 Hi, it's Bridget. Welcome. This is a video where we are in my kitchen. I'm actually making my lunch and I thought I would set up my camera quick, hook up my mic. We'll see how that goes once I move over to the kitchen table if I don't best that up, but I wanted to capture this on video. This is my very psychic life. Now, I have a session in about an hour and a half or so, so I'm making a healthy lunch right now and I'll walk on the treadmill, do some stretching, maybe some light weights, that kind of a thing to just be in a good energy space for my session. But as I am getting ready, I have a bug in my ear. Not really a bug, a voice in my head. Oh, that sounds even worse. So here's the deal, you guys. I've been doing a lot of connection with Marilyn Monroe lately, like really connecting. And I did a meditation a couple of days ago where she came in and I was going to visit one of my spirit guides and have kind of a deeper conversation. And I asked to connect with her. I asked for about four days, I think it was, maybe five, because I had been feeling her. I've been really drawn to her. And when I'm recording this video, it's in January 2019. And I've already recorded a couple of videos and channeling sessions with Marilyn in 2018. So those videos are at Above Life Channel on YouTube and they're on a playlist. But there's something more. And I'm just feeling her. I'm just feeling really connected to her. And I think it's for me personally. And so I don't know, I just have this thing about her all of a sudden. And I'm not sure. I mean, it's not her birthday. It's not, you know, her transition day, her death date, or anything like that. But there's just something really I'm connected. So I think that in a spirit guide kind of helping helper capacity, either my spirit likes her spirit and wants to chat with her and befriend her. Or the other way around, maybe I'm not sure I don't usually work that way with spirit. Like they choose me. It's not usually like that. It's like a collaboration. And I invite them and somehow, I guess. Well, that's not totally true, because sometimes they do just kind of show up. So I guess now that I've been doing a lot of channeling at Above Life Channel, that kind of happens now. More than it's ever happened before. But I'm always at choice. I want everybody to know that so that you don't think you're just going to randomly have to channel or talk to dead people because that's not, they don't just usually show up. You have to be open and you have to like do this work kind of a thing. You have to have that kind of vibe to allow that. So I'm going to do, so I had to get this on video. I was going to just do an audio, but I thought, well, I'm doing so many videos. I should just video it. So you're going to watch me get my food ready here while at the same time, gotta be healthy, you know, having some quinoa and some chicken, chicken breasts and part of a chicken breast, actually. And then I think I'm going to add this really yummy kind of a, it's not really teriyaki, but it's a vegetable mix that has like mushrooms and carrots and something you'd put in a stir fry and kind of broccoli and that kind of thing. And so I'm going to just make something kind of healthy for myself before a session, before I exercise, before session. And so I'm standing here and I was going to listen to something kind of positive, you know, maybe a TED talk, maybe some motivational entrepreneurial speakers. I like to do that. I like to listen to some entrepreneurs and give, you know, inspirational motivational speeches to keep me, keep me up and positive about business and that kind of a thing. So because this is a business, like this is my job, this is what I do, this is how I make my living now. That was a choice I made in the last several years to do that, but this is my career. So it is. Anyway, I wanted to share with you as I'm chatting with Marilyn. So I was chatting with her and I wasn't really chatting with her. I was thinking about her. I was feeling her energy because I have this, my mind is like asking these questions like, why am I even thinking about Marilyn Monroe? I mean, never really, I mean, I've had some instances in my past, like growing up and when I was young and visiting Hollywood. And I've mentioned before on previous videos that I have relatives out there in Southern California. And so I've been to the Hollywood Walk of Fame. I've been in front of the Chinese theater there. I've been, I put my hands and my feet in the, you know, in all of the actors and actresses' footprints there and all that kind of stuff and hand prints. This is neat, right? I have pictures of myself with Marilyn Monroe, the wax figure there. Oh, you're going to hear, you might hear in the background I should mention. It's kind of a casual vlog style video. My dog's running around. I got some doggies. You might hear them on the hardwood floors here, but anyway, so I've been connected to her from that, but here's the second here. Well, hot steam. Ooh, steam. Can you see that? Yeah, probably. So I got to drain these for a second here. So I've been connected with her in the past like that, but nothing really super serious or anything. I mean, I know what everybody else kind of knows about her and stuff, but, and then from my channel, I got to know her a little bit, but now it's like, it's like I really