 I remember sitting down with the sister, I am a man, what did you do? I did this, I said okay, how do you feel? I feel bad, I forget it, I said good first healthy sign, did you do it again? Astaghfirullah shaykh never did that again ever in my life. But mashaAllah second box check, do you intend to do it again? Ya shaykh I will never do this again, I said for the third box check. So did you give charity and salat, did you make dua, did you make extra salat? Ya shaykh I've been doing this for 7 years but so what's that happen? O Allah will never forgive, I said okay, how do you feel? I showed her 2-3 ayahs in the Qur'an but Allah said if you do 1, 2, 3, 4 I shall forgive you. O Allah will never forgive, I said okay, how do you feel? You speak in the name of Allah or Allah speaks in the name of Allah? You are accusing Allah of lying? I ask you specific questions according to the ayahs of the Qur'an that I just showed you Allah has already forgiven you. But no Ya shaykh I did something wrong. Just go home and cry till the day you die because you are exactly following the chaps of Shaitan. He made you do the sin the first and he's analyzing it.