 i'm nervous i'm so nervous for you i'm for sure i'm for sure just for two years yeah two years i know for a good moment i'm not lying i think i'm checking i will all right i'll call you in a bit all right it's checking time so i'm currently in the middle of studying for my final oski exams in medical and i haven't been able to sleep at all last night for the first time in like forever because today is the day where we get placed in our hospitals for the next two years of our life as a junior doctor so i woke up to an email which said foundation program allocation i'm gonna check it now i'm very nervous i so much rides on this on this result it determines so much of my life over the next two years and so i just wanted to go well uh i hate i hate clicking result things in emails man the person who it's most important to know right after me alexia you have been elected to the following north london oh my god north london north london so such a huge relief such a huge relief oh we studied hard we put in a lot of work and we definitely had some luck as well a lot of things went in our favor clearly for this to go well um i'm just feeling very thankful very very thankful very lucky a lot of gratitude right now