know her. You know, it's like, I don't know how to explain it. I don't know if I'd say I even really know her because she's a bit of a mystery, but I'm really connected. I think connected to her might be the best way to say it. And my mind at the same time is kind of afraid to be connected to her because, you know, whether it was our mental illness there, was there a lot of, she's like, oh, she's like, oh, she makes these funny noises when you talk to her. Just, you know, she makes this later. It's like, oh, come on. Kind of a thing, you know. I like every, isn't everybody a little crazy? That's the kind of thing she has. And she does talk like this, even in the afterlife. That's kind of how she sounds, which is fine. Hey, sound how you want to sound. So if I end up talking like that, it's just because I'm reflecting how she sounds to me. And we all know that I'm not very good at reflecting how people sound to me. I'm gonna pick on myself a little bit. Oh, I'm gonna get a different bowl, actually, because my bowl, I put all this mix of stuff in. It's like way overflowing. See, it's really, it looks really good, doesn't it? It's healthy, healthy stuff. Mix it all together. Yummy, yummy, yummy. Healthy veggies, healthy chicken. All right. So I was trying to feel her vibe. So I get kind of annoyed when people say that she was murdered, that the Kennedys were involved. And I think it's because she has a problem with that. She does not like that. She does not like that. There's all these like conspiracy theories, which there always are going to be around mysterious deaths. And her death was, you know, it was an accident is what she told me. She didn't realize how many pills she had taken until it was too late. And she was slipping off kind of a thing into that middle ground, that middle place. Could she have been saved? Yes. If somebody would have showed up sooner, they could have saved her. But we don't want, she doesn't want, I don't want, and she doesn't want people to feel guilty about not being there. That's the worst thing. Nobody wants that. Nobody in the afterlife wants that for people in the human life to have to deal with that kind of guilt or pain. That's awful. And she loved the Kennedys. She loved the Kennedys boys. That's how she says they're not men, they're boys. She really liked Jack, but he was really out of reach. They did have an affair. I can see that, although she never, I don't think she ever publicly shared that, but they definitely did have an affair. But it wasn't that long lived. She and Bobby had more chemistry, I think, than her and Jack did. I think Jack was out of reach for her a little bit. And I think to be honest, it feels like Bobby actually loved her more, like actually had feeling, real feelings for her and not just physical attraction, because it feels like I'm gonna eat just, you know, it feels like a relationship with Bobby would be more realistic in her view. But let's be honest, Ms. Marilyn Monroe, she has high standards and she can do just about anything. She can manifest, make stuff happen. Nothing is really out of reach for her, because if she sets her minds to something, she can get it done, you know, get it accomplished. So I mean, I do really respect that about her. Okay, so I'm going to try to go over, reach over my countertop here and put my food over here. We're going to go sit at the table. How about that little chat? So Marilyn is very friendly. She is very friendly. She's very kind. She's really nice. And she really does not like, not at all, like the stuff about the Kennedys or blaming the Kennedys for her death or anything like that. She's like, that's just silly. That's just silliness. That's just silliness, she says. Okay, so let me grab my food. Go. So I'm going to chat with her a little bit about what, so what's this big deal? Like, why am I so connected to you? Like, I don't understand. Like, what's the deal about that? Channeling and eating is probably not the best thing to be doing, but I'm going to and I'm going to listen and you guys are going to watch. Or not. You don't have to watch. Turn off the video if you're not interested. Mmm. I like to be playing give or spot. Sit here. You're going to have a seat. Go ahead. She says, oh, this is fun. She says, you eat very healthy, Bridget. Not all the time. You know, sometimes I like to eat like cookies and stuff. She said, oh, I was on a very strict diet. I could hardly ever eat. Really? I was wondering about that. I mean, you had such a beautiful figure and she says, oh, it was a lot of work. Like you, they wouldn't let you eat. You know, you had to keep, you had to keep slim. Hmm. Hmm. Speaking of that, if I can ask, I don't want to be rude, but nowadays people talk about everything. So if you're not comfortable, you can just tell me, but did you have work done? Oh, yes. She says, oh, yes. All sorts of work done. Like plastic surgeries when I'm referring to. Yes. Yes. Okay. A little nip here, a little tuck there. She's pointing toward chin and something about her cheek or chin. Like her jaw right here. It looks like, I'm like almost like a shaving down of the side of her nose somewhere. I don't know. Oh, yes. She says, it's public. You can look it up. She says, you can look it up. It's on public record. I'm like, okay, I don't know any of that stuff because I don't read biographies or