 Like I said, I don't lack in sex. I don't lack in quality quantity frequency fucking it's fucking fantastic I'm having a blast How did that happen? It was always new. I never treated her like my wife. She is my wife I love her to death. There's a reason that brings on her finger, but she's my lover She is she is a woman. I don't view her as my wife I did not get the girl. She is a woman and I've got to treat her accordingly Every day when my feet touch the floor I start gaming her. I start flirting escalating Kino T'sner a different day I might just fucking ghost her. Hey, I've got shit to do We're not fucking hanging out. It keeps that there if you're always available. She doesn't want you She already has you you got a pole you got a push There's a balance to marriage is a balance to all relationships and that goes with men women whomever You can't make yourself entirely received, you know, they can't have absorbed all of you Because you're not interesting. You're boring. What the fuck does she knows everything about you? But what if you take a little bit of that away? What if you start inventing a side of yourself? Individually, what if as two individuals you are improving in yourself and you're also improving together You know, it's not all about I'm fucked the wife. I'm gonna go do my thing. No, she's a part of it She's definitely a part of my life. She's a part of my mission. We do things together But I'm also trying to develop myself. I'm going to shit like this like she obviously doesn't want me gone for a week But there she wasn't in the decision-making Anthony offered and I said fuck. Yes, you know, because this is my mission This is my passion. This is why I write. It's why I do what I do I fucking love it and I'm really trying hard right now. It's to put a governor on what it is I'm saying because if you've ever seen a periscope where I'm cruising to my Jeep, you know, I'm just cruising the Jeep I got my phone here and shoot out periscope, which is much easier than what we're doing right now like holy fuck. I Can go on and on and I start to lose myself to the emotion because I'm passionate, you know Somebody was talking about empathy the other day. I like it fucking sucks the pain men are feeling You know, just because I'm not suffering doesn't mean I don't understand another man who is suffering I have suffered in my life. I've got you know, I've taken my hits and I can relate to that guy who's emailing me in the middle The fucking night saying hey man, she fucking she's gone. What do I do? I lost my purpose in life There are night I can't fucking sleep because I'm just shooting at shit with these guys I can't tell you how many fucking emails I've had just yesterday because I didn't have my phone on me It started building up and these guys are talking about, you know, hey like tell me their different story I relate to it. I never tell them what to do every speaker you're gonna see up here We cannot tell you what to do if you're in a hole if you feel that you're struggling You're stuck in the mold defined that was built by everybody else and they forced you into it We can't pull you out, but we can throw you a rope By attending this you're saying I want out you're saying i'm not dead I want to fight back and i'm not gonna fucking die in this goddamn hole And every speaker here is saying here's a fucking rope. You have to grab it You've got to fucking climb out and it sucks. It's hard Your muscles are going to get tired where you're pulling out of that fucking hole But you've got to keep going because when you're at the top Fucking you're free You're no longer trying to live according to somebody else's you know standard You're not trying to live the life that they want you to live You're not trying to be the guy you think people will like but you're being yourself That's what happens when you're out of the hole and then from there you make a decision