 Mark, welcome back. Round two. Round two, yeah. Almost forgot about round one. Yup, that was right after I took your Accept Yourself program. Yeah, when was this, like, July? June? Yes. Wow. Yup, and that was the second time you had offered the Accept Yourself program. The one you did, yeah, second time. Yup. And so, since then, you've offered a third one. You've had over around 70 people go through radical self-acceptance. Yes. And we've gotten to become a lot closer since I came out to the Netherlands to start working with you guys, the team here. And there's been the formulation of when the Next Accept Yourself program is going to launch, and it finally came together January 4th, 2022, three-month program, 12 sessions by Mark, Bantino-Misaru and Corey Catoone as guest speakers, four powerful modules, which I think is going to be great for you to break those down. Nice, yeah. Awesome breakout groups. New breakout mentor. New breakout mentor, yeah. Nice. Yeah, so exciting. Yeah, just, I think it'll be good for me to also mention to our audience that, like, yeah, for me, it was very funny when I first, you know, I met you in Costa Rica at the shift into permanent alignment retreat. And then when I came back over the summer, I felt like, oh, like, I was already on the become the creator step of know yourself, accept yourself, become the creator. And it was funny on our first phone call when I was sort of telling you, like, oh, like, I feel like I have already went through those first two steps. And then you were like, well, then, you know, it sounds like you're not actually full in, you're not all in into this program and what it can actually offer you. And that like little reflection was like, wait a second, like, can I actually like still accept myself deeper and more truly and more honestly and radically. And then the answer was clearly yes, because there was so much that we uncovered including my core lack belief of wanting to be seen, which we share, which is very interesting also. It is, we can dive into that deeper. We will. Yes. Yeah. And the more that you really radically shine the light of awareness, love, light onto them and fully accept them, the more you can actually embody purity and the creator serving itself, shepherding itself. So yeah, so I actually uncovered so for many of us, I'm pretty sure like a lot of people will be like, I've already, you know, done a lot of that work. I'm good. Um, but there's a big deepening that can happen, especially from someone like Mark that like really does a great job with the meditations and the personalized guidance for each one of the people that's taking the program for somebody that's basically with who's been with for six years now with who's on and off, but on and off. Yep. Who you could say is one of the greatest teachers on the nature of reality. So Mark's been picking up these patterns of consciousness and how to how to shepherd really well. So it's a great. It's a great way to, to deepen your awakening really, and deep in deep in your service. So awesome. So let's, let's talk about, let's talk about the program and let's talk about, I think it'll be good for basically you to give a little insight into the modules themselves. Cool. Yeah. For that, also to make it more clear how this has operated in my life and like how subtle it can be. I'm going to take you back to, we touched upon this in the previous in the interview you did with me. Yes. And so if you want to know more in depth, go back to that. But in a nutshell, most of my life I was disconnected from my heart and was either seeking outside of myself for love or felt victim to not being seen or by the outside world, by my friends, by my family, by loved ones, by people I fell in love with and all of that. I had big depression about 11 years ago where after extensive period of partying with party drugs being completely in love and connected when on ecstasy, but when not, and by myself in my room, I was like totally depleted and depressed. So I was laying on the floor in my one bedroom studio apartment and just having this moment like Eckhart Tolle also had in a way, I cannot live with myself this way. And realizing that something had to change. And so one of my dear friends who pointed me to all these spiritual teachers, he had already talked to me about meditation and he showed me these two practices after I called him desperately. Like, okay, now I want to know. Now it's not floaty anymore. Right. I was totally judging meditation yoga up until that point. And, and he's like, okay, do this, these two practices one, lay in your bed before you go to sleep. Which was the most anxious moments. Those were the most anxious periods for me like before going to sleep having panic attacks waking up in the middle of the night sweating. Like all these leg beliefs coming together, which I didn't know that was happening, but looking back that was what was happening. Doing this practice of scanning my body parts, feeling my in the inside of my shins, the inside of my thighs, the inside of my chest. And then as my nervous system was calm, seeing these clouds pass by. And the clouds are the thoughts, basically. So imagine laying on the grass, on the grass in the summer. And these little clouds are passing by and you're like, oh, that looks like a donkey or that looks like an elephant. You know that game, right? So this practice was the same. But instead of laying in the grass, I was imagining laying in the grass and thoughts were clouds. So normally I would be thinking about work and I would already have thoughts about, oh, I got to go to work tomorrow and I don't like this colleague. Oh, five years ago, all that. But to stop that, the practice was labeling it as it was a cloud passing by. So, oh, work. Oh, my mom, this isn't a family. And so, you know, I was combining these two practices and they already, like I already felt calmer during the day and falling asleep and three weeks into this. And this is why I'm telling this because it's tying into the, to what you just described. I'm already there. I'm already becoming the creator because I've had this experience. I was laying in my bed and I had these thought forms passing by as clouds. They weren't personal. They were humanity related. And the moment the images went to the future, I had this Samadhi experience where I became one with everything. Or you could say I realized I was one with everything and everything is love. And I had always been seeking this outside of myself, but it was always within me. So there was this just huge, huge experience. That was 11 years ago. It took me until 2019. So nine years of doing this work, meditating, having glimpses of all these different levels of consciousness, finding teachers like Muji and Ekotoli and Abram Hicks and Bashar and Bentino. And even having traveled with Bentino and helped him at retreats and stuff. And I thought I was there until I received a reflection from Bentino himself saying your validation seeking, and I'm paraphrasing you, but your validation seeking shadow is still running the show to some extent. And you can eliminate it. Or you can let it linger and stay on this journey the way you have been in the last nine years. Or you can eliminate it. And either way, when you decide to eliminate it, I will be there for you to help you and to guide you. But if you don't, then I can trust where you're coming from. Quite similar to the journey we've been on, right? Yes. And I was, it was painful. It was uncomfortable looking at my behavior, seeing where my core belief that I picked up on my childhood, that there's something wrong with me, had hijacked my spiritual journey. And I was saying to myself, I'm already there. I'm becoming the creator. But this program was still operating on the background. And so that was for me like nine years into my spiritual journey, into my awakening journey, into my meditation journey. I realized I had thought I was there, but I didn't know I was, I wasn't. And that still is