autobiographies or tabloids or anything like that. And part of me thinks, maybe I should start doing that because it's just so interesting. Like I don't know that much about you, Marilyn. I mean, I know what the public knows, but I know that that's only just a tiny sliver of what the reality is. Why are we so connected, you and I, right now? She says, because you're interested in me. She says, oh, oh, Bridget, we have a lot in common. I'm like, oh, not with your public persona. I'm definitely not like this goddess beauty kind of thing. Personality. Oh, but you are. You're so beautiful inside. She said inside. It's such a shame that people don't recognize that more even now. Because even generations beyond, like, she's like showing me her generation and then all these other generations like referring to mine probably, right? They still don't see that. Such a shame. It's so sad really. She says it's so sad. Yeah, I can tell you're such an empath. That's what we call it now when you're really sensitive. Oh, yes. I was always quite sensitive. But you have to be careful who you show that to. Because some will take advantage of it, she says. That's true nowadays too. So I know you had a lot of moods and emotional challenges and things. Is that part of mental health, would you say? Or is it just stress or I mean, is it hereditary? Like I know your mother had some challenges too. She says, oh, you're so polite. She says, you're so nice. She was crazy. That's what she says. Oh, she was crazy. But she says, you can't fault people. You can't fault people. They don't know what, you know, how to fix that sort of thing. And no one asks for that kind of a life. So I'm not mad at my mother. I was never mad at my mother, she says. I was never angry at my mother, really. I just simply didn't understand why she didn't want me. Why she always left me. You know, she would come around, but then she would always leave. As a child, as a young child, you know, you never really understand that being abandoned and being left. It seems as though you're just cast aside. You're not wanted. That creates quite a problem, you know, in your heart. I can't even imagine. I mean, and then to become such a well loved, incredibly talented actress. And she goes, oh, thank you, she says, who never really felt good enough. I think that's true for many people, don't you think? I mean, Marilyn, don't you agree that maybe, no matter how good you are at something, no matter how much recognition you get, no matter how much, like in your case, how many people just love and adore you, you still, there's a part of us inside of us that still feels like we want to be better. We want to be more, we want to give more, we want to be a better version of ourselves. But it's not to get more. It's because we don't feel connected to ourselves the way other people see us. So I know there's a lot of people that watch my YouTube channel and they think that, you know, I have three, I don't know, a couple thousand subscribers. I don't know what it's at, I don't know, 3,000 something or it's not 4,000 yet. I don't think at the time of this video, I don't think it is. I think there's like, I think it's in the 3,000. But some people will contact me and they feel like I'm like this out of reach person that, out of reach person, but someone that you feel like you may be knowing me because you watch my videos, but I don't really know you. And sometimes people, when I connect with them in session, it's so sweet because people are so kind and they're like, Oh, I just, I love the channel. I love the work. Thank you so much. And they're really, they really appreciate the work that I do and how I show up. And that is really touching. But it really, it surprises me over and over again. I mean, that's not always the case. I don't always have people that are like, Oh, Bridget, I'm talking to Bridget, you know, but about half the time I do and it's really, it's so sweet. And I just, I can't, I can't even imagine that's only with like 3,000 some people can imagine with like 300,000 some people like you stop and traffic on the streets in New York because people are coming to watch you film movie, you know, she says, she says, you never really get used to it. And it's not that I'm feeling like she's making me feel like it's not an it's not that it's not enough. Like there's a deep appreciation, but there's a feeling of not deserving that like I don't need that kind of attention. And I don't put Marilyn with you though, see that's there's like, so that's a contrast that's contradictory a bit because you from what I've, I've heard about you, you know, in interviews or things like that, because the last like day and a half I've been binging stuff. I usually don't do that. You know, if you're watching this, I don't usually look up stuff on people, but oh my god, I had to figure out my brain why I'm so connected to Marilyn Monroe. Like what is the common lesson here? Clearly it's not that I'm some sex symbol because there's no, this 40 plus body is not a sex symbol. But and I have a version to the whole fame thing, like being on YouTube has been a huge thing for me. I'm fine with groups of people in person and stuff, but like doing videos and like having tons of people watch that I don't even know who they are is really a little weird and it was very creepy at first. But this is the best way to reach people and inspire people and share the messages like these cool conversations that I have with people like you. But so I've been watching, I watched a video from like the 90s when it was like your 50th then or 50th anniversary of your death. I've been the 90s. Yes. Oh 30th. I'm sorry. 