 There's a man, his name is Kevin Hines. In the year 2000, he was depressed and he said, if nobody asked me how I am today, I'm going to jump off the Golden Gate Bridge. And nobody asked him how he was that day. He went to the bridge and he ran and he jumps. 2000 people have died on the Golden Gate Bridge since 1937. He's one of the few survivors. He landed, he drove to vertebrae. He survived. He couldn't swim. A sea lion came and held him up until the lifeguard got him. He said the moment he left the bridge, he had regrets because he was giving up the gift of life. And this is what the few survivors that have jumped off that bridge have said. He could have died in there and then, according to the hadith, the one who commit suicide does it again and again and again until the end of time in remorse. But he is a sign of Allah that no matter how bad things are, you are alive and you can rectify yourself with Allah's panel.