humbling to this day. That still keeps me on point that the moment I believe I am, I have become God. That's where I need to pay attention, because that's where it can slip in. And so this is the work of accepting yourself, is accepting that you picked up some beliefs from society, from whatever you've experienced in this life or beyond. But these core assumptions of lack and limitation and not good enough, not worthy enough. Something will happen to me if I express myself, I'm not safe. All of that, all of those things. And that's the work we're doing. That's one of the biggest components of the program. Like actually identifying those and seeing where they are infused with our daily life and letting those go and accepting that we have been doing that and where it's coming from. Beautiful. The modules, yeah. And just the way that Mark recap that is actually, it's more precise than when it's more direct and it covers more of the big picture and also the individual expression picture. And it's really nice seeing how you've evolved in the way you communicate it since six months ago. Yes. And so I'm really happy you gave that, that recap. And it created a couple other threads as we get to the modules. One of the big ones is that Mark took us basically also to like knowing yourself where you become aware of your patterns and your frames of life. And you become really earnest and sincere with like honest with understanding like where you're coming from meaning like is what's popping up right now in my awareness. Is it something that is something that I've been conditioned with from the past from my family from my friends from society at large. Is it something that has to do with unworthiness or separation or lack belief, or is it coming more from a place of truly wanting to serve other people. And, and so that's this ongoing purification process and so to sort of become really aware of what's showing up in awareness. And then to, and then to, to like really lovingly radically accept that there is some shadowy conditioning and to not like it's a really common thing is like I'm already there. And to, and so to know that like life isn't Ben said this at the shift into permanent alignment and Costa Rica that he's a self purification engine ongoing forever like this is the whole thing it's perfection perfecting. It's always entangled like this and so, you know, we will perpetually for the rest of our life be improving where we're coming from to be more empty of self interest and to be more mirror like and more like a shepherd. And I think that's really important because it'll deepen all of whoever is taking the program. And there's going to be about 44 or so slots. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So whoever is, you know, blessed and has the will and desire to take this program, they're going to be blessed with basically being able to come from a pure place. And so anybody that actually wants to get into a service to others in this in this collective is going to be blessed and that's that's such a good way to to view it. Yeah, thank you for that. So then that plays into module two, which is accepting who you are not. Yes, cool. Yeah, accepting who you're not which is, I'm not good enough. Yes, which is I'm unworthy. There's something wrong with me. All those limiting perspectives, limiting point of views about yourself are what you're not. And it's safe to assume that all of humanity has picked up those beliefs as an identity, which you're compensating for or hiding from or fighting or whatever. So that is that is what I think it's one of the most important modules and it is a program with four modules spread out of over three months. But I have not decided yet how it's going to unfold. So there's going to be overlap. We're going to be keep coming. We're going to come keep coming back to this accepting who you're not. Yeah. Often, oftentimes. And another good way to visualize the accepting who you are and who you are not is like the sticker paper and then the sticker that's on the sticker paper or the tree and the vines. Yes, these are good. Or the painting and the canvas and what's being painted on top of it. Yeah. And the canvases is who you are or what you are, which is anybody who's watching right now. If you ask yourself earnestly the question who am I and anything that indicates I am this person I am a male. I am a painter. I am an artist. I'm a singer. Those are all thoughts, right? But who are you before that? Before your atlas. Yes. Before you're the creator of this podcast like who am I and just let no thoughts enter or just ignore all thoughts. Like what is that? So that is the foundation which we will start with. So meditation practices to punch you to that. So good. Or another technique and I'm not going to give it all away but is going outside and looking at the bright blue sky or starry sky and asking yourself. And again, anything that comes from the mind afterwards is not it. So to gently ignore that. Where do I end? Yeah. Right. So that is the basis on which we will do the work. Which is accepting everything you've based it on top of that. That is not an alignment with your true self. And your, your truth. So this is your true self, but you also have like that. This whole that has chosen a certain path on this planet, which is what I mean with that true self. Which is something we're going to be doing at the end, accepting yourself blueprint, accepting what you came here to bring. Whether that's a coach, healer, painter, singer, artist, actor, whatever that is to actually accept that without any lack. Yes. Without any lack. Yeah. Without as with as little distortions and conditioning as possible. So honestly seeing through it over and over and over again until you can come from a more empty pure place. So after we've done the work, like accepting you're not identifying the core assumptions that have been running the show. Yeah. Accepting those accepting that child that picked pick those up. Yeah. Because what you've been doing so far is telling the child to get the fuck out. Yeah. Like not believing nothing, but you're actually believing in those thoughts. Yeah. So then what we're going to do, and I'm excited about this one, but it needs some groundwork first is accepting your past, which were, which was where you picked up those beliefs. In my case, I was bullied. I was a small boy. I had freckles. I had glasses. And my brother was also not always nice to me. Not, not I love my brother and it was just brotherly shit, like nothing like extremely abusive, but just mental warfare, you know, like manipulating and spinning my wheels, so to speak. And then if I, if my wheels, if he couldn't spin my wheels, I would bear the consequences. But through the work of accepting my past and changing the narrative of my past, which is important, but which can only happen when you fully accept everything that happened. Yeah. And everything that you started believing in those moments where impending lack was seemingly present. Changing the narrative, which now I look at my whole past as kung fu training kung fu training. That's all such a good way to my brother is my sensei sensei. Finally, finally, I blamed him for most of my life for my suffering. The moment I said, I don't want to continue this, this relationship this way. And I started actually seeing him as a sensei and just letting him, letting him live his life. Exactly. He's on this path now, which I never would have imagined. Yeah. But it is powerful, bro. It's pretty powerful. And so you can hold on to the narrative that you're not good enough. You can hold on to the narrative that there's something wrong with you. But if you hold on to those, then that's what you're going to get. That's what you're going to create. That's what you keep repeating. So if you want to live the Jedi life, that's another way I look at my life. Yes. Jedi training. Totally. Then you get to start seeing your past like that. Yes, exactly. As school for yourself. It