50th anniversary would have been in the 2000 something 10s or 2012 or something. But it was like the 30th. It was like 92. I think it was or something in 92. And I don't remember that because I was like that was like I was in college then. I was actually just entering college then. And so I had other stuff on my mind. I wasn't thinking about Marilyn Monroe, you know, I was a far I'm in Minnesota here. That's like the farthest from California you could possibly be temperature, climate, everything. It's nothing like LA, nothing like California. I love California. By the way, it's beautiful, especially San Diego. I love so she was on Santa Barbara. You need to visit Santa Barbara. Well, I drove through Carmel. I think it was. I flew into San Jose one time and I went down to Asilomar to a retreat center in that Deepak Chopra. I think I think it's Deepak Chopra does some of his work there. And I went there for a beautiful retreat and it was awesome. And so I went through I think it was Oak Grove. But I flew into San Jose and then we drove drove. I drove in this like bus thingy. Not comfortable, but whatever. Cheap. That's what I needed. Affordable, dispensive to go there. And she's saying Santa Barbara Santa Barbara. I don't remember ever visiting Santa Barbara. She's telling me George somebody has a house there George a J name. Not J. G or J. G or J name. Somebody has a house there that she knows where she knew. So I wanted to find out more. So I watched this interview on Sally Jesse Raphael. Do you guys remember her? She was a talk show host that had like during the time of Phil Donahue and Oprah and stuff. I don't know if Oprah was on then. I think she was. She had big red glasses. That's how you knew who she was. And there were a lot of daytime talk shows back then. And so she was interviewing someone. Susan who Strasburg. She decided thank you because I was like thinking I can't. I don't know what the last name is. And she said Strasburg. Lee Strasburg. If you know anything about Marilyn Monroe. So Susan is her his daughter. And so Susan knew Marilyn and she wrote a book. And so it came out during I think the 30 year anniversary of her death came out during that time. And so she was being interviewed. Also Jane Russell. It's her name Jane or Joan. I think it's Jane. And then she just went and focused on the other man the other person that was on the panel which was a man who was your very first husband Doherty. And so he Peter. She said is that his name. Is his name Peter. She's storing all these names out at me. So I don't know. There's so many people. There's so many people. And so I watched it. I got to know a little bit more about you. And it was interesting to me. And then I wanted to watch again the video of I think it's called Hollywood forever cemetery. I'm not sure the name. But I know I've been there. In fact I asked my mom my mom who is in California part time because she lives out there helping to care for my like 90 plus grandma her mom. And so she lives out there part of the time to help out. And I asked her she was here for a birthday party for the kids. And she this is last weekend. And I asked her I said hey did we go to this place and my brother heard me describing it. And he said I remember that too. And I'm like oh my brother was little like maybe five. I'm like I remember I remember I know I remember you know. And my mom says I don't know if we ever took you there. I don't know. I'm like I know I remember I remember being there right there you know. And so it's kind of fascinating you know. But so let's make it a little thing has been going on for probably a couple weeks for me. But I've been watching videos for like a day and a half randomly like because you watch one interview other stuff pops up and I'm like oh I'd be careful not to go down any rabbit holes with that because I don't want to make me as a channel be influenced by things that other people say. And I haven't watched other psychics or their mediums or anything like that. I cannot do that because I get a little frustrated with that process because I hear things differently or feel sense things differently. And we all do it's just like a hairstylist or a massage therapist people do things differently right. They have different ways of doing stuff you know it's not wrong it's just different interpretations different writers write different kinds of books different authors maybe the same subjects just a little bit different right. And so I can't do that even if they were really good I don't think I could do it. I'm maybe I don't really know any really great psychics I do channeling my husband has a couple favorites he likes and he'll every once in a while say oh so and so did this or you should really watch this and I'm like I can't do it I just can't I can't I just can't do it. It's kind of stressful but I want to do that. But I want to know why I'm so connected to you I mean I can feel we have something in common and I'm not sure what it is it's the hair she said oh no she said oh Bridget she always says