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Published on Jun 11, 2011
I loved him. I loved him with everything in me. I truly believed that he was the best thing that ever happened to me. He was my baby. My soul mate. My everything. The only one for me. I still love him. I love him more than he'll ever understand. But none of that matters. Not anymore. I'm gonna get over him. I'm gonna move on. I'm gonna wake up one day having dreamt of somebody else. I'm going to fall asleep without seeing his face. I'm going to stop missing his touch and hoping I'll wake up to the tapping of him throwing pebbles at my window. I'm going to stop hoping he'll send me a letter telling me how much he still loves me. I'm going to meet someone new. I'm going to fall in love all over again. I wont see his betrayal over and over in my mind anymore. No. I'll see my husband proposing and me saying yes. I'll see the birth of my children and see them growing up. I know I'll still love him in some distant part of me even then. But thats okay. I know that I wouldve made it work, that if it wasn't for his mistake that would be his ring on my finger and our children in the back garden. Its him who'll regret that night for the rest of his life. He'll regret ever meeting her. But its too late. The damage is already done. I can never trust him again and that means we can't be together. No matter how much he says he loves me- and I know he does. No matter how much I love him. Because sometimes.. Love just isnt enough. -----------