 What was that moment for you then that you decided to fuck this enough enough? I'm getting all of people using me No, it was it was it. I was I was in the hospital. No one come to see me No one come to see me and I thought what these fucking scumbags man. How can I not even come when I'm ringing people here? Or not answering the phone and making excuses that 70 pound of flight return like how can you not come and see me? Mm-hmm. I'm thinking wow the things that What I've done for these fucking people what I've done for these people like I fucking got stabbed up for you I've got fucking cut for you. I went to prison for you. Do I mean I had egg for two years for you Like what the fuck like and it was never ending never in the amount of debt I've got in for people like everyone knows the drug game right so if I've got someone bow for a bit of gear and They go out of spending all the money and do the bollocks right in a couple of months. I'm now 40 50 grand I've actually gone and fucking stole that to pay people's debts and they couldn't come and fucking see me in hospital Do I mean that's like thinking what the fuck and that's why I Just thought you know what? Fuck England. I'm not I'm not doing it no more. So now I made it real Real relationships with people that actually do the open my eyes, you know They open my eyes to reality in life and I know one of my pals gets a lot of sticking them in the Irish media at the moment, you know, but If it weren't for these people like I don't say Daniel can hand my now he gets a lot of bad press But I couldn't be here today if it wasn't for Daniel like I couldn't be here to give me this interview I couldn't be legitimate Because these people the principles and the morals they have actually woke me up to reality. Do you understand like and it's It's something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy the life I've lived do you understand like because I've done it As an opportunity to change things and get out of something I haven't done it because I wanted to I've done it because I had to I never felt I had many choices or many options growing up as a kid, right? So that's what I felt I had to do and I fell victim to the normalization of the insanity Like many of thousands if not millions of people do it Do I mean like it's fucking nuts to live that life like every day day in day out