couch me you and I said these are the wine glass and then you said okay I said I don't I don't remember that so you need to show me what those in bless so let me back up because I think I'm gonna cut some part of the video out cuz I was looking crazier it is Saturday and our systems that everything was up Thursday morning when I tell you we were so excited you guys hey you guys I'm back in my room child is this is a disaster we're gonna have to get it together so yeah one of the ways that I like to decorate is by using pictures or decorations that are on sale seasonal so right now since it is springtime you will find seasonal springtime decorations all over my local fries is almost like one of those marketplace fries so they do sell home stuff and so I got these cute little paintings for you see that 59 cents I got this little sign that says blessed for 83 cents so yes I'm gonna put these in the bathroom and I'm gonna put this somewhere in the kitchen this is so sweet I just received this box of face products and it's a gift I'm not gonna read the note it's a gift from T thank you so much girl look at all of these face products y'all to put them over here with all my other stuff that's yeah those two baskets and all of this I mean there's serums in here it's actually everything that I needed JV's little hand bubbles what is he so sweet what is that caffeine energizing hydrogel eye patches we have something for our hair I've heard of this brand before good molecules look at that brightening toner move it out the way sweetheart can you pick that bag up he picked that little bag up for mama thank you this coloration correct in serum yes a lot of different serums in here we have niacinamide serum yes baby pick that I think that's a bar yeah that's a that's a bar a cleansing bar I think there's two clinton bars perhaps they're exfoliating powder I'm so excited oh this is so beautiful it was really beautifully packaged to one bar okay what's over here super peptide serum oh I think that's vitamin C powder booster I wonder how to use that would definitely definitely definitely look up videos on this my skin has been coming along I have to be a little bit more more consistent with you can see over here I have tons of stuff over there but this is going to take it to a whole nother level so thank you girl thank you so much this is very sweet hey hey hey yeah what is up with this kid why does the camera look like this they're a quick complainant y'all I'm tired I don't know what is up with JV sleeping pattern but JV is tired and he's fighting sleep so he's not going to bed to after 10 o'clock that can't work so then that forces me to go to bed between 10 30 and 11 and I don't play around as soon as my child goes to bed I go to bed because I wake up between four and five o'clock so this past week it's been a struggle I've been getting barely five hours of sleep and I'm tired I'm extremely tired today well that coffee is hot I'm extremely tired today and I am supposed to go grocery shopping and also go get we're supposed to go hang out at the pool at my neighbors they're not gonna be there meaning they're there but they're not gonna be outside girl social distancing they have their pool up year-round it's really nice and so they're like you can come over any time with with the baby and we'll just look at you guys since they're older they really don't want to be they don't need to be around us she was like we just look at you guys from inside and wave at you guys they're so sweet my neighbors from East Texas different pairs text so anyway yeah my sister y'all see those videos of my sister she is so crazy she was singing she was having a bad day I talked to my sister like every week we FaceTime so the babies can talk to because we have children the same age so she was having a bad day one of those days that we were FaceTime and so she was a little lit she had two two drinks so she was finding her wigs right I'm finding her wigs so she put on this one way it's a girl who do I look like I said shit I don't know you you look like a fluffy ass vanity so that's when she's or I should have never said that she's okay you sure it's right child she started singing vanity she's she saw at least two songs from her then she started singing Vesta Williams I heard the ending of that congratulations I mean she went in yeah I just only count put up a few seconds because my sister is wild anyway what am I talking about God knows again a little bit tired still have a lot to do let me come on in girl chop it a little bit of three pounds I lost I've gained back because that's just waterway honestly so I'm sitting at like 173 I was on a 171 when I was down with that detox but honestly that detox is something that I wouldn't mind doing every two weeks or so so I will probably do it again on Sunday yeah I'll probably do it again on Sunday do a light like light cuz we we're going in eating again Friday and Saturday make it some fried tilapia one day and the next day we're having chela chelaquilas I don't know the word for it it's a Mexican dish it's basically fried corn to Diaz with homemade salsa verde crumbled up cheese sour cream it's so good so I can cook y'all I can burn so I can look at two or three people cook and I'm good so my neighbor she's from Mexico and so she had she had served it to me a couple of weeks ago and I was like what is this she told me about it my other friend who's Mexican she told me about it I'm so young girl I cooked it up I've been cooking it like every week it's you can make it to where it's not as fattening honestly you could bake the tortillas if you wanted to but yeah I think I may have some Latin blood girl stop anyway I'm not doing any work work is busy which is good I'm very grateful