 Everton's 21-22 Premier League season is one fans will never forget. I can't believe what I've just watched there, what I've just witnessed the colours from past. For the first time in a generation, Everton were threatened with relegation. With sackings in the manager departments and at boardroom level, the club has split but ended in unity. Welcome to Toffy TV, Carl-on Tullotti has left his role as manager of Everton Football Club to join Real Madrid. With Everton fans hoping for a peaceful summer, the season had barely finished when Carl-on Tullotti announced the devastating news that he was moving to Real Madrid and leaving Everton once again without a manager. My first thoughts when Carl-on left was, not again. We've been at off again the famous line, like I wouldn't leave Everton and all that. The second Real Madrid rang, I don't think anyone can kind of blame him. Real Madrid is such a prestigious club. My fourth went Carl-on Tullotti left Everton. It was shocked at the time, I didn't really see it coming. I know he spoke about going into next season with a transfer window and needing better players but I suppose the huge club that Real Madrid are, it was hard for him to turn down at a time in his career where it was probably his last ever chance of a big club as well. I mean I've got nothing against them. I go to Real Madrid so I don't blame them one bit. Are you going to sit in Crosby or are you going to go to Madrid? It was a shock because everything he spoke about was positive about living on Maisie side and wanting to move Everton forward but I guess when you look at it, Everton had stumbled to a 10th place finish and then Real Madrid come calling. It's not really that difficult a decision so it was a shock and it was very disappointing but when you look at everything around it was obviously an easy decision for him. It almost just was disbelief dad. He'd left the football club. It was like what now? The thought behind Carl-on Tullotti was that there was a plan. He was going to stay here for a number of years. He would lead us into the new stadium. All of a sudden what felt like a 24 hour period we'd gone from having all of that to not having it. It was just a shock. Initially at the time I was shocked more than anything else. I remember the kind of reports coming through from Spain on the day and we were talking about their in work. We were still working from home at the time. All messaging each other saying this is nonsense. There's no way that this is true and then as it quickly transpired throughout the next couple of hours or so it was in fact quite true. It hurt didn't it? It did hurt in a way because it did feel like Carl-on had built up some sort of a connection with Evertonians. Obviously in very difficult circumstances with the fact of the pandemic and everything obviously a lot of his games were played behind closed doors but I think he managed to bridge that gap quite well. After a month of room as far as Masheri made the controversial decision to appoint Rafa Benitez as the new Everton manager causing a split in the fan base. Welcome to Toffy TV. We've got the breaking news that Rafa Benitez has been appointed Everton manager. He has signed a three year deal. I think it's one of the biggest mistakes as an appointment for Everton football club. He was never going to be the right man for the job but I did get behind him to begin with because it's the team first and the fans first. If you like him, we're always around managers come and go. It was a very, very strange day seeing him holding the Everton scarf up and standing a finch farm with all the board of directors and the rest is history after that really. Obviously you're upset. A lot of fans were just like we'll see what happens. But I don't think many people settled into it. They just sort of went, well, here we are. Let's just get on with it. Everton have been in this or that for the last two or three years in terms of managers coming in and out. It was a hard month to swallow for a lot of people but I think a lot of people just thought let's just see what happens and let's just get on with it. I do think Rafa is a nice person in his sort of day life if you like but never ever the right manager for Everton football club. When Rafa was appointed I was devastated but I just tried to believe in the process of his coaching philosophy and how he had a good run with Liverpool. Let's just have it right. He done well with the players that he had. So I thought that we was going to get a little bit of that however he was just an absolute agent under Covey. He just wrote us off really. Rafa Benitae's got off to an absolutely fantastic start with wins against Southampton, Brighton and Burnley and a draw against Leeds but it didn't last. Yes, we had a decent start to the season. Obviously first day of the season against Southampton made a terrible start. Actually Southampton took the lead in the game and then we managed to claw it back second half and we went into a lot of confidence going into the Leeds game and we really probably should have won that Leeds game. Don has a chance just to dink it over the goalkeeper and we go on and win it. And then obviously Brighton away and winning up Brighton away was a great win as well. So at the start of the season there was a lot of hope and he had us hard to beat and we were scoring goals and we were creating more chances than we were under Carlo at the time. It wasn't a decent start. It was just teams I expected to beat and I expected to beat Southampton at home. I expected to beat Leeds away and we never done that. I expected to be Brighton away. I expected to be Burnley at home. So it wasn't a decent start. It was an expected start. Everton suffered a huge blow when Dominic Alford Lewin was injured and ruled out for a few months. The feet started to occur including a crushing fight to home the feet by Wafford and continued through to a hammering in the Maisie side to Abbey. I can't believe what I've just watched there. What I've just witnessed at Goddison Park. Unbelievable. Just collapsed by Everton today. I mean it didn't really start that well. But to be fair this is number one Wafford wanted that game more than any Everton player on that pitch. Every Wafford player ran through a brick wall for their manager and their fans today. And Everton just simply couldn't cope. It was just a disgrace. We just got a gang of absolute shitbags playing for us. That's all I can say from today's performance. An absolute gang of shitbags. What to say? I mean like never in a million years did I think there'd be a cold welcome at Goddison Park ever in my life. The fans found the voice again and I just remember sitting there with a little smile on my face and thinking, I hate Chelsea. I hate them. And I was just thinking while I'm playing for us. I don't think anybody could have really expected just how massive that coach welcome was. I wasn't expecting it. Certainly when I got to the ground about an hour before the coach turned up I wasn't expecting the amount of people that were going to be there.