brought you to where you are. Exactly. It molded you into who you are right now. And to see it that way, it makes it easier to do the radical self-acceptance when you see it as you designing your own school for yourself. Yes. Like I designed my own dojo on planet Earth for myself to fall asleep and become separate and become located in the body and et cetera. And then to seek some sort of truth and liberation freedom awakening to then actually know myself, my true nature, and then be able to see that, ah, now I can serve my other selves that are aiming to do the same thing. And so when you create the simple analogy that this was my school for myself, it sort of makes it easier to see the past as something that is like not, oh yeah, I've accepted that because that's sort of also where I was coming from is that I've accepted that. I'm good to go on that stuff. And the energy doesn't lie, right? So the energy that you did that with was resistance, the opposite of acceptance. I've accepted my past resistance. So the words, they don't have any meaning. Yeah. There's a whole new layer of resolution that comes when you bring acceptance to it. And then you can dig into these more like shadowy roots and then you can more honestly see where you're coming from so that it's, yeah, it's so good because for me and for you, it was such a relatable thing for, it's just that like coming from a place where there's always this like mixture of all so wanting to be seen or also wanting to be validated. It can't work when you get to like higher levels of service. It won't work. It can work like in the baby steps of service because some people won't really see you. You'd also try to be validated and stuff. When you get to higher levels of service, it will get seen right away that you're also trying to be seen while you're serving. So the more that you can honestly look and accept those shadowy conditionings, it actually purifies the shepherding that you actually see because that's the freedom. The freedom is where you can serve your other selves with complete emptiness of self-interest. There's so much freedom there. Exactly. You nailed it. You know, we've talked about this before, but when you have an agenda, when you have an assumption that you're not good enough to be seen or you're unworthy, then when you bring that into your service, you bring the hidden agenda of wanting to be seen as in a certain way because you already believe that you're not good enough. You already have that assumption. So you could argue that if that actually serves. Because the reason you're doing it is to prove yourself worthy, which you believe in something that's inherently not true and there's no proof whatsoever outside of your own mind that could be true that you're unworthy. Prove to me your unworthiness. Prove it. Right? The work is to actually accept that you're still believing that you're running from that program. Literally. Your operating system is running on the program, but you're also running away from the program. You're afraid it might be true. That's why you're trying to prove it wrong and you get like this little hit like a heroin junkie. Every time somebody validates you. Yes, yes. Oh, that means that I'm good enough. Wow. But you believe you're not. So you need to keep getting the head and that when you are with people that have been on this pattern that have done this work and actually are convinced that there is no such thing as unworthiness in the universe, then it stands out like a sore thumb. It's like, oh, it's so painful. This dude believes he's not good enough. And with every move he makes, he's trying to prove that he's good enough. So it's not reliable. Yes. Because he wants something. Yes. He's looking for something from others. Yes. Covered in this fluffy rainbow. I'm serviced to others, but it's all bullshit. Yes. If you actually look at it without, it's not judgment. It's actually looking at what's happening. Yeah. On a like, almost like as I'm looking for an English word. More subtle level. No. Like, like, fuck. Oh, pardon the profanity. Two people just left the live show because I said the F word on the mathematical level. Oh yeah. It's just like this is what this is how the universe works. Totally. It is physics. Yes. It's great. It's like, oh, there's here somebody believes in the in the one thing that cannot be true, which is lack. Yeah. And it's trying to find the proof that it doesn't exist. Whereas the only proof is found in here. Yes. Yes. And then when you actually are convinced in your worthiness and your inherent worth just by the mere fact that you're here. Yeah. Then you can be a service because because what you then automatically do is share it. And that's what this program is about. Like, I want to share my path with people and amazing that those three groups of people that have gone through this program in 30 days. And the reason why I haven't launched one since July was because I've been in the restructuring phase of this because I'm trying to condense 11 years into 30 days. Yeah. And so three months feels better. And also because I talked to Ben Thio about it and he gave me some advice and I'm so blessed and excited that he's going to be a guest speaker. Yeah. And Corey Katuna as well. Yeah. Feels very good. Yes. But yeah. So I can only do this. Like this is my journey. I want to give this to people that are struggling with the same things and don't have to take 11 years to get to that point or nine years in my case. Yes. Yeah. The analogy that I like using is that the cup is always full. The cup is never, it's only mine that makes the illusion that it's only like half full or a quarter full. Yeah. It's like this. It's full. There are many ways to look at it as still full. One way is just simple. There are air molecules on top of the water molecules and it's still full. The other way of looking at it is there's a tap there. I can fill it up. So even when it's empty, they're still plentiful. Exactly. It's empty full is such a good way. It's a very nice and entangled way to put it because the purification process is emptying out all of this conditioning which comes through radical self-acceptance and knowing the patterns of how you express yourself. And then the fullness is like this full cup that you are and that you not only realize that you are, but then you perpetually express yourself as that full cup or as a radiant sun in light and mint. So there's no seeking somebody else giving you light or giving you water for your cup because it's already overflowing. And paradoxically so, you won't have to seek for it, but it shall be given. Exactly. It's like infinity. It's so good. It's like you receive back what you give in tenfold. Yes. But you're not looking for the tenfold. Totally. It will just happen because I'm serving the whole, so the whole serves me. Yes. I need fuel. Yes. I will receive the fuel I need to serve people, to serve humanity, to serve... Yeah. This mystery. Yes. And it's funny. Yeah. This planet is funny. And we are the ones that are doing this work earnestly. This is... This is not... I don't want to be dramatic, but we are warriors in a way because we are not fighting against, but we are resolving the illusion of lack. Yeah. And so we are in the midst of a collective that is focused on the only thing that doesn't exist in the universe, which is lack. So it is like, oh, fuck. Yeah. It's crazy, but it's awesome. And the work is acceptance. Whenever those thoughts come up. And so it is... So what practice? I really love it, but I'm not going to... Yeah, totally. Life into it. That's a great one for the program. And for actually more content, because we'll be pulling clips from the past three programs and putting those out on the YouTube channel, accept yourself YouTube channel, also on Instagram. And so you guys will see more clips emerging from previous programs that will give you a taste of what's being shared. Do you feel like lack runs deeper than separation? Do you feel like