 But, from the ego in there, you know, we just have to realize that that's our call for love. It's just this misperception where we just, wherever there seems to be a lack, and we just have to give the love that seems to be lacking. And by getting it, we're aware that we have it. We're aware that we are it. And I remember I was watching this Spielberg movie years ago called Always, Richard Gryfus, Holly Hunter. There's a line in that movie which is something like, the only pain we carry with us here is the love that we withhold. And I remember I was watching that movie and I was like, wow, that's really, it's a powerful line. Because when you think about it, we have so many opportunities every day to just extend that love when somebody's calling out. It's like somebody seems to be on the surface like attacking or just angry or have a grievance. And if you have a little, that small still voice that's behind the mask, that's just saying, please remember, please remind me that I'm loved. Please don't buy the appearance. You know, don't go for the appearance, just love me. Everybody's got this little voice inside that's going, love me, love me. And how good it feels when we extend the love and we don't buy into the irritations and the annoyances and the misperceptions of believing that they're attacking us or that they're clingy or that they're needy or all that surface stuff. When we just hear that call for love and we answer it, we feel so good. Because it's always our own call for love. That's why our brothers and sisters are so important to us in this awakening. Because if properly perceived, we actually get ten, maybe hundreds of opportunities every week just to gladden ourselves, just to bring love into our awareness. If we don't fall for the trick that they're separate from us, that they want something from us, that they're demanding something from us, that's all part of the trick. Really, they just want to be loved. So I think that's a great movie. I could feel this movie before it was made. So when I finally kind of got a hold of it, I was like, ah, there it is. I can feel that one coming. So what were your impressions? We even had San Francisco's. Yeah, right off the plane, and here we are. Joe, do you have something? Yeah, some feelings that come up when you watch it were definitely the whole movie and script. And also I felt a little bit like the lack that he was feeling, like trying to find contentment outside of himself. Although it's a beautiful love story how they keep interchanging our meeting with each other, if you could call it fate or whatever. I felt a little bit like he's trying to find contentment outside. He's searching for something. That's one part of it, how I felt. I like how it really goes home feeling like it's a script, a movie. You can have control of this movie in a way in a sense of your reactions and your thoughts. Just some of the things that come up. It's an interesting thing that the man and the main character, Mr. Bain, is like the one who's got this idea, this thought of a woman that he had a one I stand with and the son he never knew. And then it plays out and him seeing this romance is quite a vibrational connection these two have. Because at the beginning they have their moment together and then they seem to drift apart and then they come back and they seem to not even connect at all. There's this deep vibrational connection which to me is very symbolic of how it works in this world. The love is underneath but there's such a terror of that love really getting into it. So on one hand you could say frustration of looking outside to find that soul mate or that partner, the missing half or whatever that whole Cinderella Prince kind of thing that's part of the ego's trickery. On the other hand you could look at it as more like we have this vibrational call to reunite with ourself and we're terrified of that. And it plays out in the list of ships where it's like ships passing in the night. You get these golden opportunities to really connect. In fact I think there was a singer, Dan Fogelberg, he had this song called Stolen Moments. But it was kind of like In the time it takes us to look beyond the lies We could be sailing through each other's eyes And in those stolen moments When fear is gone, okay You see it never had to be this hard You know it's like the stolen moments We have those instances, these little breathing instances in our life where we realize If we just drop the mask, we let down our guard It's such an immense love, it's really our self-love It's really knowing who we are and letting it be reflected back to us But it's like that fear of that intimacy, it's not a fear of a sexual intimacy It's a fear of, you know, if I let you down my guard, what will happen? Will I burst into a recognition of love or will I be hurt like it seems like in the past When we let our guard down, you know, we seem to get torpedoed with unrequited love or something like that So it does take a lot of faith to let down that guard And it's kind of an interesting idea in the course of miracles that all you have to do is forgive one person completely It's not a cumulative effect You can do this with just one person Think about that You could see one human being without the past Without those judgments about how they must be, first impressions based on how they look You know, all those ego judgments that go on when you see somebody It already has a little box and category for them, they're this way But just imagine the immense power of being able to look upon one person with no past whatsoever And that would be salvation, that would be self-realization and enlightenment And I think some of us feel that we've had partnerships or we've had people in our life where we feel there's like an immense potential there Not to find something outside of ourselves that will complete us But to give us the perfect forgiveness opportunity to just cease judging them How beautiful they are, how beautiful everyone is when we don't judge them without those judgments from the past So I've always felt this way And then I got to A Course in Miracles and Jesus says you could receive vision He's talking about the vision of Christ, he's talking about spiritual vision from a table I don't think a table, I thought I had to forget people Mom, Dad, Uncle Fred, Aunt Irma Jesus says you could receive the vision of Christ from a table If you would withdraw all your ideas from the table Instead of telling it what it is, let it tell you who you are That's pretty powerful stuff Now we're getting into the forgiveness You could receive salvation and enlightenment from a table But just think about that