this to me it's so sweet and the meditation I did the other day to connect with my one of my spirit guides and she showed up it was Archangel Gabriel and he brought her in he said I have a surprise for you I have a surprise for you I'm like what and he's like here you go and it was Marilyn and she was standing by a buffet table and she was like putting these little tiny little herbs in her mouth little appetizers a little tiny little eating little bits of things she says stay away from the shrimp she says do not eat the shrimp I'm like okay like the shellfish don't eat that don't eat that do not eat that I'm like okay all right something about the shrimp or the crab meat maybe it's crab meat looks like it's swirled so I don't know it might be little crab shakes or something don't eat that don't eat that Bridget okay and she grabbed my face and she put my head to her head I'm like what is the deal why am I so connected to you and she grabbed my cheekbones she likes my for some reason she likes my cheekbones I'm like well enjoy them now because older I get the more saggy they're going to be in she's like oh so she's done that before when I've had session with her and it's funny because I don't know if I actually said that out loud but she would be like she grabbed my cheeks my cheekbones oh she likes my cheeks she grabbed my face she's so beautiful Bridget I'm like oh she's so sweet and then she tipped her head like this in toward mine and my forehead she pushed her kind of push mine toward hers and pulled it together and like she said we are one of the same one in the same like oh that's so sweet you know because I see her as such a sweet compassionate she's just very sensitive being and the challenge one of the challenges is trying to manage that heart and I feel like although like she had she's talked to me we've she said to me too that our childhoods that were because totally different you know like our our lives our human lives are totally different but we are one in the same like we have a there's a a bond or something there's some kind of a bond isn't the right way to say it but a connection that's deeper that I don't quite know yet I think it's going to be revealed more deeply but it's there's definitely some kind of a connection my friends and I will try to keep you posted and share this with you as time goes on to see what else comes of it because I know that there's more to be known besides understanding sensitivity which is an important thing and so can I ask you about that about mental health we talked a little bit about it but then we went on she says we're all mad we're all mad and it's true I mean we are kind of all all crazy depends on the perspective of things right but right now mental illness is like in the forefront people talk about it because there's a lot of people dying from addictions and overdoses and and people are self-medicating and there's health insurance issues and there's getting enough people that are counselors and having enough support systems are on families not just the addicted person but the families because the families get just wrecked inside people just are not that strong to deal with the kind of abusive energy not even like from the person that's addicted but the energy of the cycle of the the addiction is just abusive on the people around you in general it's just you can feel the energy just nobody wants to be putting the dryer on high for like three hours and it's just yucky that's how it feels to me it's like spinning you know she says it does feel that way doesn't it she said I think it's very important to mental health is very important and I think we should take care of our minds she says one of the things we can do is begin to not be so mean to each other if we were just nicer to one another things would be a lot different you know don't you think well yeah that's what a lot of people say that's what a lot of people say did you struggle with mental health issues oh yes in the way that you describe it yes yes but you have to understand that back in those days there were not there were not those types of things you know either you were crazy or having a breakdown of sorts or or not I did have a breakdown actually I believe there is documented two times twice in my life but there was more than that there were very private moments where you simply feel like you can't continue you can't just continue to to feel like that like you just wanted to end you know so did you have suicidal thoughts would you say that well yes a few a few times it like she shows me being brought to the edge and then coming back and so what changed your mind oh she says I never really wanted to leave my life I do view life as a gift I do believe in that I do believe that God had a plan for me as he does for you too as God does for you too and I didn't want to misuse my body or my my you would say purpose and just leave and throw it away like discard it like an old newspaper I didn't want to do that but I just didn't want to be in pain anymore we used a lot of I'm asking her in my mind about the medications and the pills it was it was normal she said we all used pills to help you fall asleep to help you relax because you needed your beauty rest if you didn't have your beauty rest sleep is very important and if you didn't have that you could tell you could see you could