those are about equal? There's just one sentence that comes and reply to that. And it's not directly... It's not a direct answer, but can you find both anywhere? Love that reply. If you look for them. Such a good reply. Outside of thoughts. Can you give me a... This is great. Like Bantu uses this type of analogy, but can you give me a portion of lack? Like, give me some. Give me some of that ego. Give me some lack. Give me some separation. Yeah. Give me some separation. Show it to me. Like where? Can you make something out of it? Well, it's so funny, because it does turn attention on the absurdity of said creation. Yes. Yeah. It's so good. And then it enables the speediness of seeing through it. So good. Yeah. And I like that reply and I like the speediness. And then I also like sort of actually, like when you do like sort of investigate like your life and like where lack may have come up or where you may have assumed that like you were separate from existence or that you were unworthy, these types of things that also plays into the acceleration of seeing through it. So by earnestly turning on the shadows through, again, I think this is really important because I did a lot of it, but I did it from a, I did it without people that had already seen so many patterns of shadows. So like one of my main excitements around coming here was that I would be around a bunch of other people that had already picked up some of the most subtle patterns of how consciousness expresses itself. And so that was one of my, again, my big takeaways from taking the program was that it's actually so worth it to see how Mark sees how consciousness expresses itself and where it comes from lack or separation or unworthiness versus when it comes truly from emptiness and fullness from service. And that creating a distinction there and then like purifying where you're coming from towards the creator purely serving itself is I think like the, it's like the core essence of the school in a sense. And so like you may as well learn from some of the greatest teachers in the school and see the teachers as yourself. Nice. And so this is what I would say like, guys, this is such a great opportunity to not only get deeper into knowing yourself and accepting yourself, but also opening up the space for you to really be able to get to these next levels or these next densities of awareness level light where you can really feel yourself more purely in service, which is ultimately what you see because you seek freedom. And there's no greater freedom than when you're totally liberated from conditionings and when you're serving life, your sole purpose is to just serve life. And this is also a great segue into No Limit Society, this ongoing training, exclusive training program that is being offered. And it's a great opportunity to in a sense see like, okay, after I get through accept yourself, there's a $100 discount offered for April 2022 for new enrollments into No Limit Society. And that's such a good way to continue doing the work with the field. Yeah. And I've attempted that after previous programs, but it never really, like I just saw myself working with these people and amazing people, all of them. And then what? Like then they are left to their own devices, which I did feel that was a component that was missing and not lacking, but just... And now with this new structure of having a three-month program and then those who obviously feel that that's their next best step, they can together enroll into No Limit Society and continue to work there with you, me, Bantiyu's team and Bantiyu himself. And it just feels great. It feels like a great, also a bridge for those that aren't yet ready for a more intensive container, like No Limit Society is, and it's becoming more and more. Yeah. Yeah, Corey recently said something to the Cata Guides and it was around how ultimately being in the field itself is what does the work. It's what does the purification. And so accept yourself is the entrance into the field. It's like your opportunity to like recognize at a deeper level, not only how to purify where you are coming from yourself, but then also see this patterns that are going to be revealed to you. You're going to begin seeing those patterns in everybody else and how they express themselves. And so that's where you can step in and become a greater shepherd, whereas before you couldn't see those patterns. You couldn't see where people were seeking validation or feeling unworthy or, and you didn't know exactly how to serve them either. But now from doing things like going to accept yourself, taking the program, also shifting into No Limit Society, you'll become able to see these patterns like it's, I just, I can't express how important it is, like everything is patterns and there's, if you're truly earnest about knowing your true nature, patterns of consciousness is where it's at. That's where all the freedom is at and that's where all the pure service is at. And then it's almost like a train that you decide to jump on. So in your case, you can track back when you're being purely of service because that's just coming through you naturally. And when you are coming from the pattern of consciousness, you can track back to the difference. You can actually look back on yourself and your behavior and see that the first example just goes naturally. There's nothing there. It just flows out of you. And the other one, you can track back to the energy of some kind of insistence. It's like, I jumped on the train of trying to prove something, wanting something. And that is where you can look back on your, how did you say it, pattern of consciousness. And that's the work, like seeing that. Oh, cool. And now I can see it in others as well. Because I can feel, I can start to feel, instead of looking at what somebody's saying, you become more and more sensitive to the energy of where somebody's coming from. But six out of 10 times, I don't even hear what somebody's saying anymore. Yeah, you're feeling the vibration. I'm feeling where it's coming from. Yes, yes, so good. Is it coming from generosity or is it coming from consuming? Yes, nice. Such a good contrast, yeah. Is it coming from generosity or is it coming from consuming? And the Anurag analogy is really applicable here where he talks about how it's just like, you know, skiing down harder hills over time. So, you know, this also plays directly into the analogy of unfreezing your will. So if you're run by unconscious patterns, it's kind of like staying on the bunny hill in skiing or snowboarding. And that when you shine the light of awareness onto those subconscious patterns, it's sort of like becoming a better and better skier. And over time, you're tackling harder and harder hills, and it's becoming more and more effortless. You're becoming more and more just one with the game itself, which is just life. And you're skiing because you love the game. You're not skiing to be photographed and to earn trophies and get points and all this type of stuff. And this is a really great way to just make it simple. Like, I designed a school for myself so that I would create my own lacks and separations and conditionings to then liberate myself from it by unfreezing my will, by caring about my own freedom, by caring about the way that I show up in life. So that I'm not showing up to try and extract things, but that I'm actually showing up to serve, to serve life. And by unfreezing that will, you become a better and better athlete of consciousness and then you can actually play the game. It's so good. Then when something shows up, like in the program that you were in, I was in Costa Rica, and we were diving into this core-like-belief theme. And something had happened and I received some reflections. Something went not the way it was intended in Bente's company. And this core-belief of there's something wrong, which triggers there's something wrong with me, came up in front of me. And I could just clearly see that, like a few years ago, I would