 For years I hid behind a number I longed to be. It gave those around me a persona to interact with and required less of me. People knew what to expect and I got what I desired. Peace. As I've claimed my nighness, my challenge has been to remove the mask and realize that I have something to offer even when it might sting. When healthy, nines have the ability to appreciate the beauty of every number. All the internal and interpersonal dynamics and tensions holding them all. We can then engage those around us bringing them all to the table honoring everyone's voice as well as our own so that together we might move toward a true lasting peace.