see and I wasn't very young anymore right about the time I would say oh it's about 31 or 32 that was when I really started to feel more um more aware she says badly about myself and knowing that my looks would fade and I would have to succumb to the aging I just I couldn't bear it I couldn't the thought of it you know it makes you just crazy but what she's showing me or what I'm feeling from her is stress it feels like stress like incredible amounts of pressure and pressure from within yourself not just externally oh no there was both there was a lot you know the studio men were very um sort of um turning things out and if you didn't make the cut you didn't make the cut and I had those experiences early on as well when I was young and just beautiful and just full of life and everything was simpler then you know because you didn't have anything so whatever you had was so great it was just so fantastic to have something and as time goes on it's you're more you become more and more afraid you know paranoid really about losing what you don't even think you have in the first place or don't deserve to have really and so I gave most of my things away if I could people would say it was very generous but I don't it wasn't necessarily because I felt that I should help people it was because more than I I wanted to share you know I wanted to see people happy and and sometimes those things would help people feel more happy you know and if I could do that for someone then then you feel happy and just for a moment though you're doing last very long well we're about done here I think this this video is pretty long I need a new refill on my tea so I feel like part of the lesson that you're here to teach me about is about understanding our inner feelings about our own value and not because other people don't value us but the way that we feel about ourselves is so important to how and directly related to how happy we are and connected to you know that purpose within us and wanting to be better I think is a natural thing and to do you know for me it's like transformative channeling the more I'm transformative channel the better I get in comfort level in the transitioning states and the more I'm willing to share on video those things and recognizing that it's a process you know and I do feel like it's related to enough doing enough how much have I done because I think about that with my work every day I think oh what else can I get in I got to do this I got to do this you know there's all sorts of things I got to do and I don't have you know assistance that can help me at this point I have I have somebody that helps me from time to time with things but not I need more support for sure and I feel that in part that's what you are kind of leaning in to teach me a little bit about how to not be happy with the process or the growing process growing of my business not necessarily my I don't want to say my psychic skills because I think you can always be better at what you do and I like to learn and grow but I've been I'm very confident in my gifts and my skills I'm not I don't need to like show people how great I can be as a medium or psychic or a clear or healer which I do all of those things but it's more about as a whole person you know the business side of things learning more about that and getting smarter and more savvy about the business side of things so I can make a living at this long term not just fly by night because it's not this is not hobby business this is my work and my life's work and and it needs to be successful and in order to be successful there's a lot of ingredients a lot of components and luckily for me I get to show up and do the work I love and channel and share and I think that that's inspiring to others to see that you can do that you should be doing that and for me it's a message in that all of this is about balance you know it doesn't matter how many people love you it's do you love yourself you know enough to not care if people don't love the ones who love you ignore the rest that's what prince told me once in a channel he's like love the ones who love you he's like there's plenty of people that aren't going to like you or that are just going to kind of like you but love the ones who love you that's what you make the videos for that's what you make the music for in his case that's what you make the movies for for ourselves right for each one of us knowing that there is this group that will totally get it you know get it it's worth it yes it is can you come over here really close can you come over really really close so that we can do a little thing here can you come right right here really close let's take a picture of us together oh no don't put your lipstick by me though because you always have such beautiful red lips oh and she smells good you smell good she's all you like it is Chanel I know it's beautiful one two three thank you all right thank you so much for watching I'm not sure where I'll share this video I might share in the small group I might share it at above life channel I might share it on Facebook I'm not sure wherever I shared I hope you enjoy it and I hope your spirit feels inspired today I hope that you feel filled up with hope and my advice to you is that this is your life whatever this is that you're living this is your life so live it just live it thanks for watching