have operated from it and trying to prove it wrong and trying to prove myself, trying to prove that I did nothing wrong. And now I could just see it and... Cool. It's not mine. So I don't have to fear it. You don't have to do anything with it. It's just showing up in front of me. Which means it's not me. So I must have believed in it sometime, but I don't have to believe in it and operate from it anymore. So nothing to be done, just be. I don't even have to do anything with it. Now I must say that came after doing a lot of work with doing something with it. Looking at where it's coming from, looking at where I picked it up and surrendering to it. Becoming more subtle to not get triggered by it. And then the same thing. I think we talked about this in the previous... podcast we had, where I just lost like 4,600 profit, poker profits, just in 12 hours. And again, that normally would have triggered so much self-judgment and so much fire. There's something wrong with that. But now I was still feeling the failure. Very important. I failed. I failed just again, mathematically. I intended to make money with poker, I did. And then I lost everything. So I failed. Now that doesn't mean anything. It just means I failed. And so humans would conflate that with I felt there's something wrong with me or I'm not good enough because I failed because I lost the money, but I could just see. I failed. Cool. Exciting. Nice. Something to learn from. Yes. This plays so deeply into what we've been training on in No Limit Society the last month or so while Anurag has been teaching around the cleanup process. Your physical space, digital space, the relationships that you have, the general administration of your life, health and fitness, your state of being, all of these different things. When you go through a program like Accept Yourself, you're actually getting at the roots of the cleanup process, which basically would enable you to come from a pure place. And same thing with me. Like in Mark's example, where, like, there wasn't as much sensitivity for me like in August when I was first coming here, where I could actually see, like, the vine intertwined with the tree where, like, the vine, the conditioning was running the show. And that then after a series of reflections, after a series of inquiry into that do shadowy aspect, it surfaced as, like Mark describes it, it surfaces rather than it runs where you're coming from. It, like, pops up and you're like, that's not me because it popped up in front of me. It's now like you gave an example when you're laying and you're seeing the clouds coming across the sky rather than being driven by that impulse. And so that's such a good way to talk about it because then for me, it wasn't, it wasn't that it's coming from wanting to be seen or wanting to be validated anymore, but it was the, as I'm like peaceful and still and already more whole and I've seen through it, it just shows up as, hey, the vine pops up. It's like an advertisement. Do you want to be seen right now? Do you want to do this thing to be validated? And you can, and then it dissolves. And then over time, it becomes faster and faster that you're like catching yourself, you're aware of these patterns and it just becomes more liberating and more pure service is so good. Yeah, you become yet again who you were before the conditioning started. Like, I remember, like, actually feeling like I was four years old and just pure, playful, and fun, exciting. Anything is possible. Everything is possible. There's absolutely nothing wrong with me. I'm worthy as fuck. And seeing that whenever those advertisements come up, they have come up sometime for the first time and that's where you started to, oh, something bad happened to me. So that must mean that ABCDE. And now you can be like, oh, something happens that is connected to whatever failure or in my case failure for 30 years of my life that meant that there was something wrong with me. And now I can see, I can choose that. And I did choose that already when I was five years old when the first thing happened to me. Now I reconditioned myself so much that it's all happening for me. So nothing ever happened to me. So when now something shows up that I don't like or that I don't feel comfortable with, it's not there anymore. The conflation that that means that there's something wrong with me or that there's something wrong, which is something that I'm stepping into now. It's like there's nothing ever wrong. Everything has always happened for us, by us, through us. It's all just an experience, learning. So that's the work, my friend. But we are in planet Earth, right? So this is for those that are ready to learn, to unlearn everything that you've been taught that was true about yourself, about this world. Yeah, just the feeling of no longer looking at somebody and feeling like they're a separate person is just so, there's nothing else that beats it where you get past that, where you begin feeling the one in play with dance conversation with itself, that this is another self, and I can really feel that. And I can really tune into what's happening at the level of our higher selves and why we're manifesting this conversation for our other selves that are seeking to know their nature. Nice. But you're talking about other selves. Do we have anybody? Yeah, we do. We have 14 on YouTube right now. Let's see who we've had on chat. Oh, cool. Okay. Hi, Nancy. Hey, guys. Hi, Nancy. Thank you for being here. Jason. What's up? Nice, Bernard. Oh, nice. Yeah, this is a good one. Bernard, thanks, bro. That was a great conversation we had on the show. I'm serving the whole, so the whole serves me. Nice. Such a good one. Oh, yeah. He's also very familiar with Law of One, very proficient in it. Oh, Tessa. Hi. I love you too. Nina. Hi. Aw, cool. So cool, guys. If you have any questions, also feel free to ask them. We can look through the comments and see if we can answer them. Yep. Yeah, and most recently, you can find on the acceptyourself.org website. There's been the creation of a lot of art and music for some people that go through the programs, different kinds of poems and songs and videos, and it's so beautiful because there is something that unlocks and then when you see who you are and you see who you are not and you are activated in your soul's blueprint and you've changed the narrative of your past, you can do these modules without a doubt, it's art channels through. For sure, because it's unblocked. Yes. How many artists, famous and non-famous, are doing what they're doing because it's a compound story? Yeah. Because they have something to prove to themselves, to their family members or to their spouse. And also not just binary too because then it also gets intertwined where it's both like they're activating of their soul blueprint but it's also intertwined with their lack of belief at the same time. And how much more is possible, especially in the artist world, if everybody would be freed up from those basic beliefs, I'm not good enough, there's something wrong with me. Yeah. Basically those two, but there are so many subtleties to it, it's not safe to express myself. So how many artists that are successful are there because they've overcompensated and they've become super successful but they could be even more effective if they would nip their lack of beliefs in the book. And how many artists haven't we seen yet because they are afraid of expressing themselves because they believe they're not good enough. So they don't. Exactly. They have like stacks of art in their basement or attic that they are afraid of showing to the world because of those beliefs. Nice. What a disservice. What a disservice, yeah. To keep that for yourself because you believe in illusions. Yeah, yeah. Right, and so not to judge or anything but it's my job to assist those artists and people in healing themselves so they can become whole with the whole. Yes, that's pretty cool. And can actually bring to the world what they've come