 One of the lessons that you might say is the ultimate lesson too is that as you go higher and higher in states of mind you really start to get that that communication is not limited to the body and I think a lot of us either through being with people who have transitioned or in my case I was guided to go become a hospice volunteer and that really showed me that communication was not limited by the body because I was just there I went through like weeks of volunteer training and then when I finally got my chance to go and be on the hospice ward I was really deep into the course and I was having all these kind of mystical experiences with the workbook that was showing me all kinds of things really showing me transcendent states of mind and experiences and then I would go in day by day and as I would walk through the hospice ward they would give me like taking trays of food down to different people and everything I would take a tray of food and I'd start walking down the hallway and I would get called in to the rooms with in here you know and I'm like I think just going about my volunteer job but I'd go in there and I would have these powerful holy encounters where the spirit would just pour through me by invitation as I would just go where I was literally invited and I would go in there and the Holy Spirit would pour through me saying all kinds of things about you you did a great job thank you for everything you've done your family is so grateful you have no reason to feel guilty is just this you know well well done well done and you're innocent and a lot of it was just different teachings of pure innocence that's really what would pour through and then I would come out I would go take the food where I was going I kept getting called in day after day and and I had a very high checkout rate because they you know a lot of times with hospice people will hang on for a long period of time my checkout rate was really good I would I I basically cleared the ward you know because because it's death is a decision the transition the death is a decision and and people were just seemingly hanging on because of guilt you know they thought they let their parents down or they couldn't leave somebody behind and they were guilty guilty guilty and I was just there to serve and I was it was part of my phase of learning to let the Holy Spirit not only speak to me but speak through me which was a I was very shy when I was younger so that was a big one so it happened and then I come in and I'd say where's so-and-so and they checked out last night everything I oh yeah I just talked to them to okay clear the ward so you know it's all this stuff about healing the sick and raising the dead and I've had my experiences with those as well but I always loved the hospice ones for that particular reason because it was always a teach in guiltlessness teaching myself that I was sinless and I was guiltless and then seeing that people were reflecting that by saying I don't have to hang on to this earthly condition anymore I can get it I can see my innocence and that was the whole point of the whole thing anyway