I'm very blessed I ordered look I ordered let me show y'all this this whole was taken forever to order I had originally remember that y'all seen those detangling combs I'm gonna show y'all what it looks like let me let it zoom in let me let me darken this up so you see that the tangling comb right there right and it has to it has to flexi like eight or nine flexi rolls that when you use it it so I had mentioned in my community page a couple of months ago a weeks ago excuse me that I'm gonna be reviewing that what I did order it it was taken forever to come in like it wasn't gonna come in till May 30th so I canceled it and ordered a different one so I am gonna review that one once I was by the is by them oak and it looks like it has a sturdier hold I'm gonna review this one because it has the same type of design right then once that I'm gonna add it back to my car once I review it and it's okay because if it's a crappy thing I'm not gonna do a giveaway you know what I mean so that's why I canceled that other order so this is different one with the same type of design but sturdier once I order that and I review it if I like it then I'll do a giveaway okay I'll do a giveaway for y'all in a couple more weeks all right so in addition to Amazon I got some dresses coming in from ASOS I have a little fluffy flat fashion show for y'all I have some more face masks coming in the face mask I show y'all what's what's from Etsy I some more of those coming in cuz y'all the face mask I got from SoCal I don't like those cuz they they sit right on your face so you can't breathe I can't breathe or talk in those damn masks so I don't recommend those I really don't there's the link I've been sharing for you guys I don't recommend those masks anymore instead I purchased some masks from Etsy when those come in I'll wait let me wait till I get those and I'll let y'all know how I feel about those but they do point out that way and I shared the image earlier and I also ordered some N95s you can get those now I'm going to wait until I get those to the Chanel unit guys know where I got them from hold on okay the N95 mask I got from Canope USA the C-A-N-O-P-U-S-A group dot US I'm gonna put the link below if I forget remind me y'all remind me because this is the thing now there are certain stores that you absolutely cannot go into now if you don't have a face mask what is it Costco even though I don't go to Costco Costco has announced if your face isn't covered you can't go in there as a main fork you can't go in I have a good feeling there's certain stores will follow suit to where you have to have a face mask to go in so we have masks here I don't think my husband ratchet ass is wearing his he's gonna catch his hand I think he has a face mask in his car that's why but he needs to wear something when he's out yeah real quick I wanted to show you some of these look I told y'all this is so much fun for me creating this type of stuff in my opinion it's fun so what I've done is created these cute little images for any type of documents I'm gonna be creating for the homeschooling stuff so we have this typewriter that says that says brown boy excellence we wanted to name our school it's brown boy excellence the typewriter would go in the more informal excuse me formal stuff this Game Boy logo would go on the I don't want to call it a logo it will go on the more informal stuff this is one that looks a little bit different and so one of the things I've already done or started on is to also create a academic calendar so we have brown boy excellence academic calendar I couldn't find one on Microsoft already for the 2020-2021 school year so unfortunately I'm gonna have to move these dates around manually that's a little bit you know a little bit cumbersome but it's doable you know you just click on these things and so one of the things I also want to ensure is that we're capturing any school breaks and observe holidays I've already spoke to this I'm about this with my husband and so school for us will start August 17th and it will end June 30th and I get things may change things will change that's just how it is we will have the traditional Thanksgiving week off Christmas week spring break but we will also include our birthday weeks meaning his birthday week off my husband I birthday week off additional days will include because again this is our schedule days such as of course Martin Luther King's birthday but we will also be including Malcolm X birthday and Maya Angelou's birthday I will probably do one half day a month so our schedule will be Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday and for me to have a break so that I can have parent workshops basically get my everything together for the next month or the next quarter I'm gonna take half a day for a Friday every month yeah so I'm super excited this is something I could continue what else have I been creating I do want to show you guys I went through a site called teachers for teachers and you're able to download tons of resources so one of the things I purchased let me get the camera off so you guys don't see this were second grade goals for so yeah sorry these are the second grade common standard goals that just to make sure that we're on track we have one for math and one for English language arts and so this is stuff I already printed out this is my me and my swimsuit girl me and my fanny pack it is what it is waste goes in a little bit over there is that I don't know why there's some type of mark so yes girl I'm not gonna turn around we ain't gonna be showing my bone to everyone this child look at look at him what that Sam turn around so they see you turn around so they see you look look at this miss child he is ready all right let me put my cover all on