here to bring fearlessly. Yes. Because they already are constituted in their self-worth. Yes. And so then any art that comes through is channeled from God to God by God. So good. Or the universe, whatever. Yes. I don't believe in the God that sits on a cloud with a beard judging people, by the way. I was brought up that way and I kindly said goodbye to them. No. But I do believe in God. But God is omnipresent. God is you. God is in your heart. So those that don't believe that that's true in their hearts they don't believe that they're worthy because of the fact that they exist or holding out. And so what I've seen and especially in the last program is so much art coming through that it's so beautiful that I can just see this wave of art being channeled from wholeness, from love, from unity. How powerful. Yes. So if you're an artist and you struggle with self-expression definitely sign up. Yes. If you're an artist and I've had these two and you're compensating through your work also this is for you. But there's also when you're creative making logos in a boring company everybody's welcome. Let me see. I'm seeing acceptance bringing expectance but in a great way. Let me see if I can feel what they mean. Yes, I think I feel what you mean I think it's what we just talked about like the potential for whatever comes out of full radical self-acceptance. Yes. What comes out of a being like that. Yes. Yeah. It's a channel of God's will. Yeah. So good. It's not about you anymore. Yes. Your life is not about you. Even though I'm experiencing amazing things and I have everything I need. Exactly. It's not about me. In essence. Of course I'm taken care of but it's not what it's about. Yeah. Also such good timing. Yeah. Yeah. Great timing. We're talking about I have everything I need and then one of our beautiful cohere love mentors slash team members slash. Hello. Gina. What's up. Hey Gina. Hey. Thanks for having me. Thanks for coming back on the show. Yeah. I know. Costa Rica. We did a show together. Oh that's good. Yeah. Wow. Yeah. We all met in the same place. Yeah. We met in Costa Rica. Yeah. Sweet. We've had an awesome hour talking about what's up. Hey Gina. Hey. Thanks for having me. Thanks. I'm going to talk about the modules and talking about what people can expect from the program and Gina's been working with you since two, since Accept Yourself 2 as well. Yeah. Well she was a participant in Accept Yourself 2 and a mentor in Accept Yourself 3. Nice. Yeah. And then all of the stuff that we've been doing to you. And Mar, just social media and promotion and website building and just sparring partners which you guys have been of great help in the creation of this new iteration, this new incarnation. It almost feels like reincarnation of Accept Yourself. Yeah. Yeah. It's really exciting. Feels like it's going to be the most complete version yet. Yeah. Because it's been like, the longest one's been a month, right? 30 days, yeah. Yeah. 31. 31. Yeah. So like the three month program feels so good. Yep. Yeah. It feels like you'll actually be able to integrate everything that you learn in there. Yeah. Yeah. It's going to be really nice. Yeah. I'm looking forward to having a longer period with people. Yeah. I would love to hear like for Gina to share from her perspective because we've already had our own. Yeah. Exactly. Conversation about this. So like, yeah, for you, for you deepening your own self-acceptance and then also how that's shown up. Yeah. Oh, wow. That's a big, let me see if I could sum that up. How have I deepened it? Is that your question? Yeah. And how has that influenced how you express yourself more purely like in service? Right. Yeah. Yeah. I think so it's been, since the start of this year have been more consciously working on accepting myself and then Mark's program showed up like, I think I took it in the spring time sometime. Right. It was like April or something. Yeah. Like April, May. Yeah. So, yeah, it was like just perfect. It was definitely exactly what I needed and a really good like foundational start to that because I think it's, it's like where do I begin almost? Like accept myself like, okay, now what? But to actually have that program to like work, work through kind of like step by step of how to actually do that was super helpful. So since that program, I feel like then I've been able to just look at everything. Basically, I didn't want to look at before like about myself like, yeah, things in my past or things like insecurities or anything that I, yeah, I feel like it's hard for me to accept on a daily basis. It's just helped me look at all of that. And so I would say, yeah, I think it's helped me actually show up like as who I really am and who I want to be because I'm not like trying to suppress a bunch of stuff or not look at a bunch of stuff that I'm not accepting. So it's, yeah, it completely changes everything. It's so foundational. Absolutely. And then, yeah, then I feel like I'm actually able to connect with people and like be available to people like actually serve because that's like where I'm coming from that self-acceptance and love. So it's so, yeah. So different. Hi, Lawrence. Lawrence is here. You went through the previous program. He was in my group. Your group. That's awesome. Nice. Hey. So, so the thing that comes up for you as a keyword, Gina, and in your previous when you were believing in your insecurities how that would show up was hiding, right? Oh, yeah, totally. Hiding from your insecurities but also physically like hiding. Yeah. Shying away and like making yourself small. Yeah, definitely. Right. And so actually napping those insecurities like beliefs that come that they come from actually doing the work has allowed you to become more of who you truly are. Yeah, totally. Because you don't let those assumptions run the show anymore. Yeah. You're ahead of the wave of that. Yeah, totally. And so it's a totally different being. Right? Yeah. And with you it's like totally different as well. Like not like because you were the opposite of that but it's also close to how I was like overcompensating. Like showing off like showing how much value you have. And it was like but coming from the same like assumption in a different phrasing maybe but yeah, it all comes down to lack of self-worth or something being wrong or whatever and seeing how it once you see it it's a great service to to operate from it because you know better. Right? Yeah. And it's cool like just to actually become conscious of those things because before that I actually didn't know that that's what I was doing. It's like maybe I could say that yeah, I have that tendency but I didn't see it that clearly like oh that's exactly how I avoid things like that's how I deal with my insecurities or that's how I deal with like my fears or anything so you get to know yourself really well actually of like all your patterns and yeah, then like you're able to just release those and it's yeah so life-changing really. Lawrence calls you the best mentor ever. Oh Lawrence. Lawrence said he was going to join. I love Lawrence. Yeah. That was cool. Lovely. Yeah, there's another there's another thread there which is like me expressing myself with lots of jargon and like and like look at me and all my metaphysics look at me I know true nature based on all these words and concepts and so that's another way of phrasing what Gina just said where it's like I didn't really see that expressing myself that way was coming from a place of in a sense unworthiness and lack because it was more about how much I can share and be seen for how much I know even more so that it was still intertwined with also wanting to share with people something of value that would help them in their journey but it was more the tree and the vine were intertwined like that and so the process of going inward and accepting myself and looking at the shadowy roots actually enabled me to peel that sticker off of the sticker paper more and come from a pure place um