 Okay, hi, hello, I'm Lydia and today we're doing a live stream. I thought I could sit and do a video. But why not connect with you guys? Let's wait for some people to join me on dreams. I turned purple, so now I have with anyone been a dream. I keep getting notifications. I haven't used my phone for this. Should we put my phone on challenge? Sorry that my top is so low, but I'm gonna join you. If you hear those cats that start talking in the chat, I can't do a stream alone. So, I've been thinking again about YouTube a lot recently, and why I want my channel to go. And I still want to put that into house. There we are. Let's start this off properly. Hey what's up you guys, welcome back to my channel. If you're new here, hi, hello, hit the subscribe button, and of course I get end of a notification and can't see anything from my phone screen. I was trying to use my laptop for this, but it wouldn't work. So, I'm gonna do that on my phone instead. Can you guys hear me okay? I'm glad you can hear me. As of who I'm doing, I just don't like the heat, so I'm hibernating. I'm hoping it'll go away. Are you enjoying the weather? No. It's too hot. Too hot for me. Because of the lithium, I burn really easily. Anyway, but the lithium makes it worse. I've hardly been outside at all, and I'm red. I'm tired of my darling, I think. What have you got to be used to then? Yeah, not a chance to happen. I'm inside in the way of the wind lines called. It's something like, outside it's so hot, and I live in a coastal town. It's really busy at the beach, yeah. I just do it, I open them, and it's just really hot. I wouldn't even want to try and go in the tube. I was like, don't mess with me, though. I'm a big squish mellow. The pump on me is. I don't. I don't hear you at Mondays or anything like that. Okay, how many squish mellows do I have? I don't know. I've got one, two, three, four, five. Five on the bed. 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32. I've got 32 squish mellows. Oh no, they're like, 33, 34. 34. Direction. That has to be over there. I couldn't look to them all while I was in hospital. It was so funny trying to go to the mall when I was discharged. It's me and the health care system would carry these squish mellows out. You could fit them in the car. I really want a chipper to touch my eye, but they don't do the only thing you can. And stop the nerve. You can only get the only thing you can do for those of me now. But my chipper died long ago, so I already want one. That's on the sandal. Yes, I already had. When I went in, I had a half sheet of paper and items left with everything in this room, which is quite a lot. I still want two boxes, two on pop and sweets. This is my favorite squish mellow. It sucks that the UK isn't part of the main distribution for squish mellows. But the US have got so many shops that sell them. The UK have them. Claire sold them, but they're quite expensive there. I've got two from Claire's. I just think it'd be better if we had a part of the distribution lying for them. So we're not searching all over the place for them. Two today to cool them down. You need to clean your head there as it doesn't mess over time. She gets baby food. So how's everyone doing? I'm trying to get comfy when it's this hot. It just isn't easy. Does this work? I'm so getting one when I get my pip and payment. I'm broke until then. I'm so getting one. It's too hot. What am I currently on? I don't know. Men's. I'm on Volteoxa team. 20mg. Lithium, 800mg. Hella Peridot, 10mg. Penantopam, 1mg and 10mg. Amitri from the year 20mg. Desigestral, 25mg. It's up to level 5mg. Balsulfate, I don't know the dose. Only I'm home. I live in a mental health care home. I've been out of hospital since the 6th of May. Okay. Part from the heat. Other stuff like Peridot. They're nice. They're really nice. I get on a lot of them. I hope that I get a solid warrior. I'm going to play some local Peridot music. I've got some of the standard ones. I think this is music. It sounds like I love a young music. Yeah, it's still hot here. The sound of pop lights. I'm pretending that I'm trying to stream my vibes because I'm literally falling asleep. But I hope you're all okay. Thank you for dreaming me.