 there a connection between what eventually happened with you at a level of mental health and that religious background? I believe that religion has got a very important role in society. Religion can hold society together and I think part of the problems that we can we see now is that religion has taken a third, a third step of importance for people sometimes. It's an existential crisis that for some reason we used to talk about it and it was strong before the 80s and now we don't tend to talk about it and that's why so many people have got problems believing that you can actually recover because they don't understand the mental health is at core an existential crisis that needs to be resolved.