yeah, nice, Marianne hi so nice the Marianne's here Marianne is also part of the team has been and is going to help again so super excited she's been a mentor Marianne has been here from the start so it's great to have you back and excited to jump on a call with you this weekend there was another really good thread so we've been talking about mentoring a lot we didn't talk about this too much yet but so the there's 12 sessions over the three months and there's also 12 breakout sessions yes so every week there'll be a breakout session led by one of the mentors that's been a part of like the previous programs and so it's kind of like basically the integration of the teachings that are taught on the session day with Mark you get in smaller groups you get in smaller groups and it's basically it's like sharing whatever comes up and talking about it and just being together in a smaller group so you can integrate the high intensity of some of the sessions where there isn't that much time always for everybody to have a moment to share what they're going through so those breakout calls are essential to the integration of all the practices and modalities that we'll be going through yep by the way Tessa is asking Gina post realizing these patterns curious if you went through a period of being hard on yourself and in an attempt to hold that new standard of freedom great question I remember our call you asked maybe that's a good entry point you asked no I've seen my core language and I've admitted defeat to it how long is it going to take for it to go away right wanting to get rid of stuff and I think that's actually there's just so many little nuances to accepting yourself that yeah it's just like that's one of them trying to get rid of stuff basically we dove into where it was coming from the same yeah it's basically the question itself because you're not accepting that you want it to go away so it's coming from the same place so you could actually translate that the question itself if you went through a period of being hard on yourself it's coming from the same pattern that you're trying to get rid of so it comes from trying to get rid of and that's not the intention of this work it's not to try to get rid of the pattern it's try to see it for what it is and then just let it be yeah and see that it's not you it's like it comes up in front of you you don't need to do anything with it so you don't have to be hard on yourself for the fact that it comes up in front of you hard on yourself is another pattern that you're then seeing so just see oh I'm being hard on myself that is also not me I've started believing in whatever made me be hard on myself but I don't have to I think Ben Bentee said to me once why don't you stop beating yourself up and just kick yourself in the dick once yeah so yeah great way to fit it too how long will it take however long it will take right? it still comes up sometimes in some situations it's like layer of an onion you're seeing that it's not you so you can just accept it and sometimes it's like these are not my beliefs these are humanity's beliefs that I picked up because of wanting to be a service to this planet yeah like one core of he's checking on some sound or something the core of accepting yourself is not resisting those things like I remember yeah seeing a lot of my patterns or yeah as like you start to understand stuff that like you're doing and you're like okay that's not ideal like I want to stop doing that and then you can start there can be a tendency to be really hard on yourself or want to get rid of it I definitely have gone through a lot of that but just to see that the more that I actually just really accept it exactly the way it is then that actually like takes the yeah like takes the I don't even know what the right phrase like the wind out of the sails in a sense like it just kind of dissolves after that yeah the more that I've resisted things or like really wanted them to go away I realized it was just like the same pattern basically and sometimes I did that because I didn't want to let go of it I just like wanted to keep obsessing about it in a sense and there's yeah something to learn from that but yeah just accepting it and then it just naturally yeah dissolves yeah more and more I like how you went into as it is and the full acceptance of it as it is and the investigation of it so there is a desire to like unfreeze your will there's a desire to know yourself to accept yourself become the creator there's that desire for service for freedom truth is what makes it so that what the it liberates you from resistance because as you become more accepting of the conditioning that you designed for yourself that then it becomes a self purification engine it runs it runs itself because you become more of the field and you become less of the contracted sense of identity that's trying to get things for itself and it's not know yourself resist yourself become the creator it's accept yourself so it's being hard on yourself accepting yourself you can ask yourself that question yeah also another thing I was thinking of was there's a tendency it's like know yourself there's a tendency to want to fix yourself essentially like know yourself fix yourself become the creator and it's like oh wait that actually there's nothing to fix and I think that's been one of the main takeaways that I've taken from your program it's like there's really nothing to fix about myself even like being in a program you can kind of get the sense of like oh I'm here to like improve myself and like fix myself in a sense but it's not about that at all like that's not the goal ever otherwise it would be called fix yourself fix yourself fix yourself yeah stop doing that yeah it's like wow it's really just accepting myself and loving myself like that's it like there's nothing else and that can just happen in a moment like there's nothing to change how long has humanity been fixing itself how many eons right and just naturally because purify yourself is like a byproduct of knowing yourself and accepting yourself so it's not like fix yourself it's more like purification is the byproduct of knowing and accepting yourself which then enhances the way that you show up in service to life it's like fixing yourself is again like imagine yourself being a five-year-old child that has just experienced something that is traumatic like somebody hit you in the face and you in that moment that child started believing there's something wrong with you fast forward 20 years or whatever your age right now whoever is 30 years 40 or 50 years whoever is watching the moment something occurs that gives you the same experience that you had being smacked in the face something not going the way you intended or not going the way you desired it to go whatever and that same thing comes up there's something wrong with me imagine that being the five-year-old child that experiences this for the first time and you're trying to fix the child you're basically saying there's something wrong with your child you're basically amplifying the leg belief you're not helping it by fixing it you're telling the child actually there's something wrong with you yeah it's true this means there's something wrong with you instead of come here everything is alright nothing is wrong with you it's just a punch in the face you're okay I accept you cry all you want have all the feelings you're having it's all good so if you come from fix yourself 20 years from now you're still fixing yourself because you assume that you're broken yeah and what you're really wanting is that self-acceptance and love that is who you really are and that's what you're sort of trying to get to by fixing yourself but it just doesn't work yeah it doesn't work yeah it just doesn't work it's like a little loop you'll never get out of it yeah it's like a little loop because you assume that there's something wrong with you in the first place that's why you need to fix yourself that's the key there's the assumption there's something wrong in the first place another question for Gina is that so now after going through the program and also being a mentor and now being in this field for four months together I just would like to hear you share about how you've seen more into the patterns of how consciousness expresses itself so will you give us a bit of insight into your new like Jedi like perception and like ability your new like superpowers being unlocked in the way that you see how consciousness engages with itself hmm okay I could say a lot on that I think because I've just become more of who I am it just it feels like well number one I feel like I'm in tune with everything more it's like I can just see more like how people are feeling or like what's needed in a situation what I need even or even just increased intuition about like things that might happen um yeah I think it's just whatever is sort of like a byproduct of being more connected in a sense like everything downstream of that so yeah I'd say mostly that I think just being in tune with people more I would say yeah but then also I think being more in tune with what I actually want also and so you kind of feel like there's things that want to be expressed through you like maybe it's a new project or it's just something you want to do and to allow those things to come out in a more unfiltered way or more pure way yeah so that's definitely even one that's what we talked about before Gina came in when I spoke to the artist like there's nothing in the way so whatever wants to be expressed doesn't get filtered through there's something wrong with me or I'm not good enough it just comes through because because it wants to because you are in tune as you said with yourself with the universe, with your worthiness with your wholeness with just blockages it just wants to this is what's needed this body needs this is what that body needs this is what the field needs whatever it is, it just comes through totally everything you create is more pure, more beautiful it's like whatever it is whether it's art or a conversation with someone or anything that you create it's just like all more loving, beautiful yeah connected yeah of course that doesn't you don't owe that only to the accept yourself program also it's through the work with Bantino and Team and No Limit Society and all of that and I would say that is also where my program came from the work I've been doing with Bantino and just the last years wow so this I just love seeing this you too as well I can cry yeah it's beautiful likewise in that place so well into what was just shared about this like the emptying out of the conditioning and the self interest and how that enables like you are sharing like this purity with the field and like this effortless action with the field what this body needs what that body needs what's intuitively arising in the moment and that yeah that itself that level of connectedness to the field consciousness is like hmm it's like it's like the most delicious food you could eat and you're like constantly eating it like dessert all day it's so good though it is it's so good thank you Jason see you in the program he's gonna join nice nice me guys let's see what else what else to wrap on maybe it's relevant to share that the session that Bentino will lead will be on getting over your core lack belief yeah so I still have to talk with him about it specifically but it is surrounding the acceptance of what you're not so those core limitations like beliefs that you picked up and not gonna spoil too much about it but it's it's gonna be foundational definitely an exclusivist yes so yes I'm excited for that so it's an opportunity for those people in the program to be the only people that are there will be asking questions to Bentino and that doesn't happen too much with such a small wow yeah that's in a call it's really exclusive yeah wow that's great and Cory on another yeah Cory later on the last part discovering your or accepting your salt blueprint which is all about expression and that's where she excels bringing into manifestation your expression nice cool so yeah January 4th 2022 started the program mm-hmm the link in the bio to acceptyourself.org there's also a free discovery call so that's like about a 15 minute or so yeah so when you go to the website find all the information there and if you click join now you will be taken to a calendar software where you can book a free 15 minute discovery call in which I also in that software ask you to answer specific questions so I know what your intention is where you see yourself and why you are sparked all of those questions and then we will have a call to discuss those and further logistics will be discussed in that call also about payment and all of that stuff so everyone that signs up goes through that call yes everybody has to have a call with me first because I just want to know who you are and if if this is actually for you and just to confirm and to feel each other's energy I find it crucial to know who I'm working with before they sign up yeah I love the attention you give each participant it's really great yeah it's very important yeah it helps so much two hats unicorn and a little kissy face right back at you yeah three months starting January 4th two calls per week one call with me one call with one of these two or the other break up mentors and then two bonus calls with Venti and with Kori an awesome telegram group with daily inspiration Mark's presence in that telegram group like-minded community such an important thing yes because we're so much of a Sikh people that care about consciousness they care about purity they care about service truth and so sometimes it can be hard to find people that are aligned in that way and like this is a great way to find that like-minded community and then some things that can come out of it like we've had a relationship come out of it for example we are working on a accept yourself song which is still in production which when you go to my instagram page and you go to the latest video where I talk about the accept yourself program at the end you'll find snippets of poems and art that has been created and the beginning of the song is in that video as well and so there are so many things that will come out of it it's not just a program of self-improvement it's foundational shit for your life again part of the profanity lorenz lorenz says it's also a great place to find triggers to practice but definitely such a good point oh yeah, nice it will definitely happen it's such a great way actually to like if you sign up for the program it just will completely change the flavor of your life because you'll be in this container for 3 months so that's just gonna change everything you do basically I'm so stoked about 3 months as I said in the beginning 30 days I loved working with people so intensively we used to have 2 calls per week with me but I'm realizing now that this 3 month container is next level because it takes more time just imagine the shift you can go through in 90 days in terms of consciousness there's nothing like realizing the earth and space is fake the sky is a clock bro you have a right to believe in what you believe yep so also the link in the bio is to Mark's Instagram so you can also follow him there and you can see some of his other testimonials are posted there on his Instagram page and on the website yeah and on the website so the you have about about a month to get involved in the program limited spots available do sign up for this discovery call and and also share this is really good to share like if you feel like accept yourself and the radical self acceptance has really rang true for you then share this with other people share this conversation this podcast with other people and see if it's what they need I remember after my own program after taking it on the second program after going through it that it was so clear to me that there 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